Chapter 4
The Worst Boyfriend
Michelle finally removed her butt plug and used the toilet. She was at first
somewhat concerned about stretching out her ass, by always wearing a plug, but
then she liked the idea of ruining her body, especially one of her fuck holes.
It made it easier for guys to fuck her there, and she would just have to
apologize for being too loose and try and make it up to them. The piss was one
of the very few pleasures michelle allowed herself, and she really only did that
out of necessity. It took her almost a full minute to empty her bladder. She
rarely had a bowl movement, mainly cause barely ate. Anorexia was an important
part of her lifestyle. Most guys wanted a skinny bitch and it was her job to
starve herself for them. She only ate every couple days, and barely anything
when she did. The lack of nutrition kept her tired and fatigued all the time,
but the only thing that mattered to her was that she maintained the kind of body
guys wanted to fuck. The constant hunger pains weren't as bad as when she
started starving three years ago, but remained nevertheless. She forbade herself
to actually eat anything she liked. No more pizza, tacos, cheeseburgers, or any
of the numerous tasty foods she had when she was younger. She only ate things
that made her want to retch, spinach, raw foods, nasty smelling cheeses, even
slightly spoiled or molded foods. At best the food should provide no flavor, if
not an unpleasant one. She made sure that she took no pleasure from eating, it
was to be in fact another way that she could punish herself. This of course made
her anorexia much easier. She was 5,9" and 112lbs. Her ideal weight she decided
was 90lbs. She new she could not reach that weight, and that was the point. She
had a narrow waist and her body was slender throughout. She had flirted with the
idea of corseting her already narrow waist down even further, but hadn't got to
it yet. Her tits were actually a nice b cup. They had been a c cup when she was
a more normal weight, but that was the price she had to pay. She apologized to
every guy that fucked her for having small tits. She fully intended to subject
herself to large implants dd's or larger, but was wanting for that special dick
that would force her to get them. Until then she would just have to keep
apologizing and make it up to guys in other ways. After finishing on the toilet
she dushed both her holes, something she did every night, and gargled. She then
turned the knob on the shower all the way, cold of course. She immediately
stepped into the forceful freezing stream and began shuddering. She made no
attempt to cross her arms and instead made sure that the water hit every of her
body. Her showers were to last at least 15 minutes and she never allowed herself
anything other then a hard forceful stream of cold water. After letting her skin
suffer for a few minutes she began washing her hair, and then grabbed the brillo
pad of the back of the toilet, dumped some dishwashing detergent on it and
began vigoursly scrubbing her body, paying extra attention to her fact, tits,
and cunt. By the time she stepped out her skin was raw, red and cold all over.
No towel, she always air dried. The only time she ever took a warm shower, was
when she was with a guy. And that was purely so she could wash and suck him, and
so he could fuck her. Cold, sore, tired and hungry, she waddled to the kitchen.
She took a dirty glass and drank four full glasses of the nasty tap water. God
knows what was in ti to make it taste that bad, but then again that's why liked
it. She plopped herself down onto her dirty twin mattress and grabbed her
paddle. One day she would have a sadistic man to discipline her like this, but
right now it was up to her. 50 swats hard swats on her tits, ass, and cunt. More
if she felt she deserved it. Each one hurt, but she never let up on herself. In
truth she was probably meaner and harder on herself then anyone else. The
inflicted parts were red and quite sore with some mild bruising., just as they
should be. She looked at the clock and began reaching for her penis gag, when
she heard pounding at her door. Naked she got up and went into the living room.
The pounding continued, "let me in bitch". It was Tom. Tom was her "boyfriend".
Well not really, he already had a girlfriend, but its long story. She had met
him at a dance bar. She dresses like a slut and goes and struts on the dance
floor, not to have fun really, but to put on a show for the men. It also
provides her for an opportunity to get groped and harassed, and to in general
meet men that will use her. That's how she met Tom. He was heavily drunk and
kept grabbing her tits and ass and saying dirty things to her many of which
didn't even make sense. In many cases his behavior it would have gotten him
thrown out, but in this case it got him a blow job in the back alley behind the
joint. Michelle knelt bare kneed in the dirty alley as he grabbed her hair and
fucked her face, all the while telling her what a slut and whore she was.. By
the hair he held her in close as he came gaging her while he shot his load down
her throat. He pushed her of him laughing and zipping himself up. She had
swallowed most of his cum as she should, but some had gotten on her face and
shirt. She made no attempt to wipe it off. "Was that good sir"? "yea bitch it
was ok. Well, I gotta get going, later, he said backing and turning to walk
away. Wait" she yelled, can I please have your number? Yea, I guess. She had
called him the next day, telling him hoe much fun she had, and hoping he would
consider being with her again. Realizing what a ho, she was he quickly began
taking advantage of her. Their next "date" involved her walking to hi place wear
he brutally fucked all her holes. She sucked his dick several times, and licked
his balls, feet and ass. She gave him a massage afterwards and he whipped her
ass with his belt after she suggested that she wasn't trying hard enough to
please him. The "date ended with her cleaning up his apartment and walking home.
She opened the door for him and he barged in shutting the door behind him.. What
the fuck took you so long cunt? I'm sorry sir. What a fucking a dumb, he said
looking around. In point of fact he said that every time he came here. She
wasn't sure if he didn't remember or he just like telling her. He turned to her
with one of his sadistic cocky grins and with one hand grabbed her face and
slammed her head against the wall. One of his dirty fingers was shoved in her
mouth and she began sucking on it. It tasted of grease and dirt, so she worked
to clean it. What the fuck you doing tonight bitch? "nothing sir she murmured
around his finger. Slamming her head against the wall gain he removed his hand
and glared at her naked body. Yea, how come your naked then slut? I was just
about to got to bed sir? Yea? He grabbed her with one hand by the throat and
tilted her back and he shoved his mouth to hers. She opened wide for him as he
shoved his tongue into her mouth. He reeked of alcohols as he almost always did.
She was pretty sure he did some drugs too, but it wasn't her place to ask him.
He tongued her mouth for about her minute all the while holding her throat and
then grabbing , squeezing and twisting her tits. She moaned into his mouth. He
pulled away from her, grabbed her hair and pulled her to her knees in front of
him. He held her by a fist full of hair as she dutifully undid his pants and
pulled out his cock and balls. She began licking, but it was never long before
he began face fucking her. This seemed to be his preferred method of oral. She
arched her throat back to give him maximum entrance as she choked on his dick.
She crossed her hands behind her back as he fucked her throat she they wouldn't
get in the way, and so she wouldn't inadvertently try to slow the pace. He was
brutal with her and not very coordinated probably cause he was usually drunk.
She did what she could to make it easier for him . He sent the pace and
completely controlled the activities. All pleasure was centered around him, and
it was her job to please ans satisfy him. He seemed to generally like to hurt
and degrade her and of course this suited her just fine. He really like to shove
his cock all the way in so her lips were pressed against his sweaty matt of
hair. He sometimes held her like that for what seemed like minutes. She almost
passed out more then once, nit that he noticed or cared. What was important was
that she never stopped thinking of his pleasure. Even while he choked her She
tried to use her throat, tongue and lips to massage and suck his dick. She would
even try to slip her tongue out and lick at his balls. It was important that she
only think of him and never herself. She reminded herself over and over that she
didn't deserve pleasure, and in fact she deserved to be treated like shit. After
fucking her face for several minutes he pushed her off hard enough that she feel
over. He grabbed a fistful of hair and he dragged her towards the bedroom. She
knew better then to walk, so she tried crawling after him, but he was moving to
fast and so she was mostly dragged towards the bedroom scraping her knees and
hands on the hard wooden floor along the way. He gave her hair and extra hard
pull as he tried to slip her on the mattress. immediately she got into position
for him. She got on her sore knees, spread them wide, and used her hand to
spread her ass cheeks for him. Within seconds he took his hard cock covered in
her saliva and slammed it into her ass. She groaned and grunted in pain, and he
slammed into several times. She didn't' let go of her ass cheeks until he had
fully penetrated her, then she grabbed her golden blond hair into a ponytail
with one hand and held it behind her for him to grab. He yanked her head back
almost immediately and hard enough to make her dizzy. He held her that way as he
continued to saw in and out of her ass. She started squeezing and twisting her
tits and nipples, making sure to dig her nails in. She was carful not to support
herself with either arm, instead allowing her entire upper body to be supported
by her hair. IF he let go she would fall face first into the mattress and stay
that way until he yanked her up again. With one hand on her waist and the other
in her hair he drilled her for several minutes telling her what a stupid cunt
she was. She kept apologizing and telling him she would try harder to please
him. She tried to move her ass back equally hard to meet each trust. The pain
was immense and she was thankful for that. She was a cunt and a whore and she
deserved pain, especially during sex. Sex was for a man's pleasure and she
should take absolutely no pleasure from it. Just as he was entirely focused on
his pleasure so was she. He drilled her ass for 10 to 15 minutes before emptying
his load to the tune of "fucking bitch whore". He fell on top of her crushing
her and lay there for a few minutes. When her rolled off her onto his back he
barked at her to clean his cock. He didn't have to she always did after he used
her. She quickly nestled her face in his crotch and began to lick and suck his
cock clean. There was blood again this time. As always she licked his balls
and ass too, until he slapped her head and told her enough. "Yes sir" Is there
anything else your cunt can do for you" No bitch I'm trough with you for now. He
got up and did up his pants. And started walking towards her door. She crawled
as quickly as she could behind him. What time does Miss Stacey want me there
tomorrow sir" I don't know bitch ask her. What the fuck do I care? He slammed
the door behind her leaving her bleeding and bruised on the floor.
