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I crawled as fast as I could around the foot of my bed to hide my shame. When I peeked over it to look out the window, Alan was gone. What was I going to tell him? How was I going to explain myself to him? I felt so horrible.
The only thing you did was show him that you are a slut and you can’t get enough when it comes to sex. He needs to understand that you are a sexual being and if you have to, you will have to tell him about your fetishes. If he dumps you, who cares? You are a hot chick. You will have another boyfriend to fuck in no time. Trust me.
But I didn’t want another boyfriend. I really liked Alan a lot. I liked being his girlfriend and his property. I didn’t want to lose him. He made me feel all warm inside. He was my first kiss. He was my first blowjob and my first for everything. I had to do something about it.
I totally blew off my morning sex duties and got dressed in a pair of short denim shorts and a tight pink tank top. I didn’t bother with panties or a bra. I put on my tennis shoes and stormed out of the house. Everyone was fast asleep.
I practically ran to Alan’s house running through my mind what I was going to tell him.
You are going to be totally honest with him. You will tell him you didn’t cum last night but you loved it anyway. Tell him you are a sexual being and then explain your fetish to him. He might be a little freaked out, but if you make your case, he might understand. Besides, if he doesn’t like it, you will find another boyfriend that will understand you.
I didn’t want to think about losing him. I knew we had only been out on one date and we had only been boyfriend and girlfriend for like three days, but I didn’t want it to end. I was shaking and cold even as the warm sun touched my body. I just hoped and prayed that he didn’t hate me now.
The shaking got worse as I got to Alan’s house. I walked up to the front door and knocked. I took a deep breath as the door opened. It was his dad.
“Hi, is Alan here?” My voice was shaking so bad I sounded like I had a vibrator in my throat.
The man looked at me with a smile and checked me out. My hair was a mess but my makeup was still ok. “Yeah, he’s here, hold on.” He turned away from me. “ALAN, IT’S FOR YOU!!”
He stood there staring at me as we waited for Alan to come out. It seemed like forever.
Finally he stepped out and shut the door behind him. He didn’t look very happy.
“What’s up?” I could tell by his tone he wasn’t happy with me.
“Can we talk?” The words stuck in my throat.
“Yeah, let’s go to the car.”
He unlocked his doors and we both got inside. I took his hand in mine and looked him straight in the eyes.
“I don’t know how to explain myself for what you saw.” I was close to crying.
“Yeah, what was that all about?”
“Ok, I’m gonna be honest. I like you a lot, Alan. I love being your girlfriend. I don’t want to lose you because of this.”
“I asked you if you had slept around and you said ‘no’.”
“I was honest. You were my first. Honestly. I just… I just…”
“What? Spit it out.” His voice was firm almost like I was annoying him.
“Ok, I’m gonna tell you, but please don’t judge me. I would never judge you. I have always been honest with you. So here it goes…” I took a long hard breath of air. “Last night was totally awesome. I got to spend it with this handsome boy. I got to show my love for him by giving him my virginity. I got to know him so much better.”
The disappointment left his face and turned into a look of interest.
“So are you breaking up with me because I suck in the sack?” He said with a worried tone.
“I’m the one begging you not to break up with me! How the hell could I do that to the boy I gave myself to?” I paused to let him understand.
“My last girlfriend broke up with me because I wouldn’t have sex with her.” Tears welled in his eyes. “And all I could think of when I saw you was that I fuckin’ sucked with you last night.” His heart was hurting.
“Honestly? I didn’t have an orgasm last night…”
He cut me off. “See what I mean? Even when I get a chance, I can’t do it right.” He was crying now.
“Wait, let me finish please.” I gently rubbed his thigh. “I didn’t cum last night, but that doesn’t mean I didn’t like what we did.”
He shrugged his shoulders and rolled his eyes like I was lying to make him feel better.
“No, seriously. My pleasure came from feeling you so close to me. I loved it! And I hope we can do it again… soon. I was happy because YOU got pleasure from me. You don’t know what it means to a girl when she can please her man. I got pleasure from just making you happy.”
He looked at me like I was being ridiculous. “Yeah, whatever… I totally sucked and you know it.”
“Look at me.” He stared straight into my eyes. “I’m the worst liar in the whole world. When I lie, I can’t look people in their eyes. So I’m going to tell you now. You did not suck last night. You were awesome. I didn’t cum because it was my first time and my mind kept going in different directions. It hurt at first so that stopped me from cumming and then when I started feeling it get closer, I kept thinking about how awesome it was that I was actually doing it. It had nothing to do with you. You have to believe me.”
“But why were you all like that this morning if it wasn’t me?” He stopped crying and was now curious about me.
“This is where I need for you to listen and not judge me. Promise me you won’t freak out.”
He nodded impatiently.
“I have sort of a fetish.”
“A fetish?” He looked confused.
“Yeah, I just discovered it the other day. It has a lot to do with my change.” I took a deep breath and continued. “I… sort of like… being tied up. But there’s a lot more to it than that.”
His face turned back to normal as he seemed like the old Alan I used to know.
“I like showing off my body. That’s why I sleep with my blinds open. I like being humiliated like I was this morning by you.”
“You like being humiliated? Like how?”
“Let me finish.” I could feel my face turn red as I spilled my guts. “Have you heard of B&D?”
He shook his head.
“Well, it stands for Bondage and Domination. Understand it now?” I smiled at him with my sexy smile.
“So you sort of like being, like, a sex slave?” He seemed interested.
“Yeah. I bet you think I’m a total freak now, huh?”
“No, we all have our own fantasies. I promised I wouldn’t judge you.”
“Ok, so I don’t really have a real Master.” I didn’t want to mention the online Master. “So I sort of dominate myself. I tie myself up. I like to tease myself with the dildo. I like to sleep on the floor because it’s, like, sort of humiliating to do that. I crave to be dominated by a man. I like to be controlled in almost every way. That’s why I let you pick out my dress. I wanted YOU to choose it. That’s why I never say no to you for anything.”
“So you’re saying that you want me to take control of you?” He looked a little confused.
“No, I just want to be the perfect girl for you. Sweetie, I will do anything to make you happy in every way.”
“That actually sounds pretty cool. But I don’t know. I grew up respecting women. How can I disrespect you?”
“Just think that I kind of like it. And if it becomes too much disrespect, I’ll tell you.”
“I just don’t really know how to do that.”
“Ok, come over to my house today and we’ll get online and I’ll show you what I’ve been looking at. If you like it, cool, if not, then we can just be a normal couple. I’m totally cool with that.” I actually was totally cool with it. “I just want to make you happy.”
“Ok. I’ll go over later today and you can show me.” He was smiling a little.
“So… Are we cool?”
He looked at me straight in the eyes again. “Yeah, we’re cool.”
We talked for about an hour longer. We laughed and shared very private parts of our lives. I was happy again. I noticed what time it was and how fast it flew by.
“Shit, I gotta go home. My mom and dad are probably freaking out right now.” I quickly stepped out of the car. “Oh, and by the way. The only one doing the sucking will be me.” I winked at him and smiled.
He laughed hard and got out himself. I started walking away when he stopped me.
“What? No goodbye kiss?” His poor eyes were a little swollen.
I ran into his arms and squeezed him tight. I planted a long sensual kiss on his waiting lips before leaving.
“See you in a while. I promise, I wont look so bad.” He just laughed and went inside.
When I got home, mom and dad were up drinking coffee and reading the paper. They didn’t seem concerned about me being gone so long.
“There she is.” Dad said behind the paper. “How’d you sleep last night?”
“Pretty good.” I answered happily as I made my way past them toward my room.
“Hey,” Mom called out. I turned around. “Your dad and I are going to go see your auntie Virginia in a while. You wanna go with us?”
“Not really.” I didn’t like my Auntie Virgie. She was boring and was such a prude.
“Ok. But we might stay out late. So you know the rules right?”
“Yes, nobody comes over, I don’t go anywhere, and I call if anything happens.”
I went into my room thinking about all the things I would be able to do while they were gone. Of course my brothers would be with me unless they are going out. God I hope they do. I sure would like to have the house to myself all night. I went to my room and shut the door and locked it. I stripped naked like it was normal.
You have a lot of catching up to do bitch. This afternoon, you will not only show Alan your toys, you will model them for him. You better hope and pray that he likes it. What guy wouldn’t like to have a hot girl like you at their beck and call? Now, time to practice your sucking and rub that pussy.
The voice immediately wet me. Thoughts started racing in my head again. I was back into that damn sexual state of mind that got me in trouble in the first place. But I couldn’t help myself. I pulled out my toys and strapped the dildo to the bedpost again and immediately started my sucking exercise. I was getting better and better every day at this as I could go longer without rest. I was able to get to seven minutes before my back couldn’t take it anymore. My throat was getting used to being tapped with every push and my knees didn’t hurt as much. My fingers never left my wet mound as I worked myself to orgasm before I stopped.
I took down the dildo and stopped rubbing before I was able to finish my orgasm. I had tears in my eyes even though I didn’t feel like I was sad or crying. I know my sex was pounding and screaming for the day she might be allowed to release. They must have been tears of desperation.
I quickly got online and finally finished my BDSM checklist which got me even more excited. I couldn’t believe all the different activities that were involved with BDSM. I wanted to try almost all of them. At least I was able to say I had done some of the things in it like giving oral sex, sex, clamps, rope bondage, orgasm control, forced nudity, and others I had tried. By the time I finished, Alan showed up knocking at the front door. I heard my mom and dad welcome him inside. I quickly dressed and checked to see if my toys were all put away.
I greeted Alan with a big hug. He talked to my mom and dad for a little bit before I took him into my room. Mom and dad went into their shower to get ready to go. I had to keep my door opened. John and Derek were up also and keeping their eye on me apparently.
We sat on my bed for a while talking quietly. We seemed to be back to normal. I explained to him that I was going to show him what I was into and that I hoped and prayed that he didn’t judge me and think that I was some sort of freak.
“You DO know that this is my deepest, darkest secret. Please, please don’t go around telling everyone.” I said desperately.
“I promise.” He said with his hand on his heart.
With nervous hands I logged onto my computer and opened my files where I had stored some pictures that had caught my attention online. Alan sat next to me on the desk. There were close to a hundred pics I wanted to go through. So it wouldn’t be obvious, I played some music so it looked like we were listening to music instead of looking at porn. Plus, I would be able to explain why I liked the ideas without being heard outside of my room.
Alan seemed interested as I opened each picture to show him. Some of them surprised him. The pictures of torture seemed to turn him off a little, but he was good at showing me what he did like.
As soon as I went through each picture explaining each one and why I liked the idea, we sat back on the bed as the music played on.
“So, what do you think about the pictures?” I nervously asked.
His face turned pink with embarrassment. “I don’t know. I guess I liked some of them. I just don’t know if I’d be able to do all those things to you.”
“You don’t have to do any of those things to me. I just wanted to show you what I was into. You probably think I’m some sort of freak. Huh?”
“No, it probably took a lot of guts to show me those. I’ll try to do some of them for you.”
“Well, you don’t have to. Like I said…”
“I know. I know. But some of them were really cool.” He then told me about the pics that he liked.
Soon after, mom and dad called me to say goodbye to them. They told me to be good as they walked out and drove off. I asked Alan if he wanted to go do something and he happily agreed. We decided to go to a park. He waited in the den with John as I took a shower and made myself up. I dressed myself in a short denim mini skirt and a pink belly shirt with a bear on it. Again, I didn’t bother to wear underwear. I put on my tennis shoes and found Alan.
He and John were watching TV and laughing. I was glad they were getting along.
I took Alan’s hand and we left for the park. I made sure I took my BDSM checklist with me to show him. As soon as we got to the park, I took out the long list and handed it to him to look over.
“This is a list of all the things I’ve done and the things I would like to do.” I was feeling more comfortable with him as I had finally let him in and wasn’t so secretive anymore.
He looked it over and seemed totally surprised at all the things I was interested in. He stopped at one part of the list.
“Ok, so let me get this straight. Yes or no means you have done it, right?”
“Yup.” I was smiling uncontrollable.
“And the number is how much you enjoy doing it… But what if you haven’t done it? Like this one.” He pointed to the list directly at the one that said ‘Prostitution’. I had put NO but also put a 2 as my interest.
“If I haven’t done it, the number means my willingness to do it.”
“So, you are sort of interested in being a hooker?” He looked confused.
“I’m willing to try it for my Master.” I rubbed his leg as I answered his questions. “I’m willing to do anything sexual before deciding whether I like it or not.”
“No matter what?”
“No matter what.”
Alan got a huge smile on his face. “So you are saying that you will do anything I ask you to?”
“Pretty much.” I smiled back at him. He seemed more and more interested as we talked about my sexual fantasies.
“So if I told you to strip naked right now, you would do it?” I could see him growing hard in his pants. I knew then that he liked the idea.
I reached down and rubbed his hardening tool. “I would do anything to make you happy.”
I looked around and saw that there were no people around since the park we went to was out of the way and was hardly used. It was surrounded by tall trees and no houses were around.
“Ok, let’s see then.” Alan said with a smile. “Strip right here.”
My hands were getting cold as my nerves were going crazy. I was actually going to be naked in public for my first time. I couldn’t help but giggle as I stood up and started lifting my shirt. I took it off and laid it neatly on the park bench. I then reached down and unzipped my skirt and let it fall to the ground. My eyes were constantly roaming around for people who might see me naked. Nobody was in sight. Alan’s eyes didn’t leave my naked body. He licked his lips.
“Holy shit… I can’t believe you actually did it.” He laughed.
“What else would you like, Sir?”
“Oh, Sir, even.” His smile got even bigger. “Sit down right here and let’s see what else you like to do.” He scanned over the list and stopped on one thing. “It says here you like to be called names in every situation. What names?”
I was embarrassed to tell him what I liked to be called, but if I was going to do this, I better do it right. “I… I don’t know, like, slut, or tramp, or whatever.”
“So I can call you my bitch?” He was really enjoying this as he said it with a short giggle.
“Call me anything you want.” I smiled as I responded.
“I think I’m gonna like this kind of thing… Ok bitch… Let’s see here…” He looked at the list again. I was getting excited thinking about all the things we could do together. “There’s so much here I think I’m gonnaneed more time to go over it.”
Just then I heard a car drive up the dirt road. In a panic, I jumped up and grabbed my clothes and dressed faster than I ever had in my entire life. It was a car with two city workers. Alan and I decided it was time to go. My heart was pounding so loud in my head. Alan took my hand and walked me back to his car.
He drove me home and told me he would call me later. I felt like a huge load had lifted off my shoulders. Alan knew my deepest darkest secret now and I wasn’t hiding anything from him anymore. I couldn’t believe that I was actually naked in a public place. It felt really good. It felt right.
As soon as I walked in, John came out of his room.
“Hey Laura.”
“Hi.”
“I’ve got a HUGE favor to ask of you.”
“What?” John and I didn’t get along all the time like Derek and I did.
“I sort of made plans for tonight with my friends. But I also promised mom and dad that I’d stay with you. Would you get all pissed if I left you alone tonight? Mom and dad aren’t coming home tonight anyway. You know they like to drink whenever they go to Auntie’s house.”
Fuck, this is perfect! All alone tonight with Alan would be like heaven.
“Yeah, it’s cool. I don’t mind.”
“Promise you won’t do anything stupid tonight.” He looked at me wearily.
“Sure, I promise.” Little did he know.
“You are so awesome. I’ll make it up to you, I promise.” He went back in his room happy.
I texted Alan right away. “Good news, I’m all alone tonight. What could we do?”
He responded. “I got a whole list of things right here we could do. Lol”
I laughed pretty hard at that as I closed my bedroom door and locked it. It was time for my next session with the dildo. I was very surprised how short of time it took me to reach that never ending tickle in my sex. All it took was the thought of being naked in the park ready and available to anyone who wanted to fuck me. I got there in no time. The voice stopped me and this time it wasn’t as frustrating either. I was learning to control my orgasms. This didn’t take away at all from the fact that I wanted it more and more every minute of every day, though. I felt so dirty.
I emailed my list to my online Master and did some more ‘research’ on the internet for more ideas on how to get started. I decided to write a short fantasy down for Alan to read later in case he didn’t really know what to do. I never expected him to follow it to the word.
John knocked on my door a couple of hours later announcing that he was leaving. I told him bye and to have fun.
I called Alan as soon as I heard the car drive away. I told him to give me 20 minutes and to walk right inside and that there would be a letter for him on the floor. I wanted to make the experience exciting and romantic in its own twisted way. So I printed my fantasy and folded it neatly and placed it just inside the doorway so it would be the first thing Alan saw when he walked in. I checked the door to make sure it was unlocked.
I went back to my room and pulled out all my toys in plain view and spread them out on the floor at the foot of my bed. I dressed myself in my red lingerie and strapped on the leather cuffs to my ankles. I buckled each ankle to a short chain that I attached to each corner of my foot board. I then used another small chain and clipped each of my wrist cuffs to the chain. I put on my blindfold so I wouldn’t be able to see anything coming. Then I threaded the wrist chain through a loop in my headboard and strapped my arms in so they were forced over my head. I was proud of myself for getting into this position with no help.
I had forgotten how comfortable my bed was to lie on. I hadn’t slept in it in a few days and it felt really nice. Now the only worries I had was that someone else would come in instead of Alan and find me like that. Alan drove up at exactly 20 minutes. I heard the front door open up and Alan step inside. My pussy was throbbing with pure anxiety and adrenaline. I was feeling warm all over. I heard him open the paper. He didn’t continue walking closer until he was finished reading which got me even more excited about what was going to happen. Either way, I was helpless and available for him.
Finally, I heard him enter my room and stop. He didn’t say a single word as he got closer to the bed. I could smell him and feel his warmth as he approached. He gently touched the lower part of my right leg and gently caressed it up my thigh. Before he touched my pussy, he rubbed my leg back down and back up again. Then he cupped my damp sex in his soft hands and rubbed it slowly. He used his other hand to touch my right breast and softly pinch my nipple which made me squeal like a little mouse.
Then he spoke his first words. I was glad it was actually him. “Oh, my bitch doesn’t know how to be quiet.” He walked to the foot of my bed and picked something up. The next thing I felt was the ball gag pressed against my lips. “Open up, bitch. I want my bitch quiet.” I quickly opened my mouth wide and allowed him to push the ball gag into my mouth and behind my teeth. I had never used it before and quickly realized how far open it made my mouth.
“Lift your head, slut.” He said nicely and with a grace. I lifted my head and allowed him to strap the ball gag tightly behind my head. It didn’t take long for drool to start forming in my mouth. I tried to swallow, but it was impossible with my mouth so wide open. This was going to be more humiliating than I thought.
He moved around the bed to my other side. He gently rubbed my leg like he did the other side. I felt goose bumps as he caressed me. He cupped my sex in his hand once again and rubbed it up and down causing my hips to push forward without my control. He used his other hand to lightly pinch my left nipple this time. I couldn’t understand why they were so sensitive; maybe they were sore from using them the night before. Maybe they were sensitive because I was so excited. Either way, I loved this treatment.
Alan stopped briefly and I heard him read my letter again. Finally, I felt him reach down between my legs again and slowly put the tip of his finger inside my hole.
“This pussy belongs to me. You ARE giving me this pussy, right, bitch?” I nodded and moaned behind my gag. “Good girl. He never took his hand off my body as he caressed me up to my nipples. He climbed on my bed and put a leg on each side of my body. He lowered my lacy bra to expose each of my hardening nipples. He pinched both of them a little harder this time making me squeal through my gag.
“These are mine also, right, bitch?” I nodded again and moaned from the pinching. He pinched harder. “Tell me… Who’s are these?” I yelled through my gag. MMFFFss. “What? I don’t understand you, it’s like you have something in your mouth.” I yelled louder. MMMFFFFSSS. He pulled my nipples and they felt like he was going to rip them off, I felt a tear fall down my cheek. “These tits are mine, ok?” I nodded desperately as he released them and got off of me. He was totally following my fantasy, oh my god!
He released my ankles and my wrists and picked up my collar from the floor.
“Sit up.” I quickly sat up and allowed him to buckle the collar around my neck. At first he strapped it too tight. I reached up and grabbed his wrist. ‘mmmfff, mmmfff.”
“Oh, sorry.” He said as he loosened it a few notches. He attached the leash to the collar and ordered me on my knees. I dropped down as soon as he finished telling me to do so. He took off the blindfold to allow me to see him standing there above me looking down. It was one of the best feelings I had ever had to be on my knees, in lingerie, and bound and completely controlled by a man who had all his clothes on and looked down on me like that. I felt like I didn’t have the right to wear clothes and he had all the rights in the world.
He reached around and took off my ball gag. I noticed how hard this activity was making him and it made me happy that he was also excited about doing it.
“Strip, slut.” He said looking down on me. It didn’t take me long to undress. I stood there naked in front of him.
“Did I say you could stand up?” He said firmly. He was totally getting into this. I loved it. I was in heaven. I quickly dropped back down to my knees in front of him.
He unbuttoned and unzipped his pants and dropped them to the floor so that his erect penis was pointing straight at my forehead. I looked it at without thinking. I adored it. I loved everything about it.
“Well? It’s not gonnasuck itself, bitch.”
I knelt up and put it inside my mouth. He gently ran his fingers through my hair as I pumped his penis with my mouth. After a few strokes he held my head so that my mouth was full. I looked up at him.
“Look at me, slut.” I loved being on my knees looking up at this controlling man looking down at me in my disgraceful position. He pressed his shoe firmly on my pussy and rubbed it a little rough. I grunted in discomfort.
“Tell me whose pussy this is?”
“Ahhkberronnsahhroo.”
“You still aren’t making any sense. Let’s see if this helps.” He pulled his penis out of my mouth but kept his foot on my pussy. “Now, whose pussy is this?”
“It’s yours, Sir.”
“What’s mine?”
“My pussy, Sir.” I felt an orgasm of pleasure fill my entire body as I said those words. Every time I said it, the feeling became more intense.
“Tell me in a complete sentence, slut!” he said firmly.
“My pussy belongs to you, Sir.” I gave it to him to have and to hold forever and ever.
He pushed my mouth back on his firm tool and reached down and pinched my hard and sensitive nipples. “Whose titties are these, slut?”
“Aaars, Thrr.”
“I can’t understand you with your mouth full. Stop eating like a piggy and tell me whose titties these are.” He actually sounded impatient.
“My breasts belong to you, Sir.” I said happily.
He pinched them harder and pulled.
“A little girl like you don’t got no breasts. Little girls like you have titties. Try again.”
“My titties belong to you.” I squealed it out in pain.
“Good, girl.” He had this evil and happy smile on his face that I would never forget. He pushed his dick back into my mouth and opened my letter to read more. He smiled and tossed the paper across the room as if he didn’t need it. “Get up and bend over with your hands on each side of your foot board.”
I stood up. It was hard for me to look at him in the eyes and that was strange. I had no problem doing it on my knees, but being at eye level with him seemed harder. I felt low. I felt sort of ashamed of myself. I felt below him as I submitted completely. I bend over my foot board and put my palms on the bed. Alan then grabbed each of my wrist cuffs and secured them where my ankles were earlier so my arms were spread out.
“Pick up your left foot.” He was really into it as his voice became so demanding.
I lifted my left foot as he reached down and took my riding crop from the floor.
“Whose foot is this?” He said as he whipped down and struck my foot with a stinging blow.
“Ahh, yours Sir.”
“What’s mine?” He said it louder and like he was angry.
“My foot is yours Sir.”
He struck my foot again just as hard. “Whose foot is that?”
“My foot is yours, Sir.” My voice was starting to shake.
He struck it a third time. “Say it, bitch.”
“My foot is yours, Sir.”
He had me repeat that sentence ten times before he allowed me to rest. The sole of my foot felt sore and raw by the end of it.
“Right foot, up.” He swung and struck my right foot in the same manner. “Whose foot is THIS?” He said.
“My foot is yours, Sir.” I gasped.
Again he had me give my foot to him ten times before allowing me to rest it. He then made me spread my legs as he struck each of my calves ten times and each of my thighs ten times. Again after each strike he made me give them up to him. This made me so excited. I was giving my whole body to someone else to do with as they please. It was no longer my body. I didn’t even have that right.
Then he struck my butt which made me squeal in pain and shock.
“My ass belongs to you Sir.” I said after I caught my breath.
He continued to strike my ass until I had repeated it at least twenty times. My entire lower body felt sunburned. I was raw and red and a little welted from the beating, but I had never been more turned on in all my life.
Alan finally released my hands from the bed and ordered me to kneel in front of him again. He held the crop to my mouth.
“Kiss your whip, slut.” He said with a smile as I puckered up with wet eyes and kissed the tool that was used to take my body away from me, the tool that was used to cause me pain.
He reached down and gently rubbed my now soaking pussy with the padded end of the crop.
“So, whose pussy is this again?” He started to lightly tap my pussy with it.
I gasped as he lightly spanked it. “My pussy belongs to you, Sir.” I was breathing heavier with orgasm desperation.
“I want you to rub that pussy and look me in the eyes and tell me that it belongs to me.”
I reached down and felt my wetness. I was more wet than I thought I was. I almost came from that first touch. I looked straight up at him with desperation in my eyes.
“This pussy belongs to you, Sir.” I didn’t stop looking up at him as he peered down with that gorgeous smile. I was actually degrading myself in front of him. I was doing something so private in front of my boyfriend. I wanted to cum so badly, but I held it in somehow.
“So… If it’s my pussy. I can do whatever I want with it, right?” Those words got me even closer to orgasm as I felt my face burning red and my eyes well up.
“Yes, Sir, you can do whatever you want with it.” I didn’t stop looking at him as tears started filling up with my desperation to cum. He started looking concerned and stepped back.
“Am I doing it wrong?” He was out of character and it totally made me lose my orgasm as I took my hand off my pulsing pussy.
“No, keep going, PLEASE. I’m loving it.”
He smiled again. “Ok, I didn’t want to make you cry.”
“No, seriously, this is awesome. I promise, look.” I moved my hand so he could see my shimmering wet pussy and see how excited I was.
He stepped back toward me. “Keep rubbing my pussy down there.” He said as he got back into character. “So, if its my pussy, I can do whatever I want with it, right?”
“Yes, Sir.” I was getting my orgasm back.
“I can fuck it. I can suck on it. I can lick it. I can spank it.”
“Yes, Sir, whatever you want.”
He could see me getting closer and closer to orgasm. “Stop touching my pussy.”
I quickly stopped rubbing as the heat from my sex radiated to my thighs. My pussy was pounding with pleasure.
“Pinch those nipples.” I reached up and pinched each nipple and looked up at him.
“Whose nipples are THOSE?”
“They are your nipples, Sir.”
“So I can do whatever I want with them if they’re mine, right?”
I nodded. “Yes, Sir, you can do whatever you want with these nipples.” For some reason saying that made me pinch them harder and pull.
“In fact, your whole entire body belongs to me, doesn’t it, bitch?”
“Yes, Sir, this body is yours to do what you want with.”
“It dresses the way I tell it to dress. It poses the way I tell it to pose. It does whatever I tell it to. Right?”
“Yes, Sir.”
He gently ran his thumb across my lips. “And finally, whose mouth is this?”
I gasped and then swallowed before answering. “It’s your mouth, Sir.”
“So you won’t speak unless I give you permission, right?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“You will suck anything I put into it, right?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“You will swallow whatever I tell you to, right?”
“Yes, Sir.” I was going to cum from just talking like that.
“Good, girl. Now strip.”
I stood up and quickly got out of my lingerie and leather straps. I knelt down as soon as I finished.
“Put your heels on, let’s go get something to eat.”
“What?”
“I SAID, put on your heels, cuz we are gonna go get something to eat. Your treat.”
I put on my heels and my hands were getting shaky. I was getting so nervous. This wasn’t in the letter, but I loved it.
As soon as I finished putting them on, he took me by the leash. “Come on, bitch. I’m hungry. Get your money, girl, go get it.” He was talking to me like I was a dog. Pussy juice was dripping down my thigh. I walked toward my dresser to get my cash.
WHACK! It was the hardest I had ever been hit. I looked at him angrily and rubbed the spot on my butt.
“Crawl like a bitch.” He said like he didn’t care about the pain he caused me. That was a turn on.
I dropped to my hands and knees and crawled to my dresser and got forty bucks.
“Hold it in your mouth until it’s time to pay.” I put the dirty money in mouth and followed him on my hands and knees to the front door.
“Ready to let the world know you are just a bitch?” He was really getting into this. I didn’t really want to crawl out like that, but I gathered all the bravery I had deep inside of me. My pussy was screaming to do it, my brain was telling me to stop. I listened to my pussy as I nodded.
He led me outside and closed the door behind him. He led me to his car and let me sit in the front seat. I didn’t see anybody so I felt a little better. We would see when I got home.
Alan drove us to Wendy’s about three blocks away. He made me spread my legs and sit on my hands as he ordered us food. The money was still in my mouth. After he ordered and got the price, he drove up a little behind two cars getting their food. He took the money from my mouth. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his hard penis.
“I know you don’t want them to recognize you, so instead of just sitting there, bury your face on this and suck on it while I get the food. My best friend works here and I want to make him jealous.”
I pulled my hands from under my butt and adjusted myself so I would be able to suck him while he paid and got our food. He made sure my hair was completely covering my face as I sucked on his tool up and down while he drove up to the pay window. His friend, Paul, was the cashier.
“Holy shit! Who is that, bro?”
“Just some bitch.”
“No, really, who is it?” Paul was laughing.
“Don’t worry about it. It’s just some bitch.”
“Lucky motherfucker. Is she totally naked?”
“Yup. Dude, just give me the change so I can eat. All this shit makes me hungry.”
Alan got his change and drove up to the pick up window. A girl’s voice this time.
“Oh my god. Gross.” She said disgustedly. I kept sucking harder and faster. Alan laughed.
I didn’t dare look up and reveal who I was. I was totally naked and sucking some guys dick. What if it was one of my brothers friends or something. Either way, this had to be the most intense thing I had done, ever.
She handed him the food and he drove off. He pulled my leash to get my mouth off his dick.
“I almost came in your mouth, girl. That was totally fuckin’ hot. I love you!” Holy crap. He said he loved me. Maybe he didn’t really mean it. I looked at him with surprise.
“I mean. Aw fuck it. I do love you, girl.”
“I… I think I love you too.” He was perfect. He knew what I liked and he was willing to put up with my sexual demands as hard as it was.
“I would kiss you but you have dick breath.” He teased as we both laughed hard. He drove us back to my house and made me carry the food in my mouth and crawl back inside. I don’t think anybody saw us. I put the food on the kitchen table and knelt there for a second.
Alan tugged on my leash to face him. I looked up at him.
“I’ve never been more turned on in all my life. I can’t hold it anymore.” With that said he stood me up and then carried me to my bedroom and lied me down gently on the bed. My pussy was throbbing in pure ecstasy. He pulled down his pants to reveal a swollen, purple head. He climbed on top of me and kissed me deeply like he knew how. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist.
“Wait a sec.” He reached into his wallet and pulled out a condom and put it on in like two seconds. Then he rubbed it roughly on my clit making me squirm for him to enter. He leaned over me and got into position for the penetration. Then he struck it. Once again the initial shot was shocking and painful, but a wave of pleasure overpowered the pain and discomfort. I gasped for air.
He started pumping my pussy slowly at first. Each thrust was filling me with the pain and the pleasure I craved and every time he pushed inside of me, I felt a new wave of pure joy fill my soul.
“I want you to cum for me, bitch. It’s my pussy and I say for you to make it cum.”
It was all I needed to hear. My pussy muscles tensed up like they never had done before. I had felt an orgasm before from masturbating, but it never ever ever felt this good. My orgasms used to be short and sweet. This was building up to be massive. I felt my pussy tense and pulse, tense and pulse as heaven shot through me like a tidal wave of emotion. I held my breath and squeezed his firm body as tight as I possibly could. The pleasure pushed through me harder and harder and harder and it wasn’t letting up at all. I started crying hard as I felt my virginity being completely ripped apart. He started pumping faster and groaning.
“Cum now, bitch. Cum…Cum…Now!!” It felt like I was struck by lightning as my first orgasm hit my heart with so much intensity that I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I cried loud like a baby as he finished. My pussy never felt so sensitive to the touch as he made his final thrust and yelled out.
I lied there limp. He went soft inside of me but his body was still a little tense. He leaned over and kissed me softly on my pouting lips.
“Don’t cry, honey. I love you. I really do.”
I was crying too hard to answer him so I just looked away and nodded. He got off of me and held me tight. “Did I hurt you too much?” He was gently rubbing my back. I shook my head to let him know I was ok.
“Please don’t cry like that, it makes me feel like I raped you.”
I shook my head again and squeezed him tight. I finally had enough breath to speak.
“It just felt so…so…” I couldn’t think of the words.
“So you’re crying cuz it felt good?”
I nodded and smiled at him. I wiped my tears dry and hugged him again tightly.
“Oh my god, I never knew it felt so good. I’m sorry I started crying.”
“I’m just glad you liked it.”
“I wanna do this all the time now. Oh my God, you are so fuckin’ awesome.” That made him smile.
“You’re the one that set it all up.” I smiled at him. “Let’s go eat now, I’m hungry.”
To be continued…..
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