asian slave seeking new owner

Yellow Cockmeat

Nicknames: slut, bitch, whore, cum dump

My Motto: I am your oriental sex slave and I enjoy been sexually tortured

Objective: actively seeking a new owner

Gender: Female

Date of Birth: 12/11/1986

Place of Birth: Shanghai, China

Physical Appearance:

Height:1.55m

Weight:110 lb

bra size: B+

Waist size: B

Public hair: waxed

Tattoos: none

Piercings: 4 earrings through her cunt lips with locks attached (has since been removed)

I especially enjoys:

Ass to mouth, forced posture (such as kneeling, standing, or bondaged position for long periods of time), bondage, hot wax, piss drinking, forced running by pulling on my hair, nipples, or nipple clamps, eating food mixed with master's saliva, semen or piss, eating from a dog dish, public humiliation (such as kneeling, being slapped or licking your shoes in public), serving as a human urinal in public, and gang bang

Comments from my previous owners :

"She is a natural submissive, pretty and very obedient.  She especially enjoys drinking piss, and public humiliation, the fact that she is exposed to strangers gives her excitement." ---Dan

"She is a very pretty girl and she definitely need an owner and master to take proper care of her.  She loves to be displayed in public and private, kept naked when at home and used frequently during the day.  I actually trained her get used to anal sex.  And she will open her anus properly to take her new owner whenever you want." ---Jack

Comments from Yellow Cockmeat:

Dear Sir:

Thank you for considering this lowly chinese cunt to be your slave.

I am a natural slave.  I have always been submissive by nature.  Ever since I was a little girl I used to fantasize about being tied up and being raped and molested by total strangers.

I like to be humiliated and punished before making love. Only then do I get turned on.  Before making love I crave for having my ass severely whipped with a belt, I want to be beaten until I can't stop crying, then I want to be fucked in a very rough way.  Master must not care about me crying when he beats me, I need to be beaten without mercy.  During love making, I love having clamps used on my nipples.  Having my tortured tiny nipples then pinched and twisted until they are red and swollen gives me the most intense orgasms.

I love race play as well and absolutely enjoy being called very racist names.  The mere thought of you training my tiny chink asshole to take your large American dick while I am also swallowing another large American dick down my throat would be very interesting.  Or when you pull and pinch and twist my little chink nipples, making them hurt and knowing my little chink slave's nipples became very sensitive.  It almost gave me an orgasm while I am thinking about it.   I am ready to offer my tiny asshole and cunt for your use and abuse and I am eager to be used and abused by anyone you wish.

Please treat me as a inferior subhuman, make me crawl naked on all fours except for collar, cuffs, and chains, make me eat scraps from a dog bowl or off the floor. My previous owner also liked to play a game in which he would only allow me to stand and walk on my tiptoes while I cooked and cleaned his house, and punish me severely whenever my heels touched the floor.  He could cover the floor with thumbnails as well to make the game more difficult.  I loved that game and you can play the same game with me! I love to drink piss and swallow cum too since I am a worthless slut,

Please train me and use me as a piece of fuckmeat and cumdump, pain slut, and pet.  I want to be exhibited, degraded, humiliated and dehumanized in both public and private so that I can be transformed into nothing but a piece of property that exists to be used daily. Use me as a 3 holed fuckmeat for gang bangs, glory hole parties, bachelor parties.

And you will be my Lord completely over and in control of me. I especially love public humiliation so that everyone can see what a worthless cunt I really am.  Take control of me, transform me into a complete piece of property and object that exists to be kept and used, breaking all my dignity as a human, so that I truly become your slave.  Hurt me as often as you wish, degrade me, kick me, slap me, piss on me, and spit on me. and in return I will love you, adore you and worship you.

Attached are a compilation of my journals that my previous Masters required me to keep.  I hope you will enjoy reading them and they will serve as an inspiration for my new Master to train me at the same or more advanced levels so that someday I may become the most perfect slave.

Submissive Training by my First Owner: Journal Entries

Journal Entry 1

I am a submissive and I know I need and crave domination at the hands of strong men who know what they want from a slut like me. I need men to simply use me. I have always been intensely attracted to men who treat me like dirt, who have no respect for me. I adore this kind of treatment.

I was married once and have been divorced.  My husband Dan was a wealthy businessman with three children, and I was his third wife.  I was his Executive Assistant when I met him.

At the time, I just finished college, had no job, no money and was nearly without a place to live.  There was no way I could afford to live alone on the straight secretary's pay.  My day to day activities in the office included emailing, answering phones, managing paperwork, greeting clients, organizing files, daily office clean up, preparation of conference room, ordering of supplies, maintaining appointments, clerical and general office duties and 24-7 trouble shooting as needed.  I also had to tender myself to CEO's personal needs.   That included to know how he liked his coffee and when; what type of phone calls to put through to him personally and which I should take; and--the most embarrassing part--that my demeanor would also be subservient to him.  I would have to do his bidding anytime he required during the work day.  And I was paid almost twice as much for doing that.  Initially Dan was very excited about me.  Though he has had many playthings he has never had an Asian woman before.  To him, I seemed more submissive than his average white American girls.  I was also tinier, and my endurance for pain and humiliation seemed higher.

From time to time, I was called upon to perform my "special duties".  When he called me about those specific needs, I had to remove my panties and enter his office, closing and locking the door. By the time I came out, usually two or more of my holes were filled with his juices and my knees were red and sore.  For example, every Monday day at three, I would dutifully clear my desk and enter his office. Usually he was on a conference call at this hour of the day and I would still need to strip as commanded, including my shoes, and crawl over to where he was. He would slid his legs from under the desk and he push himself back, and I would climb in under the desk as he slid back in.  This way I did not become a distraction.

Sometimes his pants remained unzipped up after our last encounter and I can see that the sight of my naked body had his cock pressing against the crotch of his pants. At the time I even smiled and was happy that he was instantly turned on by my naked body.  I would reach out and  begin sucking on his cock.  My mind would wander as I absentmindedly sucked on the cock.  I wondered how I had gotten this way.  I had been a virgin when I just started working few months ago here.

Now I had become his office slut, sucking his cock and letting him into my vagina and ass. He liked me so much that he had asked me for some of personal time as well and soon I was spending nights and weekends with him, basically serving as his sex slave.

Sometimes Jack his son would return from military service in Iraq and visit us at the company. And during those visits his son had also sexually harassed me repeatedly, squeezing my breasts and slipping his hand up my skirt and pinching my private area. I knew Dan had no objection to Jack groping me, in fact I later discovered that Dan actively encouraged his son to feel me up. This explained Jack’s manner with me to a degree. 

That lasted about a few months and eventually he wanted to marry me and let me become his wife.  Of course I accepted.  Who in her right mind would rebuff a multimillionaire with his own company?  When I became Dan’s wife, the third wife in a row, however, the way his son disrespects me and mistreats me got much more worse.  On many occasions, Jack had caused me to be highly embarrassed, extremely humiliated by his behavior. The strange thing was that I was always delighted when Jack was able to visit us knowing full well that he would find ways of compromising me, embarrassing me and expertly humiliating me in front of his dad.  Dan even told me a few times that I should learn to accept his son’s advances. Dan always repeated “Don’t resist now. Be a good girl. Let the boy have his fun with you. He needs to use you. He simply needs full access to you.  He probably hadn't had a pussy in years in the military. He has been serving this country overseas and protecting worthless people like you so you could live in this country goddamn free!  That is the least respect you could give him.  ” This was the kind of thing Dan had been saying to me since I had met his son Jack.

Dan's treatment of me isn't irreproachable either.  A few times he took me to social events and deliberately put me into embarrassing situations where I had to stand beside him and listen to blatantly sexist comments about me, as if I was some kind of cow. I remember one occasion where I got incredibly flushed and embarrassed at what one of Dan's older business partners had said right to my face at a party: “I bet that chink cunt of yours must love to get thrashed once in a while.  Let me have a go at her, wil'ya?” To my amazement Dan just laughed at this as I got deep red in the face, my head swimming at hearing this. All I could do was to stand there, blushing heavily and lost for words. And Dan simply answered in a man-to-man type comment “Yes indeed,her cunt does get a good thrashing from time to time.” My vagina actually went into spasms as Dan said this. I was speechless, dumbstruck, confused, embarrassed, and sexually strangely turned-on.

After he married me he fired me as his Executive Assistant citing conflict of interest and instead of just firing me completely he rehired me as his part time data entry clerk.  I was part time because this way I didn't count as one of his employees and that obviously did not cause conflicts of interest.  So by then I have become completely financially dependent on him, without any alternative.  And in the meanwhile he has hired a new Executive Assistant, Judy, a marvelously beautiful blond girl with long and shapely legs, and luscious perky breasts.  Soon enough Dan's attention has been shifted to Judy and other women and he has lost interest in me completely.

Our marriage lasted about a year.

He knew as well as I do that I was only a small titted asian cockmeat to him, a piece of Oriental cunt which he enjoyed showing off in public to impress his business clients.  Even his oldest son Jack treated me like a cow, a cum dump.  I had no respect,  no dignity in his family.  I was treated inferior to the family dog.

This charade of a marriage came to an end one day as I overheard a private conversation between Dan and Jack.

This was a conversation which I had overheard on a Saturday. I had been standing at the top of the stairs, in the hall in our home, ready to go down and join them, when I overheard them talking about me. Then I crept closer and listened intently. Jack said he needed a fuck badly and he wanted to dip his cock in me. He figured he could ride me to clock-up his first cunt back from the military.  He said he has finished his duties overseas and ready to settle down.  Not only that, he said he also knew that his dad Dan didn’t love me and he didn't even ride me regularly. "My balls are bursting. I need a cow, a cum dump. Let me use your sexy wife. Be a pal, let me ride her, let me ream the sluts cunt, mouth and ass.”  That was what he said.

Jack's father at that moment actually seemed very proud of his son, and really pleased that Jack was so open and honest in articulating his needs. He said that Jack was a young man who knows how to get what he wants in life. Dan was delighted at this, as proud and pleased as a father could possibly be. He also said:"my new Oriental wife is indeed only a piece of fruit" and Jack was absolutely right about this.

They decided that Jack would start riding "the slut tomorrow when you leave for your business trip.”

I was shocked and amazed at the content of their conversation. Hearing that conversation immediately changed my relationship to both of them completely in an instant. On hearing their talk, a switch immediately took place in me and I actually became Jack’s plaything, his toy, his piece of cunt, as he liked to say. And I in the same instant I stopped being, or pretending to being, his father's wife completely.

I should have been appalled, angry, disgusted at the way the two males were talking about me, about Jack being allowed to, even being warmly invited to use me as his cum dump by his father. I should have been disgusted, even furious, but the reality was that I was deeply excited by their chat, excited to my core. I was totally turned on by it, by the way they talked about me as if I was a piece of meat, cockmeat as Jack had said. And yes, I had always found Jack attractive.  Jack was completely different to his father. The ex-marine was very assertive, arrogant, and actually highly dominant, something he inherited from years of war experience in Iraq. And yes, I have always found him much more exciting than his father who has lost interest in me anyway.

I hardly slept a wink that night, after hearing their conversation, after hearing that Jack was going to actually fuck me the next day, knowing that Jack was intending to seduce me, or better said, dump his cum in me, ride me, the next day. I was to be “reamed, used as a cum dump” the following day by my husband’s son. I hadn’t been getting any sex at all from Dan,  In fact, Jack was right about his father. I knew Dan did not love me. My love for him was taken for granted and unrequited. And yes, he liked to show me off to his clients, his male clients as his meat. Like a piece of furniture or more specifically like a piece of cunt, to use the language which Jack frequently used to describe me. I realized that they both enjoy dealing with me as if I am a piece of property, an object, being treated as just a piece of meat.

I knew I would offer no resistance to Jack fucking me. I had in the past very often been very unhappy with myself, torn between the wish to leave Dan and find someone else and on the other side of the coin scolding myself for being such a dirty woman for having these thoughts, wishes, cravings. But amazingly, as a result of hearing that conversation between Jack and his father about Jack needing to use me sexually, all my thoughts about this being right or wrong completely disappeared. Dan, Jack’s father and the man who until now had been the absolute male authority figure in my life, had approved my being consigned to Jack. That made Jack’s behavior suddenly OK, acceptable, even right and appropriate in my mind. I knew my reaction was naïve. But still, my struggle with my conscience, my upbringing, my education and social values stopped. It was suddenly completely OK for me to be his. Even more than that, it was expected. My husband had given his permission, as I saw it. I felt a tremendous sense of relief at this. And a surge of raw excitement pulsed through my body in the recognition, knowing that Jack was about to take ownership of me. I almost fainted at the thought. I felt dizzy, and happy.

I got up on Sunday very early; my husband Dan was still fast asleep.  He had fucked me the evening before, but it was a typical quickie, Dan then falling asleep minutes after he had emptied his balls into my slit. I was so much in need to talk to my husband about Jack and his intentions with me. I was willing to admit fully and to reveal that I was happy to become his son’s cum dump. I wanted to confess this to Dan, to simply admit it openly and honestly to him.

At 08h30 I had a long and soothing shower, my pussy tingling and my tits absolutely aching in anticipation of Jack, knowing he was going to, so to speak, seduce me today. I was ready to be his cumdump. More than that, I was desperate for it.

I took a long time to decide what to wear. I chose a low cut white T-shirt and tight fitting sport shorts.  And I also wore my black, broad belt which I fastened very tightly round my waist to emphasize my curves. 

And, unknown to me, Jack had had a second conversation about his intention to seduce me, or rather fuck me, with Dan, my husband. Jack had put on a wager with his Dad. If Jack won, Dan was to allow Jack to spend a whole day here in the house alone with me. Dan was to leave the house, go on a business trip and leave Jack with full access to me to do anything he wanted with or to me. And Dan had immediately agreed to this. The wager was that if, on Sunday morning, I walked into our bedroom naked and with Jack’s cum on my face and dripping from my cunt, then Jack had won the bet. If Jack lost, meaning if I did not appear naked in our bedroom and covered in his sperm then he had to stop feeling me up at every opportunity and humiliating me all the time.

Jack appeared in the kitchen where I was sitting having a coffee. My heart was beating fast. And my heartbeat got even faster when I saw Jack was holding the dog collar and leash which I had seen hanging in the hall a few days ago. My pussy spasmed as I saw he was carrying the leather collar and leash. I just knew they were for me. My god, he really was going to collar me. I was right about the dog collar and leash. They are for me. I trembled uncontrollably at the realization of this. I could hardly stand. My legs were shaking. I had seen the collar and leash a few days ago lying on the floor of Jack’s room, together with some men’s magazines of nude women in very vulgar poses. The photos were of women being treated as dogs, crawling, begging, and eating from dog bowls. These women wore dog collars and in one picture the woman held the leash out as if offering it to her owner, her Master.  Somehow I knew that they were intended for me, and in the safety of my bed I fingered myself to a powerful orgasm as the thoughts washed over me that Jack really did intend to collar me.

In the kitchen Jack casually poured himself a coffee and sat across from me at our coffee bar.  He nonchalantly placed the black leather collar and leash in front of me, right beside my cup of coffee, smiling from ear to ear as he did. He positioned the collar and leash in such a way as to make it absolutely clear to me that they were for me.

Before I had a chance to say anything, he started to talk dirty to me.  He said I looked very lovely and that I am a very sexy woman. It's a pity that his father wanted to abandon me now, and that he wanted to ream my pussy and ass.

I knew my face was deep red. I was really delighted that he was telling me these things, because no one else had ever said that to me before.  I was also highly embarrassed, but I also felt being loved.  I was shaking with anticipation and raw excitement. Since I had met him he had made many dirty, smutty comments about me in moments when he was alone in the house with me, and sometimes even insulting me, humiliating me in front of his dad, which both males seemed to enjoy immensely. But Jack had never been this blatant with me before, and those are the most flattering things he has said about me.  Whatever doubt I had before of complying to his needs has by now completely dissipated.

He continued.  "My balls are aching right now. My balls are full of hot manjam. And looking at a ripe piece of asian cunt like you makes it even worse. I need relief, I need a fuck .I need to release my load into you. I need to fuck you, I need to spurt my fresh, hot cum into you. I need to empty my balls into you, cow. I need to use you as my personal cum dump.”

I couldn't speak. My whole body was shaking. I just sat there and looked at the big bulge in his shorts. I could not look at his face. I knew my face was deep red with embarrassment.  To my amazement, Jack just stood up and slipped his jockey shorts down, revealing the most beautiful sight I have ever seen: his rampant, throbbing cock. It was so big, much, much bigger than his father’s prick, much bigger and thicker. It stood to attention, proud and erect, vibrant. It was actually beautiful. There was precum leaking from the beautiful cockhead. Jack arrogantly stroked his cock right in front of me, only inches away from my face.  Jack’s voice changed at that moment. He growled more than spoke. He said: “get naked now, bitch. Get your sweet lips on my big dick, bitch.” He snapped his fingers, as if to emphasize his command. And of course I obeyed him.  I was of course his to do with as he wished. I had no choice. After all, Jack's father had agreed to this. Jack's father had agreed that Jack can have me as his cum dump. Jack knew that and so did I.  I stripped quickly and squatted and took his cock into my mouth, sucking greedily. It tasted wonderful. The precum was nectar to me. I lovingly sucked and licked and worshiped his lovely manhood. Jack started to pump his cock in and out of my mouth, fucking my face, gripping my head and pushing my head onto his manhood, going deeper and deeper into my throat each time. He moaned loudly. Suddenly he drew his cock away from me, turned round and presented his ass to me. It was clear what I had to do. I started to lick. Jack moaned loudly again. And again he reached for my head, this time pushing it towards his rosebud. My tongue found his manly hole and I sucked and licked vigorously, as expected. I tongued his ass lovingly and lustfully for what seemed like ages. I was in heaven. His smell and taste were intoxicating to me. I was his now. I knew and understood this.

Jack pulled me up by my hair, pushing me onto the dining table, grunting and mocking me and fucked me hard, taking his youthful rage out on my willing body. Jack reamed my cunt harder than I have ever experienced before in my life. Jack fucked me so hard, pumping in and out like a wild man.  He growled loudly like a bear, suddenly spurting his full load into me, his hot cum flooding into me. Jack grinned looking into my eyes, then did something I really didn’t expect. He grunted, clearing his throat and then he spat right in my face. Then he slapped my face, hard. I don’t know how many times he slapped me on the face. It hurt. Jack slid out of me, laughing. He got up, ordering me to squat in front of him again. He  was hard again, to my amazement, and he commenced to fuck my face again, this time with a vengeance, as if my mouth was just a wet cunt. He grabbed a fistful of my hair and jerked my head back and forth on his rampant cock. He was wild with excitement and youthful energy. Amazingly, Jack spurted again,  another explosion of cum, this time partly down my throat and partly over my face and hair.  Then he said: “stay squatting, bitch. I will be back in a soon.” Jack was gone only a few minutes. Of course I did not move, remaining in a squatting position.  Jack returned with his digital camera and told me to smile for the camera. He took pictures of me, then he simply said “stay” and went to collect something.  I have never seen those pictures ever again.  I didn't move from the spot. Jack came back with the collar and leash. He put the collar on me and clipped the leash to it. He ordered me to hold the leash in a pose as if I am handing it to him, from my squatting position.  Jack took a lot more pictures before he told me to get up.

He said I had to take my husband his morning coffee upstairs to his bedroom so that Dan could see his son's cum leaking out of my cunt and running down my legs as well as splattered on my face. He said that this was a sign to his dad that he had taken ownership of me. I was to learn very quickly what he meant by “taking ownership”.  In addition, he told to "not call my Dad by his first name any more. Don't call him Dan, call him only SIR from now on, at all times. And knock on the bedroom door; don't go in until dad gives his permission. And don't make eye contact with him, keep your eyes averted." Jack did not even ask me if I had an issue with any of this. He simply assumed that I would follow his instruction.

I walked to our bedroom, completely naked except for wearing my dog collar and leash. My husband had obviously been informed by Jack that this would happen. He stared at me in amazement when I walked into our bedroom, after having knocked on the door to get permission to go in. I walked over to our bed, carrying his breakfast tray. I carefully avoided eye contact with my husband, I kept my head bowed. I was completely naked except for the spunk on my face and shoulders as well as what was leaking out of my sore and aching cunt.

Dan, my husband, did not actually talk directly to me. It was as if he was only thinking aloud, as if I could not even hear him, or more to the point, as if he did not even have to acknowledge me. He said, staring as if into the distant: “what happened here? Well, well, what a lad is my Jack. He is a fast worker, my boy.” Being humiliated in this way made me tremble.  I realized again, in the surge of raw humiliation and excitement, that this is exactly what I need, this is exactly how I adore being treated by men. This is what I crave, to be treated just as a piece of meat, a bitch, a slut. I felt like I had become an object for him, a different creature than his wife. I could not speak. I was dumbstruck. I put the coffee tray down on the side table and made sure I did not have eye contact with my husband. I could not look him in the eye. At that point, Dan threw back the bed covers revealing that he was naked and that he had a strong erection. He jumped out of bed, stood in front of me.  “Squat and suck my prick, bitch. Get started, now.”  I heard myself say “Yes, Sir.” It felt appropriate and right to say this.  Dan fucked my mouth with a vengeance. He pumped his stiff cock in and out of my mouth, pushing it viciously down my throat. And he quickly exploded, moaning loudly and spurting his thick cum into my mouth and onto my face. I hadn't had this willd sex ever since I married him.  I was amazed. To be honest, I was highly delighted to have experienced his sexual rage in this way, proving again that deep down I still turned him on.

Dan, after spurting his load into my mouth, simply walked out of the room and into the bathroom in the hall, without saying a word to me. I waited for him to come back into our bedroom.  He didn’t.  I heard the familiar sound of the house door opening downstairs and then a moment later Dan’s car driving away from our house.

I was still very light-headed and shaky after the events of the morning. Here I was, naked in our bedroom, covered in cum which my stepson and husband had spurted into and onto me. Jack’s cum was still oozing out of my cunt and I had smears of it on my face as well as the sperm on my face deposited there by Jack’s father.  After a few minutes. I wondered if Jack was still downstairs. I decided not to dress. This was probably what Jack would expect, and I didn’t want to upset him in any way. So I didn’t wash, leaving the remains of the cum on my body.

When I went back downstairs I immediately found a letter from Dan which was addressed to me, which was lying at the inside of our front house door. When I read Dan’s letter was dumbstruck. The letter read: "I left this morning on a business trip for today, just shortly after our fun in the bedroom this morning, which I thoroughly enjoyed.  I will be back on Monday to take care of you, rest assured. Be a good girl and respect Jack's needs.  Comply fully with his needs and demands.  And I know you are capable in every way of accommodating young Jack and his healthy attitude and approach towards you. Be aware that Jack and I have discussed fully and agreed with every detail of what he will do with and to you. I of course know what Jack will do to you and I approve fully. In fact I am absolutely delighted with his plans for you.  I want this to happen.My son has my full approval to do anything he wants with you. Just do as you are ordered. Jack’s happiness and pleasure is your top priority."  I heard Jack calling me from the kitchen.  I obeyed, nimbly walked to the kitchen. He was still naked, stroking his manhood. Jack ordered me, snapping his fingers, to bend over the kitchen table, face down. I knew what was coming. As soon as I was in position, I felt the head of Jack’s manhood at my ass cheeks. He penetrated me quickly, lubricating my tight ass with his spit. His penetration of my ass was painful, he simply ignored my whimpering. Jack reamed my tight ass viciously with his big, rampant cock. He took his youthful rage out on me, again pounding at me like a machine. At the same time he slapped my ass cheeks brutally, in rhythm with his plunging in and out of my hole. I started to object, to shout, to tell him to stop. But he only pounded at me even harder.  He said: "don’t talk. I do not allow you to talk. You are only allowed to bark and whine, just like a dog. Because as of now, you are a dog, you are my pet dog and my pet dog doesn’t speak.”  I felt my face burning. I must have been deep red with shame and humiliation. I could not believe what Jack was saying to me. My stomach was churning and my head was swimming as I started to comprehend his words.

He continued to ream my ass, shouting loudly at me, ordering me to bark like a dog. I did. I started to bark and bark and bark. Jack came again,  This time he did not pull out. His big cock stayed in my tight asshole.  I could feel his sperm spurted deep inside my rectum, gluing to the inner ligaments of my anus. 

Then Jack started to speak very slowly, while his whole body on top of me, crushing me. He spoke into my right ear: “As long as you are in this house, you will obey me completely, as of this moment. My father knows what I am doing to you. He knows and he fully approves of all that I will do to you. In fact he is very pleased. He knows as well as I do that you are much better suited to being a yellow cockmeat than to being his wife. You are not his wife anymore. He’s divorcing you. He’s got his lawyer preparing the divorce papers now. As of this moment, I am taking my rightful ownership of you. You are my property, my object.  Bark your agreement of my ownership of you and acceptance that you are my pet woman, my pet dog, squat at my feet and bark your acceptance of your new life,” His mouth was still at my ear. He sounded so powerful.  Jack got up, pulling his cock out of my ass with an audible plop.  “Get up, cockmeat, stand up and face me.”  I was trembling visibly. I could not return his gaze; I lowered my head, looking at his throbbing cock. It looked so powerful. Incredibly, it was erect again. Jack was obviously highly aroused. I realized that Jack was so magnificent in the way he was handling me, breaking me to his will, so to speak. I knew within myself that he already was my Master.  “Squat at my feet and bark like a dog, cockmeat.”  I knew that I could not walk away from him and this situation. Jack started to stroke his cock again in front of my face. I knew that I was now his, his property, or more specifically his dog. I couldn't help myself; I dropped down to a squatting position and started to bark. I felt a powerful orgasm taking over me.  I gasped for breath, unable to bark, shuddering at the feet of Jack.  Obviously Dan had not only agreed to this, but actually encouraged Jack to “transform” me, as Dan put it.  Dan wanted to transform me from his wife into his son's bitch.  I thought I still had a speck of self esteem and dignity left but that was taken away from me as well.  I am now to them merely a worthless piece of meat ready to be fucked any time any place and any way. 

Jack continued to fuck my ass three more times that day.  Every time after he spurted his semen directly into my ass he would stick his cock into my face and I would lower my tired, sore mouth onto his cock--the taste of my own excrement mixed with blood and semen soon became unbearable.  Several times I felt like throwing up and about to pass out.  And before I realized his cock began to become hard again and I would try to suck him off again. It was getting tough to keep my mouth wet since the only thing I had drunk since this morning was his sperm. Four times he had cum in my mouth and four times in my anus and cunt in the last six hours and his cock had been inside of me for nearly the entire time.  Finally I heard him moan and I felt his cock twitch in my mouth. I braced myself for another burst of his cum and in seconds I was swallowing it, to quench my parched throat.  Finally his orgasm subsided and he no longer spewed sperm down my throat.  I relaxed my throat and body after the long session.  My full body smelt of semen and piss.  I felt degraded beyond comprehension as I lay there on the floor.  Jack had gone upstairs to take a shower.  Suddenly I was relieved to be left alone after nearly six hours on my knees or bent over in fucking positions.

Submissive Training by my Second Owner: Journal Entries

Journal Entry 2

From then on I was not allowed to be called human names.  I was simply referred to as "bitch", "slut", "cunt" or whatever other name Jack pleased. Jack actually have legally requested to have my name changed to "Yellow Cockmeat".  I realized it when I received my new driver's license and saw the name on my ID.  I broke down and cried because I knew now I am truly nothing but an subhuman and no one will treat me like a human anymore.

Meanwhile, my former husband Dan has divorced me, transferred a subsidy part of the company to his son Jack and made him the CEO of this subsidy company as a special purpose vehicle, a common practice used in corporate finance while Dan himself oversaw the larger corporation and moved its base to another location, most likely either to the Bahamas or the Cayman Islands.  Jack moved into Dan's house.  From then on, I would always refer Jack as either the CEO, or Master, or Sir. Jack actually loved being called the CEO the most.

I am never allowed to wear any underwear or bra anymore.  CEO took all my jeans, bras, underwear, and any other clothes items he deemed useless, and burned them in a big bonfire.  I was only allowed the most revealing clothes and clothes that he deemed appropriate for me to wear.  Most of the time they are meant to humiliate me in public.

I was allowed to go back to my old position at the company, though I didn't see any purpose in that since I am now a completely owned slave.  I am now demoted to being an intern and without ever getting paid.  Every day I go to work together with CEO, and I am assigned to a desk in the middle of the hallway outside of his office.  Unlike all the other cubicles that other office workers have, my desk was simply an antique wood desk, an antique wood chair, directly facing the CEO's office.  There is an intercom on the desk, a computer for me to enter data, and a paper holder, and nothing else on the desk. Of course, my new desk did not even have a front to it, and since I am not allowed to wear underwear either,  everyone who happen to be stoop a little standing at the door to the CEO's office could easily see my naked legs under my tiny skirt.  He especially explained this to me and told me I am required to sit with my legs open all the time so everyone who come out of the CEO's office could "inadvertently" see my little beaver.

Every morning before starting to work I also must report to CEO's office, strip naked, put my hands on his desk and spread my legs open for him to inspect me.  Every other time I enter his office I must strip naked as well since according to the CEO an inferior cunt such as myself could not be allowed the privilege of clothes in his office. And later on he introduced his Executive Assistant Judy to become my mistress and together they sought out devious ways to humiliate and degrade me.  They have made me into the company's slut.

Judy was Dan's Executive Assistant before Jack came in.  However, when Dan left, Judy remained in her position as the Executive Assistant to Jack.  Judy was the woman who stole Dan from me, and after Dan moved away, she stole Jack from me.

Journal Entry 3

I am stripped of all possessions as well as all forms of identification.  My old life ends, putting me into handcuffs and chains or wrist and ankle shackles. All my movement is restricted and when not using me, he kept me in my cage. I was beaten, tortured, and shocked using a cattle prod.

When my owner's friends visited, at least at thought they were his friends, he would led me into the room on all fours, naked for my collar and my leash, and led to each one of his friend so that they can inspect my body as they talked about me using the nastiest words.

He used to tie me spreadeagled and whipped me with a wide variety of crops, canes, whips, leather straps, belts, paddles or floggers to punish my body.  Welts covered from my neck down to the bottoms of my feet.  He actually loved seeing the red welts, and the bruises on my body, hearing my screams and cries from pain.  He loved seeing my tears running down my face.

He also used on my body a variety of clamps, from the erotic types to severe industrial type clamps.

He also enjoyed inserting large objects, like baseball bat, beer bottles, wine bottles in my holes.  Usually I was suspended over the large object and then slowly lowered onto the object,

He also used sensory deprivation such as sleep deprivation to torture me.

When he does allow me out in public with him, he always dressed me in the most revealing fashion, with my cunt and ass barely covered.  No panties ever allowed, usually with sheer low cut tops, or belly shirts with no bra ever allowed and always in high heels.  Sometimes he would have me flashing my cunt, or ass or tits to total strangers while out with him.  After exhibiting me to anyone who happens to see me in public, when he take me home he will whip, beat and torture me and say that I "I am punishing you because you were being a public slut."

And when I failed to comply with his demands he threatened me that he will create a website and my life will be streamed live on the internet and send pictures, videos of me to my parents, saying that I have become a prostitute out of my own will.  Or worse, he threatened, he will actually deport me and send me back to china.

Journal entry 2

Today, I entered his office and shut the door. Without hesitation, I stripped out of my clothes and assumed the position I had been told earlier to wait for him to arrive. I was completely naked, bent over, my hands on the edge of the desk, and my feet spread apart; this way my pussy and ass were on full display to anyone who happened to walk through that office door. My bare feet felt cold against the wooden floor.  This was the position that I have been to be in whenever I am in his office.

The door opened and closed. I didn't know for sure who it was, but it had to be him.  I heard his chuckles and his steps walking up to me.  He put his hand on my ass and said, "Very good slut, you are learning quite well. But, now I want you under my desk. You are going to suck my cock while I eat lunch with someone else. You will be quiet while you suck me, and you had better not make me cum until this other person leaves. Now move it."   I jumped a little when he slapped my ass and I immediately crawled under his desk.  As soon as I was concealed from view, he opened the door, went behind his desk and pulled his cock out. Then, he sat down and said, "Start sucking, bitch!"

Sometimes I thought why I am doing this, to submit to him.  But then I realized: it is because I crave to obey, I crave to please and serve.  I crave to be controlled in all aspects of my life.  Those are the things that drive me, and define me.  I am a property, and my only purpose in life is to submit, serve, suffer and worship my owner.

Journal Entry 4

I am a slave, a slave used throughout the day according to my owner's wishes and orders, a slave with my submission and my total devotion to my owner.  I am nothing but a stupid whore.  I am a used up chink whore, undeserving of love.

Today Judy came over and told me: "He said to go to his office at 4:30 PM and he will tell you what to do from there. And he also said you know what position to be in when he arrives."  I was shocked, at first.  I was afraid that Judy have come to know the secret arrangement between me and the CEO, the fact that I am his slave, the fact that he controls and manages every aspect of my life, from what I wear, to what I eat, to what I am allowed to say, do, or work.  I just hoped that she didn't know anything about all of this, but I did remember he had told Judy to meet in his office at 5.

I went back to my desk and finished my work. At 4:30, I got up and walked into his office. He was not there, and I knew if I wasn't in the proper position, I would suffer. So, I closed the door, stripped and bent over his desk and spread my legs just as he had told me before.  There I was, in his office, naked, with my ass sticking out, legs wide apart, waiting for him to enter.

I think I waited in that position for what seemed to be almost half an hour for him to come in. My legs ached and my back felt sore from bending over for such long periods of time.  I was even more terrified that someone else might show up.  I would just die if anyone other than the CEO came in and saw me this way, but I also knew if I wasn't ready  when he came in, I would be in big trouble.  At nearly 10 minutes to 5, the door opened and the CEO came in. He spoke to me, saying, "Very good slut. I see you are learning your new role very  well."   He then reached up and played with my pussy between my open legs,

I wanted to get dressed quickly, since I knew Judy would be there at any time, but he told me not to move, and wanted me just like I was for a little longer. He really did enjoy the view he was getting.  It wasn't long and there was a knock on the door. I jumped and  started to move, but he told me to stay. It was just like he was talking to a pet, a dog.  I was horrified that someone was going to see me like this!  He went to the door and opened it and in walked Judy, right on time.  She saw

me spread out naked over his desk and said, "What is this? Why is she like that?"

He said, "Because I told her to get like that. I need to tell you Judy, that she is now my slave and slut, and will do everything I say. I just wanted you to be the first to know about her, since you are going to take her shopping for me."

"On, nice!" squealed Judy. "A pet to play with. May I help train her with you?"

"Of course you can.  That's why I want you to take her shopping. And, if you wish, you may start now. I know how much you  enjoy other women. Want to play with her cunt?"

My stomach began to knot as I heard this conversation.  I was further mortified to feel my pussy was beginning to tickle.  I hung her head and squeezed my eyes tightly to hold back the tears.

Judy reached out and stuck her hand between my legs, feeling my bald mound.  She said, "Oh my, a shaved pussy. I love them like that. It's so much more visible than those covered by ugly hair, don't you think, slut?"

I didn't answer her and Judy raised her hand and smacked hard on my naked ass.

"When you are asked a question, cunt, you need to answer it.  And now that the CEO has agreed to let me help with you, you will call me Mistress Judy from now on. Is that clear, you little asian cunt!"

"Yes, Mistress Judy, I understand"

I was given a bag and told to get dressed with what was in it. I opened the bag up and looked inside. There wasn't a lot in it. Just a very sheer little top, looking to be too small and a miniskirt that probably would just barely cover my ass. Nothing else.

I looked at the clothes in disbelief and said, "You expect me to wear this out of the office and out in public?"

"Yes I do, and if you don't get it on right now, you'll leave here naked!" yelled the CEO.

Frightened that he may make me do that, I quickly put the skimpy clothes on. He did allow me to put my heels that I had

worn to work back on, but no stockings. Once I had the clothes on, I had to model them. They made me turn around, bend over and raise my hands above my head, stretching the skirt up above my ass. I was totally humiliated and knew this was just the beginning of my torment. Once out in the parking lot, Judy made me walk slow and told me to wiggle my ass "like a good little asian whore should". I didn't like doing it, but decided that I would play along and make Judy happy. So, I walked very slow and deliberately made my ass wiggle back and forth. I knew passerby's were staring at me, but right about now, I didn't care. Once we got into the Judy's car, Judy told me to pull my dress up to my waist so my cunt showed.  There I sat in the passenger's seat with naked ass touching the cold leather.  A thousand things rushed through my head.

It wasn't too long before the car pulled into the parking lot of the shopping mall near our office and once the car was parked, we started to get out, but Judy made me wait until she had gotten out and walked to the side of the car where I sat. Judy opened the door and told me, "OK, now get out, but don't pull that skirt down until I tell you to."  I got out, standing there with my skirt around my waist, waiting impatiently to pull it down to cover my exposed ass and cunt. After a few minutes, Judy said, "Ok, now you can pull it down, but, don't touch it again without permission. And, I don't care if it slides up over your little asian ass, it will stay there until I say you can pull it back down. Understand whore?"

Once we were out of the car and standing in the parking lot, Judy made me walk in front of her. She said, "I expect to see that cute little asian ass of yours wiggling like a whore's ass!" I was just glad to be out of the car without any further humiliation. I walked the best I could and put on a good show for her, wiggling my ass like the slut I had now become.  About half way through the parking lot, I was about 30 feet in front of Judy, my cell phone rang.  It startled me at first, but I knew I had to get to my phone before it rang again since as CEO's Executive Assistant I must answer every cell phone as quickly as possible.  I said "hello" quietly into the phone. It turned out to be Judy on the other end.  I turned my head out of curiosity and saw the cold and evil expression on her face.  She said in a gruff voice, "I want you to take off all your clothes, except your heels and put them on the ground. Then continue walking and wiggling the rest of the way to the mall. And walk slowly." The phone went dead as she hung up. I quickly turned around, with pleading eyes, begging not to be made to do it. I hung onto the phone hoping it would ring again so she would tell me she didn't really mean it. But it didn't ring and Judy were approaching me now. I knew she meant what she said, so reluctantly I began to strip out of my tiny outfit. Just as she reached me, I was laying my clothes on the dirty ground next to me and stood naked before her. Judy reached out and slapped me hard across the face, saying, "you took too long cunt. Next time you are told to do something, you will do it immediately. And I don't care what it is or where. Understand, bitch!"  My face was so red with humiliation and embarrassment. I just hoped no one that knew me saw me walking around in public like this.

The trip to the mall was the most humiliating experience in my life.

Journal Entry 5

When I was young my father used to call my mommy a breeding machine. He meant it as a joke, to tease mommy but jokes are funny precisely because they are true. God made men attracted to a woman's cunt so that they could breed and prosper. A woman's cunt gives a man pleasure and in turn cunts are used by men for breeding. Sometimes men like to humiliate a woman's cunt, to treat it harshly and to toy with it, but that is God's way of preparing women for the pain of birth, because as it is said in the Bible, God made giving birth the most painful thing in life so that a woman could suffer. It is God's plan all along to make a woman's cunt bear pain and humiliation. Sometimes men would compare a woman to a pig in her cravings for submission and abuse and if that is what pleases God and what pleases men, and that which brings pleasure to a man and induces him to breed a woman's cunt, then a woman should be willing to be a pig because a benevolent God has created her to be his vessel, to be his cum dump for a cock. If a man beats a woman's cunt with his hands, a woman ought always oblige with fortitude and grace. For it is God who has made it pleasurable for a woman's cunt to suffer, and God will also give woman the strength to endure.  For otherwise it is a sin punishable by death for a man to waste his semen, as when Onan spilled his seed on the ground, he angered God and God struck him down with his mighty hand. Therefore it is the duty of a woman to be men's cum dump. And that is the original purpose of a woman's cunt.  Ideally, a woman's cunt is ripe for breeding since the age of 12, or whenever a girl's ovary starts producing eggs and a woman's cunt should be used as a cum receptacle from then on for at least once every month . And for every month that her cunt is not being used by a man, it became very sad and it kills the eggs that it produced and discharges them. The woman becomes anxious and frightened, because she is not fulfilling the purpose and the function that God gave her. She become angry at herself for not being able to bring pleasure to men, and therefore her cunt punishes her by making her bleed. A woman will become ridden with guilt for she will think her cunt is not attractive to a man. And she must find other ways to please a man if her cunt is not attractive to a man, either by digesting his cum and receiving it in her anus. Both of which are far more painful and humiliating, but the Lord hath spoken thus that a woman will have no choice but to obey

Journal Entry 6

My master has kept me in my place, and made sure I never forget who is my owner, who is my Master. I will forever be his slave, truly. He controls everything I do, which including cooking, cleaning, fucking, and anything else he says, anytime, anywhere. I am even shared with whomever he chooses, and I will do anything he tells me to, with whomever it is - male and female. I have no say, and I follow all orders without hesitation. In short, he owns me, controls me, and uses me as he sees fit.

It was the second week and the CEO has become ever more hot tempered.  One afternoon he called me on the interim.  "Get your little asian ass in here and show me your cunt!" Then the phone went dead.  I have become used to been yelled at now, but the most humiliating part was that colleagues sitting close to me had heard how his yelling at me and was surprised by the way he treats me.  I felt ashamed, for myself, for putting up with this kind of behavior, for having no dignity and for not standing up for myself.  They must have felt I am a disgusting submissive woman, but I cannot help myself.  I made my way to the CEO's office. As soon as I entered, Judy left and shut the door.  I stripped naked and leaned on the desk. The CEO made it a point to be loud, and said, "Spread your legs, cunt!" I had forgotten how I was supposed to be, but quickly remembered when I heard his rough order.  I spread my legs wide, exposing my tight little asian ass and dripping cunt. The CEO walked up behind me and put his hand between my legs. He felt my pussy, sticking his finger inside me. Then, without warning drove his wet finger up my ass. The CEO just laughed as he probed my tight little hole and said, "I'll bet there hasn't been anything up here before, but that will change soon." Then he pulled his finger out and once again began to play with my cunt. He ran his fingers around my swollen lips and then up to my clit. He pinched the little bud between his fingers and rubbed it hard. I was so horny I was about to cum, but suddenly he stopped. He walked away and said, "Get dressed cunt, in these clothes I brought for you." I wanted to cum so much, I begged, "Please sir, please fuck me and make me cum." He just laughed and said, "No, bitch, not yet. I want you hot enough to fuck whatever I say, so just get dressed." Shaking from frustration, I dressed in the clothes he handed to me.  As I was dressing, the CEO said, "From now on slut, I am the only one that will fuck you, unless I give someone else permission. My cock will be the only one to go into your hot little cunt. Understand cunt?

Journal Entry 7

I think chastity is the most potent form of submission a slave will offer to her master because it shows a slave's willingness to forgo any form of sexual satisfaction and focus in stead on only giving sexual satisfaction to her master, while master denies her from obtaining any form of pleasure for her self. It shows that a slave truly belongs to her master and no one else. For my master, I am willing to be put into a chastity device for as long as master pleases and let my master laugh at me as I writhe in pain and desire. No slave should ever have sexual gratification absent her Master's approval. In fact toying with a slave right to the point of ecstasy and then denying her the release that she has built up to proves to that slave her master owns her body. A master will also find personal pleasure in watching the tortured expression on a slave's face as she realizes that she will not get that release and suffers for her master. It shows that she worships her master, she honors him, she belongs to him and she understands that her body is for his pleasure alone, and master alone control all aspects of her life and being.

Judy and the CEO began dating now and I am now being completely ignored.  As a matter of fact, Judy has moved in with the CEO and I am only allowed to sleep in a cage next to the master bed.  The CEO has lost all interest in having sex with me and in stead I had to watch them have sex and clean up after them.  I felt frustrated, yet the CEO does not allow me to have sex with anyone else and today I overhead them saying since I am such a horny slut they are going to fix me so I can never have sex again.

"Well let me fix it so no one gets into that cunt again without my knowledge" he said. I began to shake when I heard this.  What would he do to fix it so no one else fucked me?  I wanted to get up and run. I wanted to go back to china and live a poor miserable life.  I wanted to just crawl inside myself and hide.   He continued "I think you need to learn that your cunt is mine. Not even you can say it is yours any longer. It is my cunt and no one else."  Then to Judy he said, "Take this clamp and close up that fuck hole." He handed Judy one of those large black clamps used to hold papers.  I knew it would hurt terribly. The mere anticipation of the pain made me squirm. Judy took the clamp and reached between my legs, pushing my cunt lips together and then put the clamp on them. This held my pussy lips together and nothing could get in or out. I shirked out in pain as soon as it was in place. The CEO told me: "Now, we have about another hour to work, so get your ass back to your desk and get busy. And don't even think about taking that off your pussy,"  Not wanting further punishment, I obediently followed, stood up and reached for my clothes, but they were gone. I frantically looked around, but didn't see them any place. "Sir, where are my clothes? I need to get dressed, please."

"Judy put them away for you. I don't see why you need clothes. After all, you are giving my cunt away to strangers, so what difference does it make who sees you naked,"

"Please Sir, let me dress so the others don't see me, please,  What if the police came in and saw me like this?" I begged.

"OK, give her something to put on, but not much," he said as he walked out of the room, apparently disgusted with me.

Judy laughed and handed me a blouse to put on. It was thin, but long enough to just cover my little ass and cunt.

She said, "Put this on and get out. And don't complain about it, or you will go out naked."

I was grateful for the little bit I could put on and quickly got my body covered. Even though it wasn't much, I was happy to have it. Then I shyly walked out the door and almost ran to my desk.  I sat down and pulled my chair up as far as I could get it.  The clamp on my pussy was hurting me very badly, but I knew it had to stay. So I just put up with the pain and got my work done. Lucky for me, there wasn't much to do. The last hour seemed to go by rather quickly for me and when Judy stopped by my desk, she said, "OK, slut, time to quit for the day. I think the CEO wants to take us to dinner tonight, so we have to go home and get ready."

I got up, trying my best to keep the blouse down around my ass.

We walked together out of the building and started to go to Judy's car.  About half way through the parking lot, Judy said, "Stop right there, slut!"  Judy reached to my blouse and unbuttoned the bottom buttons. This allowed my cunt to be out in the open with the clamp still hanging from my cunt lips. I begged, "Please, don't do this to me. i am showing everything, please." Judy just laughed and returned to my blouse and unbuttoned the rest of them, and said, "Well, since you want to show everything, I guess you will now. And for not calling my name properly, we'll just take the blouse off. Now, do it!"

I looked at her in shock, with wide glassy eyes, tears forming in them and starting to run down my cheeks.  Judy didn't even blink and yelled to my face"I said take it off cunt, or I'll rip it off!"  It was loud enough for anyone around to hear, which would have brought attention to them. And it looked like it did as a couple people stopped to watch.  Being scared, I reached up and pulled the blouse from my body. I stood naked in the parking lot, showing everything I had.  I was turning a bright red and I tried to cover up with my hands. Noticing this, Judy said, "Put your hands on top of your head and walk to the car. Be sure to wiggle that cute little asian ass, too." I was totally embarrassed, but I obeyed anyway and put my hands on my head and walked as fast as I could.  Judy was following me, watching me from behind and also noticed quite an audience around us.  Getting to the car, Judy unlocked the doors and allowed me to get in. But once we were inside the car, Judy said, "Up on your hands and knees bitch, and stick your ass toward the window."  I did as I was told, knowing my ass and cunt and that big black clamp on my cunt lips would all be seen in the window, but at least my face wouldn't be seen. Judy had me put my face in her lap and said, "OK, cunt face, lick me all the way home." Crying, I began my hated task, licking Judy's cunt as Judy drove away, circling the parking lot three times before heading onto the highway. She drove around for awhile, allowing my ass to be seen by as many people as she pleased.

When she finally pulled into the driveway to CEO's home, she told me to get out. Once I was out, standing by the car, she said, "Now, get down on your hands and knees and crawl to the door, like a nice little pet."  I knew better than to argue with this bitch, so I got down like a puppy dog and crawled naked to the front door. I got to the front door and Judy unlocked it, letting herself in. But she told me, "now, sit up pretty and beg to come in. When I think you have begged enough, I'll allow you into my house. But, puppies don't talk, so you better bark and whine!" Embarrassed at the situation, I did what I had to do in order to escape any more public humiliation.  "Woof, woof, whine, whine" was what Judy heard as she shut the door in my face.  After about 10 minutes, finally, she returned to the door and opened the door and told me to crawl in. Once inside, Judy took me into the bathroom and put me in the shower. She turned on the cold water and told me to clean up. I tried to get the nozzle in my hole, but the clamp stopped it from going in. Judy reached in between my legs and pulled the clamp off, but didn't loosen it. She just pulled, making my pussy lips stretch until finally it came off.

Then, she put the douche bottle up to my pussy, inserted the nozzle and squeezed the bulb. I was shocked from the coldness entering my cunt, but squeezed until it was empty. "OK, now let it out, and fill the bottle up again." said Judy. "Then rinse the CEO's dirty little cunt." I did as I was told and once again felt the cold water fill my pussy.

Journal Entry 8

And I will be your little china doll, a perfectly subservient geisha girl placed on exhibit so your friends may see. I will never be allowed to cum again, only to derive pleasure from being penetrated. I will be your perfectly trained submissive Oriental wife, dolled up, wearing cute silk panties, on my knees, obediently swallowing my master's seed.

Journal Entry 9

Today I had to wash Judy's car. She put me in a large white t shirt big enough to barely cover my naked cunt and wearing nothing else on.  She told me to get out in the parking lot and clean her car for her.  After I was done, she wanted to clean me up, but in stead of letting go to the shower room, she rinsed the hose at me. I got wet with all my clothes still on, and I looked just as if I was naked.  Once I was totally wet, Judy said, "OK, now get out and let's head for home." I was happy to be able to get inside the cover of the car, but was shocked with what came next. As I started to get into the car, Judy said, "Wait just a minute, slut. I can't have you dripping wet in the car. It's not that far to our house, so why don't you walk there. I'll be along in a moment."  "But, i will be seen,"  Judy yelled:"So what?  You have been seen with nothing on. Maybe you would like to get out of the clothes and walk home. Once those dry, it won't look like you are naked. Now move it, bitch!"  I cried again, knowing I had to obey, so I set out for the house. I felt lucky that it wasn't too far away and hoped that no one would see me.  I walked down the street, knowing that anyone looking would see everything I had, my tits, my cunt and my ass. I could feel the clothes begin to dry as I walked and only a few cars passed by. However, a couple young teenage boys were riding by on their bicycles and whistled at me, then turned around and followed me for awhile. Of course I knew they could see everything and I quickened my pace, ignoring their comments. They continued to pester me and tried to get me to talk to them, but I still ignored them. I just wanted to get home. I continued walking, trying to get away from the boys, when suddenly Judy pulled up beside me and ordered, "Stop right there, cunt!" The order scared me, since I did not expect Judy to be there. But I stopped and stood still. Judy got out of the car and asked, "Did those boys try talking to you?" "Yes, Ma'am," I said. "And did you talk back to them?" asked Judy. "No, Ma'am, i didn't," I stated.  Then Judy said, "Come on over here, boys." I was shocked because I thought they had left. They all gathered around to see what would happen. Judy asked them, "Did she just ignore you?" "Yea, she did!" they all said together. "Slut, don't you know better than to ignore people when they are trying to be nice to you. I think you owe them an apology, don't you?" questioned Judy. "Yes, Ma'am," I cried.  "i'm sorry for ignoring you. It won't happen again." "Not good enough!" yelled Judy, "Now, you will have to pay for your lack of respect to these young men. Follow me, slut, and you boys come along, too." Judy headed off into a wooded area beside the road. Once they were among the trees, Judy said, "Now, strip, and be quick about it!" I was shocked and tried to protest, but knew better than to hesitate and quickly got my top off. But I did go slower in removing my shorts. And Judy noticed this and slapped me hard on my naked ass and she said, "faster cunt!" I quickly shed my shorts and stood before them all naked.  Judy asked the boys, "Is this what you boys wanted to see?"  They all said, "YES" at the same time, with big smiles on their faces. Then Judy did something that shocked me and made me cry even more.  She said, "Well little cunt, I think you owe these boys a little more, so get on your knees and beg to suck their young cocks." I hated doing this, but knew if I had no choice but to obey her. The CEO already said I would be punished for not answering my phone in time and if I showed any sign of disobedience, I would probably suffer twice as much.  My instinct to please and avoid punishment, my submissive nature and my becoming a complete inferior subhuman engulfed my entire existence.  Down on my knees I went and without thinking, almost in a daze, I said, "Please, may i suck your cocks?"  All the boys were surprised, but since they all had hard-ons, they pulled them out and I crawled to each, one at a time.  I reluctantly put them in my mouth and sucked them until each of them had cum in my mouth and I swallowed it all. Then Judy told my to put my clothes back on and get home.  I felt like a prisoner, confined by my own submissive nature and desire to be owned.

Journal Entry 10

Why am I crying ? I should be proud to show what a good little owned whore I am for my Master.

When I came out of the bathroom this morning, my clothes were laid out on the bed. It was a dark blue skirt and white silk blouse, but the skirt seemed to have been cut up the back. All the way from the hem to the waistband. I put it on and knew my ass would be showing when I walked, but then I noticed there were strips of velcro sewn into it. I got them fastened and put my blouse on. I was ready to be driven to work by Judy.  After a very short ride, we arrived at the company.

As we walked into company in the main lobby, the CEO who was already in the office, came to meet us and said to me, "In my office and spread your legs." Dutifully I went to his office and stripped. I positioned myself in front of his desk, legs spread apart and hands on the desk, which made me bend at the waist. The CEO and Judy entered the office and watched me get naked for them. Once I was properly positioned, the CEO reached up to my cunt and poked his fingers inside me.  He pulled his fingers out and said "I want you to get dressed, slut, and go sit at your desk. You'll notice you have a new chair to sit in. Don't say anything when you see it, just sit down. You'll know how when you see. Now get moving."  I quickly got my clothes back on.  When I started to reattach the velcro on the back of my skirt, Judy stopped me, saying, "No, leave it off. That is for when you walk outside." Then she walked with me to my desk and said, "OK, cunt, sit." She pulled the chair out from under the desk and I saw what they had done. They replaced my office chair with a old fashioned wood chair.  In the chair was a dildo and butt plug, positioned just right so when I sat down, they would go up my pussy and ass. They appeared to be permanently attached to this chair. I instinctively wanted to wine and complain like a inferior bitch, but thought better and checked myself before I opened my mouth.  And now I knew why my skirt had been split and reattached with velcro.  I moved to the chair and had to stand up on the bottom rung of the legs in order to get my ass high enough to sit in it. I slowly sat down. I felt the instruments enter my holes and tried to stand up on the rung. But Judy pushed my feet off the rung and I was impaled by two objects. They forced themselves deeply into me and I couldn't move. "Now, just sit like that and do your work. Don't even think about putting your feet up, either. The CEO and I will be watching you!" stated Judy. I started crying again from the frustration and the pain in my pussy and in my asshole. It was not only the pain of being hurt, but a pain from needing to get fucked by a big hard cock. Because even if I had my cunt full of dildo and my asshole filled with a butt plug, I still needed and craved for the real thing. And, if I could get away, I would probably find a big cock to fuck myself. The CEO and Judy watched me all morning as I squirmed in my seat, feeling those two objects inside me. I just couldn't get comfortable. And to make it worse, I couldn't put my feet on the floor or the chair rungs to ease the discomfort.  I just had to sit flat on my ass, my naked skin touching the hard wooden seat.

At lunchtime, the CEO called me on the intercom. " Yellow Cockmeat, get into my office. And don't forget to push your chair in all the way unless you want others to see what you have been sitting on."  I carefully got up off my new chair, pushed it way up under my desk and walked into the CEO's office.  I forgot to fix my skirt and when I realized it, I knew everyone around had already seen my naked ass."

The CEO told me to go get his lunch.

Quietly I left the office. As I was walking out the door, a new office worker who was just hired caught up with me.  He said, "Hi, I'm Allen.  This is my first week at the company.  What's your name?"

I blushed bright red because I didn't know what I should tell him.

"You can call me Ms. Cockmeat.  It's an asian name."

"Oh, Ok, Ms. Cockmeat.  I'm going to get some lunch, want to join me?" I started to tell him no, but then thought this might be the only chance I had to get fucked in a long time. So I said, "Sure, I was on the way out for lunch, too. Have to get the CEO's." We left and drove in the CEO's private car. I said I had to go to two places and hoped he didn't mind; the CEO and his Executive Assistant Judy had ordered from two different restaurants. But I had already decided to make a detour and go someplace to have sex with him.  As we drove, he was talking to me, but I wasn't sure about what he said. All I could think about was getting his cock inside my cunt. That dildo made my pussy so wet and it was ready for the real thing. I knew about a little park down the street from the company and pulled into it, knowing that it was deserted most of the time.  I found the spot I was looking for and stopped. He said, "What we doing here? Can't buy lunch in a park you know." I looked at him with a big smile and said, "No, but I want your cock." Allen was shocked, but didn't argue as we both got out of the car. I just bent over the trunk and spread my legs and said, "Do me stud. Fuck my asian cunt."  Allen pulled his cock out and plunged it into my pussy. I moaned and pushed back. Finally after all the torment I went through being denied a fucking, I was now getting it. We fucked like that for about twenty minutes and he finally stiffened and shot his load deep inside my pussy. I came for the first time in a very very long time. We stayed connected for a short time after that and finally I said, "God you are good. I wouldn't mind a lunch break like that everyday. How about we try to get everyone's lunch everyday so we can fuck." "Great idea!" he said, "You have one hot pussy and I'll take all I can." We straightened their clothes and then went to get the food. I went into the bathroom to clean my pussy out so the CEO wouldn't notice I had been fucked. At the time I was thinking that now I wouldn't care if the CEO forbid me to fuck or that he could ever find out. Getting back to the office, I went into the CEO's office with the food I just brought. Judy was with him and as she shut the door, Judy took the food and as always I stripped naked once inside his office.  The CEO and Judy took all the food out and set theirs on the desk so they could eat. But Judy put mine on the floor.

The CEO came up behind me, grabbed my arms, bringing them behind my back and handcuffed them. "Now slut, get on your knees and eat your lunch like a good little puppy," ordered him and smacked me hard across my naked ass. I quickly got down in front of my meal and bent over to lick it up. The other two laughed and began to eat their lunch.

Finally finishing lunch, the CEO allowed me to get up and released me from the cuffs. He even allowed me to wipe the food from me face. Judy walked with me back to my desk once I was dressed again and made sure I was sitting properly on my new toys. Judy got quite a laugh as I eased myself down onto the two objects.  I sat at my desk doing my work and never noticed the CEO leaving his office. He was making his rounds of the station to check on everything, especially the new employees. I did not realize that Allen who seemed like such a nice guy, turned out to be such a loud mouth and was bragging about fucking me in the park.  The CEO overheard everything and now he knew that I was out getting some cock on the side, even after being told that my cunt didn't belong to me anymore. My cunt was now his and he planned to punish me severely for fucking without permission.

I have proven unworthy and undisciplined of my Master and to this day I regret what I did.

At the time I didn't know the CEO has already found out, and the CEO has made up his mind what to do with me. Later I would found out that they had called the state jail and arranged to have me put in jail for an entire night.

He called me on the intercom and called me over to the office "Be sure all your work is done and we need to put your chair away so people don't see it," he said to me.  I hurried to finish my work, then got up off my chair and the two objects that had been inside me.  I took the chair to the little shift room and put it away and brought another chair out.

As I was finishing this the CEO came out and said, "Follow me, slut."

We went out and drove to the state jail in the outskirt of the city.  It was about 30 minutes drive and I saw Judy in front of the jail gates.  She got up and went with us into the jail. The three of us walked together without saying anything until we reached the guard station at the entrance to the jail.

Then the CEO said, "Now, strip!" "Please, Sir, not here. Others are around. Anyplace but here, please," I begged. But he would hear none of it and said, "I said, strip, slut! Now do it!" Slowly I began to disrobe and laid my clothes on the desk. When I had put the last article on the desk, Judy took them all and shoved them into a bag. I stood naked before the CEO, Judy and the guard, not sure what to do next. "Aren't you supposed to be in the proper position," asked the CEO. I realized that he expected me to do what I did in his office and leaned over, putting my hands on the desk where the guard usually sat. Then I spread my legs wide and waited. "Now, slut, who do you think you are anyway? How do you think you can just fuck anyone without asking me first. And don't tell me you didn't, either. I know you fucked that new hire this afternoon when you went for lunch, didn't you?"

My heart almost jumped out of my throat.  "Yes, Sir, i did," I cried, "i was just so hot, i just couldn't help it." "Well, slut, I am going to make sure you get well fucked tonight and that will be the last time you get a cock in that cunt for a long, long time,"

I was shaking now, not knowing what he meant and I cried even more. I was so shook up, I couldn't even talk. Then I heard him say, "Now, just stay right where you are while this nice guard reams your hot cunt for you to get it nice and juicy for the rest of them." The guard walked behind ,e, unzipped his pants and pulled his cock out.  This I didn't really mind, but it was what was to come next that frightened me. The guard stepped up behind me and without even rubbing my slit, drove his cock deep inside me. I felt him ram it deep in my cunt and stayed that way for just a short time and then began pumping back and forth, fucking me hard and deep.

The guard probably had not had any pussy in a long time.  I wanted to cum from him fucking me, but to my dismay, he shot his load before I could.  I felt him stiffen just as I was getting turned on and then felt his sperm enter me. He quickly pulled out and with the CEO's insistence he walked in front of me and pushed his softening cock into my mouth and made me clean him. "Clean it up quickly ,cunt," said Judy, "we have some more surprises for you."  I took his cock into my mouth and sucked him until it was clean and then he pulled out, put it back into his pants and zipped up.  He already knew about what was going to happen next while I was totally in the dark.  "OK, cockmeat," said the CEO, "get your ass up and follow me." He walked to the large door that sealed off the jail cells and told the guard to open it. The CEO walked in through the doors, followed by me and then Judy. The door slammed shut behind us. He walked down the aisle between the cells and stopped when he got to a large table in the middle. He said, "OK, cockmeat, get your ass up on the table, and lay on your belly."  I was in shock, knowing that all the prisoners were watching and could see my nakedness.  I tried to cover my body, but Judy slapped my hands away.

Reluctantly, I got on the table, knowing that if I didn't things would just get worse. As soon as I was laying face down on the table, Judy and the CEO handcuffed my hands and feet to the table legs. Of course, they made sure my whore holes were positioned just right to accept cocks.  I lay on the cold table, legs spread wide apart, my cunt dripping from being fucked by the guard, along with it being so aroused and listened to the CEO.

He said, "Your attention please. Tonight, I have a special treat for all of you. I know some of you have been in here for a long time, while others just arrived. But tonight you are going to be free. Well, at least as free as you can get while still in jail. In a short while, I am going to leave and when I do, all your cell doors will be unlocked." Cheers and applause was heard throughout the jail. The prisoners knew something good would happen, especially with this cunt in front of them. The CEO held up his hand and called for silence. Then he continued. "As you can see, I have placed this asian whore in the center of the room. Some of you might recognize an intern in my company. Well, tonight she is your whore. Once I open your cell doors, you are all free to fuck her in any of her three holes. However, I do expect her cunt to be used the most." More cheers, yells, clapping and banging on the bars from the prisoners. Some of these guys hadn't seen a pussy in so long.

I was horrified by what I heard. My breath became short and shallow. There was nothing I could do but choke back my tears. I saw that they were already stripping down to get at my cunt in front of them.  It was amazing how different, but so much alike they looked. Some long, some short, some thin, some fat, but all engorged and ready for action. The CEO continued talking, "Take your time with her, since you will have all night to use her. I will be back in the morning to get her. I hope you all have fun, but do remember, no abuse. I don't want her hurt, I just want her fucked." Then as he was walking away, I heard him say, "Judy, when we get home, please call Stephanie and see about an appointment at the house tomorrow night. I want that cunt fixed!"

Then there was a silence, but only for a short time. I lay on my belly on that cold metal table, my cunt openly displayed and left all alone with these horny guys to use all night. How would  I ever manage to keep up? I knew it would be bad, but at the same time, it excited me to know I was going to be gang raped. My cunt was soaking wet with the thought of all those hard cocks going into me. Then suddenly I heard the electric locks come undone and the doors slide open. Next thing I knew there were men all around me, running their hands all over me and into me. Then came the first of many cocks. One guy stuck his cock into my pussy and rammed it home. He was fucking me hard and fast, going deep with each thrust. About the same time  his cock was all the way in, a hard cock was stuck into my mouth and it too was fucking me. No one seemed to care about my feelings, they just fucked me.

I was in for a long night and really doubted that I would want to fuck again for quite some time. My cunt would be completely destroyed after tonight. I couldn't move. The only thing I could do is take what I was getting.

Once the first guy fucked me, they lined up front and back and gave me a steady supply of cocks and cum. Some of the men fucked my pussy, some I had to suck off, while others went for my asshole. The prisoners were really enjoying their little bit of freedom.  Even if they couldn't get out on the streets, the CEO had supplied them with a whore for the night and they were making the best of it. Not knowing when they would get an opportunity like this again, they were going to fuck me until they just couldn't get hard any more. But even then, some of them shoved their soft cocks into my mouth to try to get hard at least once more. I knew the CEO and Judy  watched the monitor and they must have laughed at the sight of me  and knew that after this, I wouldn't be allowed to ever be getting fucked for quite some time.

I had lost count of how many cocks had been in me. I had many nice orgasms to start with, but now it seemed like that is all I was doing. With all the cocks in my cunt, ass and mouth, I was in a constant state of arousal. But I was beginning to wear out. All this sex made me sore and I was fighting to stay awake and alert. I was close to passing out from exhaustion.

When I woke up the morning, I saw the CEO and Judy and the CEO was saying, "Come on, cockmeat, time to go home to clean up. We have a special guest coming by tonight and I want you nice and clean. We left the jail once I was given my clothes back and headed home.

Master took me home and put me in the shower to clean up.  Once I got out of the tub and dried off I left the bathroom  and the CEO grabbed my arm and pulled me toward the living room.  I gasped when I saw the dinning room table in the middle of the living room.  Attached to each leg was rope and I dreaded being tied up again. Especially after my night in the jail.

He took me to the table and said, "OK, cunt, up you go. On your back, legs spread. Move it!"  I hesitated, knowing something bad was going to happen. But my hesitation was short lived. With one hand, the CEO grabbed my ear, pulling my head down, and with the other slapped me harshly on me naked ass three times.

"I said on the table! Now do it!"

Having no choice, I got on the table and lay down. my eyes were filling up with tears once again now because I didn't want anything else to happen. As soon as I was on my back, the CEO and Judy grabbed my arms and secured them to the table legs.

Then moving down to my legs, they spread them wide apart and tied them to the table legs as well. Now I lay there, spreadeagled on the table. The wood was cold on my naked skin and I felt so open. My pussy was in plain view for all to see and I hated it. I cried more and begged, "Please, don't do any more to me. I have done everything you wanted, please let me go." They both laughed and the CEO said, "No, you haven't done everything I wanted. I told you that your cunt was now mine and no one else was to have it. But two times you fucked up and screwed someone else. So tonight we'll fix it so you won't fuck anyone again with out my permission."

Then Stephanie, the woman who was gong to fix me up, came.  She laid all of her tools she brought with her and laid them out on the table between my spread, open legs. Then Judy pulled her panties out and stuffed into my mouth.

Then the CEO said to me: "Cunt, you disobeyed me and I won't have that.  I will attach a lock permanently to your pussy so you will never fuck anyone without my permission ever again." I was crying, tears running from my eyes, knowing it would hurt and that I would always be at his mercy. But what could I do? I was tied and gagged, and couldn't move. Stephanie started measuring the length of my cunt, taking a small marker to put a dot on each lip where she would put the holes. Satisfied that they were all even, she took an alcohol wipe and rubbed my swollen lips, making sure they were clean. The alcohol burned my lips and I was in agony. But it soon went away when the alcohol dried. I watched Stephanie as best I could, even though I couldn't really see that area. Stephanie picked up her puncturing tool and held it up as if she was inspecting it.  Then I felt Stephanie's fingers on my pussy, I tensed up, knowing what was coming, but I couldn't get away. Stephanie pulled out a pair of gripping tweezers and attached it to my puffy lip on the right side. As my cunt lip was pulled out and stretched, the next thing I felt was the cold puncturing tool being placed on my stretched lip. Then it happened. Stephanie squeezed and I could not only feel the hole being made, but I also heard the skin being punctured.  I tried to scream but only muffled sounds came out of my mouth as the hole was made and the first ring was installed. I passed out from the pain.

When I woke up again, I was still being tied to the table naked, and as I raised my head a little I noticed I had four little golden rings dangling from my cunt. Stephanie stood back to admire her work and Judy came over to get a closer look and said, "Look Jack, we now have a place to attach all kinds of things to this little asian slut. We can lock her up, but we can also put her on a leash or even put some weights on her."

The CEO laughed as he saw Judy playing with the little rings. Judy pulled on them and twisted them. They were both enjoying the torment they were giving me.

Then he said, "OK, Judy, time to lock up my little cunt. she'll never fuck anyone again without permission." Judy went to the other room and got the lock.

They were serious about locking up my pussy. I now wished I hadn't fucked Allen.  The CEO picked up the lock and showed it to my face. He said, "Now, cunt, you are mine and only mine. Once I put this on you, you'll never take a cock in my cunt again, will you?"

He reached down between my legs and played with the rings. "Do you think one lock will do?" he asked. "We can put it through all four rings and she'll have the lock right in the middle of her hole. I think that will look cute." Then he started feeding the loop of the lock through the rings.

I felt it going through the rings, knowing I would never be free again. I dreaded the fact that my cunt would now be locked and the only one that could free me would be Jack the CEO, my Master.

I knew that once it CLICKED shut, I would never be free. Then the CEO said, "OK, my little slut, it is now time to lock you up. I want you to repeat after me." I mumbled something that he didn't understand, so he removed the panties from my mouth, and asked, "Do you understand?" "Yes, Sir," I cried out the reply. "Good, now this is what you'll say," the CEO ordered.

"i am a slut, owned by the CEO Jack, and to prove it, my cunt is locked and only the CEO can open it."

I tried to say it just like him, but the words wouldn't come out, so he said, "OK, let's try it again." As he said the words again slowly, I repeated after him. He was laughing by the time he finished and just as I had said the last phrase, a very loud "CLICK" could be heard. I heard it and broke out in tears, knowing I would never be free again.

Once my pussy was locked up, they left me lying on the table, alone, naked and crying.  The tears wasn't only the pain and the humiliation, but also from living the life of a slave.

Journal Entry 11

The next morning, after I had finished getting clean, I saw the clothes on the bed. It was a mini skirt and blouse. Nothing else, except for my shoes. I quickly put them on and noticed they had been altered. The blouse had been taken in so it was extremely tight on me and the skirt had been fixed so the hemline was just below my cunt. I even thought the lock dangling from my cunt lips could be seen if I walked. How could they expect me to wear something like this to work?

I came to the office and the CEO in stead offered me a drive through the town.

The CEO drove me through the town and turned into a street known to have some really sleazy people walking around. Most of them were homeless and dirty. He spotted an older man walking down the street and followed behind him until the man turned into an alleyway. Then he pulled into the alley behind him. He honked and signaled the man to stop. The man didn't know what to do, so he stopped and turned toward our car. The CEO motioned him over to the car and spoke to him.  I didn't hear what he said at first, since he spoke very low. But then he spoke louder and I heard him ask the man, "How would you like to have your cock sucked today?" The dirty old man said, "Uuuuhhhh, yea, sure." Then he turned to me and said, "Well, whore, time to earn your pay. Get out in front of the car and strip for me, then get on your knees." "But, Sir," I cried, "i can't do that!"  "OK, I'll make a call and send you back to China!" said the CEO. I cried and got out. I went to the front of the car and removed the little clothes I had on, then got on my knees. I heard the CEO say, "OK, fella, go get your cock sucked." The man walked up to me and pulled his dick out of his pants and aimed it at my mouth. He pushed it toward my lips.  I could smell the pissy odor on him and almost gagged, but not wanting to get in more trouble, I opened my mouth and took his dirty cock into my mouth and started sucking. "God, how nasty this is. His cock is so dirty and i can't imagine what his cum will be like," I thought to myself as I sucked on him. It didn't take very long and the man stiffened and pushed his cock deep into my throat. He was cumming in my mouth and it tasted so bad I almost puked. But I didn't and was able to swallow it all. The man pulled his cock from my mouth and put it back into his dirty pants and started to leave, but the CEO stopped him. "Cockmeat, thank the good man for letting you suck him," he said. "Thank you, Sir, for letting me suck your cock," I cried. The man said, "You are welcome and you can do that anytime." Then he walked away leaving me on my knees. Just as I was about to get up, another man walked into the alley and saw me there. This one wasn't quite as dirty, but I could tell he was still a bum. The CEO leaned out of the window and said, "Since you have been seen like this, slut, suck him off, too." God I really started to hate all of this, but I had no choice but to humiliate myself once again or risk the chance of being sent back to China. So I pulled out his cock out and started sucking it too. He came in my mouth very quickly and I was forced to swallow his load. Then the CEO said, "Now, slut, show him your cunt!"  I turned bright red as I stood up, turned around and bend over so my ass and pussy are both exposed. The man laughed as he saw the lock on it, but had a puzzled look. The CEO told me to tell him why it was like this.  I cringed and said, "my cunt is locked up because i disobeyed my master. It is his cunt and i fucked someone else, so he locked it up." I was crying and very humiliated now. The man turned and walked away, laughing.

Journal Entry 12

I have been beaten,raped,tortured,dehumanized, humiliated, gang banged and forced to have sex with anything,  The CEO is not my dom or my master. He is truly my owner. He doesn't care for me at all except for his needs, not even for my safety.  He just kept on torturing me for his pleasure, as my life slowly burned and withered away

Journal Entry 13

What is a slave race? What constitutes a race to be called a slave race?  A race that is subjugated, dominated, and enslaved by another is called a slave race.  And a race that subjugates, dominates and enslaves is the master race.  The master race is the noble race, the race of noble lions, whereas the slave race is the race of domesticated animals, and the race of lamb and sheep.  As a slave race lives according the laws of slave morality, the master race lives according the laws of master morality.  Slave morality dictates obedience and weakness as the most supreme virtues, that it is a virtue to be loyal and obedient to one's master, to be meek, to be timid and to be submissive to master; whereas master morality views courage and strength as the supreme virtue.  It dictates that a master ought to rule over his slaves with power, that it is a virtue to be brave, to be courageous, to be strong and to be dominant.  It is otherwise a lie that we deceive ourselves with such that all races are created equal, that the race of Chinese and Jews and Negroes ought to be equal to the race of Americans, Germans, and Japanese. And this pleases God.  A slave race's purpose in life is to serve the dominant race. Women of the slave race ought to be acquired as property for the master race as that which is natural and that which pleases God; it is often a beautiful sight that a slave race's woman come to terms with her destiny and realize her potential as a template created by God, not to live life for her selfish purposes, but to serve the higher and noble master race.  A slave race's woman was born to be used as domestic animals; it is in her instinct that her kneels wobble and feel weak at the sight of her master; she craves to be controlled as a domestic animal would by her owner and she achieves her ultimate purpose in life when trained to serve without questions and when she happily satisfies the desires of her master.  A slave race's woman is the unhappiest when she is not fulfilling her master's desires.  And a slave race's woman is the happiest when she knows that her life has been sacrificed and dedicated to pleasing the master race.

Journal Entry 14

Judy came by this afternoon and said, "slut, I think Jack is about ready to leave, so why don't you go to the car and wait for us." I am never allowed to call him by his first name anymore.  I can only call him Sir and refer to him simply as the CEO or Owner.  I put my things away and got up to walk out, but just as I was going by the CEO's door I was stopped.  Judy said, "While you are waiting for us, slut, I expect you to find a cock to suck. Don't take long finding one, since we'll be right out." And the CEO added, "Don't try to hide either. Just suck someone right there by the car!"  I turned red with shame.  They are trying to dehumanize me completely.  Every day now for the past several month they have repeatedly whipped me and left me with marks, bruising, welts all over my body.  I have been tied up and bound, my tits clamped while they beat me on my ass and cunt, and when they finally released me they pulled me naked around the floor on my hands and knees by my hair.  And now they wanted me to find a complete stranger and ask him to suck his cock.  How could I suck a cock in the parking lot without being seen or even caught by the police?  I didn't say anything, just walked out to the car.  I noticed that they could watch me from the window in the CEO's office and I knew if I didn't do what I was told, I would get in trouble. And I also figured they wouldn't come out until I was on my knees sucking someone's cock. Getting to the car, I felt lucky, because Allen was just getting ready to leave too.  I went over and said "Hi, Allen, can i ask you something?"  He came over to the car where I was standing and said, "Sure, anything."  My face flushed bright red, knowing this was going to be hard, but I had to do it and since he had fucked me already, sucking his cock would be easy.  However, it wouldn't be easy right here in the lot. I said to him, "Allen, can I suck your cock?"  He didn't know what to say at first, but then said, "Sure, let's find a place to go."  Totally embarrassed, I said, "No, right here, right now."  "But someone will see you doing it and you'll get in trouble and I probably will too," he said.  Before he could finish, I was already on my knees in front of him, unzipping his pants, pulling out his cock. Once I had it out and in my mouth, he really couldn't do anything but stand there and allow me to suck him. The CEO and Judy watched me doing it through the window and then went outside.  Allen saw them approaching and tried to push me away, but I kept him right in my mouth and wouldn't let him move. The other two came up to them and the CEO said, "Ms. Cockmeat, what are you doing?"  I didn't remove my mouth from Allen's cock, but managed to roll my eyes up to the CEO, pleading with him to let me stop, but he just laughed when he saw the humiliated look on my face and said, "Oh, I see. You are sucking a cock. Good little girl. Don't worry Allen, she does this a lot." Just about that time, Allen pushed all the way into my throat and shot his heavy load down my throat. As soon as he was done, he pulled out and stuffed his shrinking dick back into his pants and tried to leave. But the CEO said, "Wait a minute, she has something else to show you!" Allen followed the CEO's orders, just stood there, wondering what was going on. He didn't want to disobey an order from the CEO, but didn't want to be there with them, either. "Stand up, Ms. Cockmeat," ordered the CEO. I stood and then he said, "Now, show him what is under your skirt and tell him why it is like that."  I raised my skirt up to expose my locked cunt.  I couldn't look at Allen and just held my head down in shame, while the tears uncontrollably rolled down my cheeks. "Now, tell him why!" ordered the CEO. Allen was looking at my pussy, seeing the tiny lock hanging from the rings in my lips. He was dumbfounded and couldn't say anything. "Because i fucked you!" I cried.  "I don't understand," said Allen. "Why would you have your pussy locked up like that just because we fucked?" "Tell him, slut!" ordered the CEO. "i was told not to fuck anyone, but i was so horny, i fucked you, "Now, the CEO has my cunt locked up and won't release me unless he wants to." The CEO laughed and said, "You see, Allen, Ms. Cockmeat is my slut whore and will do what I say. But she disobeyed me when she allowed you to fuck her. Now, she is locked up so no one can use that juicy cunt." "Oh," was all Allen could say.  Then the CEO continued:"You see, a slant cunt such as Ms. Cockmeat here is simply not capable of making decisions and she had finally found a place in her life that she could serve without having to think too hard, which asian cunts rarely do."  To my surprise, Allen smiled back at the CEO and simply said:"Yes, they certainly are."  Even at that might I felt betrayed.  I must still have felt human.  At various points I tried to control my tears from breaking into a sob.  Then they started talking about various training techniques used on asian slaves such as how to use a bamboo stick to beat my cunt, and making me serve as an urinal in the public restroom.

They continued to discuss how asian cunts are much more inferior to white cunts and ultimately their bodies and brains needed to be modified to serve since neither couldn't possibly be useful in their natural states.  Allen even inquired the CEO:" Are you going to enlarge her pathetically small udders?"

And the CEO simply said: "it was considered but I wanted to modify some other parts but keep her udders small as a reminder of her original place. If she became too pretty than she might forget why she NEEDED to be owned at that level."

At that point the CEO was about to leave and he told me to thank Allen for letting me sucking his cock. I bit my lips hard and said:" thank you for allowing this inferior piece of asian bitch to suck your superior White cock, Sir. it is truly an honor to serve a Superior White Man because as an asian whore i know i need to be owned in this way and i know I need to be beaten and humiliated constantly to be reminded of my place."

Journal Entry 15

I have become a complete slave, one that took daily punishment, who followed all orders without discussion. I was fucked and tortured by both males and females. I became a property to be used, abused, rented, traded, sold at whim.

Journal Entry 16

After Judy became CEO's wife, I was sold to a new owner.  All I knew was his name is David.

Journal Entry 17

After about a month, David has decided to put me up for sale.