SUCH INCREDIBLE FEELINGS

I'm not sure how old I was when I began to have the thoughts- I always knew that I had desires that were a little bit different to normal, but I thought to myself that they must be natural because otherwise I wouldn't have them..

  I knew that wanting to be hit was definitely not what most girls wanted, but the feelings I had were so strong within me I knew I could not resist them, even if they were a little weird.

   I remember the first time I tried it- spanking myself ! The thoughts had been there for a while, and for a time I was happy with just having fantasies. Eventually, this wasn't enough and I knew that I had to try it out. The opportunity came when I had the house to myself, and I decided to use a wooden spoon with a long handle on my ass.

   I took the spoon up to my bedroom, and bent forward from the waist over my bed, my knees on the floor. I turned my head to one side and with the spoon in my right hand, began to gently tap my butt cheeks. To start with I could hardly feel this, so after a few swats I began to hit myself harder, and with a quicker rhythm, right cheek, left cheek, right cheek, left cheek.

   I positioned the blows so that I struck myself all over my ass, eventually creating a nice warm stinging sensation, all the way from the tops of the back of my thighs to where my butt became my lower back. I took a small breather and rubbed my pussy, which now was moist with excitement.

 

 I knew this was only the very beginning so with a deep breath I thrust my head down hard onto the bed and began hitting my bum in earnest, harder strokes this time, almost viciously slapping myself with the spoon. This made my ass hurt a lot more but it was more the feeling I wanted, but by no means enough yet.

   I began to get wet just at the thought of putting myself through a long torture session (even writing this makes me throb) so I went looking for more effective methods of pain. I found a plastic ruler, two flat-sided hairbrushes with rigid plastic prongs, and a slipper. This seemed like a useful combination so I took the items back to my bedroom. I placed the hair-brushes on their flat side on the floor, and spaced them so that I could lower myself slowly down onto them, and have the points dig deliciously into my breasts. I eased myself down using my hands to help, and then let my whole body weight press my tits onto the spikes of the brushes.

  I breathed out and relaxed more and more onto the spikes, savouring the sensations in my nipples and breasts. I wanted to hurt myself as much as I could in this way, so I clasped my hands behind my head, pressing even more weight onto the prongs of the brush, and into my tits. I stayed in that position for at least fifteen minutes, revelling in the feeling of the spikes torturing my soft breasts. The pain, the thrill, the enjoyment of being hurt, the excitement all began to merge into one supremely powerful sexual force within me..

 

   After a while, I wanted more so I reached for the ruler, and hit my ass with it, each stroke ramming me a little harder on to the hairbrushes, building the arousal more. I alternated between hitting my ass and rubbing my pussy with the other hand, even rubbing my clit into the carpet, which again caused my breasts to move backwards and forwards on the spikes...

      When I had reached a wonderful high from the ruler and the brushes, I decided I wanted to really have a good look at my body, to see the marks that I had created, so I gently pushed myself up from the floor, and stood in front of the full-length mirror in my bedroom. My breasts had deep red pin-point marks all over that throbbed with my pulse and I turned to face away form the mirror, looking back over my shoulder to see the bright red welts on my ass. I had a sudden urge to perform like this in front of a crowd, spanking, hitting, slapping, pinching, even piercing and cutting myself, but I knew that would have to wait until another day..

 

      I was enjoying seeing myself in the mirror so I grabbed the ruler and began to lightly slap my tits, my tummy and my pussy. I watched as my tits bounced a little as they moved in reaction to the swats, and how the became red quite quickly.. marks began to appear on my tummy and my pussy swelled even more than it already was as the squelch of the blows continued. Standing up meant that I couldn't get a direct hit to my lips, so I lay down on my back, propping myself up on my elbows in front of the mirror, and spread my knees as wide as I could. My pussy opened up beautifully, almost asking for more spanks, so I began to give it what it wanted, beginning with gentle strokes, building up the intensity, and varying the impact over my clit and thighs and ass.

    I really began to whack now, using as much force as I could, savouring the intense pain, urging myself on for more, feeling the wonderful sensations, enjoying the spectacle I was making of myself in the mirror. My clit was fully erect now, throbbing, pulsating, even under the direct blows I was giving it, and I knew that I could come like this, so I continued in a frenzy.. I accidentally landed a blow right on my asshole, and the feeling was incredible, very unexpected but deeply erotic, so I began thrashing it too.. I could feel the orgasm building inside me now, working it's way through me, desperate to come out, like a volcano that couldn't be stopped, the fire burning and about to explode....

      With my left hand I reached for the slipper that I hadn't used yet, and gave as much force as I could to my still red and throbbing tits, left, right, left, right, left, right... I stared with almost detachment at myself in the mirror, wishing that I had videod this whole experience, but knowing that I would in the future, and so much more... My breathing was heavy now and every blow brought me ever nearer to the point of no return- I made a small groan almost subconsciously, and unexpectedly it felt really good, so because I knew the house was empty, I let myself go and made all the noises I wanted to.. groans and moans turned into words without me really realising it, and before long I was saying 'yes' over and over, followed by 'harder, harder, HARDER !' and 'hurt me please, hurt me pleeeeeaaaaaaassssssseeeeee' as I imagined the crowd was watching me, and each of them took turns to thrash my body, hitting my tits, stomach, pussy and asshole with all their strength, reducing me to what I desired so deeply... whipped, throbbing sex-flesh..

   There was no stopping it now, I was on the brink of a gigantic, earth-shattering orgasm and my whole body was electric... everything tensed and my stomach muscles locked as wave after wave after wave of delirious ecstasy flowed through my mind and body, from the top of my head to the very tips of my fingers and toes........ without thinking, I continued to hit myself, the pain now not pain at all, but pure intense sexual pleasure, the blows drawing out the orgasms, continuing the heavenly feelings I was experiencing.....

          I took some time to recover, for the spasms to subside, for my breathing to return to normal, and then I stood again to inspect myself intimately in the mirror. My breasts still had the wonderful red dots caused by the hairbrushes, but were now also a deep crimson all over from the continuous punishment by the slipper, and my nipples had swollen a great deal. My stomach was criss-crossed with large thick red marks from the ruler, some of them having turned a little white at the edges from the force of the blows. Looking down further to my lower belly and on downwards to my pussy, everything was the same deep crimson like my tits, but my lips had swollen and were distended, hanging down and open in submission to the ruler, and my clit still stood proud and erect, almost twice the size it was normally, on display in its battered, possibly bruised state.

  I turned around and bent forward, placing my feet apart so I could see my asshole- it was bright red and swollen and was stinging beautifully, like my whole body....

            It felt SO good, SO satisfying, SO arousing, SO wonderful..............