Confessions of an Indian Film Actress

Confessions of a Film Actress

A newcomer gets used and abused by the dirty film industry. Short story. One part only.

“But I can’t wear this dress, the skirt is so short and neckline of top is so deep” I complained.

“No, as per our agreement you have to wear this dress, you have already signed the agreement and any breach in the agreement, and you will lose you 90% payment.” Director replied. So please go and wear the dress, we are already running behind the schedule.

My name is Manju and I am 18 years old and daughter of Army Officer. I am very fair and tall and had won Miss Pune beauty contest last year. I have a terrific figure of 36-24-36 and innocent oval face. Somebody suggested me that I am so beautiful that I can become a top heroine. I could not control my temptation and came to Bombay with dreams of becoming big and famous heroine. After a struggle of almost one year and sleeping with almost with dozen of people I got a leading role in one of the films with a firm agreement and payment of two lakhs.

I had no option. As per the agreement before signing the picture they paid me an advance of 10% and rest of the amount to be paid after the completion of the movie. Any breach from my side either wearing revealing dress or objecting on any scene in the picture, my 90% of the amount will be forfeited. This was my first picture and after struggle of almost one year I had got the role of leading actress in the picture.

    So quietly I went to the changing room and looked at the dress once again. The skirt was hardly 12 inches in length and was so tight that it clung to my thighs, that even outline of my transparent panties could be seen and Top had no back and only two strings were provided to tie from back and neckline was so deep that my three fourth of breasts were exposed. Even if I had to bend a little, than from back anybody could see my panties and in front whole of my breasts were exposed.

This was a love song in which Hero would dance with me and during the song will make love to me. When I reached on the set all eyes were staring at me with lust. There were almost twenty males right from light boy to the director and I was the only female on the set. As soon director called for action the hero came and held me close to his body. He was also new like me and acting in his first picture. He was also very much excited looking at me and I could feel the hardness and warmth flowing through his Cock when he held me closely. As the song progressed we kissed each other number of times and on many occasions he kissed on top of my breasts. But the biggest problem was Director himself, he had an eye on me from the start and wanted to fuck me. But had not succeeded so far as the financier and producer of the picture was an NRI and director had some instructions from him not to fool around with me. But whenever opportunity came he took full advantage of it to feel my body. He was a pot bellied short man weighing more than 100 Kgs; he was almost bald and was around 50 years in age. I really hated him, but I had to co-operate with him and keep quite otherwise he could have spoiled my career.

“Cut” shouted director, ”Are you holding your girl friend or your sister?” he told to the hero.

“I will show you how to do it” said Director. He came to me and embraced me so tightly that I was almost suffocated. With both hand he started feeling my buttocks and pinched them. I could see a mischievous smile on his face, but I had no alternative but to keep quite. He than kissed me on the lips and with both hands started feeling my breasts. I could feel his huge cock ramming against my skirt as if it will tear the skirt and enter in my cunt.

“This is how you should do it, after this line of song you have to pick her up and take her on the bed where we will shoot the love scene. There has to be expressions of ecstasy and willingness to make love on her face and it will happen only if you do foreplay in the way I have shown you. After this the hero became very bold and started kissing me all over the face and started feeling my breasts and buttocks. Then he slowly picked me up and took me to the bed. As the scene for the bed scene was being prepared I walked over to the Director and told him that I was feeling very shy doing love scene in front of so many people.

I told him that I will feel comfortable if he could retain only people who are needed like Himself, Hero, Cameraman and may be one light man. He thought for a minute and finally agreed and told other people to go outside. I could see the frustration and anger on the faces of the people who were asked to go away as if prey had been snatched away from the mouth of Lion.

As soon as Director said Action, Hero was all over me on the bed. He started kissing me and pressing my breasts. He came on top of me and spread my legs. My skirt had already reached to my waist. I was shocked when he opened his fly with one hand took out his cock and started rubbing against inner sides my thighs just few centimetres away from my cunt. I jumped and shouted at him. The poor guy told me he is doing what has been told him to do by the director.

When I enquired from the director, he told me that they are only shooting the top portion of our bodies, as to bring in real expression of love and excitement on the face and  it is necessary to indulge in this act. When I refused to do the scene, he again reminded me of the contract and even threatened me that I am raising too many objections and he will talk to the Producer to replace the heroine. This made me scared and quietly I went back to the bed. As soon as Action was called, hero started fondling my breasts and kissing me wherever he felt like. He raised my skirt to my waist and again started rubbing his cock on the inner side of my thighs. After few moments he moved my panties with his one hand to side and started inserting his cock in my cunt. When I looked at the director for objection, he nodded his head quietly and did not ask for cut. I was sure that censor will not allow this scene; more over they were shooting only upper part of the bodies. (I learned much afterwards that they had shot the whole fucking scene). By now the hero was pumping his big shaft like a piston in my cunt. I was also feeling so hot by now that I started co-operating with him by gyrating my hips from down to accommodate his cock in my cunt. By now he had already removed my top and was sucking my big breasts. On the nod of Director two spot boys came to the bed and removed my skirt and pant of the hero and now both of us were stark naked. With a great grunt he came inside me and I could feel his hot cum in my cunt. I also reached my orgasms and finally director called for cut. Every body in the room came to congratulate me for the wonderful scene I had performed.

I went to toilet to clean myself and when I came out I saw a very tall and handsome man talking to the director. He was the NRI who was producing this movie. He told me that I was very beautiful and after this movie I would be rated as one of the top heroines in the industry. Hearing this I felt so happy that I forgot that I was fucked against my wish in front of so many people. I looked at the director with pleading eyes, not to tell him about the objections I was raising while shooting the film. He assured me with his eyes that he had no intentions of complaining against me and on contrary he told him that how I was co-operating with him while shooting.

Producer whose name was Jeet told me that he was giving a party to the people in the unit on launch of his picture and told me to reach his place by 7:30 pm. I was very happy and excited and spent whole evening in selecting my dress for the evening party. I reached his place at Bandra at 7.30 pm and knocked at the door. Director who led me inside in the huge hall opened the door. I could see Jeet, Cameraman Ramesh choreographer Ajit sitting on the sofa and enjoying their drinks. When they saw me every body stood up and greeted me with warmth and affection and offered me a drink. We all sat down and started discussing about the movie, when Jeet told me that he would like to see me in same dress which I was wearing on the set. I agreed and went along with Director in the next room to change. When I looked at the dress I asked him where is bra and panties. He told me that I have to only wear skirt and top and nothing else. He went on explaining me further that this is very common in film industry where heroine had to entertain key people in film unit other wise she does not have any future. With these remarks he went out. I was so desperate to become the top heroine that I started removing my dress and wore the dress I was wearing at the set.

As soon as I entered the hall, every body stood up again and offered me a seat on the sofa. I was feeling so awkward in sitting down as I knew that Jeet who was sitting in front of me will get full view of my cunt as the skirt was so short. Slowly I sat down and crossed my legs and tried to pull the skirt down in vain to cover my self. Every body in the room was smiling looking at my helplessness. My whole thighs right to the cunt were exposed in front of four males.

Slowly to make atmosphere lighter they started cracking all kind of non – veg jokes. After two shots of Scotch I also started to enjoy the party and forgot all about the dress or to cover up myself. Jeet got up and put on Music and every body requested me to dance.

I stood up and started dancing. When I went into circles while dancing my skirt would fly to my waist exposing my cunt fully for the four people to enjoy. Jeet also joined me in the dance and embraced me and started kissing me. Slowly he took me back to sofa and made me sit in his lap. He started kissing again while his hands were busy in fondling my boobs and other hand was exploring my cunt. All of a sudden all other three stood up and went out. I was relaxed at seeing them going out and started co-operating with Jeet and kissing him back. By now Jeet had removed my top and was sucking my breasts. I was also feeling hot and opened the fly of his pant and took his cock out and started fondling it, when suddenly I felt some body feeling me from behind.

        When I turned my head, to my horror I saw all three of them standing stark naked and giggling at me. When I tried to get up Jeet held me firmly and the director whose name was Jatin pulled my head roughly and stuffed his big cock in my mouth. I felt suffocated and gagged with his huge cock in my mouth reaching right up to my throat. Jeet told me to co-operate otherwise it might be painful experience for me. I surrendered and started sucking his cock. The other two were fondling my breasts and kissing them. Jeet stood up and removed my skirt and told me to lie down on the carpet. Jeet opened my legs wide and entered his cock with a push in my cunt and started pumping my cunt. My cunt was wet with my own juices and I held Jeet tightly.

        Ramesh told me to open my mouth and started fucking my mouth, the other two were sucking my breasts and I was holding their cocks in my hands. After some time they changed their position and Jatin came on top of me. He almost crushed me with his weight. He found it difficult to fuck me because his huge tummy was coming in the way. After few humps he got up and Ramesh came on top of me and started fucking me. Meanwhile Jeet was fucking my mouth and Ajit was begging Ramesh to get down from me so that he too could fuck me. After great reluctance Ramesh got down and Ajit mounted on me and started pushing his cock deep into my cunt. I had already reached my orgasms twice and was hot again.

        All of a sudden Jeet told every body to stop and told Jatin to lie down, he told me to get on top of Jatin. I sat on Jatin and inserted his cock in my cunt. It was like lying on a Dunlop mattress, as Jatin was so fat. Jeet pushed me forward that I was now lying on Jatin, than Jeet went out and brought a small bottle. I was wondering what he has brought now. He came behind me and with one hand spread the cheeks of my buttocks and started applying something on my ass hole. Slowly he inserted his finger in my ass hole. It was so painful that I cried. He did not pay any attention on my cry and inserted his finger deep in my ass hole. After moving his finger up and down for few moments he stood up and started applying the cream on his cock.

        Now every thing was clear to me and I knew his attention. I was so terrified that I wanted to flee from there. But Ramesh and Ajit pushed me back and held me firmly from my waist and head. Jeet came behind me and with both his hands spread cheeks of my ass and slowly started working on my ass hole with his cock. Jatin was pushing his cock in my cunt with great force and there was up and down movement in my body. Jeet told Jatin to stop for some time and slowly started pushing his cock in my ass hole. It was so painful that I felt that my ass would tear apart. My whole ass was burning with pain and I could not hold any longer and started wailing and tried to push Ramesh and Ajit and wanted to get up.

        But both of them pushed me back and held me firmly. I started crying again and Ajit slapped me viciously on my face and told me to stop crying. By now Jeet was already half way through and continued thrusting his cock deep down in my ass hole. When I didn’t stop crying Ajit came in front of me and forced me to open my mouth and shoved his cock in my mouth, by now Jeet’s cock was deep down in my ass and slowly and slowly he started moving his cock up and down. Jatin was pushing his cock from down in my cunt and third cock was in my mouth. I was crushed between Jatin and Jeet like a sandwich. By now the pain had eased and both the cocks were ramming in my holes.

        Ramesh was milking my breasts with both hands and forced his cock in my hand and I started masturbating him. All of a sudden Ajit let out a groan and came into my mouth. His hot cum filled my mouth and I had to swallow the whole cum as he was still ramming his cock in my mouth. Jeet stood up from me and made me to suck his cock as he was also about to cum. Ramesh and Jatin also stood up and forced their cocks in my hand and I started masturbating them. In few moments all of them came simultaneously and I was showered with their hot cum. I could feel semen all over my face, lips, breasts and stomach.

They all fell down and started panting. I thought it was all over and after some time started dressing up. But they caught me and after few minutes I was shocked to see another three people joining the group were ready for another act. I begged for mercy and wanted to go home but they were in no mood to listen, I even requested that they can bring at least one or two more females who could share my load but they laughed at me and when I objected strongly and in anger some of them started beating and slapping me.

        I had no other alternative but to succumb to their demands. After that there was nothing like love act, but mass rape by seven brutal animals. They fucked me in every possible way through out night. I lost count how many times I swallowed their cum. In the act of brutality they slapped me, kicked me and one of them forced his cock in my mouth and urinated in my mouth and forced me to drink it. I was the only female satisfying the lust of seven bastards. Whole night they fucked all my holes till they fell down. I was in no position to move, so I slept on the carpet. In afternoon when I got up my whole body was aching with pain and I was in no position to move also. They helped me to the shower and getting dressed up.   Even after such a behaviour by so-called civilised men I could not resist the temptation of becoming heroine and after two days of rest resumed the shooting.

They called me again on number of occasions, but I told them clearly that I will sleep with them individually but will not allow mass fucking. For next two months one or another fucked me daily.

At the end, the picture was shelved as Jeet lost interest and went back to US. So all my dreams of becoming big heroine was shattered. Jatin paid me another 10,000 and told me to get lost.

I learned afterwards that they had gone bankrupt and number of times they had used me to spend nights with suppliers to square up their dues. They had used me in every possible way.

Today I am a Call Girl and charge anything from 5000 to 10000 for one night. Now I don’t mind mass fucking and only four days ago five people fucked me.

Jatin called me for one night at a hotel and I went and fucked with him, the only difference now was that I charged 10,000 from him.

Finally by one way or another at least I became actress. One day my friend Sapna who shares flat with me and is also a call girl like me brought a Blue VCD to watch and to my horror I was the actress in the movie. The love scene they had shot along with the hero on the set was finally released in the form of blue film.