THE ADVENTURES OF TERRI AND JENNIFER
CHAPTER ONE
THE BEGINNING
I don't consider myself beautiful, but I do turn the heads of the boys around
me. I have shoulder length brown hair and blue eyes, stand about 5'7'' tall and
and wear a 38C bra.
I never considered myself "kinky" or different but I have always liked to wear
sexy lingerie under my clothes and recently started to wear leather clothes and
lingerie. Also, I have an extensive collection of high heels and boots that I
wear to work and around the house. I love to "Dress for Pleasure" to please
myself first.
The subject bondage and restraint has always intrigued me. I have always seen my
self in the role of the bound and gagged heroine on TV. The thought of losing
your freedom through bondage sends chills up and down my body. If I could only
find that special someone to share this fun with. Until then, I had to find an
alternative.
I got started on self-bondage when my girlfriend Jennifer gave me a pair of
handcuffs as a joke at a lingerie party that she and I had recently attended.
Jennifer told me to use them on my boy friends, but when I got home, curiosity
got the best of me and I tried the cuffs on myself, first in front of me and
then locked behind me. I really liked the feeling of helplessness and what was
even better, was that I had done it to myself. From then on, I had other ideas
for the cuffs, I kept on using them to tie myself up.
When I could, I picked up as many pieces of bondage equipment that I could find
(ropes, straps, thumbcuffs, etc. ). It became a challenged to see how many ways
I could bind and gag myself and still get out without help. I was hooked on
bondage, namely, self-bondage.
The one problem with self-bondage, is that once you are bound and gagged, the
fun is all gone unless you can find some way to stimulate yourself. Yes, there
is always that thrill of being bound, gagged and all alone not really knowing
for sure if you can get out, without outside help. However, if you have devised
a foolproof method of releasing yourself and have practiced it, that thrill is
lessen considerably. Someone could still find you all bound and gagged though.
I feel that bondage and especially self-bondage are very exciting when something
is forced upon you that you can't get out of, or rid of because of the
restraints (i. e. tickling, sex, spankings, plugs, clothespins, etc. ). I have
used plugs, nipple clips and other small items on myself to enhance the feeling
of helplessness, but I was always looking for more.
The other aspect of bondage that is exciting is the anticipation of something
happening or about to happen that you can not prevent. This anticipation was the
one thing that I was missing for quite awhile in my self-bondage fun (I had not
found that special someone yet to share my fun with. )
Recently, I happened to be looking for ideas in bondage magazines, at a local
adult bookstore. One magazine caught my eye. It had to do with the subject of
enemas. I was never into "water sports" for my sexually fun, but I thought that
I could use the enema as a stimulator, in some cases of self-bondage.
This particular magazine showed a pretty female with her hands tied behind her
back, legs tied apart at the ankles, and her mouth gagged with a ball gag,
receiving an enema from another female dressed as a nurse. The story line that
went along with the photo set talked about the bound girl paying for the
services an "ENEMA NURSE. "The story showed a willing bondage and watersports
combination.
After reading this story, and seeing the expression of apprehension and
uncertainty on the face of the poor bound girl receiving the enema, I began to
fantasized that if you are tightly bound and gagged and are about to receive an
enema that you can't stop and then you are forced to retain the enema for a
period of time, you would then begin to appreciate the finer points of bondage
(light humiliation, slight, but erotic, discomfort, etc. )It's like being tied
up and tickled, you can't control it. Since I can't tickle myself when I tie
myself up, I thought I would try and give myself an enema.
The idea that I had for this adventure was to tie myself up, give myself an
enema, and then get out of my bondage without making a mess all over the place.
The planning for this adventure took about two weeks and this upcoming weekend,
I was ready to give it a try.
The problem that I had to overcome in this situation, was to be able to give
myself an enema at some time period after I had tied myself up and then be able
to release myself after the enema had come. I also wanted the bondage in such a
way, that once I was tied, there would be no return. I was going to get an enema
like it or not, and I would be forced to hold it until I could get free.
To make self-bondage more fun you have to have a way to make the feeling of
restraint real. To do this I usually freeze a key to a lock in an ice cube. This
lock is usually used to lock leather cuffs on my wrists. When the wrist cuffs
are locked on, without the key, they don't come off. The key that is frozen in
the ice cube could also be used to unlock a set of handcuffs or thumbcuffs that
I sometimes use for my bondage fun.
I usually place the ice cube, with the key frozen inside, in someplace that I
can't reach. Usually I hang the key from a hook in the ceiling. When the ice
melts, the key falls to the floor and I can then release myself. If I have tied
myself to a bed or chair, or have suspended myself, I attach a string to the key
and attach the other end of the string to another hook in the ceiling above
where I am bound. That way when the ice melts, the key will swing down to where
I can get to it. This allows me endless possibilities for self-restraint. By
varying the size of the ice cube, I can change the length of time spent in
bondage.
I used the "key frozen in the ice" technique again in this situation and I also
used the ice method to control the amount of time before I would receive an
enema.
