A slave's road-Part 6
After Linda left, I finished cleaning up the kitchen. Mistress went out to
the lanai to read and relax. The sky was turning dark. A stiff wind was
coming from the north, and you could smell a storm in the air. But that was
typical for June in Indiana. Actually, I found a good storm brewing quite
romantic. The temperature cooled down and it seemed to put an erotic charge
in the air. After the dishes were put away, I went out to see if Sheila
wanted anything. She was still in her summery blue dress. She was reading
the newspaper. Her feet were bare and she was resting them on the coffee
table. Her right ankle was crossed over her left. Her soft beautiful soles
were facing me and I couldn't keep my eyes of them.
"Do you need anything Mistress?"
"You can bring me a glass of ice water and chat with me a while."
"May I get one for myself also?"
Sheila laughed heartily. "A bit thirsty are you? I guess your mouth did have
quite a work out today, didn't it?"
"Yes ma'am."
"Go ahead and get two glasses John. Then come back and sit next to me. We
need to talk some."
I came back and took a seat on the other end of the couch. She tucked her
feet under her and faced me. Her sparkling green eyes met mine.
"How do you feel about what happened this afternoon John?"
"I hope I pleased you Mistress."
"You did great John, but that's not what I'm talking about. How do you feel
inside....being used by a stranger, being loaned out by me, your owner. I
want you to tell me how you really feel. I want you to get in touch with
your submissive self, John. I want to own a part of your soul."
"I feel very free and natural when I am under your power Mistress, like it
is meant to be. I uh...well ...this is kind of hard to put in words.... "
"Go ahead John. In order for this relationship to work you must tell me
everything. Now tell me."
"I have always respected you and Tom. You are my best friends. Perhaps that
is why I have suppressed my feelings about you. I know I have always found
you beautiful, inside and out. You always seemed too far up the echelon for
me, so I relegated myself to being your friend. Not because I thought you
were stuck up, but it is just your whole demeanor. You are as down to earth
and friendly as any one I know, but you exude class. You don't even realize
you do it. It's just natural. Perhaps it's your breeding ....I don't know.
But I do know that since this weekend these feelings about you are
surfacing. I realize now that they have been there a long time. I am in love
with you Sheila."
Sheila's eyes smiled at me. She didn't speak right away, and when she did
she spoke very earnestly.
"I have good female intuition John. I have always felt certain passionate
vibes from you but I didn't realize how deep they were. You know that I love
Tom as my husband, as my mate and equal for life."
"Of course I do Mistress. And I would never want to interfere with that,
even if I could. I am sexually submissive. I would never be truly happy in a
relationship where I couldn't be submissive. What I am saying is I look at
you as my Queen. Yes I lust to be your slave, but it goes far beyond simple
lust. Your power is so deep in me Mistress. You are a part of my soul. Just
the scent of you is enough to make me completely helpless....totally in your
power. Every time I look at you, my knees get weak. Being owned by you is
having my wildest and biggest fantasy come true."
"I never realized that I had that powerful of an impact on you John. What
you just said is very special to me. It is also something I will use to
enslave you even further. From what I just heard, you are telling me you
want to be my slave with absolutely no limits; is this correct?
"Yes Mistress", I solemnly replied.
"In that case John, your training this week is going to progress much faster
than originally planned. I see no reason why I shouldn't start using you as
our full-fledged slave right now. You have no idea how much power you just
gave me with your confession.....or maybe you do", she smiled. "I want you
to shower again, put some oil all over your smooth body, dab some of my
perfume on, and put on your lace apron. You are going to meet Tom as he
comes in the door. You will be on your knees with a cold beer in a frosted
mug in your hand. We are going to use you tonight like you have never been
used before."
Just as she completed her sentence, a bolt of lightning flashed close by and
a loud clap of thunder seemed to shake the lanai. We both looked at each
other in silence. She was smiling and relaxed. I was a little timid, not
from the storm but from what she just said. I thought I would touch her
heart with my confession of love to her. Instead she took my love as a
powerful tool to lead me further down the road to total slavery. I was just
starting to realize this was not some fun, sexy, spur of the minute fling
for her. She wanted a permanent slave. Someone who would devote their life
to her......to give up their self to become her property. I knew I could
never do this with someone I didn't love, no matter how beautiful they were.
But I also knew that I couldn't deny Sheila anything. I loved her in a way
that no one else did. She knew that now, and as she said, would use that
love to enslave me totally. I felt both scared and aflame with passion. On
one side I was thinking; what in the hell have I gotten myself into, my
whole life is about to change drastically. On the other side it was much
more than thinking. It was a feeling of love and surrender that I felt down
to my soul. It made me feel more alive than I have ever felt before. I
realized there was no choice. My road was already chosen.
