DAY FOUR
I was surprised that the wax had left no blisters. It had seemed so burning hot
upon my skin. I shaved my body smooth. Then filled my bottom with its plugs and
set off to breakfast. I was off today. I had my time with Bud. Then it was
recovery day. The day after working a dungeon room was for recovery. I worked in
the lounge, kitchen or laundry, etc. but it was my day off. I needed it too.
Emotionally I was spent. My body was tired. I found myself trying to wish Bud
away. I didn't want to deal with anything. And though 'doing Bud' felt good
enough the 'thought' of doing Bud was quite another matter. I walked to the
kennel slowly. It was not what I wanted to do today! But then that really didn't
matter much to the situation. Bud was glad to see me...
Dan was fixated with the pictures. There was nothing but his wife frolicking
with this black Lab, and him fucking her. He was mesmerized... but relieved that
she was in no particular pain today.
