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Yes Ma’am, whatever you say

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Synopsis: The story of an office worker becoming his work colleague’s slave and how they both explore the world of slavery and discover the sexual side of pain, control and humiliation.
Title: Yes Ma’am, whatever you say

Title: Yes Ma’am, whatever you say.

Synopsis: The story of an office worker becoming his work colleague’s slave and how they both explore the world of slavery and discover the sexual side of pain, control and humiliation.

Author: Mr Access

Email: MrAccess@hotmail.co.uk

Story codes: F+M/m slavery bondage exhibition spanking toys BDSM consensual scatology WaterSports D/s B/D S/M feet job slow consensual reluctant humiliation torture Serious

 

 

Chapter 1

Life was just too much. Nothing was going right; debt was mounting, work was tedious, friendships were going down the toilet – life was getting real shitty – I was walking into depression.  I needed to change; life just had to be better.

 

The only sparkle in my life was my co-worker; a strong independent, self-centre, single young woman.  She did like to be in control and not only that she was gorgeous; when she smiled her whole face lit up and made you feel so warm in-side.  Unfortunately, she was moody and rarely smiled. 

 

We got chatting as we did regularly at work and I shared how I was feeling; she was not feeling that positive about her job either.  I usually tried to win favour by making her cups of coffee and buying her little treats from the newsagents from time to time. 

  

A thought struck me.  She really liked to be in control and maybe she would appreciate being in control of me, so I offered to cheer her up and serve her for a day as her personal slave.  She immediately liked this idea and accepted my offer.  I called her Ma’am from that point.

 

So I made the coffee, went to the shops and bought her some juice and she ordered me to check some work I had given her to check.  Each order gave me a shiver down into my stomach, waves of excitement would flow through me combined with fear of the power I had given her. “I will obey your orders without question.”

 

She revelled in the power, so I offered again the next day and was immediately ordered to pick her up and drive her to the office.  She definitely was at home having someone to do what she pleased when she pleased.  Knowing that I normally do not like to be ordered about gave her a visible thrill.

 

I offered her another day but added, “This is silly, maybe I should just offer to be your permanent slave until one of us cancels it.”

 

She immediately agreed with the proviso that she was the only one to be able to cancel it.  I was so depressed and so enjoyed her attention that I agreed.

 

 “You are my Ma’am, I am your slave until you no longer want me.  I will obey your orders without question, unless they are illegal, involve drugs or harm other people Ma’am.”

 

She smiled, “Yes slave. You know I own you completely.  I can make you do anything for me without question.”

 

“Yes Ma’am.” was my automatic reply.  “I am your slave, to order as you wish, Ma’am.”

 

My life of slavery began that day.

 

 

Chapter 2

Life was not too different at first, make the coffee, do some shopping, go and buy fags, do the work she did not like, give her lifts, buy her drinks, arrange for seating for her in pubs and restaurants, help her on and off with her coat, open doors for her, give her my mp3 player to listen to, etc.   

 

Then one day she told me to give her a lift home and instead of dropping her off as I normally did, she told me to park the car and come up.

 

I followed her into her flat and was introduced as her new slave to her flat-mate, whom I had already met and knew.  Her friend looked startled and puzzled.

 

Ma’am explained that I would obey her orders without question.  This did not remove the puzzled expression from her flatmate’s face.

 

Ma’am told me to confirm what she said was true.  I did.

 

Ma’am told me to go to the kitchen and clean it up, to dust and hoover the lounge, hall and stairs and clean the bathroom.  She and her friend were going out for the night.  While I was busy in the kitchen, they left.

 

It took me 5 hours to finish my tasks and it was now 12pm and I was tired and sweaty.  I went to the bathroom to wash down and then lay down on the sofa and fell asleep.

 

At 1am I was awoken by my mobile with orders to collect them from a club in town.  I rushed out and drove to pick them up at the arranged spot where I was told to wait.  2 hours later they emerged from the club and I opened the doors for them and drove them home.  Upon arrival at the flat I was ordered to pick her friend up and carry her in – she was comatose.

 

She was not over-weight but by the time I had carried her up two flights of stairs I was out of breath and my arms and legs were aching.  I stood in the hall way while Ma’am went round the flat inspecting my work.  She came back and told me I had done well.

 

I felt really excited that I had pleased her.  I had tried hard to do a good job and earn her affection.

 

“Put her on her bed, then put this on (holding a flight eye mask towards me), then undress and tuck her in.”

 

I immediately went hard at the thought of undressing this attractive woman but immediately frustrated that I would be so close to her and yet would not see her.  It took me several minutes to undress her and manoeuvre her under the duvet.  I so wanted to feel her breasts, thighs, firm stomach, ass and pussy but refrained from doing so as I was sure that my Ma’am would be very upset if she caught me doing that and I had no idea if she was still watching me.  My cock definitely was straining at my shorts!

 

“Come here slave.  Remove the mask.”

 

I blinked as the light blinded me momentarily.  Her sexy night-shirt stunned me into numbness too.  I had so longed to see more of her body and here she was, standing 4ft away from me with slight nipple mounds and naked feet to mid-thigh slightly tanned, flesh.  Her feet were delightfully, perfect.  My cock swelled to bursting at this unexpected feast for my eyes.  She knew what she was doing and did it well. 

 

“Shut your eyes slave!” was my next order.

 

The cruellest order ever followed.  To willingly deny myself the vision, for which I had so longed, was crazy, but I obeyed, fearing annoying her and her rejection.

 

“Lift my night-shirt off and then go into my bedroom slave.”

 

I moved slowly towards her with outstretched hands and jumped as I touched her shirt.  Moving carefully down to the hem, hardly touching the material out of respect for her privacy, I lifted the shirt up and over her head.  Then I moved slowly along the wall to her bedroom door and entered. 

 

“Strip now slave.” was her quiet but insistent order.

 

I was shocked and broke out into full body tingles.  I had never expected this from Ma’am – she had made it perfectly clear she did not fancy me and wanted no sexual favours from me.  She was teasing me, tormenting me; I began to wonder just how cruel she would be and hoped she was going to change her mind about wanting sexual services.

 

I stripped quickly;, t-shirt, shoes, socks, trousers, under-pants without hesitation; wanting to prove myself to her;  to show her that I really was her slave, no matter what.  I heard her sit on her bed, a light click as the lights went out and her duvet cover being moved.

 

 “Lie down and be still and quiet. I do not want to be disturbed.”

 

 I lay down on what was hard wooden flooring and realised just how uncomfortable a night I was going to have.

 

I hardly slept all night and was awake when I heard, “Get me coffee, a slice of toast with apricot jam and a glass of orange juice, slave.”

 

I left the room and went naked to the kitchen and prepared her breakfast on a tray, all the time hoping my erection would subside, but the thought of the possibility of serving breakfast to her while she was naked in bed kept the blood pumping.  I returned embarrassed to the bedroom to find her sitting up, wearing her night shirt but the sight of the two mounds and hints of nipples made my cock throb even more.

 

She ordered me to put the pillows behind her back and her breasts moved against the shirt as she positioned herself.  My cock was 2ft away from her face as I leant over her and positioned the pillows.  I turned away to get the tray and placed it on her lap.  I stood up and waited for my next order.  She on the other hand ate her breakfast and ignored me.

 

“Take this away and wash it up slave.” She smiled each time she used that word, “slave”.

 

The power she knew she had over me excited and thrilled her.  She had not quite accepted that it was true that I would always obey her, and despite no desire to be cruel she decided to test my commitment to her; my commitment to obey without question, discussion or argument.

 

As I washed the dishes and dried them, standing naked in the kitchen, her flatmate wandered in and was initially shocked seeing me there naked, cock at half mast.  However she quickly remembered that I was a slave and smirked.

 

 “Bring me a cup of coffee!” she barked and turned on her heals and walked back to her bedroom.  I decided not to obey her then but to later clarify if Ma’am wanted me to.

 

I gazed after her, remembering the sway of her unfettered breasts and stared at the gentle curve of her thighs under the sway of her buttocks beneath her t-shirt.  My cock slowly came up and it was so hard to let her walk away without grabbing her and pressing my groin into her rounded buttocks and gyrating while my hands reached round and felt her loose breasts.

 

I went to find Ma’am to report that I was finished but there was no sign of her in her bedroom, but I heard the sound of a shower, so I waited standing at the foot of her bed against the wall.  She came in 10 mins. later, wrapped in a towel, looking surprised to see me but quickly recovered and before I could report she told me to drop onto my hands and knees in front of her wall mirror.

 

She moved over to me and sat on me, facing the mirror and it hurt.  My knees bore the brunt of the pain and my arms felt the strain.  Then I felt and saw the towel drop from around her and land on my head.  Knowing that she was naked on the towel on my back and I could not feel or see her was so tormenting.  My already turgid cock just continued to throb!  How I wanted to just hold it and rub it and release that pressure.

 

Ma’am sat on me drying and brushing her hair and putting her face on.  At least that is what it felt like as she moved about on my back.  My knees were in agony and I was only just able to keep my arms straight.

 

The relief when she stood up was immense.  She walked away and left me there.

 

Eventually, after she had dressed, she told me to return the towel to the bathroom, but barked at me to crawl as I went to stand.  I crawled to the bathroom at the same time as her flatmate was going in and asked if I could return the towel.  She agreed and stood there as I knelt up to place it on the towel hook on the back of the door.  My cock banged against the door as I reached up and she just watched me.  I crawled back to Ma’am and waited on all fours looking at the floor.

 

“Well slave, how are you enjoying serving me; any regrets?”

 

“No Ma’am.” I replied. “It has been a privilege and a pleasure to serve you.  May I ask a question Ma’am?”

 

“Yes you may slave.”

 

“If Toni gives me an order, am I to obey her Ma’am?”

 

“Yes slave; you will obey all my friends.  Treat their orders as my orders, unless they contradict or interfere with anything you are doing for me.  Understand slave?”

 

“Yes Ma’am.” I replied with reluctance.  I was going to be a very busy slave.

 

“Good” she replied, “but I am not sure that you really mean it is a pleasure to serve me.  Stand.” she smirked.

 

I stood upright, the pain in my knees peaked as I straightened and I looked at her and she looked at my upright cock.

 

“I see your cock is standing up too.  You must be enjoying this.  You are sick.  But will you always obey me? Will you suffer pain?  Will you allow yourself to be humiliated?  Will you deny yourself pleasures just because I say so?”

 

 “Yes Ma’am, I will.” 

 

“Mmmm I do believe you mean it but I am not sure you are man enough to live up to your promise.  Will you let me knee you in your balls?”

 

 I felt challenged and for the first time, fear.

 

 “Yes Ma’am.” I replied but with hesitation.

 

 “Spread your legs wide.  Stand still.”

 

She walked over to me, looked me in the eyes and said, “Ask me to knee you in your balls slave and keep asking me to knee you harder each time slave.  Do not stop asking me.”

 

My heart went into over-drive. I was scared.  I could feel pressure building in my head.  I was going to feel pain.  I knew she was serious.  She had that ‘I am in control and you are my slave’ look with a smirk on her lips.

 

“Please knee me in my balls Ma’am.”

 

I looked into her eyes and suddenly lunged over as pain exploded in my groin.  She had not used much force but had caught my balls just right, the top of her knee squashed my balls up into my groin and the pain was all encompassing.

 

 I slowly stood up, fear abounding.  I had to ask her to do it again and harder.  I did not want her to do it again, even softer, let alone harder but I wanted to serve and please her, I had to obey.

 

 I looked her back in the face, saw her smirk which said ‘I dare you’, revelling in her control. 

 

“Please knee me in my balls again but harder this time Ma’am.”

 

Again the smirk flashed across her mouth and her eyes sparkled with excitement and my balls, already aching, exploded as she kneed me again.  This time she had grown in confidence.  I think she had been practising the first time and had been scared of doing too much damage.  This time she had decided she could apply more force.

 

I dropped to my knees and rolled over, clutching my balls, my head went fuzzy and I nearly fainted.

 

She stood over me; her feet menacingly close to my crotch.

 

I stood up shakily, my head still spinning, spread my legs and said, “Please knee me in my balls harder Ma’am.” 

 

She smiled and stood there looking into my eyes.  She could see my fear and welcomed the control she had over me.  She feigned a blow with her knee and I started to double over – she smirked and brought her knee up fast and hard.

 

 I fell to the floor and nearly passed out.

 

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

 “Slave? If you are still serious about serving me then get up and follow me.”

 

She walked out of the room and I gingerly stood and walked after her.  She was wearing tight jeans which showed off the sway of her hips as she walked and I longed to touch, hold and caress her ass.  She stopped outside the bathroom and told me to go in, to clean myself up and leave the bathroom spotless.

 

I went in and showered, then cleaned the shower, basin, toilet bowl and seat, remembering to leave it down.  I was hot and sweaty after cleaning and wished I had cleaned before showering, so I wiped myself down with a flannel and dried myself on a towel before leaving and reporting to Ma’am.

 

She was sitting in the lounge waiting for me and ordered me to get her a coffee and biscuit and the same for her flatmate who was watching TV.

 

I made the coffee and served it to them.  It was really strange doing it all naked.  My feet were cold on the floor and wandering around with my willy and balls dangling in front of two women was most strange and arousing.

 

I blushed as I served the coffee while my cock started to rise.

 

They both took their drink and the plate of biscuits without a word as I stood at the side waiting for my next command.  I did not have to wait long.

 

 “Lie at my feet and suck them.”

 

I obeyed, lying prostrate, hiding my semi stiff cock by squashing it under my body.  I lifted my head and opened my mouth to take Ma’am’s toes in.  I licked and sucked them, moving my tongue between them.  She tasted sweet, slightly perfumed. 

 

After 10 mins of sucking, licking and kissing her foot, my neck was really aching and my mouth and tongue were finding it difficult to keep going.

 

“Now the other foot slave.” she stated, knowing full well that I would obey her.

 

She crossed her legs the other way and raised her foot into the air for me to apply my mouth, lips and tongue.  By this time my neck and back muscles ached and my mouth was very tired, being unused to this.

 

 “Keep going slave, don’t slack!” she ordered.

 

I strained hard to maintain my devotion to her foot.

 

After 5 more minutes she quietly said, “Get my fags and lighter from my room, and position yourself as my ash tray.”

 

I stood, delighted that I could change my position and relieve the strain on my back muscles, then brought her fags and lighter to her.  I knelt at her side, offered them to her and tipped my head back, opening my mouth to serve as her ashtray.

 

She quietly sat there, smoking, blowing the smoke in my direction and occasionally tapping the ash into my mouth.  The smoke was vile and stung my nostrils and eyes and the ash was harsh to taste and swallow.  My neck was soon aching again, but this time, my knees and ankles where feeling the strain from sitting on them.  I ached for the fag to be finished.

 

At last, she stubbed the fag out; unfortunately, it was on my tongue.  It burnt as my tongue was dry from being covered in ash and open to the air.  Without any apparent consideration for my discomfort, she told me to swallow her stub and to buy food and prepare a light lunch for the two of them.

 

“There is a pair of Lycra running shorts and a pale green, v-neck t-shirt in my dirty laundry basket you are to wear, and you can use your own money slave.”

 

I went to her room to find her clothes with some trepidation; she was far from my size!  The shorts were black but with a pink triangular stripe on each outer thigh and I managed, with much puffing and panting, to pull them up over my thighs and bottom.  My cock and balls were clearly bulging at the front and they were so squashed they were beginning to ache.

 

The green t-shirt was much worse; the effeminate colour and design were going to attract undue attention and was definitely going to be a tight fit.  I was right.  I only just managed to get it over my head and shoulders and I must have been near to tearing it.  It did not reach my shorts and my slightly proud belly showed through the gap.  If that was not bad enough, my firm nipples stood out prominently for all to see.  There was also an unpleasant odour of perspiration; she had obviously worked out in these from the dried stains under the arms and around the crotch.  I smelt and looked weird; I dreaded going outside like this.  I wondered about putting on shoes but assumed that I was to go barefoot, so I returned to Ma’am with my wallet to obtain a door key before going to the shops.

 

“You don’t need a key to get back in; just ring the bell, but I want you topless before you ring the bell slave.” 

 

The other fact I failed to mention was that this was Feb in London, and we were daily waking up to frost covered mornings.  I was going to be cold!

 

This was the hardest order I had to follow.  The public attention and humiliation was so hard to bear.  The only compensation was that I was not on my home territory.

 

The first touch of my feet on the pavement was chilling in more than one way.  I resolutely walked to the local shop and single-mindedly searched for ‘light lunch’ food.  Standing in the queue to pay at the desk was hell.  I kept my eyes on the woman in front of me and tried to ignore all the people who stopped and stared at me.  I sensed the double-take that most people seemed to make when they came close and noticed me.  I was constantly blushing and dying on the spot!  After paying for the food I left the shop bright red and walked speedily home.

 

Remembering to remove the t-shirt I stood at the door and rang the bell.  People were walking by the house and I could hear gasps, whispers and giggles.  I was sure my whole body was bright red and not just from the cold.  My nipples were standing out firm as rocks and my cock was aching from trying to grow but only succeeded in squashing my aching balls even more.  It was a full 300 secs that I had to wait before the door was opened and I was let in. 

 

“Strip immediately upon entering this house in future slave.”

 

I did so and my cock sprang out into full conspicuous view.

 

“I see you enjoyed shopping for me slave.”

 

I was so cold, horny, embarrassed and in love with Ma’am that I ached deep inside to be satisfied, but accepted that I could not be.  I had lunch to prepare.

 

I prepared and served it naked, getting more used to being around two females.  They hardly paid attention to me.  I serve the meal on the table and stood quietly at the side waiting for orders.  Ma’am and her flatmate, Toni, threw scraps of food on the wooden floor and told me I could eat that when they had gone.  I was made to kneel and eat of the floor.  It was so humiliating to eat in the position with my ass on display, slobbering with my mouth to pick up the food.

 

After lunch they decided to go for a walk in the local park and told me to come too.  The fresh air would do me good and I needed the exercise apparently.  They dressed in warm jumpers, jeans and anoraks; I wore my shorts and t-shirt bare-footed.  I was told to walk 2 paces behind them and we went first to the local parade of shops and into a pet shop.  Ma’am looked at the dog collars and chose a pretty pink dog collar, a normal black one, a larger wider one with studs, a chain leash and a longer leash that automatically rewinds itself.  I was told to wear the pink collar to the counter and was given the money to purchase everything.  I was led out of the shop on my leash.  I have never been so embarrassed.  Everyone was looking and staring in disbelief. 

 

We crossed the road and entered the park where I was let off the leash, only to be put on the retractable leash.  Toni brought a ball from her pocket and smiled at me as she threw it and told me to fetch.  I ran after it and brought it back and handed it to her. 

 

Out of the blue, she slapped me across the face and left my head ringing and sneered, “Dogs don’t have hands.” and threw the ball again.  Again I ran after it but this time knelt down and picked the ball up in my mouth and brought it back and laid it at her feet, kneeling again to do so.  “Good doggie.” she said as she patted my head. 

 

This went on for 30 mins and I was getting frozen, dirty, humiliated and wishing I had not given myself to my Ma’am as a slave.  This is not what I had in mind; I wanted to tending to my Ma’am’s physical needs; not being made a fool of in public.  But worse was still to come.  Ma’am picked up a 2ft, muddy stick and threw it.  Not only did she throw it but she threw it into the pond where it floated 10ft from the edge.  I just knew what was coming next.

 

“Fetch!”  I could not believe she could be so cruel.  Why was she being so mean to me?  Was she testing me?  I knew I had to prove my devotion to her so I immediately went towards the stick, hardly pausing as I came to the pond and walked straight in and picked the stick up in my mouth.  I returned the stick to her and she patted my head.  I was being stripped of all dignity; I was resigned to just doing as I was told and was beginning to forget that other people were there watching and sniggering.

 

“Time to go home.” Ma’am said and yanked me by my leash and led me home. 

 

I stripped by the front door and followed them upstairs. 

 

“I think I will have a bath slave.  Come and wash me.”  At last I was going to have what I had so longed for.  To serve my Ma’am, to see and feel her body. She had been testing me and now she was going to reward me. 

 

She had always dressed modestly so I had no real idea of her size but I had estimated that she was 5ft 5”, probably a B cup, was not sure how firm they were because they did not seem to stand out as much when it looked like she was not wearing a bra.  Sometimes she seemed to have much more of a cleavage, which I guessed was from a push-up or padded bra.  At last I was going to find out.  Her back was slim in comparison to her hips which were full and rounded and her thighs were gently curved, filling out to join her hips.  At the thought of her body, I immediately became aroused and my cock was as hard as ever.

 

“Come and undress me slave.”  I had not imagined it possible but my cock became even harder and started to throb.  I walked into her bedroom but was handed an eye mask and told to put it on.  I was devastated!!!

 

Time dragged as I put the mask on and was plunged into darkness.

 

“Undress me slave.”  My emotions were all over the place as I reach out to remove her jumper. 

 

“She is a bitch – she is deliberately doing this to torment me.  She is so mean.  I wish I had never done this.  She must change; she must let me see her.  I hate her.”

 

I started to unbutton the blouse.  “At least I will be able to wash her; maybe it won’t be so bad after all.”  I knelt to remove her trainers and socks, assuming that she still had a bra on.   I undid her belt, unbuttoned the jeans and lowered the zip.  As I pulled the jeans down she put her hand on my head to steady herself and I had the most lovely whiff of her warm, perfumed sex.  I was in heaven.  I was glad to be her slave again.  I stood up to remove the bra and then lowered her panties. 

 

“Go and run my bath and put the bath mitts on slave. I will be in shortly.”  “AAAGHHHHHH!!!!  I HATE HER!!!!!!! There was no way I was going to feel her with bath mitts.  BITCH!!!!!!”

 

I made my way to the bathroom, found the taps and run the bath, testing the water as it filled.  I found the bath mitts (I had to peep from under the mask) and put them on and stood at the head of the bath testing the depth and temperature.  A few minutes later she entered. 

 

“Put out your hand.”  I did so wondering what was going to happen. She took it and stepped into the bath and I heard her lie down.  “Turn the taps off slave.  You have done well; this is just the right temperature.”

 

She lay there while I stood and listened.  Time passed and my once hard cock slowly shrivelled.  I did not want her to be lying there looking at my tiny cock.  When hard it was a good 6”, nothing to boast about but adequate, but soft it almost disappeared, maybe 2” at best.

 

“Now wash me all over slave.  Here’s the soap.”  I felt her push the soap against my mitt.  I took it and started to wash her from her feet up. 

 

Each foot, calf, knee and thigh first; then her pussy, stomach, breasts.  It was at this point that I was rock hard again.  She could not have failed to have noticed.  I could feel her breasts and could sense that they did in deed sag a little, they were not as firm as I would have hope but I still could not avoid being excited by their feel.  Then I washed her arms and back; lastly I gently washed her face.

 

“Turn away, remove your mask and mitts slave and hold up the bath towel for me.”  At least I was going to have a treat.  My cock jerked at the thought.  I found the towel and stood with it held open.  As I heard the sound of her standing up I turned round to wrap her in it.”

 

“Wham!”  Sparks flew and my head was ringing.  She had slapped my face hard!

 

“That’s for daring to have your eyes open slave.  How dare you try to gaze upon my body!” 

 

I immediately apologised, “Sorry Ma’am, please forgive me.”

 

“Never ask for forgiveness slave.  If you feel you must, then ask for punishment.  Now hold that robe up for me slave.”

 

I closed my eyes and held the robe open for her. 

 

“Please punish me for being so presumptuous and disrespectful Ma’am.”  However I did not mind, I had very briefly seen her naked top.  She was lovely; her slightly flagging breasts did not droop unduly and were in the shape of a gentle mound, rising with dark, pert nipples prominently protruding.  Oh how I longed to kiss them and press them between my lips.  My cock was saluting her beauty.

 

“Know that I was going to allow you to dry my body with your eyes open but you blew it.  Now go home slave. That is your punishment.”

 

“Please Ma’am, don’t send me home.”

 

“How dare you argue slave!” were the words I heard immediately before she slapped my face again and send me reeling.

 

I walked out of the bathroom deflated, fetched my clothes and dressed in the hall before going home depressed.  Frustrated that I had been hard for hours and I was now as horny as hell.  Frustrated that I had missed out on seeing her body.  Annoyed with myself for upsetting her.  I arrived home and switched on the television to block out the misery.

 

At 2am I was awoken by the telephone. 

 

“Come and pick me up on the corner of King’s Parade, just outside the Standish Club. Now slave!  If I am not there then keep driving round the block.”

 

“Yes Ma’am.”

 

“Wear your shortest running shorts and running vest slave.  Nothing else.”

 

“Yes Ma’am.”

 

I quickly changed looked at myself in the mirror.  The shorts were short, tight and nearly see through because they were so old and the material was very thin.  The running vest had large arm holes and exposed the sides of my chest.  I looked not at all bad however I would look stupid driving a car in central London at 2am.  I blushed at the thought.

 

Driving through the streets was so scary; at every junction I hoped nobody would see me.  Driving barefoot was strange and I remember hearing that it was also illegal.  I hoped that I would not be stopped.

 

I arrived at the corner but did not see Ma’am and began what resulted in 2 hours of driving round and round the block.  I lost count of how many people stared at me and again I began to not notice them.  My humiliation was destroying any pride I had left.  I was becoming Ma’am’s slave in identity.

 

I pulled up in front of her and she stood by the back door.  Eventually it dawned on me that she was waiting for me to open the door for her.  I thought of reaching over and opening it from the inside and therefore saving myself any further embarrassment but I quickly realised that she would like to be treated like a lady.  I got out of my door, walked round the car with dignity and opened the rear door for her.  Only it she was not alone.  She was with a young man.  Younger than me, richer than me, more handsome than me.  I was jealous.

 

“How could she do this to me?”

 

I waited until they were in the car and closed the door.

 

“Back to my place slave.”

 

I drove and tried to concentrate on the road, yet I was quietly seething underneath.  This was not how it was meant to happen.  I loved Ma’am; she was meant to have me as her slave.  She did not need anyone else.  What more could I give her; I had given her everything.  I had nothing else to give.

 

I parked outside her front door and opened both their doors.  She gave me her house keys and I unlocked the front door, holding it open for them. 

 

“Go to my room and sleep at the foot of my bed with the eye mask on slave.”

 

I took one step and she said, “Forgetting something slave?”

 

“Not that I know of Ma’am.”

 

“What are you to do when you enter my home, slave?”

 

“Strip naked Ma’am, but you have a guest Ma’am.”

 

“If I did not want you naked, slave, I would have said so.  Now you will be punished for not obeying me and for back chat.  Have you anything else to say, slave?”

 

“No Ma’am.”

 

I stripped naked and again was embarrassed to feel my cock rise.  I walked into her bedroom behind her, located the mask, and lay down at the foot of her bed blind, but not deaf.

 

I heard her remove every piece of clothing; I heard her get into bed; I heard her breathing speed up; I heard the bed creak; I heard too much.  I heard her with him!  My hand went to my cock and I so wanted to cum; anything to relieve the pain in my heart and take my mind of her being fucked.

 

“Come here on your knees slave.” 

 

I went to the side of her bed and bumped into her hot, soft leg.

 

Remove your mask slave.  I did so making sure my eyes were closed.

 

“Open your eyes and lick me clean slave.”

 

I could not believe it.  At last I was going to see her pussy.  I could not believe it.  She was going to make me suck her cum leaking pussy clean.  I nearly threw up at the thought of it.  I was stunned.

 

“Now slave.” she whispered.

 

“Yes Ma’am.”  I leaned forward towards her black, haired pussy with white cum dripping from her lips.  I nearly puked at the smell of his cum but loved the subtle odour of her pussy juice.  It was an intolerable combination of irresistible, heavenly juice and repugnant, white gloop.  I took in the black short trimmed hair on her mound leading down to the open, hairless, pink lips splitting her groin in two.  I plucked up courage and stuck my tongue out and caught the gloop dripping from her pussy and took it into my mouth.

 

“Good slave clean me up good and swallow it all.  Suck me clean slave.”

 

Encourage by her praise I licked the outside of her pussy with a combination of disgust and deep desire to please her.  Eventually her pussy lips were clean of the cum.  I now had to suck deep.  I pressed my lips to her full outer lips and sucked hard taking more juice into my mouth.  I tasted of cum and I nearly puked at the thought of swallowing it – I braced myself and did.  I then took her inner lips in my mouth and sucked with the occasional foray with my tongue into her pussy.  More and more I pushed my tongue deep into her puss and sucked her clean.  Eventually there was no more juice and she was clean. 

 

“I have finished Ma’am.”

 

“Good slave, now go and clean Steve.”

 

! could not believe my ears.  I was not gay.  I was not bi.  I was not going to be anybody’s fag.  I was going to please my Mistress.  I walked round to the other side of the bed and lowered my open mouth onto his semi-erect dick.  I took it easily into my mouth and sucked it clean, pulling his foreskin back with my hand.  He started to grow in my mouth and I gagged as he touched my throat.

 

“You had better finish quick before he comes again slave.” she smirked.

 

“Do you wish to cum slave?”

 

“Yes please Ma’am.”

 

“Well you may slave but your punishment for your behaviour is that you lie on your back with your legs over your head and cum in your mouth and swallow it.  You will then sleep with your arms tied behind your knees to keep you doubled over.  If you refuse my permission to cum then I will let you off the punishments. Do you still want to cum slave?”

 

There was no way I was going to refuse.  I was aching to cum and would have accepted anything to do so.

 

“Yes please Ma’am; I choose to cum and be punished for my behaviour Ma’am.”

 

“Begin.”

 

I lay down on my back, raised my legs over my head and started to wank.  I pointed my cock at my mouth and tried to make it last but within a minute I was ready to cum and no matter how slowly I rubbed my cock I was going to cum.  It shot out of my hole and hit my mouth.  It was warm and salty and vile.

 

“Swallow it slave.” I did so and nearly puked.

 

“Stay in that position.”  She walked towards me and I saw her fully naked for the first time and so wanted to touch her, to caress her and make love to her.  She knelt by me and placed my arms around my legs and taped them into position.  Next she taped my calves to the back of my neck.  There was no way I was getting out of that position.  It was hard to breathe all squashed up like that.  She rolled me over and said, “Good night slave.  Sleep well.”

 

Eventually I did drift off to sleep but kept waking, thinking of her being fucked!  Fuck it!!! That was meant to have been me in her bed.  I was torn between hating her and loving her.  I’d do anything for her.

 

Life carried on in a similar vein; lifts in my car, errands, shopping, cleaning and occasionally at the weekends, her cum cleaner.  Ma'am incorporated my willingness to serve into her life and appreciated having me available at her beck and call.  It really excited me to be part of Ma'am's life and to be able to make her happy in many different ways.  I loved being around her and being able to have many opportunities to look at her.


Unexpectedly, Ma'am started to let me see her undress more and more, but if ever she saw my cock stiffen, she used it as an excuse to punish me and seemed to enjoy the fact that I was eager to do what she wanted, even when it caused me great pain.


When Ma'am saw a stiffy, the punishment was ballbusting; she had me stand with my legs spread, hands on my head and eyes closed.  She would proceed to kick and knee my balls until she had had enough.  Invariably, this left me nearly fainting, crawled up in a ball on the floor.  She grew to enjoy this and so she flaunted her body more and more in front of me.  I came to dread seeing her naked and found myself ironically turning my eyes away from the very office beauty I had regularly lusted after.


Life also changed in the office; she would send me to the toilet to lick it clean before and after she went and it was not long before I realised that she would let her piss spray around the bowl and seat.  Her piss was not very salty as long as she drank during the day but sometimes it was so salty that I would feel like vomiting.  Cleaning her toilet was unbelievably degrading but I was always hard as I knelt in front of her throne and licked her piss up.


After a couple of weeks of this, she upped my degradation by taking my water bottle to the toilet and filling it up for me to drink in front of her.  I had an hour to empty it.  This amount of piss really turned my stomach but again, it made me so very horny and hard; which I tried to keep hidden.


She would message me in the office and ask if I was stiff and when I admitted that I was, she would meet me in the corridor where I was to assume the position for a ball kicking.  My balls grew more and more tender and swollen as the days and weeks went by.  They always ached as I walked and were a constant reminder of my devotion to her.


Ma'am would go to grab my cock and balls when walking near me and she delighted in my flinches.  I could not stop myself from pulling back.  I eventually begged for my balls to be given a reprieve and she agreed to only kick them from time to time.  The swelling did diminish but they never actually stopped aching.


I ended up doing more of Ma'am's work, especially the bits she did not enjoy and I would have to take my work home to finish it.  She enjoyed the power and control that she had over my life and had me register as her slave.  https://www.slaveregister.com/658-838-076


Visits to her flat became routine, stripping naked, cleaning, washing, shopping and occasionally bathing her and cleaning her and the occasional lover.  If ever, I stiffened when naked, I received a severe kicking indeed, always ending up on the floor.


Ma'am began to think of new ways to give me pain.  She bought me a pair of crocodile clips and ordered me to put them on my nipples when I went for my first pee in the office.  She would invariably come up to me and tweak them to check.  I started to wear baggy shirts to avoid other from seeming them.  My nipples have always been an erogenous area and any stimulation immediately produces a hard erection.  Ma'am would tantalise me with threats of ball busting but thankfully the office environment limited this.


I was ordered to make and wear a plastic sheet with drawing pins sticking out of one side from time to time.  This would go inside my underpants and prick/pierce my bottom, especially when I sat down.  The pins would work free when I walked and then would prick me all over again.  Ma'am seemed to relish seeing me in pain and having the power to inflict it.  She mocked me for being stupid for letting her hurt me!


At her flat one evening, Ma'am had me fetch the bathroom scales, bottles of wine, a bucket and string.  She ordered me to straddle the scales and to tie the bucket securely to my balls.  My cock stiffened and was pulled down by the weight.  One by one, Ma'am put bottle after bottle into the bucket. After each one, I had to bend my knees and weigh the bucket on the scales.  After 4 bottles, my balls were squashed tight in pain and my scrotum was stretched, burning the skin.  That was just of 10lbs and I thought Ma'am would stop but she continued the cycle of adding and weighing.  We were up to 20lb and my legs were shaking more and more as she made me straddle the scales so she could see the weight.  My balls were in great agony and my scrotum was getting longer and longer.  Surely she had had enough?  I begged her to stop but she just smiled.  I could see that she was enjoying herself, relishing her power that made me willing to suffer for her pleasure.


Four more bottles and 10 more lbs; more shakes, more pain, longer scrotum, more smiles.  After two more bottles, there was no more room for anymore.  Ma'am removed the scales and ordered me to stand there but gave me permission to do squats.  Lowering the bucket gave welcome release to my groin but started to burn my thigh muscles and eventually I would have to stand up but only until my balls could stand it no longer. 


Up and down I suffered for Ma'am.  I was covered in sweat and when I could neither squat nor stand any more, she put chained croc clips on my nipples and pressed them on harder.  She cut the string off my balls, pulled me to the floor by the nipple chain and told me I had 30 secs to cum.  I was so horny, so exhausted, so desperate, so hot, so confused.  The nipple pain was intense and I went to wank my cock but the bruised, swollen, squashed balls banging against my ass were agony and my time was up before I could cum.  I have never seen Ma'am so happy as she yanked the croc clips off my nipples, kicked my balls and had me blubbing in defeat.  But little did I know, worse was to come in her quest to explore the limits of my devotion.


Ma'am did ease up on my balls for a while and they returned to their normal size and were no longer aching.  One evening, after I had cooked dinner for her and her flatmate Toni, she had me tied on the edge of a dining room chair with my balls tied separately and very tightly.  My hands were tied to the back of the chair and my ankles to the chair legs.  My knees were pulled back, exposing my cock and balls. Toni had become used to my helping around the flat and being naked was taken for granted.  She rarely joined in any kinky activities but did enjoy being looked after.  This night was going to be very different.


Ma'am disappear but returned shortly with a box of what turned out to be 4" and 1" syringe needles.  She also had a pack of cards.  She explained the simple rules.  She and Toni would each take a card and the player with higher card would pierce one of my balls with a 4" needle.  I could not believe I had heard her correctly.  Ma'am went on to say that she would pierce my left ball and Toni the other one.  If they both drew the same card, then they would both pierce but with the 1" needle.  The winner was the first one to reach 10 needles in their ball. 


I was trembling with fear.  I had pierced my nipples with similar needles before and while it had excited me, it was very painful.  No way would I be able to stand my balls being pierced but no way could I stop it!


The game started and much to Ma'am's obvious disappointment, Toni won the first three rounds.  Toni was clearly uncomfortable with what she had to do but she unsheathed the needle and pressed the tip to my right ball.  The skin was tight and shiny and as soon as the needle touched the skin, I winced, Toni flinched and the pricked skin began to bleed.  Toni squirmed but Ma'am told her to push it in firmly and again she pressed the tip on my ball and again it began to bleed as she hesitate.  Ma'am had to place a tray under me to catch the drips.  Again Toni pressed the needle and this time maintained the pressure on the needle and it pierced my scrotum.  The pain was sharp and intense as the needle passed through my skin but then if that was not bad enough, the pain turned into a deep overwhelming pain as the needle pierce my testicle.  This was similar to the ball kicking pain but much sharper and scarier. 


Toni was obviously scared by my reaction; tears whelmed up in my eyes and I gasped trying to avoid the needle.  Ma'am clearly was relishing my failure to cope with this and told Toni to push the needle right through.  I inadvertently cried out, "No!" and Toni hesitated but Ma'am told her to do it.


The pain was deep as the needle travelled through my balls but did not have the sharpness of the initial insertion, but all that sharp pain came rushing back as the needle came out the other side of my testicle and scrotum.  I cried out and nearly fainted but sat there breathing heavily and covered in sweat.  Toni looked please with herself and this worried me.


The second and third time, Toni confidently pierced my ball at different angle and pushed the needles right through with steady pressure.  I was about to faint at this point and was given a drink of what looked like cold apple juice from the fridge but turned out to be Ma'am's pee.  Ma'am mopped my brow with a cold flannel and placed it on my neck.


When I was ok to continue, it was Ma'am's turn to win.  The look on her face was chilling and I braced myself.  She confidently took my left ball and squeezed it first, making me cry out and then she skillfully pierced the scrotum skin which produced the same sharp pain.  She then slowly increased the pressure and the needle jerked forward at one point and clear liquid flowed out from the end of the syringe needle.  We were surprised at this but noticed that my ball seemed to have shrunk as the scrotum skin was no longer as tight.  However, the liquid stopped and so Ma'am continued to pierce the testicle wall and pushed the needle through the outside but took her time so the needle went through slowly, creating the maximum amount of pain.  We could see the needle pushing out the scrotum skin until it eventually forced it's way out. I don't know how Ma'am had managed it but she somehow made it far more painful than Toni's.  The fluid, I found out later was from a hydrocele around my testicle, which I assumed was caused by her intense ball busting.


The next turn was a draw so they each took their 1" needle and Ma'am said to pierce together after the count of three.  3 2 1 Pierce!  I have never been overwhelmed so quickly and everything fogged as I went hot and fainted.


I came to in a fog of emotions and overwhelming feeling and pain.  My head was slumped forward and I saw my cock and balls with needles.  A lot of needles; 4 in my left testicle and 6 in my right.  The pain was intense, constant, dull but strong.  The intense edge had gone.


Ma'am and Toni were dealing another card and Ma'am won and within seconds another needle was thrust through my ball.  A wave of pain rushed through me and I became light headed.


Another draw, another needle, another wave.  Again and again.  I lost track.  I lost control.  I lost count.  I sat there, accepting the inevitable, oblivious to the score until Ma'am shouted, "Yes!"  She had won and slowly pierced my ball with a short needle and so did Toni.  I was sweating as they both tantalised me with pain as they ever so slowly pushed in mm by mm, wiggling all the time.  The deep pain went on and on relentlessly and unbelievably multiplied infinitely as Ma'am touched all the needles in both balls.  I screamed but nothing came out, sweat pour off me and I soared away from the pain with my ears ringing as I passed out again.


I came too, in agony, muffled sound and a ringing head.  Ma'am was in front of me and the piercing had stopped.  She had won 10 - 8; 4 short needles and 14 long ones still pierced my balls.  "Well done my sweet boi, you have pleased me.  Now, I have 6 more long needles; if you ask me to pierce your balls, I will do it while sitting on your face."


Nothing would persuade me to ask for more piercings; my balls were overwhelming me with waves of pain which intensified each time Ma'am flicked the needles with her fingers.  At the same time, there was nothing I would not do to have the pleasure of Ma'am bottom on my face, so I agreed.  "Good boi."


As Toni untied me and moved me onto the floor, Ma'am stood up and removed her jeans and panties.  I was so excited to see her naked in front of Toni like this and to know that her hairy pussy was soon to be over my face.  Blood rushed into my groin and the throbbing pain increased.  My thighs were stinging from where the needle points had scratched them and my balls were aching more than ever from all the movement but I did not notice it as Ma'a, stood over me and lowered her sweet, dripping pussy on to my mouth and her rose bud onto my nose.  Her pussy was so very moist and pressed so hard that I could only breathe through my nose, taking in her acrid odour.  "Lick me boi!  Make me cum!"  I was in heaven as I pushed my tongue along her wet crack and over her clit.  Again and again I dipped into her inkwell and wrote a love story on her lips and clit.


My dream came to a violent end as Ma'am pierce a ball and I came close to fainting.  She straightened up with all her weight on my face so I could not breathe.  All I could do was lick and enjoy the soft pressure of her cheeks on mine.  Panic eventually set in as I struggle for air; Ma'am leaned forward and pierced another needle through a ball.  Again the pain overwhelmed me with silent cries and Ma'am again loved me with her bottom while denying me oxygen.


Again and again she took me higher and higher in the deepest of pain and pleasure through the gorge of insanity.  She leaned forward again and pierced again as I gasped for air and the pain silently screamed from my mouth.  I found out later that she had stabbed two needles right through in one violent movement, banging the other needles in the process.  I fainted at this point and apparently Ma'am came!


When I came to, I was finished, drained of reality, cocooned in a world of steel wool with a volcano roaring in my groin.  Ma'am told me to rest for a while as she sat on my chest showing me her magnificent globes.  I loved the curve of her buttocks as they shaped her waist.  This pleasure did not last long as Ma'am began to remove the needles one by one.  It was all I could do to not faint though the endless, continuous torment.  Eventually she finished by untying the ball binding only to open the flood gate of pain into my balls.


Ma'am dismissed me and told me to crawl to the hall and rest.  The cruelest blow of all, to be removed from her presence.  As I lay on the hard floor, I savoured her sex on my face and soon drifted into blissful sleep, despite the burning fire in my groin.


Over the following days, reliving this torture became my constant fantasy, only to be surpassed by Ma'am's up and coming exploits with humiliation and degradation.




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