Chapter one: Upbringing

I am Nisha...my name means Night! I was born in a city in India. The only chlild to my parents. My mom was housewife and dad worked with the government. We didnt have much relatives. It was just the three of us all the time.Just before I was born we came to this city much away from my grandparents.

Mom was very strict, she used to get angry on me and scold me every now and then. Her punishments were very severe, she used to spank me with cooking spatula or anything thats available till i get pink red skin and i fell unconscious. She used to lock me in the cupboard or in a very small dark, dusty, filthy room we used to keep our household crap things for hours. Often when my dad came from office, he used to let me free. I used to be without light, ventilation, food or water for full days locked inside.

I always found myself alone with no friends to play. When I was locked inside, I could hear some adult male voices in our home. My mom had a boyfriend who used to come home once my dad went to office. He used to  have a sex with my mom for hours, I could always hear my mom screaming all afternoon while I used to gasp for fresh air and water. I didnt know at that time that its a sex, I thought like my mom hits me its that man who hits my mother. My mom had threatened me not to tell anything to my dad or she will kill me. I took it for real and never told anything to my dad. My dad was a very simple, straightforward man. He always come late from office work and eat and go to sleep. My mom always had huge fights with my dad at night during dinner. Mom makes sure there wont be any sex with dad by fighting with him on small issues.  

As far as I remember I was just 5 years old. One day I was beaten up as usual for the reason I dont remember, till i got bruises all over my back and I was locked in the closet. after few hrs my mom's boyfriend came home and in a hurry stared stripping my mom. I was able to see this for the first time in my life from the gap between the door of the closet. It was really weird experience for me. Initially i thought he is going to hit her..but after he stripped her naked, he started kissing her all over her body, mom was moaning, biting her lips hard, becoming suffocated, still she hold him tighter ! I was very confused..if that man is teasing her why she is not running away? why she is holding him even more tight? I had no idea when my hands travelled to my pussy and I started fingering myself. it was surely not for arousing myself...but I felt some support when my fingers were in my pussy. i didnt took my hands off untill the my mom & her boyfriend laid down on the floor..the part i couldnt see from my closet. That was the very life changing day for me.I kept rubbing my pussy every time I was locked, it became a permanent habit for me. Anything frightening happened, I would slid my fingers inside my pussy, anything good happen I slid my fingers in my pussy. The feeling I got from the fingering was very confunsing, weird and wanting! It gave me a weird type of courage-a courage that could make me go ahead which is probably not good for me. When mom start hitting me, i would rub my pussy and provoke her more to lose her balance and she would hit me even more...or would give harshest punishment..it was really weird...when rubbing my pussy i would behave exactly opposite of what I should have behaved to rescue myself... but still it was really a wanting thing for me.

My school was going on like a routine task. I never mixed up with any girls, i didnt have any friends outside school...I didnt play with anybody, I would do my homework and go to sleep.

When I was 10 my dad got a transfer at workplace and we shifted to another city, far away from the old one. My mom suddenly stopped hitting me, she would not speak with me much though. She would cook and go out somewhere and would come back by the time dad come home. I was no longer locked forcefully though I was alone in my home. I could have invited my school friends at home or have played with the kids from around, but I didnt. I would come home, shut all the curtains, make dark at home and start fingering my pussy, it would take few hours till I passed out..i would wake up when my mom came home.

I was not bad at my studies, I was average student. When I was in 9th grade my school got shifted to a new place. I would catch a train and travel for an hour. Some other kids too were always there in the train but I never mixed up with them, or had any fun. Something happened one day during my train journey that would change my life forever!

Opportunity missed!

I was 15 in the 10th grade. I started looking beautiful. I had white skin, dark black hair halfway back-down the shoulders, neatly dressed and looking beautiful young lady.  One day I was going to school in the train. As usual I was lost in my own world watching trees and houses passing by. And a middle aged woman approached me. She sat next to me and smiled. I never smile to anyone..but some how I smiled back at her. She started talking to me, and engaged me in the conversation. She was very nice & kind to me. No woman of her age had ever talked to me so friendly. I was elated. My mom never talked to me like this. she said she had a daugher of my age and asked me if I would like to meet her someday. I said sure i would! She was extremely happy hearing my affirmative answer. she came closer, pressed my hand, kissed my cheeks and said I would be really happy to see her.   My dad had given me strict warning not to talk to strangers or go out with them. I should go straight to school and come back. No straying from this routine. But I immediately liked her, so much that I promised her that once my exam is over, I would come with her at her home which was just one stop before my school.  From that day onwards we would meet in the train everyday....she would stare at me all the time and when I look back at her she would give me a nice smile. She said i am a very gorgeous girl, that I had the most beautiful eyes in the world. Everyday I kept liking her more and more. She became my best friend. She would run her fingers thru my hair, put her arms around my shoulders sometimes run finger over my eyes, jaw lines, lips just to tell me I am a very beautiful girl. I would cherish that. BUT inside there was something going on in my mind which I thought worth a shame. I thought I would run away with this lady, good bye my home and live with her forever... well my thoughts might be speaking thru my eyes...may be! She assessed that i am a lonely, secluded girl...She would pamper me even more..but I would feel guilty or nervous. I dont know what to say...but I kinda felt thrilled everyday I see her!

She had a different plans for me that would change my life...forever!

Chapter two: Her home..or is it?

My exams were finished...next day onwards I had a month long vacation..but I decided to fake I am going for the exam for one more day... I was very happy, thrilled and nervous...I was doing something which was not allowed by my parents. I dunno why but I was shaking out of this step i was taking...I wore new undergarments that day...why? I simply had no answer...I put best of best make up..cleaned my shoes... and I left the home. I entered the same coach as usual and there she was! smiling at me! I smiled back at her pleasantly! Inside I was more frightened, but I was going ahead anyway! Never in my life I had a time put with anybody except my parents on rare occasions. She asked me to sit next to her...I sat obdiently...she was in a very good mood today! She kissed me impatiently on my left cheek multiple times in a succession and hugged me hard...I was elated, a bit frigntened...my pussy started throbbing...with er touch I realized something is very wrong happening...but I was all for it! In fact I wanted something wrong to happen with me!What exactly? I dunno!  She was a woman and I was not attracted to her physically! I was dreaming something else...may be her husband is like my mom's boyfriend...may be he would liken me...may be...may be! I would lost in imagining things and her touching would bring me back to reality! What if she would kidnap me? then what? How would my dad react? who will tell them? What if she is a bad person? Am I doing right or not? Should I leave her and rush back to my home?? A STRONG NO! resounded from my subconscious! We had news doing rounds that some women kidnap girls, cut their vital parts or make them blind and turn them into beggers in the different cities... there were some gangs who do this! when I recalled this, I started shakinging and sweating...but STILL FROM INSIDE MY MIND SAID...IT COULD BE FUN TOO..."DONT RUN AWAY...LET HER DO WHAT SHE WANTS TO DO! You will enjoy everything even you are kidnapped!" I was shocked I had such a thinking! on my own i moved closer to her...she kissed me on my forehead...my heart was pounding million times!

We alighted the train and started walking. she was walking real fast, I was lagging behind her...she grabbed my hand and pulled me to her...I could experience her changed behavior towards me...but she said she got late that day and worried if her daughter is okay! Ohh the daughter! Right ! I was almost forgot about her dreaming about what! I was saddened that I am only going to meet that stupid girl and talk stupid things! I was imagining things as we walked and walked for how long I dunno...may be some 40 min! I lost the track of the roads we took! As i kept looking back for the clues, she said in a harsh sound that I never heard before that she would drop me back so I should not worry about the road! I was surprised how she came to know whats in my mind! After walking for few more minutes there was a old car waiting out side...as we stopped, a bald fat man wearing dirty clothes came out and samiled at her and looked at me with a very different gaze! He was too ugly and dirty...I felt terrifying!  he was smoking something something very pungent much different from the regular cigratte. I knew the smell of tobacco..my mom's boyfriend used to smoke at out home... he immediately threw the cigar away and opened the door of the car... She asked me to sit inside...I was reluctant! for the first time I was stopped! as I was going to ask her where are we going...she said just sit in the car my home is nearby...dont make a drama here...! Her eyes were dry and emotionless..."get into the car kid" came the harsh words from that bald man...now I was really panicked...I started sobbing immeiately and asked "where are we going?"  On that, she toned down a bit and said to meet my daughter...why?? she rubbed her hands on my shoulders, giving me assurance of some sort! I dodnt make anymore drama there...as my subconscious once again bounced back...it said if you are getting kidnapped...then isnt that a nice, sexy thing? arent you dreaming this all your childhood?" I have to confess one thing here... may be due to my mom's strict behavior with me, I had started dreaming similar kind of things when I was in our old house....!

As I moved inside the car seat, I could smell foul smell inside the car...that man was very rough, had tatoos on his naked shoulders, he wore a half sleeve vest and had some weird chains with some animal teeth lockets on his neck....as he adjusted himself in the drivers' seat...he grabbed my chin and said something to the lady...they both laughed on that comment...! I began feeling horny one one side and frightened on the other....The lady started communicating with me... she said I am looking very fair today..and asked me whether I am wearing new clothes? to that I was a bit ashemed...hiding that I nodded affirmative...she gently moved her hands all over my new dress and all of a sudden turned her finders on my boobs...I really jumped on the seat but ignoring that she said you look like a grown up beautiful girl! I tried to move away from her...she moved back closer to me and whispered in my ears "why are you afraid of me? I am not your enemy!" and while saying this she rolled my dress close to my panty and asked me "new panty?" I was even more ashemed...I neither say yes nor nodded...she laughed on that akward situation of mine and said I am really a good girl...Bald man was driving car very fast...I had no time to see where we are going as Lady was keeping me occuiped....it was just an hour since I had left my home and things were changing pretty fast!

She hold me with her arms and asked me "Do you read dirty magazines girlie?" I was confused...what she meant by dirty ?? ... Still I said "NO!" I dont read any dirty things...This was my defensive side that was trying to save me...though it was going to be futile as my subconsciuos was more powerful...She took out a magazine of naked girls...just the girls...from the seat pocket and started showing me the girls and explaining the beauty of the nakedness... I became physically restless...she said "we both are girls right? why are you worried? I am not gonna eat you!" I didnt say anything....She paused and hold my chin to her face, "look at me!" am i a bad person?  I nodded in negation...she said may be your mom didnt talked to you like this, but we girls talk all this all the time!" I nodded in agreement. On that she said " I am your friend, right?" raising her hand for a shakehand...i somehow got energitic and said in a confident voice "Yes we are!" She said "then, dont worry! You are fine so far...we will have so much fun!" I smiled in conformance....She said "if you say as I do you will be the happiest person on earth, I promise, you will enjoy so much!" I was listening every word carefully that was going on my ears...I asked her " What do I have to do?" She smiled relaxed and said Dont worry! I will tell you when time comes! but promise me you wont leave our friendship!" I said NO I dont!" I went further to add "I like you so much!" She said " me too dear! Girls like you are made for pleasure!" on that, bald man turned his head to me and left a quick gaze at me, I didnt understand what did she mean by that...but i was not worried anymore!

Some half hour still went by without anybody saying anything...I was looking the spectacle outside window...I dunno where we were heading but it was barren land and car was too fast....I had full day until evening to reach home and it was just the 11am...I was not worried at all...I convinced myself..."You are here to enjoy a secret day out with your friend...so sont be frightened...just enjoy what may come to you!" again with this thought I became horney... amd started imaging something that could be very bad, worst to me being a girl but I would still go ahead and welcome it! Well that was my mind afterall...had gone thru a very bad childhood....

We pulled over after almost an hour. as we got down, i realized its a very village like road...we started walking again...all 3 of us....after few mins there were filthy old ruined makeshift homes...area was full of filth and garbage...some waste drainage was clogged up and its black filthy smelling water was spread all over. Some stray dogs and buffalos were grazing nearby... women in dirty clothes were doing household chorus...some nude kids were playing here and there...we walked in a very old ghetto...the lanes inside were so close only one person could walk freely..it was very dark inside even at 12pm....as we reached sufficient distance lady pushed me hard inside...it was a dark room and there was a staircase going downwards...she pushed me down and we were in the basement of that ghetto...there were several rooms there...whats inside was barely visible...foul smell and worn out walls...floor was rough...I could see some old wooden beds in each room with a thin dirty soiled matterss on them...there was no ventilation...no lights...one candle was lightened there...and some 18 year old semi naked girl was lying on the bed freely. the atmosphere was too frightening, scary and suffocating....well...for those who never ever experienced such in the past! In my case I was very well accoustomed to such atmosphere...and something weird happened ! I was not suffocating, neither I was scared inside...I got horney instantly!! I couldnt believe my own reaction! I didnt show that to her though! I gathered courage and asked her "where is your daughter?" to that question came a hard slap on my face..the face she said was gorgeous! I fell down...the slap was real hard...even harder than my mom's! as I gathered myself and tried to stand up I could see the door closing..it was the lady me and one different man...he was very dark, tall and muscular! Smell of his naked upper body spread inside the soom instantly! I looked in the eyes of the Lady...she was emotionless dry...she slapped hard once again..this time harder and calle d me "bitch!" I really got confused and asked her why she is slapping me...on that she grabbed me inside the adjacent room..it was too deep inside the basement...this room was even filthier...a yello bulb was on..and a table fan was hung on the ceiling...walls were full of cobwebs..paint was worn off and coating was too came off...it was a medium room just a bed and filthy matterss on it....nothing inside... she pushed me inside and asked me to remove my clothes....I have to say eventhough I had wild imaginations of such things to happen to me, I got really frightened and gathering all courage I tried to run outside between the gap of man standing there...trust me my subconscious was TOTALLY AGAINST THIS! IT WAS TELLING ME TO STAY THERE PUT! ENJOY THE ADVANTURE! AND at the same time my mind was doing futile efforts to save me from this...well lets say calamity!

Dark man grabbed my hands from behind and threw me on the bed...i could smell his pungent sweat smell as his body came too close to me! I felt horney...corner of bed hit hard on my forehead and I started crying....then came two hardest ever slaps in succession...on my face....i tried to cover my face...lady grabbed my hair hard and started hitting me with the metal rod that was kept in the corner...It started hurting instantly...my mom had similar punishment but it was wayy mild compared to this one! She slid her hand and removed my panty right thru my legs in a fraction of a second....then she moved her hand and tore out all buttons of my dress and again in a second she removed my dress...now dress and panty were lying in the corner of the room...I was only in my bra and nothing more...my pussy was open for all to see...I slid my hands over my pussy to cover it...and a more intense slap came to my face...lady screamed not to hide my body parts anymore!....she removed remaining bra as well and first time in my life I was completely naked in front of strangers...by body was heated up due to beating i received...and i was trembling....inside I was feeling happy and frightened outside...outside i was very reluctant...I had decided to be a reluctant no matter what...i decided to resist their aggression...but NO TO SAVE MYSELF...BUT TO ENJOY MORE BEATING...AS i stood naked in front of the lady and that dark man, somebody knocked the door.... lady hurriedly opened it...4 men came in...they all were huge...may be some goons or mafia...i dunno....they throw a light of the torch on my body....one man sat on his toes and started inspecting my body...he slid his fingers inside my pussy....MY PUSSY WAS WET! HE SCREAMED LOOK SHE IS HORNEY! I WAS ASHEMED....I AVOIDED LOOKING INTO ANYBODY'S EYES...lady smiled again...i knew she is a genuine whore! I did! She was ready all along for this...right from the time I meet her in the train...." I kicked that man as hard as i could he lost his balance and fell on the floor...he regained balance...stood up and came close to me....! I got scared....i looked at him...he unzipped his pant and took out his huge eracted cock...it was throbbing....I thought he gonna rape me...but he said on the spot..."no dear, not now....i want you to drink my piss right now.... I bite my lips tight closed...he slapped me hard and put his fingers inside my mouth and let his cock grow smaller a bit and then he shoved it inside my mouth and started pissing inside...with his hands he hold my lips tight to his cock...i had no option but to let it in...it was a salty warm piss....from the first drop taste of mouth changed...it was not as bad as i expected it to be....after just a second of drinking my subconscious woke up...it said why I am afraid? I wanted some real thrill in life..right? My mind was confused...it was not ready for anything like this...but it was preparing to give in...my tongue moved a bit inside my mouth over his cock...I decided to savor this moment of my life...outside i was fiddling to go away from his cock....but inside I was enjoying what was really filthy even at that moment...he filled my belly with his piss...my eyes were full of teary water....my face was showing agony...it was perfect deception for them...and only I knew I am enjoying it! I realized lady and others laughing at me. One of the man told lady that they have money ready for me..they will take me to some place much away from this place and there  they will start selling my body....while talking he took some photos of me with his camera phone...I tried to hide my face and I got additional series of slaps...I gave up and let him take my photos...I was just 15 and this was happening to me!

I suddenly remembered my dad and mom! I started crying now...

One silent and patient man hold my hands and asked me to sit on the bed....he sat next to me...he moved his hands freely on my thighs, boobs enought to confuse me arouse me.... he played it very perfectly....i got aroused...he asked me "are you a virgin?" I said "yes" he said okay...he said if i let them do what they want to do I wont be into trouble anymore....i innocently asked what they want me to do..even though I knew what they wanted...he said "nothing! just behave normal...dont resist anything....just enjoy..." I said no!To ease the situation he asked me questions about my family...he asked what my mom do...i said she is an housewife...he said okay....then he asked what my dad do...I said he works with the government...he was taken aback with my answer...he asked what department he work...as i replied he got somewhat uneasy...he said he is a good man..he dont want to hurt me...he can let me go of i dont tell what happened just now...i was sobbing...i said ok! I wont tell anybody anything...

Lady was standing in front of me folding her hands on her waist....that man grabbed my cloths from the floor and gave to me to wear them....i was again confused...but in no state of thinking anything..its was some 3 pm....i slipped into my cloths....man took that lady in another room and there was a loud quarrel in the language I cant speak...then lady came smiling to me...she said she is sorry for all this and she would take me back to my home. I instantly said yes....other men were now silent....

She gave me a glass of water to drink and wash my face....I obeyed...that bald man reappeared...we three walked back to that car...he drove very fast...nobody spoke anything in the journey...as we approached the train station she warned me if I let this out consequences would be dangerous! I nodded accordingly....

We came on the platform as train arrived the duo disappeared in the crowd...i rode the train...sat silently in the corner seat wondering what happened to me just now....I was saved because of my dad's profession...as train reached my destination it was 5pm...i was on time to reach my home...

I was so tired, I threw myself on the neatly kept bed in a cozy comfortable bedroom and passed out!

Little I knew soon I will realize that something has changed in me ....forever!   

Chapter-2

They say many people start liking what happens to them in their childhood, good or bad. 

If in childhood events happen to you that include clandestine immoral sex, rape, abuse and if you get enough time to think about it without anybody's interruption, you might either extremely hate it or secretly start enjoying it.

I was abused as a child, completely lonely with no communication of any sort, lost in my own world. I had unknowingly, in my subconscious cherished whatever happened to me. In the real world, I was not aware I have very different desires, needs, fantasis, that would explode someday and would change the course of life I am living.

As the lady let me go, I boarded the train back to home. I was too confused, completely lost, I was not thinking anything, impact of the things happened to me so fast was immense. I rushed home. As usual there was nobody at home at 5pm. I changed myself and straight went to bed and in the next moment I was fallen asleep.

At some 9pm I woke up when my mother came home from her boyfriends'. She yelled at me for sleeping for so long. my dad came in few minutes as well. I was very silent still confused at the dining table. I finished my dinner and again went back to sleep. It was some 1am I suddenly woke up. My hands slid to my pussy and I started rubbing it. Now I was able to think very clearly. I revisited the events happened to me. I remembered lady's words "Girls like you are made for the pleasure only", I could visualize how I was taken to that basement room, how I was stripped naked, how his cock, ohh yes cock! his cock shoved down my throat...I had a man's cock in my mouth! I didn’t even brushed after, I instantly became horny…I started rubbing my pussy vigorously...I got extreme arousal...what if I hadnt disclosed about my dad's position?? I would have been taken to some place where that man was going to fuck me....what he would have done to me?? I imagined myself completely naked, sitting on my knees and sucking his tool vigorously...he holding my hair and pushing my head towards his cock...I am chocking and gasping for air and he pushing it harder and deeper... "You liked that lady, didn’t you?” “You really wanted her to kidnap you, didn’t you?” I asked myself as I kept rubbing my pussy..."YES!" came a resounding strong reply! I actually had loved that lady, she was so kind, loving to me….she was right, I WAS MADE FOR A PLEASURE….I was young, with extremely beautiful body perfect to give men pleasure…..I kicked myself, I was really furious on me for losing this adventure ride…the golden opportunity……I was missing her…

As I reached waves in succession of  orgasm,

As I cooled down, I was shocked!  How can I even think of anything like this! This is not right ! I am thinking something sinful…I started sobbing silently….a better sense prevailed……  I decided to tell my dad what happened to me first thing tomorrow morning, may be he will file a complaint in the police. May be police will burst their prostitution racket, punish the gang. Thinking this, in somewhat very relived mood I fell asleep.

It was 8 past morning. the noisy fight between my dad & mom woke me up from my deep sleep.

I just stayed in my bed...and I recalled yesterday’s incident! I curled myself up...I remembered that lady, her sweet talk, her harsh voice, that ugly tatooed man, her dragging me to that ghetto, the dark filthy room inside, I am getting stripped, slapped, thrashed, and that man's big thick cock in my mouth!  I felt very aroused....!! I again kicked myself, how close that opportunity was! I realized, I had enjoyed every moment of getting kidnapped by her sweet talking.... I realized I exactly knew that the lady was luring me to come with her and I was letting her do it! I also realized clearly now that I wanted to be kidnapped not clear what they would do to me...but best guess was becoming a whore!

Yes Whore! I felt extremely aroused!  i kept fingering my pussy for few mins. A new courage rose in me, I made a decision to visit that train again today and see if the lady is there! ...If I see her, I will go straight to her...sit next to her...move closer....and would say "I am really sorry for being over smart yesterday! Please forgive me..." and ask her "can you take me there again?"

what I was doing? My heart was pounding aloud...I stepped out of bed...went straight to bathroom and got ready in 30 mins. Again I wore my school uniform...and left the home for the train.

I was not able to walk straight as my thinking was getting intense...I somehow reached the train station...and waited for my usual train to arrive!

As my train arrived I hurriedly jumped into my regular coach, there was not much crowd....train left the station...I was looking for her. She was not there on the couch she used to seat...so I kept moving from one compartment to another to see if she is there...searched my entire coach but she was not there! I was sad, depressed, aroused, confused.....Now I wanted her at any cost! I wanted hug her tightly...I reached the station, i tried to remember the road where she took me...I couldn’t recall a thing...I was so upset...finally after wandering aimlessly for an hour, I took the train back home in a very sad mood...

My day went as usual, I continued remembering the incident and fingering myself whole day and fall asleep.

for the next several days, I boarded the same train at the same time to find her...Lady never showed up...I felt disappointed....

Days and months passed, memory of the incident became weaker and weaker…..

My highschool results were out and I had to decide what courses to take......i decided to study further and forgot all that had happened to me.

As results were out I was deciding what courses I should take. After so much  pondering i finally decided to take admission to a nursing course, it was easy, didnt involve much study. I got admission to a college which was far away from my home, in another city. 

I left my home and reached new city...I was very happy that I am going away from my quarrelsome parents...I temporarily rented an apartment till I find a good accommodation and began my college.

Little I know something exciting gonna happen!

I made a quite few friends at the campus. There was one very attractive, beautiful smart girl...her name was Jasmin. She was 2 years senior to me. She approached me for a chitchat, and we became friends instantly. We would meet every day at campus...or outside...I liked her personality...she was very attractive with waist long hair same as mine, very beautiful, big wide eyes, curvy eyebrows and perfect figure, she was tall...she would smile a lot and approach very easily to anybody...she would talk to me a lot. making me to talk to her...in the first month itself I talked so much with her,  I had never talked in my entire life!

She came to knew I am looking for a good apartment, she asked me "why dont you come and live with me?"

"is it possible?" I asked…

She said: "Why not? I have entire apartment for myself...I live all alone, I could use one beautiful girl to share my apartment! … she blinked at me….”You will like it girl...come I will show you..."

She grabbed my hand and took me to her apartment.

It was a beautiful big apartment with spacious hall and a bedroom...she had occupied bedroom...I would live in the hall...i was okay with it...there was a big bed in the hall confronting a TV...

I immediately accepted her proposal and by evening I moved in with her....

She had different timings and would go out in the late afternoon and would come home at 10ish in the morning when I would leave for my classes.

When she has a day off, we both would sleep on that big bed and watch movies together or do some nonsense chatter...Jasmin became my best friend in just few days...

As our friendship grow closer, we would discuss all girly stuff and watch some erotic films on the TV....

I began enjoying the life away from my parents....

Jasmin was really bold, independent and smart...she knew much more about sex than me...I was like an illiterate to her....All I knew was hot sex, orals and anals....I didnt know anything more...for me ideal sex was a forced one, where a girl is screaming-begging for a mercy and a man is pounding her ignoring her screams...thats what I saw when my mom's boyfriend banged my mom, thats what would dream all my life...

Jasmin showed me some real nasty videos....hot sex, gang bang, anal, deep throat became our vocabulary...Now she would stay home more often...I revealed my family situation back home...I told her my abusive parents, my mom’s boyfriend… etc. (I was smart enough not to reveal her my kidnapping incident!!)

One day she came home, got completely naked....I was stunned seeing her beautiful body! I couldnt stop staring at her incessantly...her perky boobs were firm and her pink tits were defying the gravity...they were aroused.....naked she entered in bed and asked me to get stripped as well.... I immediately undressed myself...and approached the bed...she asked me to stop...I was confused...she asked me to turn around as she wanted to have a look...I didnt feel ashamed...I showed her my young body with every angle she asked...she made me cat walk....hold boobs in hands...bent over...turn my ass in a circular motion...sit in a doggie position.....it was unbelievable how easily I was doing all this...!

She smiled....she invited me into the bed....I slipped inside the blanket...she grabbed me in her arms...and as we watched porn films together ... she slid her fingers into my pussy....i was wet already....she asked me "Are you a virgin?" I said YES! I could see her eyes lit in disbelief.....

she asked me if its ok if she kisses me...in a trembling voice I said "I would love to..."do everything you want..i dont mind" .I added hurriedly....

She smiled at me and started kissing me passionately....then by neck...then my boobs then my belly then my pussy...she was the first person in my life who was enjoying physical pleasure....I was not a lesbian nor was much interested in it ...I was more thrilled by the fact that I was getting naked....

she was a genius in bed....she aroused me not less than a man....I responded with similar acts and we both had passionate sex....

Now this became a routine... we would sleep naked and watch porn on tv, then she would make a move and we end up doing sex...

One day in the evening she came with a middle aged man...giggling she introduced me to him as her friend "This is the Girl I am talking about!"...Man looked at my entire body from head to toe, he keep staring at my boobs as he said "hii..I am Jim, nice to meet you",  i responded with smile, "hello Jim..nice to meet you too..." He was a tall, dark skinned man, neck long hair, his attire, clothes were very cheap, he looked like a goon or a criminal.....How can such a person be Jasmin's boyfriend I wondered....and I didnt understand why she said i am the girl she was talking about...what was she telling him about me????...they both disappeared in her bedroom....

it was the night, I was in the hall sleeping all alone in the bed, I could hear her moaning…then sobbing and then crying aloud....I heard some very hard slapping, I could hear Jasmin crying and begging for mercy...I heard him yelling at her in his harsh voice....I could hear some things thrown at her...they had a very hot argument...she was screaming very loudly....it was definitely not sexual activity...

I felt weird...Should I go and knock the door? Does she need help? should I intervene?

Not knowing what to do...I didnt get out of the bed....After few min, Jasmin came out of the bedroom...she was completely naked, trembling heavily... her face was swollen because of hard slaps, her mascara was spread around her tears filled eyes, her lipstick was spread too... there was a tear stream running down her face... her beautiful body had visible pink-red marks of the beating she had just received....

I was shocked seeing her like this...Jim was clearly abusing her....she gestured a quick hi with her hand with a big smile....I couldnt understand how she can smile?? she went to the kitchen……as she rushed the bedroom....before she could close the door...I saw him grabbing the stick and start hitting it on her ass as she closed the door from inside....

for the next 4 hrs their noises reached at its peak, there was moaning, crying, slapping, hitting and much more....

as I was sleeping on the bed staring at the ceiling of room, I remembered ME! My mom used to hit me in the similar way...punishments were very mild compared to what I was listening here...but it aroused me AGAIN! I couldnt believe this! Just a few seconds back I was angry at him for abusing her...I know she was not enjoying the abuse for sure...her face said everything....But I imagined myself in her place....what would I do? Yes, I would have loved him punishing me like Jasmin...I would have actually enjoyed it....

I immersed into the thought as I could hear the beating, I imagined myself and kept rubbing my pussy until they stopped....then I passed out!

Next morning as he left the apartment, I looked at her, she hugged me tightly and started crying...I said "can I ask you..." "NO!" she interrupted my sentence...."Dont ask me anything" she said...I said , "ok!"

Days were passing pretty fast...6 months went by since I shifted to Jasmin's apartment...

it had been a month since that man started coming at her apartment.....so far he had visited 4-5 times...he would fight with her...abuse her and then leave her before 5 in the morning....i think some money issue was involved...

As my first exam came to an end, one afternoon I received an emergency call from police back home. They asked me to rush immediately as my parents met with an accident. I told this to Jasmin, Jasmin said she would come along with me....I said okay....

Little I knew letting her come with me would be the beginning to change my life forever!

Jasmin's boyfriend came with his age-old car, Jasmin explained  he would help us if we need anything...I was not really happy but I said okay....we all three travelled to my hometown....as we reached home, I came to know my mom dad had died in a big car accident on the highway...i collapsed completely...Jasmin pampered me...Jasmin's boyfriend called on his friends who helped in the funeral...we didnt have much relatives or neighbors...i completed all formalities...one week passed by...now I was completely alone in the world....i dont know i was relieved or sad...Jasmin asked me about my bank accounts here in the hometown, what I am going to do with the home...whether am I going to continue my studies back in the college or not...

Jasmin's boyfriend sat close to me...he run his hand over my hair for the first time....I got shocked...he said in a convincing tone that if I allow him, he would help me in everything to restart my life...I said ok!

Jasmin smiled at me and hugged me. I felt assured...Jasmin asked details about my parents' bank accounts, their savings, jewelry...we had a lot of gold jewelry, lots of cash and home...Jasmin helped me closing my all bank accounts…withdraw money….she offered me to move into her apartment permanently as there was no reason anymore to stay back in home town....I said okay!

Taking a cue from our conversation Jim made some calls and in just a day he found some customer for my parent's home...I had nothing left to deny....he sold my home for a good price, he said he would give me money once we reach Jasmin's apartment, I said ok! I handed over my parent's jewelry bag to Jasmin to keep it safe...

we left my parent's hometown in the evening...it was a night ride....we ducked our luggage in the dickey....Jasmin was very happy so was her boyfriend....I was sitting in the front seat next to him...Jasmin was sitting behind us. I didnt see him so happy...he was singing freely, blinking eyes at me, occasionally touching me to cheer me up.

He stopped car at some joint asked Jasmin to bring some water....as Jasmin left, he started staring at me without any fear....he blinked his eye at me and touched my boobs...i was taken aback by his sudden advance....he slid his hands on my pussy and complimented me "you are really beautiful, you know that?" I became uneasy....he asked why I am worried...I didnt say a word....i looked in his eyes...i felt ashamed....he slid his hand into my panty and fingered my pussy...I immediately jumped into my seat and started breathing heavily....

Jim slid his fingers into my moist pussy and took them out and licked them...i was dumbfounded...i didnt know whether to oppose him or let him do what he is doing....Jim asked me to slide down my panty…I obeyed…

Jasmin came back and grabbed her seat....

My panty was wide open.. my pussy was exposed....I couldnt do anything as Jasmin would come to know.....

he started the car...Jasmin felt asleep in the backseat....he kept teasing me while driving....he gestured me to remove my bra and panty and give it to him....I looked at Jasmin…she was asleep….I obeyed him and removed my panty and bra…he immediately grabbed it from my hand and throw it outside the window....I looked at him in disbelief…he blinked at me…I was shocked…..now I was without any clothes beneath my skirt...

he keep stroking my pussy, rub my boobs whenever he desired...i was horny, happy and excited.....i move close to him and let him do whatever he wanted to do....I experienced very different kind of arousal...arousal where actual sex is not involved...arousal when I am letting somebody giving full rights to do whatever he desires....it was addictive!

It was some 3 am, Jim pulled the car near some place. He woke up Jasmin. Jasmin came out of the car in a hurry…. she opened the trunk and took out my two bags, one of which was full of my gold jewelry and all the cash I had from my parents' insurance claim and another had my choicest clothes in it. Jim said to me that Jasmin would meet us in the apartment...I nodded in an agreement....I was aroused….Jasmin hurriedly came to my side of the car, kissed me on my head and said "I am taking this bag with me for the safety purpose, ok? I will meet you soon...bye...enjoy" She was in such a hurry she didnt notice I was semi naked in the car....I was frightened, what  if she comes to know I am naked...I said bye in a hurry...Jasmin walked fast towards the ally and disappeared....

Jasmin's boyfriend looked at me cunningly with a sly smile and started the car... he was driving very fast...we were passing thru a jungle....it was complete dark outside....I didnt know which road he is taking...it was very unknown to me....suddenly he asked me to remove my all clothes...I didnt think twice as I was already horny....as removed my all clothes he grabbed them again and throw them out of the window....I got shocked now! I gasped for my breath....I forgot my arousal.....What the hell? I dont have anymore cothes with me I said...he said "just do what I tell you...I have Jasmin's clothes in the trunk...dont worry..." I was not convinced...I asked him to turn around and grab my cloths...on that he simply slapped hard on my cheek...and yelled it me "just do what i am saying bitch!" I “I want to enjoy you before you become a whore bitch!" I got surprised again! A whore?? wtf?? how dare he...another hard slap came on my face....

he pulled the car,,,,it was dark jungle everywhere...there was no human contact around... moonlight was sufficient to see close surroundings....he pushed me out of the car....i fell on the ground...he slammed the door...and came out of the car.....I wont say I was frightened anymore...i was actually thrilled from inside...i knew by now I am going to be fucked....I always wanted such things to happen to me..but never thought it would come true so wildly!

Jim hold my arms and made me stand upright....he hold my face tightly with one hand....he said "bitch! I want to fuck you here, right now!" and he kissed me...as his mouth came close i could smell the cigar and pot from his mouth...I closed my eyes and opened my mouth for him....he smooched me for a very long period....inside I wanted to cherish this moment...I freely swallowed his cigar pungent saliva....removing his tongue he again slapped my face very hard....i didnt know what to do....he grabbed my hair and removed the clip making them free....I was completely naked...with my waist long hair freely lying on my back....I didnt cover my pussy this time...because I now knew men dont like girls to cover their pussys....He ordered to suck his tool...i obediently sat on my knees, hold his thighs from behind grabbed his butt and confronted his beautiful, long thick dark black cock...cock head was very round and throbbing...my tongue was desperate to cover it, lick it...i gently kissed his cockhead first before letting it in my mouth...it was like giving the cock due respect before letting him invade my mouth...i sucked cock head into my mouth...a salty taste entered in my mouth...i tried to cover the cock with as much saliva I can produce and then swallow it passionately....he grabbed my head with both of his hands and tried to shove the cock deep into my throat...my eyes immediately filled with tears as he chocked me beautifully....i tried to wide open my throat as much as I can to give him full access for his arousal....some 15 min passed and he suddenly removed his cock and asked me to bend over...I again got confused...i thought he will order me to lay on the floor and then fuck me....

As I bent on my knees, he said he want to fuck me in the ass!...I was totally shaken with his announcement! I had heard its extremely painful...i even had tried a couple of times to slid a banana but i couldnt.

i asked him do you want to do here?" pointing at my pussy ...

he said "NO! you are a virgin, right?"

With my head hanging in a shame, I softly said "yes"

on that, he said, "we want to save your virginity for your first fucker bitch! its a very costly thing!"

I didnt understand at all what he said, but I bent over to give him full access to my anal hole....I asked to myself to be brave and patient and enjoy the pleasure in the pain...." he run his rough hands over my butts....separated my ass cheeks to reveal my anus to him....he run his nose in my crack and complemented me that it smells nice....I said "thank you so much!"...he spit on my anus and rubbed his finder, pushed inside....intense wave of pain surfaced throughout my body as he slid his finger inside....i was trembling...he removed the finger and brought his cock head to my anus and pressed it inside a little bit.....i screamed like a wild animal...intense wave of pain reached my brains.....i immediately moved forward and stood up...i begged him not to do this...he got real furious.....he took out his leather belt and started beating me...now I had to choose between which pain should I prefer? Anal or body? I had already enjoyed bodily pain so I once again bent over and let him do it...i bit my lips very hard....he was in no mood of being nice to me anymore after I spooked him...he spit on my anus and simply pushed is thick wild cock straight up my anus....there was no count to pain I received...my anus was penetrated finally....it was not arousing anymore....as he started sliding out another wave of pain came in succession...i thought I am going to die.... but 3-4 hard thrusts more and the pain was completely gone...but i felt like taking a shit...i told him I need to take a dump...he said, its just a feeling because of cock movement....and started thrusting even deeper that I got pain in stomach....he kept pounding for some 20 min....then he removed the cock and asked to sit on my tips...he slid the cock covered with stray shit in my mouth...it was bitter in the beginning but turned sweet after my saliva covered it...i swallowed the saliva load along with the shit merrily....

He said he is cuming and I should take all the load in my mouth without letting it fall on the ground...inside I was so excited to taste how cum tastes.......after a minute he emptied his balls in my mouth...my mouth was practically full of white cum...its taste was very different......I closed my mouth...and looked into his eyes...he had a victory in his eyes....i had a fulfilment in mine....he asked to swallow it.....i run my tongue freely in the cum load and swallowed it very slowly. He again brought his cock to my mouth, i softly sucked the residues of cum and the sticky liquid until his cock got clean. He grabbed my arms and make me stand and said "thank you" I didnt say anything..I smiled and hugged him tightly…..

he  opened the front pocket and took out a pair of bra and panty...threw at me and asked me to wear it...as I was wearing it, i thought he would give clothes as well....but he said thats all he have...i saw at him in disbelief...."You wont be needing clothes anyway after today.." he whispered in my ears....I didnt understood what he mean by that....but I felt very asamed…

As we assume the seats, he drove very fast...we entered some village....it was 4:30am in the morning...our car entered small narrow roads taking turns at various nods....we entered a filthy slum area….a giant gutter was chocked and its contaminated water spreading over  the garbage....foul pungent smell occupied our car....

I thought we are bypassing the slum area, when all of a sudden he slowed the car...

"Jasmin's aunt lives here, she has asked to meet her, we will meet her, okay?" he asked me...I nodded in agreement....

I wondered how come a rich Jasmin's Aunt would live in such a filthy place??

He pulled car near a very big, long building...its walls were ruined, exposing inside material, building was very old, there was complete darkness in the building, i look around, it was a ghetto of some kind....an old man sitting at the gate came out hurriedly...he asked why we were late...Jim told him something....as he asked me to come out of the car, I realized I am not wearing anything except the bra and panty....he looked at me and said, "Dont worry dear, its perfectly alright, Aunt knows all this! come fast we are getting late..." I didnt understood even a word what he said.....I was aroused already, I came out of the car and followed him...

staircase was very narrow, barely a one person could climb at a time.....I could feel how old that ghetto was...there was a foul smell everywhere....we reached the first floor....there was a wooden worn out door ajar...Jim knocked the door...

a fat lady of her 50s yelled, "who is this?"

Jasmin's boyfriend replied "Its me, Jim. I have brought u a gift for you!!"

as he pressed my butt and blinked at me....in return i moved closer to him...he gave me a quick smooch until that lady would come to the door, i swallowed every bit of his cigar smelling saliva...she let us in...room was nothing but a dinghy shabby room, dimly lit barely visibility to see a  person very close enough, with no proper flooring or paint on the wall...one wooden bed without a mattress was there and two chairs....we both sat on the chairs while lady closed the door....

“What you have got?” Lady asked in a harsh voice with irritated face.

Jasmin's boyfriend pointed at me, "this is the girl I was talking about"    I didnt understood what did he mean....

on that, lady stood up...came closer to me.....I was confused...she hold my arm and dragged me in the free space of the room...I fumbled a bit but regained my balance…

"She is a Jasmin's friend!" He said...I was still not sure what they were talking about...

"Turn around sweetheart!" Lady talked to me....not knowing whats happening i simply obeyed what she said...i thought she is just being friendly...

Lady stared at my body from head to toe, then she cupped my boobs with her both hands...i felt weird and i looked at Jasmin's boyfriend....he smiled at me silently and gestured me warmly to cooperate her...

still confused, i remain in standing position....

"Is she a virgin??" lady asked him...."100%" he replied back..

Why the fuck Jasmin's aunt wants to know about my virginity? i got angry inside...fuming i again looked at him...he again gestured to remain calm....

as she finished her inspection, she went inside and brought some huge piles of cash bills and gave it to me....can you count it for me dear?" she asked...why me?? .i was again confused, I looked at Jasmin's boyfriend...he gestured warmly to obey....I was counting cash for last several days now....i got insurance claim money of my parents' death, we sold some household items before selling my house...i was counting money all the time....so i finished counting it in some 5 min....it was fifty thousand in bills i told the lady.......

"Very good! Now give this money to him sweetie" I didnt understand a thing! I handed over the money to Jasmin's boyfriend....He

grabbed that money and hurriedly put in his small handbag....

Lady turned at me and asked, "could you please sit inside, i want to talk something private to him" pointing at another room....i couldnt even see any room...it was completely dark inside....lady lit a very dim light....there was a wooden old bed without a mattress and nothing else..." "Go and sit inside dear!!" came a voice of Jasmin's boyfriend....

Now I was frightened and more confused....but still I obeyed the lady and sat inside the room...lady followed me, and closed the door once I went in, they both talked something in a low voice for some 10 min...then I heard him climbing down the stairs and in a minute starting of  his car...

I lost my patience, i knocked the door.. nobody responded....i knocked even harder....lady opened the door...there was another man with her...he was some 55 yrs old, fat with huge bely coming out, bald, and probable stoned…

I asked where is Jim? Lady said "he just left"...

“Where did he go?? and when is he gonna come back?"

"I dont know, but very soon!" She said..

"Come sweetheart, come with me I will show you my favorite room...until he comes back"...she said..."

it was 5 am...I was feeling too sleepy….I hadn’t slept whole night… I followed her...the man walked behind us....we climbed down the narrow stairs to reach the basement of that old ghetto... it was complete dark there...Lady had a flashlight with her, as we walked past there were number of rooms in a row....all rooms had very old doors with chains to lock them… floor was handmade rough, unequal…  it had no slabs…I fumbled several times…she opened the last room..

Come sit dear..." lady said from behind pointing at the bed.....

The room was small...enough space for just one bed…it was very dirty, there was a bed with a very old, dirty and thin mattress on it...mattress was full of stains...floor was full of half burnt cigarettes and match boxes....some empty alcohol bottles were lying in the corner..there was no window for the ventilation.... one small table fan was fixed on the wall directing towards the bed…one very small yello bulb hung to the ceiling…. walls were full of lizards and cockroaches were running here and there...i saw a rat as well...."

"From now on this is your own room sweetie!! You can sleep here,"...she pointed at the stained dirty mattress.....

“Whatt?? My room?? Wha….”

"you have to wake up early, we have a lot of work to do, people will start visiting you by afternoon" She said breaking my sentence,,,

"What ?? "What ‘we’??""what work?" Visit me for what??

I was actually so lost dreaming about Jim fucking me an hour before, I didn’t register what was happening to me here at Jasmin’s aunt’s house...I thought it’s a few hours visit and Jim and I would go back at Jasmin’s apartment….and May be before we reach there Jim & I would have sex…i desperately wanted Jim to fuck me while on the way to Jasmin;s home...and thereafter always...!

"I want to go back to Jasmin now...when is Jim coming back? I asked in anger....."

"Slapppp...."came a tight slap on my left cheek....I lost my balance and fell on the floor...

"Slappp......" another slap came as I tried to stand up………. I was now totally panicked...frightened....

"Don’t pretend You dont know anything Bitch!!" Lady roared at me in her harsh tone.......That bald man closed the door from inside, he was standing behind her....

"NO! I dont know!" "What is the matter??"

"You gave my fifty thousand to Jasmin's boyfriend with your own hands and you still acting like you dont know anything??"

“I Swear I dont know anything...you asked me to give that money to him..." I cried...

As I said this..............something flashed in my head!!!!!!!!!!!

I recalled that the Lady in the train who had followed me, befriended me and tried to kidnap me in my school days...I looked around! I was in a similar room as I was few years back! it was certainly a brothel...who was that lady?? Aunt of Jasmin's ?? she didn’t look like an aunt…. she a pimp?? Who was Jim?? Jasmin's boyfriend?? Or was he also a pimp?? why he used to beat Jasmin?? Where is Jasmin?? ohh where is my money and jewellery?? Ohh my god! I am robbed too!" Oh god! " I came out of torpor....Something was not right....my money!!!!!!!!

I shivered from inside! what the hell is going on?? 

Lady hold my hair tightly brought my face close to hers...."I have bought you from Jim for fifty thousand, now you are my property...you will do what i will ask you to do...understood bitch?" another slap came....I lost my balance....

Jasmin and Jim sold me to this lady??????

"Fifty  thousand?? thats it??? Money that came from selling my parents house was ten times more than that amount!!, i had cash of four hundred thousand and jewelry!! Ohh god!!!!!! The jewelry!!! It alone cost too much much more than the money we got selling the house !! And Jim sold me to the Brothel for fifty thousand???????" I got furious at Jim and Jasmin….

Jasmin….I trusted her my life…I trusted Jim with my body & soul…I gave them all my rights…I closed all my bank accounts and gave my all money my possessions to them…I wanted to live with Jasmin until I buy my own apartment in the city…

A tight slap by the lady brought me to the stark reality….. I started realizing things one by one! Jasmin was not my real friend...she singled me out in college, befriended with me, understood my situation that i am a lonely girl, I dont have any relatives, friends or social contacts....I didn’t even know she was really in my college or not……..she invited me to stay with her in her apartment...then she tested my sexual limits by showing me porn films and having sex with me....then she invited her boyfriend or Pimp? Is Jim a pimp?? He sure is!!!!!! Jasmin invited Jim to her apartment only to see me as his next prey....Ohh…Jasmin & Jim worked together!

Remember she had said to him, “I am the girl she was talking about????” They were planning about selling me into prostitution!! they both got my parent's house's money, my cash, my jewelry...and fifty thousand they got from this Lady!" now everything was crystal clear to me...I was cheated, deceived by Jasmin and Jim! My all money was gone…Ohh my god! He didnt fuck me in pussy because he wanted to sell me virgin! If i were not virgin, he would have got very less money!!" I would have taken hint at least when Jasmin left us taking my jewelry bag with her…or when Jim said “we want to save your virginity for the fucker” or when Jim took me to this old ghetto…or when he told the lady “he had brought her a gift…or when he pointed at me saying “I am the girl!” or at least when Lady inspected me like an object, touched my body..made me turn around….or at least when she gave me money to give it to Jim…..or when I was asked to sit in another room because they wanted to discuss some business……was I a naïve that I couldn’t take any hints whatsoever from all the things happened to me?? Or was I so aroused cunningly by Jim to keep my attention away from all this???

I was deeply shocked!

“Sleep for few hours bitch....Dont do anything stupid...or we will kill you...Lady warned while closing the door....I ran towards the door...she locked the door from outside....

I was in a dirty filthy brothel room, almost naked, my money, my clothes, my house was taken away…I had no outside contacts who would come to rescue me, I had no parents to help, no home to go...I was all alone...sitting in a brothel awaiting to become a whore....!!

There was no return from this point….Jasmin would never come back….neither Jim…..I have to forget my small stuff I possessed in her apartment….

I was trembling as I was lying in the bed helplessly....there was no escape route in the room….there were no windows…door was locked from outside…I was only in my bra & panty….bed didn’t have covers to wrap myself around….

I was feeling very sleepy due to exhausting day....I lying on my back facing the ceiling of the room....I realized when I was alone in my house I used to turn off lights, make it a dark room, get naked in the bed and finger myself!" I a flash of that thought my sleep disappeared……I got highly excited….it was like a déjà vu…I looked around….a very dim dirty yellow light enough to see the size of the room made look the room more pathetic…humid foul smell was similar to the crap room in our house back in the hometown….pungent smell of the pillow and the mattress was evident it was cum all over hundreds of times…don’t know how many girls were fucked against their wish on this bed…how many screams did this room witnessed….I was sure thousands and thousands must be…As I kept thinking about all this…my hand slid down my pussy unknowingly….In any situation fingering my pussy always gave me patience, support and some weird courage to go ahead which is actually not good in reality…it would make me courageous person in doing bad things….

My subconscious took over....Unlike in school days, It was very strong now! It screamed at me, "YES!! you are here! You are where you really belong! You are kidnapped as you have always had dreamed!!  NOW Dont think anything stupid!! Don’t run away…Dont fight back!! Dont mess up like last time! Dont spoil the fun! Let them do what they gonna do! Just enjoy whats gonna happen to you!! Life gonna be fascinating being a whore!!" 

I remembered the Lady in the train…I missed her sooooo much…tears fell down my eyes…She was really nice lady…She had taken such efforts on me to abduct me, she deserved me much more! I wished she is safe and healthy now…!

My mind had always opposed my subconscious…subconscious always wanted bad things to happen and mind would rescue them from happening….

BUT this time my mind was weak…it couldn’t fathom the courage anymore to resist….mind had given up…in fact my mind joined my subconscious this time…I stood up with full of energy…

I removed my bra and panty, stretched my legs wide open and imagined I am getting fucked! I started rubbing my pussy It gave me instant arousal....my pussy flooded with juices....! I remembered all the events since my childhood…the beating I received by my mom, the locked days in the closet, mom’s boyfriend who would come after my dad went to the office, their screaming sex, then the Lady who tried to abduct me…my secret willingness to go with her…then after searching desperately for her when her plot failed because of my stupidity….Dunno how much time passed when I finally passed out!

It was past afternoon…I heard somebody fiddling with the chain to open the door lock from outside…I grabbed my panty and bra, wore it and again pretend I am asleep.

Lady barged in, she tried to wake me up…I didn’t respond…she got angry and slapped me on mt face…I woke up…my eyes were red, my body was somehow lazed, I wanted more sleep…. … Lady had a razor in her hands…she asked me remove the panty and open my legs…I obeyed…she shaved my pussy clean…. She asked me to get fresh…

there was an open roof toilet outside…I went in it and tried to lock the door…I heard giggling sounds….i looked up…so many girls clad half naked were observing me from the makeshift balcony…I felt ashamed…they clapped as I took the dump and washed my ass clean….Lady yelled something at them…they all disappeared… Lady came to me and gave me stuff to brush… she took me to the bathroom…there was a soap, a shampoo kept…I shampooed my hair and bathed with the soap…soap was really nice….She threw a towel at me I wrapped myself…she asked me to follow her to her room…we climbed narrow stairs and reached her room…it was two room joined together…there was a big mirror, and other home stuff…she made me sit in front of the mirror and clean dry my long hair…she removed my towel…I was completely naked in front of her…. I looked myself into the mirror…I had a real beautiful face, large forehead, prominent nose, dimples on the cheeks, I was fair skinned, voluptuous, with big and firm boobs, beautifully drawn waist line, nicely developed butts…For a moment I thought any man can fall for me and marry me in a heartbeat…why I am letting them do this to me?? Then my subconscious kicked in, it said, “if you are so much beautiful, its not right let just a one person enjoy you for life…its your duty to let as many people enjoy your beautiful body as you can!”

“From now on call me Madam…understood Bitch??” Lady ordered me as she threw a skirt at me….

I nodded affirmatively….Madam! she was my Madam a pimp…and I was gonna be her whore….forever!

I had to like her, love her no matter what….she was now the only person I had in my life….I liked word Madam! I smiled!

She didn’t give me a bra or panty…I remember Jim’s words when he threw away my clothes outside the car…”you wont be needing them anyway!” skirt was too thin easily revealing my boobs and pussy….it was like wearing almost nothing!

Madam ask me to sit in front of the mirror again where, A man with a needle was waiting for me… lady gave him the permission…he numbed my left nose and made a hole in the skin and put a small ring into it….I looked my self into the mirror…bit my lower lips...i looked much more beautiful now….nose ring made me look hungry for sex….”A whore doesn’t look whore if she doesn’t have a nose ring!” Madam laughed at me sarcastically…I closed my eyes in a shame….!

It was 5 pm by now…Madam took me to the kitchen and gave me a plate full of nice food… it was much less than what I usually ate…but was sufficient to satisfy my hunger….I ate like a pig! I was still hungry..but Madam said “you cant eat till u r full for your big night tonight!

“Big night??? “

I needed more sleep!...I thought I would sleep more..

Madam helped me wore a make up…it was not much except the lipstick and some facial work….she said she wanted me to be as natural as possible for me being so beautiful….once make up finished she made me stand up…put her hands on my shoulders…she liked what she saw….she hugged me gently…kissed on my cheeks…”you will be my best whore here!” she whispered in my ears…I got goose bumps…a wave of arousal shivered in…my hands automatically hugged her back….

It was 6 pm…as Madam took me back to the basement there were so many half naked girls passing by who were looking at me in a very curious way….I couldn’t see them in eye…we walked past all the rooms…there was a bigger room, clean and tidy…I was made to sit on a bigger bed….bed was enclosed in a tent made of a white transparent curtains…there was a chair in front of a bed…Madam sat next to me…

There were many men around the room. One man asked “should we let him in?” Madam nodded in affirmation…

A man entered the makeshift tent, he was very tall, with prominent beard, muscular body and his voice was very harsh…he sat in the chair in front of me…..Madam said pointing at me, “this is the girl”…he stood up…Madam asked me to stand up…and obeyed her…”take out your skirt”….I remover my skirt slowly and in most erotic way as I can!!…I dunno why but on my own, I gave a beautiful smile at the man as I removed my skirt…..I stand completely naked, for him to inspect my body….he came close to me…inspected me…asked me to raise my hands to see my armpits…..i followed…he asked to bend over to see my ass…I obeyed…He asked me if I am a virgin….I looked at Madam…she said “Yes! Girl is virgin!”….man touched me, cupped my boobs….Madam yelled….”NO touching!” Man immediately quit..and went back to his seat…I didn’t know what to do….whether to wear back the skirt or not…to sit or remain stand up….I remained in a standing position…..

Man asked “how much??” Madam gestured with the fingers…”That’s too much!” he said….he was not happy with the figure she stated….”I bought her for five hundred thousand!” Madam roared at him!! Five Hundred Thousand??? She lied to him on his face….I clearly remembered her giving Fifty thousand to Jim…they engaged into a verbal argument…lady went outside the tent with the man…they bargained the amount and finalized the deal…