A VISIT TO THE HEADMASTER By Fidelis Blue 'Stand up, that girl!' Suddenly there was silence in the classroom. A girl at the back pointed to herself and said, almost in a whisper, 'Me, miss?' 'Yes, you, girl.' Hesitantly the girl got to her feet. 'What were you doing?' 'Nothing, miss.' 'Don't lie to me, girl.' Miss Jessop strode purposefully between the rows of desks to where the girl stood, her hands nervously clenched. 'Give it to me,' Miss Jessop ordered. 'Give what, miss?' the girl asked in a forlorn attempt at deception. Miss Jessop stood with arm outstretched. After a lengthy pause, the girl let drop a piece of folded paper into the schoolmistress's open palm. Miss Jessop opened the paper and quickly scanned its contents. 'Out to the front,' she commanded. All eyes followed the wretched girl to the front of the class. Miss Jessop picked up the wooden ruler which lay on her desk and tapped it lightly on her palm. A pity the good old days were gone, she thought, the days when such offences were dealt with in the proper manner. A few sharp strokes of the ruler on the outstretched palms, or better still on her bottom, as the girl touched her toes; that was the way to enforce discipline. But all that was outlawed now, more's the pity. 'Now, Felicity Bradshaw,' Miss Jessop said, 'perhaps you would like to read to the class what this note says.' 'No, please, Miss Jessop,' the girl pleaded. Miss Jessop liked it when they begged. It meant they feared her. And no class could be ruled without fear. 'Very well,' Miss Jessop said. 'I shall read it.' The girl's face had gone bright red. The other girls sat transfixed by this drama of exposure and retribution. All felt a guilty relish at their unfortunate classmate's predicament; glad to be a participant in the drama, even more glad to be only a spectator. 'Billy Russell has the biggest dick in school,' Miss Jessop read in a loud, clear voice. 'I know cos I sucked it last night.' There was a deathly silence, punctuated only by a single titter. 'Disgusting,' said Miss Jessop. 'Not only shall you go to see the headmaster. Your father too shall see this note.' 'Oh, no please, Miss Jessop,' the girl said, a note of real desperation in her voice. Miss Jessop knew that some parents meted out far harsher punishments than the teachers were allowed to impose. 'Go and stand in the corner with your hands on your head. Now the rest of you girls, get on with your work and if I hear a single one talking you will be sorry. Very sorry.' Miss Jessop sat down at her desk, gratified by the silence that now reined. She knew she already had the reputation as the strictest teacher in the girls' school, but its preservation required constant reinforcement. Everything about her appearance was designed to project an image as a stern taskmistress of the old type, from her hair pinned back in a severe bun to her sensible, low-heeled shoes, below dark stockings and a grey worsted skirt of mid-calf length. Habitually she dressed to look older than her thirty-one years; above her skirt she wore, invariably, a crisp white cotton blouse with a close-fitting jacket or, as today, a woollen cardigan. Had the viewer been permitted to peer beneath these garments, he would have discovered an old-fashioned girdle of the kind in vogue thirty years ago, and a matching brassiere of the era. Heavy, horn-rim spectacles completed the picture. She never wore make-up, or jewellery except for a watch, though she allowed herself a discreet dab of rose-water at the nape of the neck. Ten minutes later the bell rang for the end of class. Miss Jessop dismissed the girls and told the now tearful Felicity that she must report to the headmaster at the end of the day. Miss Jessop sat on at her desk. She opened the lid and took out her lunch box. Turning the pages of a new book she had just bought on the early history of feminism, she began to read as she ate her sandwich. After half an hour she stood up and made her way to the staff room, where there was a teachers' meeting. The headmaster presided. He got through the business rapidly and the meeting soon broke up. Miss Jessop waited patiently while the headmaster conversed with Mr Wilton, the new French teacher, a young man of perhaps twenty-five. Miss Jessop noted his good looks, his dark, wavy hair worn rather too long, she thought, and his full mouth, promising a passionate nature. But so far he had shown no sign of even noticing the severe and forbidding figure of Miss Jessop. When at last he moved away, she approached the headmaster. 'I've sent a girl to see you,' she said. 'Felicity Bradshaw, a persistent offender whom I caught passing this dirty note.' She handed the offending piece of paper to the headmaster. 'She needs firm handling. Very firm.' 'Yes, Miss Jessop,' said the headmaster, looking at the note thoughtfully. 'Quite so.' He reached into his pocket, glanced around to see he was unobserved, then handed Miss Jessop a piece of paper in return. Hurriedly she scanned its contents. 'Very well, headmaster,' she said. Only the most observant would have noticed the slight blush on her cheek. The afternoon passed quietly as Miss Jessop took her classes through the intricacies of nineteenth-century electoral reform and the shifting allegiances of the Seven Years War. When classes finished at four, she drove home and made herself a cup of tea, then sat in contemplation of what the evening would bring. A period of quiet reflection and anticipation was essential to create the right mood. At eight o'clock she drove to the headmaster's house and let herself in quietly with her key. As usual, she went to a small dressing room off the main hallway. One by one she stripped off the items of clothing she had been wearing since that morning. When she was naked she looked at herself in the full-length mirror. On the whole she was pleased with what she saw: a figure of above average height, slim but with full breasts, the nipples small but well-formed, hardening slightly on exposure to the air. The belly was firm, curving delicately down to the prominent mons, with its sharply defined triangle of dark hair, neatly trimmed. Turning to one side, she inspected her bottom, the buttocks high and round, the skin smooth and unblemished. She was glad to see the marks had all healed. She unpinned her thick, dark hair, then began to carefully braid it into pigtails, tying each end with a strip of white satin ribbon. When she was finished she drew on a pair of white cotton knickers, cut full in the old-fashioned way. She fastened the matching cotton bra and pulled on white ankle socks. A freshly ironed white cotton blouse was next, in a style similar to that she wore every day. It buttoned all the way up to the neck, and was worn with a purple and black striped tie, which she knotted with precision; the headmaster was apt to pick on anything untidy. Next she stepped into her pleated navy blue skirt. Unlike the skirt she wore to work, it was short, four or five inches above her bare knees. Now all that remained were her black leather shoes, flat-heeled, with straps across the top. She turned around two or three times, inspecting herself in the mirror. Then she opened the door and walked down the hall, stopping to knock at a door. 'Come in,' a voice called. The headmaster sat writing at a large antique desk. On top of the suit he had been wearing at lunchtime he now wore a black academic gown. He continued writing, without looking up as Miss Jessop closed the door after her and approached to stand in front of him. Only after several minutes did he raise his eyes. 'Well?' 'Caroline Carstairs, headmaster.' 'What do you want, Carstairs?' 'I've been told to report, sir.' The headmaster looked at her sternly. 'What for?' 'Matron told me, sir.' The headmaster peered at her over the top of his spectacles. 'Ah, yes, I remember. Interfering with one of the other girls.' 'No, sir,' she said. 'I wasn't.' 'Be quiet,' he snapped. He shuffled some papers on his desk. 'Yes, here we are. Once again, the usual things: running in the corridor, talking after lights out, late for class.' He paused, then looked more closely at the piece of paper he was holding. 'And smoking in the boiler-room. You know how much I disapprove of that filthy habit. I'm determined to stamp it out.' She was silent, looking down at the ground. 'But that's not the worst, is it? Matron has told me what she found. Being rightly suspicious of what was going on, she crept up on you in the dorm and when she pulled back the bed clothes, what did she see?' Still she was silent. 'Daisy Thorpe in your bed, naked.' 'Yes, sir,' she said. 'But I can explain.' 'How can you explain that?' the headmaster demanded. 'Daisy had a sore place. I was trying to make it better.' 'With your head between her legs?' 'Kissing it better, sir.' For a moment she thought he might smile. Instead, his face grew more stern. 'It is the business of this school to train young girls to be the wives of English gentlemen. As such, their principal duty is to provide for their husbands' sexual satisfaction. These disgusting sapphic practices, which now appear rife in this school, are an abomination which threatens the very fabric of society. How can a girl make a good wife if she has been so corrupted that she prefers the embraces of her own sex?' Again she was silent. Protest, she knew, was not only useless; frequently it made matters worse. 'Unfortunately, that is not all, is it?' 'Isn't it, sir?' 'Mr Wilton, the French master came to see me after school. He said that you had been to his room to contest a mark awarded for French dictation. When he refused to change the mark, you apparently raised your skirt.' 'Mr Wilton said that, sir?' Her pulses were racing as she visualised the scene. 'Naturally he told you not to be a silly girl and to remember your modesty. But instead you put a hand inside your knickers. You said that your father would take his belt to you if you didn't get a better mark. Mr Wilton said that was not his concern. You then told him that if he would improve your mark he might put his hand where yours was. He ordered you to leave the room. You pulled your knickers down, exposing yourself, and said he might do anything he pleased with you, if only he would be lenient, at which point he opened the door and ordered you to leave.' 'No, sir. It wasn't like that at all,' she protested. 'He called me to his room and asked me if I wanted a better mark. When I said yes, he asked me to lift my skirt. He then put his hand up between my legs and felt me. I told him to stop but he said if I didn't let him do as he wanted, he'd report me for trying to seduce him.' The headmaster glared at her. 'These are outrageous lies, a slur upon the honour of a respectable man. You shall be punished most severely.' 'But that's not fair, sir,' she pleaded. 'What happened wasn't my fault.' 'And what did happen?' 'Well sir, I let him pull my knickers down and then he put his finger in my little slit and he pulled out his thing and made me put my hand around it, and then he made me bend forward over his desk and he pushed his thing into me, all the way up.' 'How dare you tell such falsehoods!' the headmaster cried. 'I shall make an example of you, you wicked, lying girl.' He stood up and came round behind her. Pushing her head down, he bent her over the desk. He lifted her skirt right up to her waist, then in a single practised movement slid her knickers down as far as her knees. Her bare bottom felt horribly exposed. 'Stay there and don't move,' he said. The headmaster opened a drawer in his desk and took out a heavy black leather strap, about three inches wide. Holding it firmly at one end, he suddenly brought it down hard upon the top of the desk. She jumped at the loud crack it made. 'You shall have the strap for all your misdemeanours,' he said. 'But for the more serious offences it will have to be the cane.' She expected no less, yet even so the mere mention of the cane was enough to set her heart pounding. Would she be able to endure? Before each episode she made sure she was mentally braced, in the right frame of mind to withstand whatever might come. Yet always the ordeal was physically just that much harder than before. It seemed as though the headmaster always knew just how much further to take her, although each time she believed she must have reached her limit. She gripped the edges of the desk, while at the same time forcing the muscles of her buttocks to relax. The pain was always worse if you tried to fight it. Better to let it come to you, absorb it, even welcome it. At least this was her theory, but it wasn't always easy to put it into practice when the blows were raining down. She took several deep breaths as the headmaster positioned himself behind her. He raised his arm high and brought it down swiftly. The strap struck her full across the centre of her bottom, the force equally distributed on both cheeks. She clenched her teeth and waited for the next blow. As ever, the headmaster took his time. He had once explained the philosophy behind his technique, that a measured approach led to greater accuracy, which was crucial in ensuring that each blow produced the maximum effect. Though, he said, he did not always wish to land every blow in exactly the same spot, sometimes looking for a wider distribution if only to make a pleasing pattern upon a pretty posterior, in principle the force of each blow was greatly augmented by aiming it at the same spot as the previous one. For that, accuracy was essential. Another reason for not rushing things, he went on, was that each blow ought to have sufficient time to sink in fully; a too rapid application risked dissipating the full force of each individual stroke. The second stroke, as she expected, landed exactly on top of the first. She grunted as her tender flesh bore the stinging pain. It was a matter of pride that she took her punishment without resistance or complaint. At first the headmaster had bound her wrists, but now that she was habituated she was left unfettered. She knew that any attempt to deflect the force of the blows, putting out a hand or wriggling to one side, would only prolong the punishment. More importantly, it would diminish the respect he had for her fortitude, a respect she valued too much to risk its loss. She always tried not to make a sound. But that was not easy as the headmaster warmed to his task and the beating mounted to its climax,. Indeed, she knew that those few sounds which managed to escape her lips were important clues to her state of mind. A few minor grunts or moans meant only that the whipping or caning was taking its effect. But a cry of pain indicated that she was approaching her limit, since he knew she would never make such a sound otherwise. As yet, she had never once begged for mercy, though she had come close. It was a measure of his skill that he could bring her to the point where she feared she must at last entreat him to desist, and then break off just in time, leaving her pride intact. The third blow fell exactly upon the other two. Perhaps the strap was not the worst, but wielded in the headmaster's determined manner, it hurt quite enough. Once more the strap made its loud thwack upon her white, beautifully curved bottom, which already, she knew, must be turning pink. A fifth stoke caught her just below the buttocks, at the top of her thighs. It stung worse than the others. She could not say why it was so, but perhaps the skin was more tender there. Yet another blow came just on that same spot, before the headmaster moved up to the top of the buttocks, just where they commenced their lovely, graceful swelling outward. Three more arrived at regular intervals upon the same place, then the strap moved once more to the centre of her now quivering behind. At last the headmaster put down his weapon. 'Now,' he said, 'before I proceed with the more serious punishment, I shall give you an opportunity to recant. If you do, I may somewhat mitigate your chastisement. Let me hear you say that you repent of your lewd behaviour with that other girl. And tell me that your indecent slander of Mr Wilton was nothing but a pack of lies. If you beg forgiveness on your knees, I will go a little easier on you.' She was silent. Oh, she was tempted to plead for mercy all right. She knew what was in store. Already she could imagine the cane whistling down, the shock of the pain, nothing like it, so direct, so penetrating, right into her quivering centre. How easy it would be to say a few words, mumble something about being sorry. But she couldn't do it. Her pride wouldn't let her. She knew some might find that strange, that a submissive such as herself could have pride. But it was true. She trembled at the thought of the agony she must endure. The headmaster was implacable. If she did not repent of her crimes, he would extract the full penalty. But the greater the suffering the greater the glory, if she could only win through to the other side with her head held high. To submit to the worst that could be done to her, to take her medicine 'like a man', that was the thing. And there was not only pride to think about. There was the pleasure of pain, the promise of that moment, so hard to attain yet so rewarding when it did come, when the searing agony turned to ecstasy, when the endorphins kicked in and her blood sang and her flesh glowed and the more he beat her the closer she got to nirvana, a state beyond pleasure and pain, where the two were one, indivisible, and the more the pain increased the more rapture she felt. That was worth suffering for. 'So,' the headmaster said after a lengthy pause, 'once more you show yourself an obstinate and wilful girl. You will pay for it. If you deliberately challenge me by your stubborn refusal to atone for your offences, then you have only yourself to blame for the consequences.' He opened the drawer in his desk and took out a long thin length of bamboo. He swished it from side to side, testing its flexibility and aptness for the task. The sound filled her with dread. Her knees were trembling, her blood had turned to water. She clung harder to the side of the desk. The headmaster found the range by tapping the cane lightly against her tingling buttocks, now rosy red. There was a pause, during which she was once more tempted to weaken and beg for mercy. But too late; she sensed rather than heard his arm rise, then held her breath as it fell and the cane hissed through the air. A split second after it struck her, a pain like no other sliced through her soft, round buttocks. She scarcely heard the groan that issued from her lips. Again she heard the cane fall, again the pain shot like an arrow into her flesh. She was shaking uncontrollably now. The cane rose and fell, again and again, the first few blows dissecting the dead centre of her buttocks. Then the headmaster moved down, attacking the lower part of the cheeks, before moving to the top. She half-hoped that he might stop there, but she knew there was more, and the cane swished and smacked her again across the middle. She could visualise the parallel lines of red weals, darker than the round, ripe, leather-reddened cheeks. But at last the magic was happening. Her whole behind felt aflame now, burning with a fire that spread to the inside of her thighs and up between them, swelling the lips of her sex, making her clitoris glow and tingle. Her eyes were shining in triumph and she arched her back, lifting her bottom upwards, entreating the cane to caress her. On rare occasions, just when she was on the brink of calling out for mercy, the pain itself had been enough to induce a spasm of ecstasy, a convulsion centred on her sex but which consumed her whole body. If she could only endure for another moment, she thought such a climax might come to her this time. And then, just when she thought she was there, the headmaster laid the cane down. She whimpered in disappointment. The headmaster went to the far end of the room, where a wooden screen divided off a small ante-room. He drew the screen aside. She twisted her head round and saw a man standing there. 'Do come in now and join us, Mr Wilton,' the headmaster said. All this time, she thought to herself, all this time he's been in there, listening and no doubt watching too, while I made up a story about him. Her first response was shame, that she should be so easily found out, and that he should see her naked and beaten in this way, a man whom she had scarcely been introduced to and who now was revealed as complicit in the headmaster's scheme to unmask her fabrications. She felt foolish, humiliated; and yet strangely aroused to be so exposed. Now he knew what kind of woman she was; a woman who would let men use her as they wished, who would humble herself before them, submit to whatever punishments were meted out to her and never question by what right they were administered. A woman who was brave enough to let them see what she was, who hid nothing and apologised for nothing. 'As I explained,' the headmaster said, 'she is a stubborn and wilful girl who refuses to mend the error of her ways. I doubt that further punishment will produce the desired effect. I propose to try other measures.' 'I bow to your experience, headmaster,' the young man said. 'However, in view of the fact that I am the one who has been slandered by this wanton little slut, perhaps I may be allowed to try my arm?' 'Oh, of course,' said the headmaster. 'Ply the cane as you wish.' Mr Wilton accepted the implement which the headmaster proffered. Once more she braced herself. But this time it would be worse, she knew; much worse. Not only had Mr Wilton indicated that he felt some personal motivation in the matter. Not only would he be anxious to prove to the headmaster that he could wield the cane with as much force and dexterity as anyone. Worse still, the moment of bliss had passed. Her bottom still glowed with the heat of the beating, but she knew from previous experience that further strokes now, after a pause, would hurt much more. Her bottom was sorely bruised. Each stroke of the cane would be agonising, but there was now no hope that it would build to ecstasy. There was only pain in prospect, bitter, unendurable. The first stroke fell exactly across the lacerated, burning centre of her buttocks. She cried out, not a cry of mercy but a strange animal cry, involuntary. The cane rose and fell. For all her pride, she now twisted this way and that, anything to avoid its deadly persistence. But it was useless. The cane seemed to pursue her, seeking out the most tender parts of her behind, biting deep into the quivering flesh. Again and again she cried out. She thought that soon she might lose her senses, fall into a faint. But at last Mr Wilton let the cane fall on to the desk. 'One cannot but admire her courage, even if she is a disobedient little trollop,' he said. She smiled inwardly at the tribute. If only he knew how much this meant to her. 'Quite so,' said the headmaster. 'But now I propose we try a different approach. Recently I was at a conference of educationalists. At a seminar entitled 'The problem of the delinquent girl' one of the speakers had some interesting ideas. The common approach to wayward girls is to try to break their spirit through physical punishment. But as he said, in certain difficult cases the girls see this as a challenge and it only increases their resistance to authority. He suggested that much of the trouble with these girls was caused by an excessive amount of libido. The aim ought therefore to be to reduce it, not suppress it. Suppression often leads to the perversion of the sexual instincts; instead of healthy heterosexual intercourse these girls frequently indulge in masturbation, lesbian sex and other deviant practices. If, he proposed, they could instead be introduced to the pleasures of straightforward intercourse with an experienced man, they might be weaned from their perversions. Of course, he said, such a method is open to abuse, in which these unfortunate girls become merely the playthings of those in authority. To ensure this did not happen, he strongly recommended that this treatment be only carried out in the presence of two or more qualified teachers. Hence my invitation to you to join us, Mr Wilton.' She listened to this with some considerable surprise. So Mr Wilton had been invited not just in order to add his own punishment for her calumnies against him, but to participate in this novel scheme to reform her character. Well, she thought, I'm perfectly willing to be persuaded of the delights of heterosexual intercourse, as it were the dessert after the main course. 'So the plan is that we fuck her into good behaviour?' 'Quite so,' the headmaster said. 'Should you like to go first, Mr Wilton?' 'Willingly,' the other replied. She heard the sound of him unzipping his trousers, next felt him touch her sex, prising apart the lips before lodging his cock at the entrance to her cunt. Then with a single movement he inserted himself, sliding easily right up inside the well-lubricated passage. He withdrew a little way, then pushed in again and began to fuck her with a steady rhythm. At the same time, the headmaster drew near and slipped a hand between her legs from the front, his well-practised fingers immediately finding her swollen clitoris, still tingling from the stimulation of her beating. The headmaster manipulated her skilfully, caressing the little bud as Mr Wilton fucked her. Just before Mr Wilton ejaculated, the headmaster brought her to her climax. Mr Wilton withdrew. She remained bent over the headmaster's desk. The hot, thick stuff he had deposited began to seep out of her. She would have liked to wipe herself, but she knew better than to move without permission. 'Whatever her deviations,' said the headmaster, 'I think she enjoys a regular servicing.' 'Evidently,' Mr Wilton agreed. 'And do you care to avail yourself of her?' 'Oh, indeed,' the headmaster said. 'But just before I do...' He opened the drawer to his desk. For a moment her heart sank as she feared yet another beating. Instead, the headmaster took out a large pink vibrator. 'Just to make sure we've siphoned off enough of her libido,' he said. 'Perhaps you wouldn't mind doing the honours while I fuck her.' She heard the headmaster unzip, then felt the familiar touch of his cock sliding into her. He began to fuck her long and slow, with a measured rhythm. Mr Wilton set the vibrator humming, then applied it between her legs. She caught her breath as her clitoris, already sensitised by its previous excitement, tingled almost unbearably. She would have liked to prolong the pleasure, but the machine was going too fast to be denied, and she came before the headmaster had finished. After her orgasmic convulsions she lay still as he continued to thrust into her, until at last she felt his cock twitch and spurt. When the headmaster had done himself up he told her that she might go. Taking a tissue from a box on the desk, she wiped herself between the legs, then drew up her knickers. The two men ignored her; already they had started up a conversation about a school matter. She went out, closing the door behind her. It was the way she liked to leave, without farewells, without gestures of affection or otherwise. In the study she didn't even have a name. Though the headmaster had invented a fictitious identity for her, she never thought of herself as Caroline Carstairs. To herself she was anonymous, not Caroline, nor Miss Jessop, just the woman who must be disciplined. It was easier that way. She wanted an absolute divide between her real life and her fantasy life. Once, a long time ago, she had blurred the line between the two, with disastrous consequences. The next day in class, to outward appearances she was the same. Her only concession to her ordeal was to leave off her customary tight girdle in favour of a pair of loose-fitting knickers. And an observant pupil might have noticed that she did not take her seat behind her desk, but remained standing. Otherwise she was the same, still severe, still the strict disciplinarian. 'Now class,' she said. 'Let's see who's done their homework on the Seven Years War. Who was Britain's main ally?' Several of the girls raised their hands. But Miss Jessop had eyes for only one, whose hand remained down. 'Bradshaw?' 'Yes, miss?' said the girl fearfully. 'Who was it?' She thought, but knew it was hopeless. 'The USA, miss?' 'Stupid girl,' said Miss Jessop. 'The USA didn't even exist then. Clearly you have not done your reading. Go to the front of the class.' Miss Jessop knew that whatever punishment the girl had received from the headmaster the day before, it would have been lenient compared to her desserts. If only she were permitted to administer proper discipline, there would be no problem with homework undone. She kept the unfortunate girl in the corner till the class was dismissed. 'Now,' said Miss Jessop, 'what did the headmaster do to you yesterday?' 'He kept me in detention, miss. But that was nothing compared to what my father did.' 'And what was that?' The girl turned her back on Miss Jessop and slowly raised her skirt. Across the back of her thighs was a series of dark red lines, edged in purple. Holding her skirt with one hand, the girl pulled down one side of her white knickers, revealing most of her right buttock. The red stripes were thicker there and more livid in colour. 'Please don't tell my father again, miss,' the girl pleaded. 'But it seems you haven't yet learned your lesson.' 'Oh, I have now, I promise I have, Miss Jessop. It's just that he sent me to bed and I couldn't get to my books. Please, miss, I'll be good now.' 'Very well,' said Miss Jessop. 'Make sure that you are. I shall be keeping a close watch on you.'
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