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MY MOST WEIRD FANTASY

I do not know when I realized that I am a submissive soul and some but bicurious. I try to recall how it happens. It all started two years back when I used to surf web to read vanilla sex stories. However, one day when I was browsing catalog of story site I found a word BDSM and then I want to about that word. Therefore, I search about this word and then came to know about it and I am very impressed to all that reading and wanted to read BDSM stories. Therefore, I started to read BDSM stories and firstly I read male domination stories. I like them but one day when I start reading a female domination story and I was purely impress from it and it created a spell around me and now from which to come out for me is impossible for me because I wanted it. In those stories, a male slave is tortured and humiliated very badly by a mistress and her friends. The slave was forced to do all humiliating things, which destroy its self-respect, by every act.

In addition, I am highly aroused by reading that thing and then I continue to read that stories. After six months I came to know how badly I want it and I also want to serve a dominant woman.  Who is strict, cruel but loves to his slave, uses her slave solely her pleasure and degrade, humiliate, torture and break me in such way that I am not have any self respect or any kind of resistance to do any king of any in any place, a woman which shows no mercy, which takes me a new level of domination and slavery, which takes pleasures from my miseries. Therefore, I started to serve freedom sites and made some accounts but what I found most of them is money   takers that only want money but I want some different from them which truly wants a slave for her pleasure . But unfortunately I doesn’t found anyone so I am depressed and frustrated that there is no any woman which wants a slave like me or which also wants that I want. Therefore, I started to torture my genitals like tying my cock and balls, dropping hot wax, tying my balls with a thread hanging 5-6 kg weight and applying methanol gels. You know in which country I born here this concept in some but new and there are more submissive males in comparison of dominant  females  , so it is very difficult to find a mistress which wants a permanent slave like me. I am alone with my these fantasies and mostly ads which I place is not responded due to my age (I am pretty younger) .but one day I get a mail from a female , she only wrote “ wanna to be my slave” . I am very surprised from it and hurriedly reply ‘’yes mistress I want to be your slave and want to serve you and do anything to tell me to do, please make me your slave” that time I was so excited even I does write a appropriate reply. After some days I got reply  “ introduce yourself as a slave on yahoo messenger” . I do it but mistress decline it then I send another one and then my mistress accept me and we talk about and mistress asked from me “if she would cut my penis then also I will also serve her “ I reply yes mam (I say mam to my mistress), I will continue to serve you no matter what you did with me. Mam said see your words what you said but I reply that mam I will serve you until my death. Then mam told that you are only 19 and how would you serve me. I tell to mam that my except money I had everything which is necessary to be in a slave. Then mam asked for my family and me and said send me a photo. Then mam replied that she accepted me her slave but I have to prove her that I am ma good slave. At the end of conversation, mam know almost everything about me but I don’t know anything about mam expect her age. Then mam give me my first assignment, which is to abuse me and my family as much as possible. So I started that I am a dog, pussy worshiper, a slut, a cocksucker, all in my family are cocksucker and my mother and sis are whore  like that and we all love when our asses are fucked. And after abusing mam told me to stop and give me second assignment to do which is cross dress myself.

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After giving me my second assignment, I said to mam that mam I will send my cross-dressing videos and photos tomorrow and then mam logout. All of you know that I live with my parents, so I have very less or no privacy. In India, mostly children do not have their own room. So now, you understand me that I have to this assignment in night when all family members will be sleeping. Then at 1 am, I started my assignment. firstly I wash my face and then I apply foundation cream after that I apply a little face power and then paint my chicks with red color and then paint my eyelids, outline my eyebrows and then I apply blood red lipstick and with brown pencil I outline my lips. It is the all I can do then I withdraw my sister vest (which usually teenagers wear) and panties, after that her clothes. Firstly, I bound my cock. It is a very good and painful bondage and does not allow you come or piss if you are erect. It is made by me and very simple. Firstly, I take a building block, which had a hole, and then I insert it in my penis and settle it down at the base of penis. After that, I take few shot of my naked body and my bondage penis. After that, I take some pics in panties and female vest. After I put women jeans, tops, and takes pics in different outfits and after that, I send them to my mam…

After sending photos, mam does not responded contact with her slave. So I have having very bad intuitions that I read in some stories of blackmailing and taking money but I don’t have money to give and I am thinking if mam blackmail me and  wants money in exchange of my videos and photo. Then what I should I do, I am very afraid. After 3 days when I am on my college way a got a message from mam she wrote” u bloody bastard what is your email id”. I send my email id to mam. Then another message comes which says that” u bloody bastard u cheat me”, I replied no mam. Then another message comes “is that u call cross dressing and u don’t like a woman in these clothes.” I replied that mam I wore all types of clothes, which my sister had. Then I got another which says,” Is that slut doesn’t wear salwar kamij “, I replied no mam. Then mam said that I have to this assignment once again and said this time I have to do well and mam asked that my mom slut also wear jeans, I replied no mam, she wears sari (Indian traditional dress). Then mam said that I had to wear sari and this time I have to almost look like woman. I have to paint my nails, wear jewels and etc. I replied that mam I should all that things which you mentioned. Then mam asked could I drink piss I said yes mam. Then mam said I want it in real and do not want only words, I said mam I can drink. Then mam said that I have to prove that I have either to show mam via web cam or send mam a piss drinking video and I have to directly drink piss from my penis , like I can suck my penis in my mouth or shoot piss in my mouth directly and drink it. Then I said mam please help your slave that how can I drink piss directly. Then mam said I could sit on a chair and place pillows for comfort and then bend and shoot piss in mouth. I said ok mam. Then mam asked where I am, I said that I am in my class. Then mam asked that in which class, I said that mam I am in chemistry class. Then mam said that you are using cell phone in classroom. I said yes mam. Then after I do not get any other message from mam and I think that mam got angry from me. Have to tell sorry from mam and beg that it will not happen again but I do not know what I done wrong. After that, I came to know that mam does not reply because I am in class and studying and mam is so caring for their slave that she does not want to disturb her slave in between class and after that incident mam become true goddess in my small world and now I want to submit her more desperately. I came to know that mam is very kind hearted and caring towards her slave and understand her slave completely.

After that I completed my cross dressing once again and this time I do good work. And I also drink my piss by directly shooting it to my mouth and swallowing it. I send these videos to mam and then went to sleep.

At morning, I got mam message that I have done a good work and mam is happy with me but wants still more from me and I said that mam I will do everything and try my best to please you. That day I am very happy………………

To be continued……….