My name is Liu Yujie and I am a sex slave.  I was smuggled to the United States to work as a prostitute and after working for the snakeheads for five years, at the age of 25, I was freed.  And this is a picture of me now.  

However I still long to be controlled, to go back to the good old days when I knelt naked in a dilapidated warehouse as a group of gangsters beat me with sticks and burned my flesh with cigarettes.  The mere thoughts of it make me horny.  The thoughts of having to sell my body to total strangers.  I want to find a master who can dominate me and who will abuse me and beat me the way I remembered.  So I set up an account at collarme.com and my handle on that site is worthlesschink.  I found a very demanding master here in Kansas and I had been regularly gang-banged, not only by people, but also beasts of burden, e.g. horses, dogs, and sometimes hogs.  He kept me for two years and have now sold me to where I was originally from, Australia, to a Master here to join with several other asian slaves.  And this is the diary I kept



June 2007 - 2008

When I was little, my parents and I were smuggled to Malaysia, where my parents worked in a Chinese restaurant and because my parents wanted me to excel at academics, I was enrolled in a private traditional Chinese school. But I was a really bad student; everytime i got a bad score on a test the chinese teacher would strip me naked, and make me kneel in a corner as she proceeded with her class and in front of all the students, boys and girls, which they say is a not a traditional Chinese punishment because a traditional Chinese punishment involves sticking bamboo sticks under my fingernails. After class she would spank me with a ruler until my buttocks turned bright pink. After two years my parents smuggled me to Australia, alone, where i attended a boarding school. I thought life would become better because Australia is a western country. It turned out there are many Chinese in Australia too, and they along with white students could abuse me together. Sometimes I was forced to give them massages all night long; they would stick crumpled paper, hair clippers, and other objects inside my pussy. They made me have sex with male students, forced me to write confessions, which summarizes how that I am a slut. They would threaten me to send me back to China where more tortures awaited me. I remember being made to drink other student's urine in a men's bathroom and afterward being kicked and punched by a group of white girls and left handcupped on the urinal. After five years i was finally smuggled to America where I worked off my debt as a prostitute in Chinatown for the snakehead. During the Clinton administrion I was pardoned and became a permanent resident.

I am currently working as a live-in housemaid for a Christian couple, Mr. Louis and wife, and his two boys, in Manhattan and I am also a part time student in a community college studying ESL.  Mr. Louis is not only a pastor at a church in Manhattan, but also works at a software company.  He is a boss of some sort since he doesn't have to leave for work until 10 in the morning, and sometimes he doesn't go to work at all.  I have only seen his wife once or twice and she supposed have to travel alot for business reasons, the truth of which I cannot attest to.  I wonder if they are really still married.  His two teenage boys are in some private Christian high school.  They are both tall and have blond hair like their fathers.  I met Mr. Louis at a church event and I told him about my situation after I was just released from the snakehead and he sympathized so much with me that he offered this job.  Every morning at 6:30 I woke up his two sons, Charles and Michael, make breakfest for them, and after they are gone, I walk the dog, a big greyhound.  At about 9:30 I wake up Mr. Louis and make breakfest for him.  For the remainder of the day I clean the house, which is actually quite easy compared to what I used to do.  It all sounds pretty easy.

Today is my first day at work.  I woke at 5:30, went downstairs and cooked breakfest for the two sons.  At 6:25 I knocked on the door of Michael.  No one answered.  I pushed the door and walked inside.  I gentlely called out Michael for him to wake up.  He jumped out of the bed naked.  I am used to seeing naked man before, but I still couldn't help notice his well endowed shaft dangling between his legs.  He noticed that I was looking at it and smiled.  I turned my head around and said that I have prepared breakfest downstairs and left his room.  I stand at only 5 feet 2, and he is already over 6 feet.  I felt so small and vulnerable in front of him.  

At about 4 pm the boys came home.  I stood in front of the door and welcomed them inside.  Charles, the bigger brother, clasped his hand on my head and told me to fetch some drinks and snack for both of them they went and watched TV.  Their dirty shoes stepped over the clean floor I just mopped today.  Because their dad isn't home yet, apparently they think it's ok to watch some porno before he came back.  I didn't really care for it.  I have seen worse.  Boys will be boys.  Charles told me to stand right in front of the door of the living room in case they need me to fetch something, drinks or snacks.  

At about 5 Mr. Louis came home and we started eating dinner.  After dinner we all sat around and read the Bible.  It was very exhausting and boring.  Mr. Louis told me that as a rule of his house we each must pray before we go to bed and read one more page from the Bible before we go to sleep.

I forgot to pray before I went to bed last night.  At dinner Mr. Louis asked me and the boys whether we have prayed and what did we pray for.  I was blushing red when it's my turn.  Mr. Louis told me that I cannot lie no matter what.  If I were ever to lie, I would have gone back to the old days of being a chink.  Only a chink would lie.  A Christian would never lie.  So I told him the truth.  I told him that I did not pray last night.  I can feel his glare at me even though I lowered my head and was looking at my legs.

I was punished for my intransigence.  Mr. Louis made me kneel in the corner of the living room the entire night.



In the morning Mr. Louis came in and explained his rules to me and said that I need to memorize it by tonight.  He handed me a hand written note:

Dear worthless chink:

  Despite your natural inferiority and worthlessness, the Lord has shown His mercy on you.  The Lord accepts even chinks and niggers for he is the One and Only Lord.  You, on the other hand, must now show that you are worthy, for you are worthless, but through the grace of God you are made worthy.

  Rule 1:  refer to Me, Mr. Louis as Master Louis and my boys as Sir.  
  Rule 2:  Kneel in front of the door minutes before Me and my boys come home.  Never make us wait for you in front of the door.
  Rule 3:  When at dinner, stand next to the table and be ready to serve drinks and napkins.
  Rule 4:  When asked to do something, do not hesitate and obey the commands of both Me and my boys

  You must obey the rules of this house and if you disobey I reserve the right to punish you in any way I wish.  Understand that you are a worthless chink and that you are inferior to us.

I memorized every rule and this afternoon I knelt in front of the door before the boys came back in.  At 3:30, the door bolt turned.  And my heart jumped as I saw about five teenage boys came through the door.  I never thought people other than the three, Master Louis and his boys, would see me.  Charles even was talking to his friends, "check this out.  My dad brought this chinese slave to serve us. She used to be a whore.  Strip naked now bitch."  My head felt a little light, but I did as I was told.  The boys with their eyes round and leering of lust, circled around me.  I thought they would want to have sex with me.  I am fine with that.  I am used to being that.  But it turns out they are not really interested in that.  They are forbidden to have sex with a female of inferior race.  They beat me instead.  They took turns whipping me with belts and burning my hair and pubic hair with cigarette lighter.  And then they pissed on me and tied me up in the back yard and then took turns beating me with a yardstick.  The sun was setting and it must have been about two hours.  I was struggling with the pain that I barely noticed time.  But apparently their dad must have come home now.  

       “The slave I seek must have no limits and only desire to please without question. A        slaves        only need is to please and be used. if you would consider an older experienced        Master and are willing to relocate then lets talk.”

       “I'm interested in a cute little oriental whore fuckbag.  I will show you how a little asian        cunt should be used. As a cumdump, pisswhore, whipping post. A subhuman piece of        meat for My pleasure and amusement. Respond if you really want to be used like you        deserve. I wait to hear from you.”

       “At home you will serve me as a proper slave...nude at all times unless directed        otherwise.  The cunt is where I will unload my seed within you 3 to 5 times a day every        day.  The cunt and asshole require rough regular use to keep each hole bruised and fully        swollen deep inside.  Every step you take, every move you make the ache burning inside        your holes will remind you that you have no other life than worship of the cock.  I expect        the cunt shaved fully...Do it now as a sign of obediance to you owner.  I will allow you to        bathe only in the morning...the rest of the day and night the cunt stews in my deeply        deposited semen...whatever seeps out of your burning fuckhole you scoop out and eat as        my seed belongs within you understand.  Are you prepared to earn your collar?”

       “As you said in your profile you would spend each and every day naked unless I choose        something for you to wear....when you clean my house you will be naked...when you        cook meals you would be naked...when you are doing anything you will be naked...you        will know that your place will be on your knees, naked with the exception of your collar        and your hands tied behind your back....you will know that all of your body will be mine        to do with as I please and especially your mouth as you will know that when you are on        your knees before me, your mouth will be fucked and raped as often as I choose to do        so....your mouth was created for one thing only and that is to worship my cock and to        suck my cock and to adore my cock....and your mouth was created to drink my cum and        my piss whenever I choose for you to do so...It pleases me that you want to drink my        piss....

       “you will also be disciplined often and trained often and no matter when or where as it        pleases me if I choose to whip you, crop you, belt you, flog you, cane your or spank you        than I will do so and you will receive it with gratitude and thankfulness begging for more        until you are begging for mercy...Begging will be a very important part of your daily life        and it will please me to hear you often begging for the honor of sucking my cock and        drinking my cum and piss and begging for me to beat you in some particular way with        either the whip, crop, belt, flogger, wooden spoon or cane or just using my bare hand to        spank you....

       “When I choose to take you somewhere with me you will never wear any undergarments        of any kind unless I choose for you to do so, no bras and no panties...you will wear what I        choose and you will always wear your collar showing everyone who sees you that you        are my slave...you will always treat me with respect and with honor and will always show        to whomever sees you that you know your place and your place is as my slave....

       “As you said in your profile you understand that you are nothing but a little asian cunt to        be used the way it is intended, as a cumdump, pisswhore, and whipping post, a subhuman         you to be, and exactly what I desire in a slave...you will never say no, never refuse        anything that I desire from you and like you said in your profile you have no limits...

       “you will be bound, tied up, chained, and fastened as I desire... you will be whipped,        flogged, cropped, caned, belted, spanked and beaten in whatever way I choose...you will        be fucked whenever, wherever, however and in whatever way I choose to fuck        you....your breasts are mine to do with as I please and so is your pussy, your ass and        especially your mouth...you will find your mouth fucked repeatedly and filled with cum        and piss daily...you will come to crave and desire and beg for your Master and Owner to        fill your mouth each day....”

       That night I cried and cried, begged Master to keep me, and kneeling on the floor and lowering my forehead against the ground.  But Master Louis said that he could not keep a whore like me anymore.  The boys told their dad that I had solicited sex from their friends.  Master Louis said that this sin is beyond reprehensible, that he might just need to hand me over to the “judgment of this world”, a code word for the police.  “But,” he added, “as Paul says, it is not befitting of Christians to be judged by the judges of this world.”  As I prostrated myself on the floor, I inched closer to Master Louis and as my tears dropped on his boots, I wiped them off with my hair.  Suddenly he violently jerked his boots and called out: ”back off my me Satan” and walked out of the living room.  The boys giggled.  “Are you trying to be Mary?”  “That was really funny.”  Afterward I learned that Master Louis has obtained another prettier asian slave servant and did not want to have anything to do with me anymore.  After that day I was kept in a cage next to the dog house in the yard.  The next day Master’s boys told me that their dad had instructed them to find me another job.  They posted an ad for me.  And it was as follows:

       Chinese whore seeking white master

        This tiny ripe little piece of asian cunt is looking to be humiliated and degraded to the        point of complete servitude. To be physically, mentally, and emotionally humiliated, I am        eager to be whored out to total strangers. I'll be whipped, spanked, choked, slapped, spit        on, pissed on, and treated like the filthy cockwhore that I am because sluts like me don't        deserve any better.

       Would you like to be this slave's owner?

       To fully realize my need to serve the Dominant Male; that I feel worthless and lacking in        purpose when not owned. I would abide by all the standards that are set by my Master.        Please whip my ass when I am disobedient or misbehaves. I would serve my Master        personally, domestically, sexually, and whomever my Master chooses to allow to see me,        degrade me, use me for sexual pleasure, regardless of how this worthless little asian cunt        is being humiliated and used. I could be shared as a gift with whomever the Master        chooses to: by Domme women who would like a little slut maid to clean their homes,        carry their bags while they shop, tend to them, lick their pussies for them before being        sent away back to my Master. ONLY white men would be allowed to fuck me, no chinks        or niggers. Master will be able to use me in whatever sexual manner Master pleases, to        treat me as a naked bitch on a leash and kept in cage, and fully trained to further        understand my place and what my purpose is for. For my master I am eager to endure        creative types of bondage, forced exhibitionism, forced display and masturbatory        performance, orgasm control and denial, pet play, humiliations, personal services such as        bathing master in his shower until master wants to fuck me or cum on my face, repeated        verbal humiliation, especially racial, forced nudity in front of Master and others, or        dressed in whatever manner Master wishes to enjoy, molest and more. Please be serious,        sincere, and ready to undertake the deep responsibilities of Ownership. I will always        know my place, as a worthless little cum dump piece of asian ass for my Caucasian        Master and other superiors of his choosing. I will accept, abide, embrace and thrive in my        rightful place.

       This little asian cunt is willing to serve Master on all levels, from domestic servant, maid        and cook, to sex slave, whore and Master's personal entertainment for Master's use and        abuse at anytime, any place and in any way.

       Master would train this asiancumbucket to serve him fully in every way. Master would        make it his whore, slut and bitch as well as money whore.

       It wold live life to serve its Master's dark desires and pleasures while knowing it must do        a good job in every way for Master. It lives to serve and please its Master and it knows if        it doesn't hard punishment will follow. It begs to serve and please its Master knowing        how happy it will be to know that Master is pleased.

       I have webcam, pics and cellphone number to prove myself real. I am very obedient and I        will do everything Master tells me to.

       They posted it on collarme.com under the same “worthlesschink”.  Then they took some naked pictures of me and uploaded to the site.  At first I didn’t like it.  But I had no choice.  No decent man or woman would want a worthless meat such as myself.  Very soon I found a man in Queens who was willing to take me and I was sent to them.  But he was a psychopath who enjoyed lacerating my flesh with broken glasses, and making me eat his feces.  He would lie me face down on a round table, tie my four limbs to the four legs of the table, stuff my mouth with semen and piss soaked underwear.  And then he would shove one empty beer glass halfway into my vagina and break the other end, the part that is outside my vagina, with a sledge hammer.  Then he would pick up a little shard of glass from the floor and very slowly run it over my body. 

       The boys came over to the man’s house one day and they saw me in the most ridiculous manner.  I was tied to the toilet with my body hugging the ball of the toilet and my face facing the inside of the toilet ball.  What happened was that when the man takes a piss, some of the piss would dribble on my head, and when he takes a shit, my face would be right in his crotch and he enjoys rubbing his cock against my face.  He forces me to eat his shit as well, by rubbing his anus in my face.  They saw blood marks all over my back and talked to each other: that in this condition I probably wouldn’t last a few more days.  So they brought me back to my cage in the yard.

       I was again taken by another man, this time a Japanese businessman.  He took me to his apartment on showed me videos; one was of a woman being boiled alive.  A naked Chinese woman was put into a cage that was hanging over a pot of boiling water and they slowly lowered her into the pot, and the snarling expression on her face haunts me to this day.  He said she was Chinese and she was a prostitute in Japan and because she was disobedient to the Yakuza they boiled her alive and videotaped it.  And he told me that if I don’t behave well he will do the same to me.  And then there were videos of asian women who have their breasts sliced off.  One that I remembered well was an asian woman with her vagina sewed together.  He told me all those women were Chinese and they were all prostitutes in Japan.  He has a wife too and she is also Chinese.  I actually met her in his apartment.  She was wearing a blue jeans miniskirt, a pink blouse when he called her out.  I was told to kneel in front both of them and then, the Japanese business man motioned his hands up and his wife lifted up her skirt, and I almost fainted at the sight.  Her vagina was sewed, or stitched together with dark blue thread and I can also see the swollen needle wounds on her stitched pussy lips.  She must have been like that for quite a while.  The Japanese businessman told me that she was once a prostitute, and he brought her half a year ago from the Yakuza.  To make sure that she will be chaste from now on and not return to her old days, since no Chinese woman can be trusted, he sewed off her vagina with sewing needles.  She is not allowed to have vaginal sex, apparently.  But she is allowed to be penetrated in her anus and her mouth.  I wondered what the Japanese man wanted from me.  Since death no longer scares me, so I asked him out front what does he wants me to do.  And then he said that he wants to saw off his wife’s limbs and keep her in a box as a pure sex machine.  The look on his wife’s face was beyond what words can describe when she heard this.  I merely nodded my head and thanked him for the pleasure of watching it.  So later on he and a physician sawed off his wife’s four limbs, gouged out her eyes, replaced her vocal cord with a rubber tube, deafened her ears with two bamboo sticks, tied a leash around her neck and kept her in a public lavatory in the Japanese businessman’s office.  I witnessed the entire process.