It was Saturday and we had been on a walk, been shopping and had watched a movie we had rented. We went out to a local gasthaus for dinner and had come home to watch another movie and opened a bottle of wine.

Just as the wine was poured mommy announced it was time for panty inspection. My heart jumped a little since I knew this meant the start of a night of sex and service to Mommy.

I knew what to do, I was to stand up and bend over with my hands on the table and wait for Mommy. She came over beside me and unfastened my pants and lowered them to my ankles then she stood behind me and rubbed the front of her jeans against the pair of her panties that I had been wearing since we got up that morning. I almost always had to wear a pair of her panties when we were at home. Normally the pair she had worn the day before.

Mommy said she wanted me to be able to smell her pussy and be reminded that I belonged to her every time I pulled my panties down. Which I was required to do any time I had to pee or poop because I had lost my privilege to stand up to pee long before. Mommy said girls squatted to pee any way and she considered me to be more sissy girl than man any way so it did not matter.

As she rubbed her crotch against my bottom she reached under my shirt and started to play with my little titties. She loved to play with them and pinch them and whisper in my ear how much girls liked to have their titties played with. She told me after my panty inspection she wanted me to go and put on my training bra she had bought for me, before we watched the movie. She said it was girl’s night

Then she pulled out a chair and sat it behind me and sat down and once seated she pulled down my panties. For what seemed like a long time she did not mover or say anything, I started to wonder if she was playing with herself or something when I felt her put her hand between my legs and pull the crotch of my panties up and out so she could see them. Again she was quite still for several seconds, then very casually she stood up and let go of my panties and leaned against my back and my bare bottom again. She nuzzled the back of my neck with her lips and I could feel her big titties against my back and my cock got even harder than it had been.

Then she whispered in y ear, “baby did you go poop today with out asking mommy permission first”. My heart skipped and pounded in my chest immediately because I knew where this was going and it was not going to be good.

I was not allowed to go to the bathroom when wearing panties without asking permission and I hated it. Mostly because when I did go potty I was not allowed to close the door so Mommy could make sure that I did not stand up to pee pee or try to play with my self without permission. Sometimes Mommy would come right in and stand there while I pottied and I hated this when I had to poop; it was very humiliating, especially when Mommy would make comment about how her little girl smelled, or how much she had to go etc.

My mind whirred trying to find an answer, I knew if I got caught lying my punishment would be severe, but how could she know I had not asked permission. I had waited till she had gone out earlier and knew she could not have known. Finally she pinched one of my nipples quite hard and said “I asked you a question”. I finally answered almost without thinking that I had. She let go of my nipple and simply said “I see”. 

She stood up and very calmly said “well I think it is time for you to be punished then”. “Pull up your panties and go to the bedroom and put on your bra and my long green skirt, and the white blouse that we bought for you.

I simply answered “yes Ma’am” and went to the bedroom. I still could not figure out how she knew but I was very nervous, I had gotten in trouble a lot lately since I had been home a lot for the past few weeks because of my work schedule. I had already had a couple of pretty hard spankings that week.

I put on the bra Mommy had gotten me and her green skirt which came down below my knees; she had sexy full round hips so that skirt would fit me. I also put a blouse on that she had gotten somewhere for me, it was thin and white. I came back to the living room and Mommy was sitting on the couch sipping a glass of wine. Without even looking up she said “get your ass out on the patio, pull up your skirt, pull your panties down and sit your bare bottom on the bench”.

I kind of looked at her not really comprehending at first, she turned her head slightly and glared at me and said “now!”

I mumbled yes ma’am and shuffled out the door. It was cold but not freezing, it was probably in the fifties. We lived in a high rise apartment building on the 8th or 9th floor, and there were other taller buildings around but it was dark and there was no light on the patio so I figured it was not likely that any one was outside and if they were they probably could not see me.

I raised my skirt and kind of squatted down just in case someone was looking. I hooked my thumbs in my panties and pulled them down, and sat down on the little concrete bench that was on the patio. It was very cold and started to almost hurt in just a few seconds. But after a few minutes it stopped hurting and started to just feel cold and sort of have a dull throb. I had sat there just a few minutes when I looked down between my feet to where my panties were laying in a little light coming from our door and realized what I was in trouble for. There was a definite brown stain in the crotch. I knew this was not good because I had been warned and punished for this at least twice in the last couple of weeks.

After about ten minutes or so Mommy came to the door in a very short skirt and a tight tank top with no bra that showed her big titties, this was my favorite outfit and really turned me on, although my cock and gotten really cold and quite small.

“Get your dirty ass in here now” Mommy was definitely not in a good mood. When I went through the door there was a straight chair sitting in the middle of the room and Mommy pointed at it. I went and stood beside it without having to be told.

Mommy walked up beside me and I saw the wooded spatula thing that she used for a paddle in her hand.

She did not waste any time. “You are a disgusting, nasty slut, shitting in your panties.” I winced at the crude word Mommy always said poop. “I have warned you to keep your dirty shithole and my panties clean and you can not seem to accomplish this simple task.” “So Mommy is going to teach her disgusting little girl a lesson.” “First I am going to blister your bare bottom, then when Mommy has to use her shithole again Mommies dirty little girl is going to wipe it with her tongue.”  “Then for the next week we are going to have remedial wipe training.” “You are not to poop anywhere except right here at home, no matter what you are to hold it till you get home.” “Mommy will then come into the potty with her dirty girl while she poops and then Mommy will teach her how good girls wipe their dirty bottoms.” “And then if this happens again Mommy will put your nasty ass in diapers for a month and paddle you every single time you use them.” “Do you understand me?”

“Yes ma’am”

I had never been so humiliated in my life my face was on fire it was so hot.

“Then Mommy sat down in the chair and told me to lift my skirt to my waist”, which I did. Then Mommy reached out and pulled my panties down to my ankles and told me to step out of them.  This was unusual I normally had to leave them around my knees and stand in the corner.

At this point Mommy noticed the state of my cock and laughed and made fun of how small it was and that she should take a picture of it that way and show it to the boyfriend she kept telling me she was going to find for me.

This did not last long though, she held up the white cotton panties with the brown stain in her hand and told me “open up”. I whined and said “but Mommy”. She snapped “I said open your mouth”. I did as I was told, and Mommy put the crotch of the panties in my mouth with the stain side out. She left the rest hanging out and I could smell her pussy and my bottom both as I closed my mouth on them.

“Now I am going to blister your behind and if you let those fall out of your mouth while I spank you will be wiping my shithole with your tongue everyday for the next month”. “Do you understand young lady?

“Yes ma’am”

“Get over my lap now.”

I laid across Mommies lap; I remember how nice and warm her bare thigh felt against my cold little cock.

“I am going to really blister you so you might as well give me your hand right now.”

I put my right hand behind me and she wrapped her left hand around my waist and somehow pinned my right arm behind my back. I do not know how she did this I have tried it when I spank girls and they have always been able to get their hands free but I never could.

She did not waste any time, she laid the paddle down and raised her right had and started to spank my cold bare bottom very hard.

The first swat maybe nearly jump off of her lap, the cold really made it sting more.

She usually started slow and light and built up, she said this was a more effective way to spank and made it hurt worse in the end. Apparently she had forgotten that idea because she was swatting my bottom hard and fast.

As she did, she told me what a disgusting cunt I was, “shitting my panties like some filthy whore.” “I will teach you to keep your nasty shithole clean if I have to paddle you everyday, do you understand me?”

I tried to say yes ma’am between ow’s, but she did not wait for an answer, she kept swatting me and telling me how nasty and disgusting I was.

My bottom was really stinging and I was wiggling around and trying to avoid the swats, trying to keep the panties in my mouth and say oww and answer Mommies rhetorical questions.

I do not know how many swats Mommy gave me, she would usually inform me of the number of swats I had coming before a spanking began but this time she did not even seem to be counting, just spanking.

I was rubbing my cock all over her bare thighs, but it was not getting hard at all, the pain in my bottom was way too intense.

Finally Mommy stopped after she seemed to actually tire out. She had swatted me from the top of my knees to my sit spot on my bottom and it really hurt. I had gotten teary eyed right before she stopped although I did not cry.

After a few seconds she said “get your dirty ass in the corner now. And keep your filthy panties in your mouth and your skirt up so I can see your red behind.”

I struggled and got up keeping the skirt bunched around my waist. I was easy to walk to the corner without the panties around my ankles the way they usually were.

I heard Mommy get up behind me and I hoped she was not going to spank me some more which she sometimes did.

She went back to the couch as I put my nose in a corner of our living room we kept vacant just for this reason. I heard Mommy pull the cork out of the wine bottle and wished I could have a drink to get the taste of the panties out of my mouth.

After about fifteen minutes I heard Mommy get up and I tensed up.

I heard her move across the room, and sit in the chair. “Alright you dirty little cunt get your ass back over here and lets finish this part of your punishment.”

I turned around and looked at Mommy sitting there holding the paddle and my eyes actually teared up.

“Are you going to cry?” Mommy asked me.

I just said around the panties “It hurts.” And Mommy said “it is supposed to, maybe you will learn your lesson. Now get over Mommies lap”

She once again pinned me down.

I could not believe how much the paddle hurt, and Mommy was not giving it any less that she had the hand spanking. She was concentrating on my sit-spot going from one cheek to the other. I was squirming like crazy, and within five or six swats the tears were actually flowing. I could not believe it I had never cried from a spanking before, but once it started I could not stop it. About then Mommy started swatting my left cheek in the same spot, right where my bottom meets my thighs, where I sit and kept swatting it in that spot over and over. That was all I could take and I started to cry like a little girl. I finally squirmed away and almost fell on the floor.

This upset Mommy and she screamed for me to get back on her lap. I tried to take as long as possible but she had me pinned back in place in short order. Thankfully she started swatting my right cheek in the same spot; of course after about three hard swats in that spot I was squirming and crying as loud as before. After eight or ten swats in the same spot she started alternating again.

Again I lost count of how many swats I had received and eventually she stopped.

By then I was crying and sobbing and trying to get my breath,

She let me lay there a long time until I had gotten control of myself. I was still crying just not as hard.

She told me my spanking was nearly over but she was going to give me ten more swats extra hard just so I did not forget this spanking for a long time.

This made me whimper around the panties.

But Mommy told me “after your spanking you are going to have to stand in the corner until you stop crying, but when you do Mommy will let you nurse her titties O.K.” I shook my head and said “mmhhm.”

She pulled me tight again and really spanked me hard, giving me the ten swats hard and even. I was immediately crying again and not even caring if I did it in front of Mommy. My bottom really hurt and I was just as humiliated, I think that had as much to do with the crying as anything.

I went to the corner and Mommy came over and took the panties out of my mouth and went back to the couch.

It took me several minutes to stop crying, but finally Mommy called to me from the couch that I could let my skirt down and come to the couch.

My eyes were puffy and my face was hot and wet. When I turned around Mommy had one of her big titties out of her shirt and was holding her arms out to me. This made tears come back to my eyes and made me love her even more.

I went to the couch and laid down and put my head in her lap facing her. She had me lift my head and put a small pillow under it so I was even with her nipple. Then she put her arms around my head and pulled me to her naked titty. I got to nurse her titties for almost an hour. The whole time she told me how much she loved me and did not like to have to punish me but had to so I would be Mommies good girl.