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Chapter-2
They say many people start liking what happens to them in their childhood, good or bad.
If in childhood events happen to you that include clandestine immoral sex, rape, abuse and if you get enough time to think about it without anybody's interruption, you might either extremely hate it or secretly start enjoying it.
I was abused as a child, completely lonely with no communication of any sort, lost in my own world. I had unknowingly, in my subconscious cherished whatever happened to me. In the real world, I was not aware I have very different desires, needs, fantasis, that would explode someday and would change the course of life I am living.
As the lady let me go, I boarded the train back to home. I was too confused, completely lost, I was not thinking anything, impact of the things happened to me so fast was immense. I rushed home. As usual there was nobody at home at 5pm. I changed myself and straight went to bed and in the next moment I was fallen asleep.
At some 9pm I woke up when my mother came home from her boyfriends'. She yelled at me for sleeping for so long. my dad came in few minutes as well. I was very silent still confused at the dining table. I finished my dinner and again went back to sleep. It was some 1am I suddenly woke up. My hands slid to my pussy and I started rubbing it. Now I was able to think very clearly. I revisited the events happened to me. I remembered lady's words "Girls like you are made for the pleasure only", I could visualize how I was taken to that basement room, how I was stripped naked, how his cock, ohh yes cock! his cock shoved down my throat...I had a man's cock in my mouth! I didn’t even brushed after, I instantly became horny…I started rubbing my pussy vigorously...I got extreme arousal...what if I hadnt disclosed about my dad's position?? I would have been taken to some place where that man was going to fuck me....what he would have done to me?? I imagined myself completely naked, sitting on my knees and sucking his tool vigorously...he holding my hair and pushing my head towards his cock...I am chocking and gasping for air and he pushing it harder and deeper... "You liked that lady, didn’t you?” “You really wanted her to kidnap you, didn’t you?” I asked myself as I kept rubbing my pussy..."YES!" came a resounding strong reply! I actually had loved that lady, she was so kind, loving to me….she was right, I WAS MADE FOR A PLEASURE….I was young, with extremely beautiful body perfect to give men pleasure…..I kicked myself, I was really furious on me for losing this adventure ride…the golden opportunity……I was missing her…
As I reached waves in succession of orgasm,
As I cooled down, I was shocked! How can I even think of anything like this! This is not right ! I am thinking something sinful…I started sobbing silently….a better sense prevailed…… I decided to tell my dad what happened to me first thing tomorrow morning, may be he will file a complaint in the police. May be police will burst their prostitution racket, punish the gang. Thinking this, in somewhat very relived mood I fell asleep.
It was 8 past morning. the noisy fight between my dad & mom woke me up from my deep sleep.
I just stayed in my bed...and I recalled yesterday’s incident! I curled myself up...I remembered that lady, her sweet talk, her harsh voice, that ugly tatooed man, her dragging me to that ghetto, the dark filthy room inside, I am getting stripped, slapped, thrashed, and that man's big thick cock in my mouth! I felt very aroused....!! I again kicked myself, how close that opportunity was! I realized, I had enjoyed every moment of getting kidnapped by her sweet talking.... I realized I exactly knew that the lady was luring me to come with her and I was letting her do it! I also realized clearly now that I wanted to be kidnapped not clear what they would do to me...but best guess was becoming a whore!
Yes Whore! I felt extremely aroused! i kept fingering my pussy for few mins. A new courage rose in me, I made a decision to visit that train again today and see if the lady is there! ...If I see her, I will go straight to her...sit next to her...move closer....and would say "I am really sorry for being over smart yesterday! Please forgive me..." and ask her "can you take me there again?"
what I was doing? My heart was pounding aloud...I stepped out of bed...went straight to bathroom and got ready in 30 mins. Again I wore my school uniform...and left the home for the train.
I was not able to walk straight as my thinking was getting intense...I somehow reached the train station...and waited for my usual train to arrive!
As my train arrived I hurriedly jumped into my regular coach, there was not much crowd....train left the station...I was looking for her. She was not there on the couch she used to seat...so I kept moving from one compartment to another to see if she is there...searched my entire coach but she was not there! I was sad, depressed, aroused, confused.....Now I wanted her at any cost! I wanted hug her tightly...I reached the station, i tried to remember the road where she took me...I couldn’t recall a thing...I was so upset...finally after wandering aimlessly for an hour, I took the train back home in a very sad mood...
My day went as usual, I continued remembering the incident and fingering myself whole day and fall asleep.
for the next several days, I boarded the same train at the same time to find her...Lady never showed up...I felt disappointed....
Days and months passed, memory of the incident became weaker and weaker…..
My highschool results were out and I had to decide what courses to take......i decided to study further and forgot all that had happened to me.
As results were out I was deciding what courses I should take. After so much pondering i finally decided to take admission to a nursing course, it was easy, didnt involve much study. I got admission to a college which was far away from my home, in another city.
I left my home and reached new city...I was very happy that I am going away from my quarrelsome parents...I temporarily rented an apartment till I find a good accommodation and began my college.
Little I know something exciting gonna happen!
I made a quite few friends at the campus. There was one very attractive, beautiful smart girl...her name was Jasmin. She was 2 years senior to me. She approached me for a chitchat, and we became friends instantly. We would meet every day at campus...or outside...I liked her personality...she was very attractive with waist long hair same as mine, very beautiful, big wide eyes, curvy eyebrows and perfect figure, she was tall...she would smile a lot and approach very easily to anybody...she would talk to me a lot. making me to talk to her...in the first month itself I talked so much with her, I had never talked in my entire life!
She came to knew I am looking for a good apartment, she asked me "why dont you come and live with me?"
"is it possible?" I asked…
She said: "Why not? I have entire apartment for myself...I live all alone, I could use one beautiful girl to share my apartment! … she blinked at me….”You will like it girl...come I will show you..."
She grabbed my hand and took me to her apartment.
It was a beautiful big apartment with spacious hall and a bedroom...she had occupied bedroom...I would live in the hall...i was okay with it...there was a big bed in the hall confronting a TV...
I immediately accepted her proposal and by evening I moved in with her....
She had different timings and would go out in the late afternoon and would come home at 10ish in the morning when I would leave for my classes.
When she has a day off, we both would sleep on that big bed and watch movies together or do some nonsense chatter...Jasmin became my best friend in just few days...
As our friendship grow closer, we would discuss all girly stuff and watch some erotic films on the TV....
I began enjoying the life away from my parents....
Jasmin was really bold, independent and smart...she knew much more about sex than me...I was like an illiterate to her....All I knew was hot sex, orals and anals....I didnt know anything more...for me ideal sex was a forced one, where a girl is screaming-begging for a mercy and a man is pounding her ignoring her screams...thats what I saw when my mom's boyfriend banged my mom, thats what would dream all my life...
Jasmin showed me some real nasty videos....hot sex, gang bang, anal, deep throat became our vocabulary...Now she would stay home more often...I revealed my family situation back home...I told her my abusive parents, my mom’s boyfriend… etc. (I was smart enough not to reveal her my kidnapping incident!!)
One day she came home, got completely naked....I was stunned seeing her beautiful body! I couldnt stop staring at her incessantly...her perky boobs were firm and her pink tits were defying the gravity...they were aroused.....naked she entered in bed and asked me to get stripped as well.... I immediately undressed myself...and approached the bed...she asked me to stop...I was confused...she asked me to turn around as she wanted to have a look...I didnt feel ashamed...I showed her my young body with every angle she asked...she made me cat walk....hold boobs in hands...bent over...turn my ass in a circular motion...sit in a doggie position.....it was unbelievable how easily I was doing all this...!
She smiled....she invited me into the bed....I slipped inside the blanket...she grabbed me in her arms...and as we watched porn films together ... she slid her fingers into my pussy....i was wet already....she asked me "Are you a virgin?" I said YES! I could see her eyes lit in disbelief.....
she asked me if its ok if she kisses me...in a trembling voice I said "I would love to..."do everything you want..i dont mind" .I added hurriedly....
She smiled at me and started kissing me passionately....then by neck...then my boobs then my belly then my pussy...she was the first person in my life who was enjoying physical pleasure....I was not a lesbian nor was much interested in it ...I was more thrilled by the fact that I was getting naked....
she was a genius in bed....she aroused me not less than a man....I responded with similar acts and we both had passionate sex....
Now this became a routine... we would sleep naked and watch porn on tv, then she would make a move and we end up doing sex...
One day in the evening she came with a middle aged man...giggling she introduced me to him as her friend "This is the Girl I am talking about!"...Man looked at my entire body from head to toe, he keep staring at my boobs as he said "hii..I am Jim, nice to meet you", i responded with smile, "hello Jim..nice to meet you too..." He was a tall, dark skinned man, neck long hair, his attire, clothes were very cheap, he looked like a goon or a criminal.....How can such a person be Jasmin's boyfriend I wondered....and I didnt understand why she said i am the girl she was talking about...what was she telling him about me????...they both disappeared in her bedroom....
it was the night, I was in the hall sleeping all alone in the bed, I could hear her moaning…then sobbing and then crying aloud....I heard some very hard slapping, I could hear Jasmin crying and begging for mercy...I heard him yelling at her in his harsh voice....I could hear some things thrown at her...they had a very hot argument...she was screaming very loudly....it was definitely not sexual activity...
I felt weird...Should I go and knock the door? Does she need help? should I intervene?
Not knowing what to do...I didnt get out of the bed....After few min, Jasmin came out of the bedroom...she was completely naked, trembling heavily... her face was swollen because of hard slaps, her mascara was spread around her tears filled eyes, her lipstick was spread too... there was a tear stream running down her face... her beautiful body had visible pink-red marks of the beating she had just received....
I was shocked seeing her like this...Jim was clearly abusing her....she gestured a quick hi with her hand with a big smile....I couldnt understand how she can smile?? she went to the kitchen……as she rushed the bedroom....before she could close the door...I saw him grabbing the stick and start hitting it on her ass as she closed the door from inside....
for the next 4 hrs their noises reached at its peak, there was moaning, crying, slapping, hitting and much more....
as I was sleeping on the bed staring at the ceiling of room, I remembered ME! My mom used to hit me in the similar way...punishments were very mild compared to what I was listening here...but it aroused me AGAIN! I couldnt believe this! Just a few seconds back I was angry at him for abusing her...I know she was not enjoying the abuse for sure...her face said everything....But I imagined myself in her place....what would I do? Yes, I would have loved him punishing me like Jasmin...I would have actually enjoyed it....
I immersed into the thought as I could hear the beating, I imagined myself and kept rubbing my pussy until they stopped....then I passed out!
Next morning as he left the apartment, I looked at her, she hugged me tightly and started crying...I said "can I ask you..." "NO!" she interrupted my sentence...."Dont ask me anything" she said...I said , "ok!"
Days were passing pretty fast...6 months went by since I shifted to Jasmin's apartment...
it had been a month since that man started coming at her apartment.....so far he had visited 4-5 times...he would fight with her...abuse her and then leave her before 5 in the morning....i think some money issue was involved...
As my first exam came to an end, one afternoon I received an emergency call from police back home. They asked me to rush immediately as my parents met with an accident. I told this to Jasmin, Jasmin said she would come along with me....I said okay....
Little I knew letting her come with me would be the beginning to change my life forever!
Jasmin's boyfriend came with his age-old car, Jasmin explained he would help us if we need anything...I was not really happy but I said okay....we all three travelled to my hometown....as we reached home, I came to know my mom dad had died in a big car accident on the highway...i collapsed completely...Jasmin pampered me...Jasmin's boyfriend called on his friends who helped in the funeral...we didnt have much relatives or neighbors...i completed all formalities...one week passed by...now I was completely alone in the world....i dont know i was relieved or sad...Jasmin asked me about my bank accounts here in the hometown, what I am going to do with the home...whether am I going to continue my studies back in the college or not...
Jasmin's boyfriend sat close to me...he run his hand over my hair for the first time....I got shocked...he said in a convincing tone that if I allow him, he would help me in everything to restart my life...I said ok!
Jasmin smiled at me and hugged me. I felt assured...Jasmin asked details about my parents' bank accounts, their savings, jewelry...we had a lot of gold jewelry, lots of cash and home...Jasmin helped me closing my all bank accounts…withdraw money….she offered me to move into her apartment permanently as there was no reason anymore to stay back in home town....I said okay!
Taking a cue from our conversation Jim made some calls and in just a day he found some customer for my parent's home...I had nothing left to deny....he sold my home for a good price, he said he would give me money once we reach Jasmin's apartment, I said ok! I handed over my parent's jewelry bag to Jasmin to keep it safe...
we left my parent's hometown in the evening...it was a night ride....we ducked our luggage in the dickey....Jasmin was very happy so was her boyfriend....I was sitting in the front seat next to him...Jasmin was sitting behind us. I didnt see him so happy...he was singing freely, blinking eyes at me, occasionally touching me to cheer me up.
He stopped car at some joint asked Jasmin to bring some water....as Jasmin left, he started staring at me without any fear....he blinked his eye at me and touched my boobs...i was taken aback by his sudden advance....he slid his hands on my pussy and complimented me "you are really beautiful, you know that?" I became uneasy....he asked why I am worried...I didnt say a word....i looked in his eyes...i felt ashamed....he slid his hand into my panty and fingered my pussy...I immediately jumped into my seat and started breathing heavily....
Jim slid his fingers into my moist pussy and took them out and licked them...i was dumbfounded...i didnt know whether to oppose him or let him do what he is doing....Jim asked me to slide down my panty…I obeyed…
Jasmin came back and grabbed her seat....
My panty was wide open.. my pussy was exposed....I couldnt do anything as Jasmin would come to know.....
he started the car...Jasmin felt asleep in the backseat....he kept teasing me while driving....he gestured me to remove my bra and panty and give it to him....I looked at Jasmin…she was asleep….I obeyed him and removed my panty and bra…he immediately grabbed it from my hand and throw it outside the window....I looked at him in disbelief…he blinked at me…I was shocked…..now I was without any clothes beneath my skirt...
he keep stroking my pussy, rub my boobs whenever he desired...i was horny, happy and excited.....i move close to him and let him do whatever he wanted to do....I experienced very different kind of arousal...arousal where actual sex is not involved...arousal when I am letting somebody giving full rights to do whatever he desires....it was addictive!
It was some 3 am, Jim pulled the car near some place. He woke up Jasmin. Jasmin came out of the car in a hurry…. she opened the trunk and took out my two bags, one of which was full of my gold jewelry and all the cash I had from my parents' insurance claim and another had my choicest clothes in it. Jim said to me that Jasmin would meet us in the apartment...I nodded in an agreement....I was aroused….Jasmin hurriedly came to my side of the car, kissed me on my head and said "I am taking this bag with me for the safety purpose, ok? I will meet you soon...bye...enjoy" She was in such a hurry she didnt notice I was semi naked in the car....I was frightened, what if she comes to know I am naked...I said bye in a hurry...Jasmin walked fast towards the ally and disappeared....
Jasmin's boyfriend looked at me cunningly with a sly smile and started the car... he was driving very fast...we were passing thru a jungle....it was complete dark outside....I didnt know which road he is taking...it was very unknown to me....suddenly he asked me to remove my all clothes...I didnt think twice as I was already horny....as removed my all clothes he grabbed them again and throw them out of the window....I got shocked now! I gasped for my breath....I forgot my arousal.....What the hell? I dont have anymore cothes with me I said...he said "just do what I tell you...I have Jasmin's clothes in the trunk...dont worry..." I was not convinced...I asked him to turn around and grab my cloths...on that he simply slapped hard on my cheek...and yelled it me "just do what i am saying bitch!" I “I want to enjoy you before you become a whore bitch!" I got surprised again! A whore?? wtf?? how dare he...another hard slap came on my face....
he pulled the car,,,,it was dark jungle everywhere...there was no human contact around... moonlight was sufficient to see close surroundings....he pushed me out of the car....i fell on the ground...he slammed the door...and came out of the car.....I wont say I was frightened anymore...i was actually thrilled from inside...i knew by now I am going to be fucked....I always wanted such things to happen to me..but never thought it would come true so wildly!
Jim hold my arms and made me stand upright....he hold my face tightly with one hand....he said "bitch! I want to fuck you here, right now!" and he kissed me...as his mouth came close i could smell the cigar and pot from his mouth...I closed my eyes and opened my mouth for him....he smooched me for a very long period....inside I wanted to cherish this moment...I freely swallowed his cigar pungent saliva....removing his tongue he again slapped my face very hard....i didnt know what to do....he grabbed my hair and removed the clip making them free....I was completely naked...with my waist long hair freely lying on my back....I didnt cover my pussy this time...because I now knew men dont like girls to cover their pussys....He ordered to suck his tool...i obediently sat on my knees, hold his thighs from behind grabbed his butt and confronted his beautiful, long thick dark black cock...cock head was very round and throbbing...my tongue was desperate to cover it, lick it...i gently kissed his cockhead first before letting it in my mouth...it was like giving the cock due respect before letting him invade my mouth...i sucked cock head into my mouth...a salty taste entered in my mouth...i tried to cover the cock with as much saliva I can produce and then swallow it passionately....he grabbed my head with both of his hands and tried to shove the cock deep into my throat...my eyes immediately filled with tears as he chocked me beautifully....i tried to wide open my throat as much as I can to give him full access for his arousal....some 15 min passed and he suddenly removed his cock and asked me to bend over...I again got confused...i thought he will order me to lay on the floor and then fuck me....
As I bent on my knees, he said he want to fuck me in the ass!...I was totally shaken with his announcement! I had heard its extremely painful...i even had tried a couple of times to slid a banana but i couldnt.
i asked him do you want to do here?" pointing at my pussy ...
he said "NO! you are a virgin, right?"
With my head hanging in a shame, I softly said "yes"
on that, he said, "we want to save your virginity for your first fucker bitch! its a very costly thing!"
I didnt understand at all what he said, but I bent over to give him full access to my anal hole....I asked to myself to be brave and patient and enjoy the pleasure in the pain...." he run his rough hands over my butts....separated my ass cheeks to reveal my anus to him....he run his nose in my crack and complemented me that it smells nice....I said "thank you so much!"...he spit on my anus and rubbed his finder, pushed inside....intense wave of pain surfaced throughout my body as he slid his finger inside....i was trembling...he removed the finger and brought his cock head to my anus and pressed it inside a little bit.....i screamed like a wild animal...intense wave of pain reached my brains.....i immediately moved forward and stood up...i begged him not to do this...he got real furious.....he took out his leather belt and started beating me...now I had to choose between which pain should I prefer? Anal or body? I had already enjoyed bodily pain so I once again bent over and let him do it...i bit my lips very hard....he was in no mood of being nice to me anymore after I spooked him...he spit on my anus and simply pushed is thick wild cock straight up my anus....there was no count to pain I received...my anus was penetrated finally....it was not arousing anymore....as he started sliding out another wave of pain came in succession...i thought I am going to die.... but 3-4 hard thrusts more and the pain was completely gone...but i felt like taking a shit...i told him I need to take a dump...he said, its just a feeling because of cock movement....and started thrusting even deeper that I got pain in stomach....he kept pounding for some 20 min....then he removed the cock and asked to sit on my tips...he slid the cock covered with stray shit in my mouth...it was bitter in the beginning but turned sweet after my saliva covered it...i swallowed the saliva load along with the shit merrily....
He said he is cuming and I should take all the load in my mouth without letting it fall on the ground...inside I was so excited to taste how cum tastes.......after a minute he emptied his balls in my mouth...my mouth was practically full of white cum...its taste was very different......I closed my mouth...and looked into his eyes...he had a victory in his eyes....i had a fulfilment in mine....he asked to swallow it.....i run my tongue freely in the cum load and swallowed it very slowly. He again brought his cock to my mouth, i softly sucked the residues of cum and the sticky liquid until his cock got clean. He grabbed my arms and make me stand and said "thank you" I didnt say anything..I smiled and hugged him tightly…..
he opened the front pocket and took out a pair of bra and panty...threw at me and asked me to wear it...as I was wearing it, i thought he would give clothes as well....but he said thats all he have...i saw at him in disbelief...."You wont be needing clothes anyway after today.." he whispered in my ears....I didnt understood what he mean by that....but I felt very asamed…
As we assume the seats, he drove very fast...we entered some village....it was 4:30am in the morning...our car entered small narrow roads taking turns at various nods....we entered a filthy slum area….a giant gutter was chocked and its contaminated water spreading over the garbage....foul pungent smell occupied our car....
I thought we are bypassing the slum area, when all of a sudden he slowed the car...
"Jasmin's aunt lives here, she has asked to meet her, we will meet her, okay?" he asked me...I nodded in agreement....
I wondered how come a rich Jasmin's Aunt would live in such a filthy place??
He pulled car near a very big, long building...its walls were ruined, exposing inside material, building was very old, there was complete darkness in the building, i look around, it was a ghetto of some kind....an old man sitting at the gate came out hurriedly...he asked why we were late...Jim told him something....as he asked me to come out of the car, I realized I am not wearing anything except the bra and panty....he looked at me and said, "Dont worry dear, its perfectly alright, Aunt knows all this! come fast we are getting late..." I didnt understood even a word what he said.....I was aroused already, I came out of the car and followed him...
staircase was very narrow, barely a one person could climb at a time.....I could feel how old that ghetto was...there was a foul smell everywhere....we reached the first floor....there was a wooden worn out door ajar...Jim knocked the door...
a fat lady of her 50s yelled, "who is this?"
Jasmin's boyfriend replied "Its me, Jim. I have brought u a gift for you!!"
as he pressed my butt and blinked at me....in return i moved closer to him...he gave me a quick smooch until that lady would come to the door, i swallowed every bit of his cigar smelling saliva...she let us in...room was nothing but a dinghy shabby room, dimly lit barely visibility to see a person very close enough, with no proper flooring or paint on the wall...one wooden bed without a mattress was there and two chairs....we both sat on the chairs while lady closed the door....
“What you have got?” Lady asked in a harsh voice with irritated face.
Jasmin's boyfriend pointed at me, "this is the girl I was talking about" I didnt understood what did he mean....
on that, lady stood up...came closer to me.....I was confused...she hold my arm and dragged me in the free space of the room...I fumbled a bit but regained my balance…
"She is a Jasmin's friend!" He said...I was still not sure what they were talking about...
"Turn around sweetheart!" Lady talked to me....not knowing whats happening i simply obeyed what she said...i thought she is just being friendly...
Lady stared at my body from head to toe, then she cupped my boobs with her both hands...i felt weird and i looked at Jasmin's boyfriend....he smiled at me silently and gestured me warmly to cooperate her...
still confused, i remain in standing position....
"Is she a virgin??" lady asked him...."100%" he replied back..
Why the fuck Jasmin's aunt wants to know about my virginity? i got angry inside...fuming i again looked at him...he again gestured to remain calm....
as she finished her inspection, she went inside and brought some huge piles of cash bills and gave it to me....can you count it for me dear?" she asked...why me?? .i was again confused, I looked at Jasmin's boyfriend...he gestured warmly to obey....I was counting cash for last several days now....i got insurance claim money of my parents' death, we sold some household items before selling my house...i was counting money all the time....so i finished counting it in some 5 min....it was fifty thousand in bills i told the lady.......
"Very good! Now give this money to him sweetie" I didnt understand a thing! I handed over the money to Jasmin's boyfriend....He
grabbed that money and hurriedly put in his small handbag....
Lady turned at me and asked, "could you please sit inside, i want to talk something private to him" pointing at another room....i couldnt even see any room...it was completely dark inside....lady lit a very dim light....there was a wooden old bed without a mattress and nothing else..." "Go and sit inside dear!!" came a voice of Jasmin's boyfriend....
Now I was frightened and more confused....but still I obeyed the lady and sat inside the room...lady followed me, and closed the door once I went in, they both talked something in a low voice for some 10 min...then I heard him climbing down the stairs and in a minute starting of his car...
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