After two unsuccesful suicide attempts and several therapies, Lilli had given up on life. She just went thru it like a zombie, not thinking about anything, doing her job at a factory, and being alone at night. The only thing that kept her going was her fantasies of torture, to be brought to the next level of consciousness, where thoughts were replaced by feelings only.

She browsed the web regularly, watching porn and reading stories, masturbating sometimes to scenes, but never achieving real orgasm. She didn’t know how that felt. At 19 she didn’t like the prospect of the years ahead of her. Then it came. A simple email in her inbox, spam. It said: “had enough? Pretty girl? Want to change your life around? APPLY” apply was a link.. The website, hosted on some obscure place, had pages and pages of explenation, and a form To apply. The form had questions like:” are you willing to give up all human rights”, “do you have anything to go for” and was a staggering 140 pages long. It took Lilly a week to fill it all out, every night she answered some more questions, she fotographed herself in detail, and after a week she sent it. It kind of was a fun way for Lilly to spend her week, she didn’t think anything of it.

After a week she received a letter. It said “Congratiolations, you have been selected to the PROGRAM you will receive instructions in 30 days.”  The instructions that were allready in the letter required her to quit her job, end her rent and write a suicide note. She also had to mail the keys of her car to a mailbox and get on a bus the first day of the next month.

She traveled for two days, to someplace she never been before.

Ultimately a blinded limousine took het to a secluded place, a ten hour drive.

At arrival she was welcomed by four men, each not interested in her, but examining her body and making notes.

She was told to lie down and sedated, in what looked like a surgical room. When slowly fading away, she was told her destiny: “We supply pieces of living art to wealthy, obscure clients. You will be modified according to instructions we received. You can wake up pretty normal, or totally changed. The biggest modification we ever made was the removal of eyes, hair, teeth, tongue, voice, hearing, breasts, arms and a lobotomy. You could end up being a walking pussy for the rest of your live. Are you willing to take that risk?” Lilly nodded.. and slowly lost consciousness.

On awakening, she had a terrible headache. She was lying in a bed, in a luxury room. She felt strange. She looked around and saw a mirror.. walked to it and nearly fainted.

Before her stood a sexual object. Her hair was white, her face was tattood with permanent make-up, looking good but with far more expression than she was used to. Her lips were full and when she opened her mout to say something, she noticed she couldn’t speak. Air came out, her tongue felt strange. When she stuck it out she saw why; it had four big knobs and a ring in it; the ring in the tip, and the four knobs on the length of it.

She dropped her robe and watched her new hourglass figure, perfect round breasts wit nopple piercings and her legs, slender and supported by 5 inch heels. She never was capable standing on high heels… she spread her legs and saw they gave her pussy a makeover; it was now open.. no flaps, she could see straight in. Her clithood was gone and the heavy ring in her clit explained her permanent arousal.

Her arms and upper legs had been tattood.. the tattoo looked like a black ring around her legs and arms, but were actually words: “sex slave property of xandium”.. just under her navel was a “X” tattood, and on her back was a number: 554-565-896-12.

A lady came in.. not saying a word, but handing her a black, silk robe. Lilly looked at her questioning, but the woman didn’t look in her eyes. Her mouth was opened and a leesh was attached to her tongue ring. She folllowed the woman, unwary of her fate.

She was led in a room, totally painted black. Lights switched on, and she saw men and women, mostly naked and some being aroused, standing zround.. a big round red bed was in the center of the room.

The chain was attached to the bed, and a girl read out loud: “This new toy was specially made for this room. She will never leave this room, and never has any other activity than pleasing you. She cannot speak, and please do not speak to her. Every hour, or on request, she will be washed and prepped.

Enjoy

Lilly didn’t have time to think. Loud music was played and men just walked up to her and used her as a masturbation tool. She was often used to clean men before they went back to use their girlfriend, wife, or whore in another room.. She had never been more lonely, but she ultimately gave in to her new role. After two years of little sleep, sex, sex, sex and more sex she was sold to a sjiek, where she assisted him by opening doors for him, entertaining guests and sometimes entertained the guards.