I guess everyone remembers their first time.  Me, I was 17.  I think I wasn’t sure what I was getting into and made it up as I went along.  I was a withdrawn kid, and found some of those old magazines when I was young with young women on the cover, half-naked and tied up, filled with tales of rape and mayhem.  I had only had one girlfriend at the time, and had freaked her out with trying to play a little game of bondage, and word had gotten around.  So, I realized I would have to fulfill my fantasies by force.  I started carrying around what I would later learned was called a rape kit in my school bag.  It was primitive- a couple of old boy scout neckerchiefs from when I was younger, and a rag or two for gags. 

Then, my chance came.  I saw a new girl in the area.  She was absolutely beautiful, and couldn’t have been more than 12 or 13, she was small enough to not be hard to take.  I noticed she liked to take a shortcut through the edge of some deep woods.  I could take her and be done by the time she was missed.  I went and put a blanket and in a clearing deep in the woods, and the next day, took my chance.  I knew she had seen me, so I could probably get close before she freaked.  I made like I was running into her on the trail and said I was looking for my dog.  She walked with me a little ways and then I pulled the chopping knife I had taken from the kitchen and grabbed her from behind around the waist and showed her the knife.  I said, “scream and I will cut your throat”.  I shoved her face down on the ground and tied her wrists behind her with one of the neckerchiefs and shoved a rag in her mouth and tied it in.  I pulled her to her feet and looked at what I had. 

She was a beautiful blond with blue eyes, petite, with nice little breasts that were just developing.  She was wearing a blue tank top and pink skirt, with dark tights.  I ran a hand over her breasts and up her leg under her skirt, and she screamed into the gag.  I told her not to fight me or I would kill her right there, and dragged her into the woods.  When she fell, I dragged her into her feet and on. 

Finally, we got to the clearing and I threw her down on the blanket.  I caught my breath and then checked her purse.  Her name was Cindy, and she had just turned 13.  I told her, “I assume this is your first time, and it’s mine, too.  But, I’m sure you wont enjoy it as much as me”.  I laid down next to her and rolled up her tank top.  My breath caught at my first look at her bra.  It was one thing to see it in pictures, but to see it there took my breath away.  I reached behind her and unhooked her bra and her little breasts fell out.  I felt myself getting hard as I took them in my hands and rubbed and squeezed them.  I had to ask myself, if this felt so good, how sweet would her pussy feel?

I reached under her skirt, and rolled her tights down.  She had panties that matched her bra.  I rolled them down too, and saw that spot between her legs for the first time.  Again, seeing pictures was nothing like seeing the real thing.  Unlike the pictures I had seen, she didn’t have any hair on hers yet.  I ran my finger along it, and then smelled my finger.  She was crying into her gag all of the time.  It occurred to me to see how dumb she was.  I told her, “nod yes or no to my questions.  Do you know what a blow job is”?  She nodded yes.  I removed the gag and said, “no one is around to hear you scream.  Are you willing to suck my dick to stay a virgin?”  She said, please, no, but when I made to mount her, she said ok, ok. 

I pulled her up on her knees and said, “bite me and I will cut you to pieces a piece at a time”.  She allowed me to shove into her mouth, and then I fucked it.  When I came, she tried to throw up, but I re-gagged her and said, “too bad you trusted a rapist”.  I then pulled her tights and panties the rest of the way off.  She was kicking and screaming into her gag, and it only got worse when I pulled off my pants and she saw my cock.  It wasn’t huge or anything, but I knew it would hurt her, and so did she. 

I sat down and put my back against a log.  I pulled her down and positioned her over my cock and pulled her down while I thrust up.  It was so hard that I didn’t know if I could get it in, and she was screaming into the gag for all she was worth.  Then, I felt myself break through and could feel myself going in as her blood started to come.  I rolled her over and went in and out of her.  She rolled her head around as she screamed.  I finally felt a huge release as I came in her.  I collapsed on her, and laid there for a while. 

I then wondered what it would be like to try to fuck her in the ass.  I knew it wouldn’t be easy, but her blood might act as a lubricant.  I turned her over face down on the log with her ass in the air.  I took some of her blood and stuck a finger in her ass, and then two.  She was screaming louder than ever.  I took my fingers out and tried to force my cock in.  it wasn’t easy, and it hurt.  Plus, she kept fighting.  I finally started hitting her to get her to calm down.  I got my cock in and shoved in and out, but couldn’t cum.  I gave up, and then let her rest. 

After a little while, I pulled out the gag and asked her, “you won’t tell, will you?”  of course it was a dumb question, but I was young.  I saw the answer in her eyes.  I slapped her before she could scream, and then grabbed her tights.  I wrapped them around her throat until she couldn’t make a sound, and held on until she quit fighting.  I guess I expected to feel bad, but realized that I had cum again while I was strangling her.  I cleaned myself off and left her.  Search parties found her a couple of days later, and I liked reading the news while fondling her bra and panties, which I had kept.  I just wished I had taken some pictures.