INTERNET DISCOVERY
After several weeks of looking around the net, reading stories and some web
sites with advice on finding and getting into the lifestyle (seems that's what
most people call it),chatting with some very nice people and with a few really
weird ones (yea I know I'm the one to talk, being that I want to be tied up and
whipped, and at the moment feel like a punching bag, but you REALLY do meet some
weird ones on the net). I started chatting with someone, his name on the net
was The One.......that's the first thing I noticed it wasn't MASTER, or LORD
just The One. The name I had finally settled on after trying quite a few was
"curious", it seemed a good one to use and after only a few hours on the net I
learned that submissive always use lower case letters .
The One messages me and asks what I was curious about (not original but that was
fine). I was straight forward, sent a polite reply that I was interested in
learning more about the lifestyle, that I was interested in it and expanding my
knowledge to see if it really interested me.
He didn't reply with the normal, call me on the telephone, or how big are your
tits, or drop down and suck my cock, he wrote back that there is much to learn
about the lifestyle, and had I done any research on it or been involved before.
I replied yes, and provided a general description of my previous activities. He
sent back a message that if I was interested he would e-mail some information
(the e-mail was one I had set up for my Internet play and had no personal
information so giving it out was no big thing).
We sent several more messages back and forth related to what I did know, he
asked questions, I answered them. One thing he asked was if I was a submissive
or slave, I replied that there the same and he answered no they are not. There
was quite different, a sub has limits, per his reasoning which he admitted
didn't mean he was the only person with the correct answer but it was his
opinion to which he was entitled to, but a true slave relies on her Master to
decide the proper limits and that a slave's true pleasure is in serving her
Master.
We ended up chatting for quite a bit of time, he was interesting to talk to, and
he could actually type well and was articulate, a real change. He never tried
to get me to do a scene, we just chatted regarding different things related to
BDSM. He said he enjoyed chatting with me, would send the information to me via
e-mail by tomorrow and that he hoped we would meet again. He signed off and I
figured that my chances of getting anything were slim to none so I chatted with
a few people and then sighed off and went to bed after some serious masturbation
and fantasies.
