BDSM Library - Story: Our Story, Chapter: Part 1

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Our Story

Written by 4play

Part One

Perhaps I should start out by telling you about myself before I tell you my story. My name is Patricia. I am a now 59 but, I was a 53 year old married lady when my husband had two heart attacks in a short time which left him impotent and weak. Twenty years before that, he had talked me into trying the swinging lifestyle. I found that I loved the fun and excitement of having sex with other men. We both enjoyed the fun, the parties and the joy of sex with other people until his heart attacks put an end to our fun. I was missing the fun times a lot now and feeling very horny as well.

One afternoon I was scanning the web on my computer and came across an interracial chat room. I logged on as, “ Olderwifesubhub.” I soon was involved in chatting in private with a man who called himself John. I described myself and husband Don to him and he described himself to me. He was a few years younger than myself, but was a tall, muscular black man which I have always found attractive. He was definitely charming in his chat manner and soon had me wanting to meet him. I explained my situation to John being sure to mention that Don was now impotent and only able to do oral sex on me. I stressed the point that Don would perform his duty whenever I told him to. This information seemed to please John as, he informed me that he liked the hubby to be obedient to him as well. I was being very honest when I replied, “ Don’t worry John, when he sees your size and strength he will obey you.” To which, he confidently said, “ I know, I will make him my sissy bitch.” That statement shocked me at first, but as we talked on, I thought, “ Why not? Don can no longer perform as a man, so he might as well be a sissy for a real man.” After talking with John for about 30 minutes, I definitely wanted to meet him. He would make a great lover for me and he would be a master to Don. It would sure make my life easier if I had Don doing the housework while I played with John! We exchanged E-Mail addresses and agreed to exchange pictures. We agreed to talk again that evening at 8:00pm my time. I signed off, but found that my pussy was wet with excitement.

The rest of the afternoon, I was imagining Don as a sissy slave to a black man. It would be poetic justice to have such a racist as him serving as a bitch to a black man. Although I still loved him, it would be nice to have him as my maid. After all I had been doing all the housework for over 40 years now so it seemed reasonable that he should take over those chores

the whole prospect of a big turn around seemed delightfully exciting and naughty to me. My panties were actually wet just thinking about it. I hadn’t been so excited in a very long time. I fixed a nice dinner and was pleasant to Don during our meal, but in my mind I was picturing him in a bra and panties already. As he opened wide to take a big piece of meat, I was picturing a big black cock going there. God I was getting nasty ideas!

When we finished eating Don went into the family room to watch some stupid war movie while I cleaned up the table and loaded the dishwasher. As soon as everything was cleaned up, I went to the bathroom where I removed my panties and put them in the hamper. I then went to the computer room to check my mail. John’s pictures had arrived. The first one showed him dressed in a business suit and as he had told me he was a big good looking black man. He other three picture showed him nude. His erect cock was awe inspiring in both size and rigidity. I then logged into the chat room a bit early. I was eager to talk with John again. Promptly at 8 he appeared and sent me a private message saying, “ Hello darling.” I quickly responded, “ Hello my stallion.” I told him how excited I had been ever since talking with him earlier and he asked me, “ So the idea of Don being made to be my sissy bitch excites you does it?” , John asked. I told him how I had thought of nothing else all afternoon and how I thought it was very fitting and why I thought so. He was delighted to hear that Don was a racist pig and assured me, “ I will make him a girl for me to use and there is nothing he can do about it but obey me. It will give me great pleasure to break his spirit and make serving my cock his main function in life.” I told him how much I admired his power and confidence then I asked him, “ Will you train him to do the housework and cooking too?” He told me, “ Of course, he will wear a cute little maid’s outfit while doing it too.” I giggled and told him how wonderful I thought it would be to be free of household chores. That was when John sprung the big news to me telling me, “ When I said I will make him a girl, I mean that in every way. I will have him castrated and get hormones to make those cute little titties grow much larger. He will be donna when I finish with him, a feminine slut for me and my friends to use.” That idea was shocking to me, it was so drastic and permanent. But on the other hand, then I would have a maid for life, with or without John. Hub would be donna forever!

When I explained my feelings about having Don made into donna to John, he was delighted. He assured me that he was expecting to be my new mate and that we would live happily ever after. He never again used the word Don nor the word he when referring to my husband. After that it was her or donna. He already considered it an accomplished fact. He was decisive and confident and I admired him for that. He told me to talk with him tomorrow at 10:00am and that he was going to check on getting a week or two off and a flight to Denver as soon as he could arrange it. I eagerly agreed and told him that I could hardly wait to meet him in person. Things were happening fast.

When I mentioned my fears of donna’s reaction to his coming to our house to John, he merely said, “ I will handle her firmly dear lady, don’t you worry about that one little bit.” I was in love with John and had never even seen him. I sent him kisses and hugs before he logged off. I was so wet now that I had to get relief right away. I went to the family room and told hub to come to bed and perform his duty. He looked up and said, “ I will in a little bit, this movie is almost over.” I looked at him sternly and demanded, “ Right this minute you bastard! I am horny and that is now the only way you can please me! Come now or sleep on that damned couch.” I stamped off. As I knew he would, he shut off the tv and followed me.

As soon as I got in our bedroom, I took off my clothes turned down the covers and sat on the bed. I told hub, “ Take off your clothes I want you naked when you service me.” He looked at me strangely but obeyed. I looked at his nude body and knew he would look much better with bigger boobs. I lie back on the bed and spread my legs. He got down on his knees between them. When he started to lick me, I put my legs over his shoulders pinning him in place. When he had licked me to my first orgasm, I held him there and told him, “ You make a good lesbian dearie.” His reply was muffled and impossible to understand. I forced him to lick me to two more orgasms before I let him get up and crawl into bed beside me. I turned out the lights and lay there fondling his titties. He was actually loving my doing that and slightly moaning. His nipples were very sensitive and of course I already knew that. I casually asked him, “ Do you miss being a man sweetie?” He snapped back, “ I am still a man!” I told him sweetly, “ When you were a man you would screw me, you have not done that for a long time now. You now make love to me like a girl would. I appreciate your efforts dear, but you know I need a man to fuck me and you can’t do that, can you?” He softly said, “ No, you know I can’t and why.” I assured him that I did and sympathized with him. This was going so good, I then sweetly asked, “ Would you get upset if I had a man come here to make love to me honey? After all it was your idea for us to start having sex with others in the first place. You know I have been with lots of men in the years we were swinging. Would another man be too much to ask?” Hub hesitated before he answered, “ I guess it’s not. Would you want me to be gone when he is here?” I sweetly said, “ Not at all dearie, I want you to feel involved too. We have always done things together and we will be in this together.” I kissed him lightly on the forehead to show I still cared for him.

Don felt very reassured now and told me, “ I love you very much and understand your needs honey. If you need a man, I can accept that. I will be pleasant to him for you.” I told him, “ You may have to obey us like a good servant, can you handle that sweetie?” I reached my hand down and casually took his testicles into my hand. As hub was telling me he would try to please us for my sake, I was thinking that those useless things I held in my hand would soon be gone. I felt like a traitor planning dire things, but at the same time powerful. I kissed him and rolled over to go to sleep feeling very pleased with the way I had handled donna. I was leading her into a nasty trap that she could not even imagine.

Part Two

The next morning I woke up early and went to take a shower. Hub was sleeping and looked so innocent laying there. If he had any idea of what his future held, he would have been terrified and unable to sleep at all. I knew it was best to let him find out when it was too late to change things. When I emerged from the shower I admired my body in our full length mirror and thought I still looked great for a woman of my age and that John would be pleased to have me as his lady. I slipped into my robe, applied my makeup and went to make some coffee. I was finishing my first cup of coffee when hub walked into the kitchen. I handed him my cup and told him to refill it for me and he did it. It was a good feeling having him obey me and would only get much better soon. Hub was due to retire shortly and then he would be available to serve me and John full time. We had our coffee and a roll and made small talk before, I told him that he should get dressed and that I wanted him to go do the grocery shopping for a change. He looked at me as if I had asked him to chop off his hand. He said, “ That’s always been your job Pat.” I replied, “ Yes, but now it’s time for you to start pulling your weight around here. I shouldn’t be expected to do everything.” He protested weakly for a bit before he conceded that he could take a turn once in a while. I handed him the list of things we needed as I said, “ That’s much better babe.”

By the time hub got dressed and went to the store, it was getting close to 10:00AM sot I went to my computer and logged into my new favorite site. Happily I saw that John was there and waiting for me. His private message to me was, “ Hello baby, nice to see you again.” I assured him that the feeling was mutual, then went on to explain how I had manipulated donna into saying that he would understand if I had a man come here to make love to me. He typed back, “ lol, you are precious darling. With your clever mind and my brawn we will make a great team.” I just loved the way he talked to me. He truly seemed to want me for his own and was treating me like an equal. It was pretty heady stuff for me.

After a few more pleasantries were exchanged, John gave me his big news. He told me, “ I have arranged to have 2 weeks off and will be arriving at the Denver Airport at 10:20 Friday night on United Flight 586. I want you to come to pick me up alone.” I quickly assured him that I would be there on time. He then told me, “ I have made arrangements through some friends of mine to have donna neutered at 11:00pm Wednesday evening by a veterinarian who is skilled at this sort of thing.” Wow! When John said something was going to happen, he made sure it did. I asked him how he planned on getting donna to agree to such a thing. He answered, “ I won’t, I will give her something to knock her out cold, by the time she wakes up it will all be over and she will be a girl forever.” The very idea sent shivers down my spine. My once domineering husband would be a meek and obedient toy. I would own donna!

Then I asked John, “ How will donna be able to go back to work after that surgery?” He replied, “ She won’t. She will have to call in sick which won’t be a lie at all. When she realizes what she has become, she will be sick indeed. Cry and carry on as much as she wants, but it will be to late to change anything.” He was right of course, once his testicles were gone, it would be too late to object.

The next thing John told me was, “ We will get rid of all of her male clothes and buy her only frilly girly things to wear. By the time I have to go back to work, she will be a well trained girl.” He had thought of everything! I was very impressed by his thoroughness and ruthless pursuit of an objective. I told him that and he seemed pleased to hear me praise him. I told John that I had sent donna to the grocery store and for the first time in her life she had gone. He assured me that the next time she would go in heels and a skirt. I giggled at the mental image of that occasion. I told John “ I love the way you think and make things happen sweetie.” I told him that by the time he got here, the guest room would be repainted pink and have lovely lace curtains. It would be the maid’s quarters, donna’s new home. I told him that donna would soon be home and asked if John wanted to talk with him? He replied, “ No, I better not, might let something slip. When I see her in person, she will know who her new master is. You didn’t tell her I was a black man did you?”. I told him that I had not and also agreed with him on that and had a mental picture of donna’s expression when I came in from the garage with a big menacing black man. She would probably piss her pants. We agreed to talk again tomorrow morning and signed off.

When I heard donna come in lugging two sacks of groceries, I went out to the kitchen fully dressed by now. I watched as she unloaded the car and when all the groceries were in the house, I said, “ Now put the stuff away, I am going shopping for a bit.” Hub looked and me quizzically and said, “ But dear, I don’t know where anything goes.” I breezily told him, “ You will figure it out, you are a college graduate.”, and got in the car and drove away. I loved feeling powerful and in control.

At Home Depot, I looked at the color charts and finally selected a feminine shade of pink and bought a gallon of it. Next I went to J. C. Penny’s and bought some frilly white lace curtains and a matching bedspread. I was grinning from picturing the final result when the guest room was made over into the maid’s quarters. It would be totally girly, just perfect for a new girl to have. On a sudden whim, I also bought a cute teddy bear to set on the bed. While I was there, I also picked up some panties that would look good on donna. I was fully with the program now and was doing everything I could think of to make thing go perfectly. What I hadn’t thought of, John had. It would all come together in less than a week. Damn, I could hardly wait.

As soon as I got home, I changed into the old robe I wore when I painted. I told hub that I had decided to redo the guest room. It hadn’t been changed since it was our son’s room. I had hub move the furniture away from the walls and spread the drop cloths for me. Then I sent him out of the room and I started rolling the paint on the walls. In a couple of hours I had painted the entire room, including the ceiling a lovely shade of pink. Next I hung the new lacy curtains and put the new bedspread on the bed. The finishing touch was setting the teddy bear on the bed. It now looked like a girl’s bedroom, perfect for donna to stay in. Hub wandered in to see how I was coming and exclaimed, “ What the hell did you do to this room? No man would ever sleep in a room like this!” I smiled and sweetly said, “ No man will have to. I thought it was time for a change in here. Some other things may also change around here if I see fit. Pick up the drop cloths and clean the roller and pan for me, I will start supper.” Something about the way I gave those orders left no room for discussion and hub did as I had told him. Good thing he had no idea that this would soon be his bedroom. It was only Wednesday and I was all prepared for jj to arrive. I was very pleased with myself.

After supper was finished and I had cleaned up the kitchen, we sat together and watched a movie on tv. When it was over, I told hub, to come to bed with me I was feeling horny. He was pleasantly surprised by my sexual aggressiveness and followed me eagerly. We got undressed together and I got my nightie out of the drawer and playfully slipped it over his head. He asked me, “ What are you doing? I can’t wear this thing.” I said, “ Please humor me sweetie, I want you to wear this tonight, Will you do it for me?” Hub responded, “ Yes, but I feel foolish with this thing on.” I had him get on all fours across my body and then put on the rubber glove that I had previously put under my pillow. I took some lube and smeared it on his asshole. He asked, “ What are you doing now?” I calmly told him, “ I am going to milk you of your semen dearie. Just relax and enjoy. That stuff has been in you a long time and it can’t be good for you to let it rot in there.” I then inserted one finger, felt for his prostrate and began to massage it. It didn’t take long before his semen was all over my stomach. He had not had an orgasm, but I had drained it from him anyway. He was bewildered about what had just been done to him. I told him, “ Look at the mess you made on my tummy. After the favor I just did for you, you can lick it up. Do it now!” He moved back and began licking his own semen off of my tummy. When he finished, I kissed him on the forehead and said, “ Goodnight sweetie.”, rolled over and went to sleep. Hub slept in that nightie all night. When I got up to pee in the night, he looked so sweet laying there sound asleep in a pink nightie.

When we awoke in the morning, I fondled hub’s titties and told him he looked so sweet like that. I said, “ Leave it on while I make you a nice breakfast. You can take it off after breakfast is over.” He was enjoying the way I was playing with him and agreed to what I had asked him to do. When he walked to the kitchen ahead of me, I told him, “ You know you have legs a gal would love to have babe.” I had hub dressed like a girl now and responding to having his titties played with. Things were progressing nicely as far as I was concerned. I knew John would be pleased with what I had accomplished. Tomorrow night he will be here!

Part Three

Friday finally arrived, today was the day my life would change for the better. The day was normal but, after supper I told hub, “ Sweetie, I want to tie you up and play a little game with you. Would you let me do that?” He thought about it without answering me. I said, “ I have read about people playing bondage games and I want to try it. Pretty please?” He then replied, “ Ok honey, if it will make you happy. I hugged him warmly and got out the ropes I had ready. I took off his shirt then tied his hands behind him. I also tied his ankles together tightly. He was now helplessly immobile. I forced a wash cloth into his mouth and secured it with duct tape. Next I blindfolded him. Now he could only listen to me. I said calmly, “ When you said you would be ok with me having a man come her to make love to me, I arranged for that to happen tonight. I tweaked his nipples as I talked. I told him, “ I am going to take a shower and get ready to pick him up at the airport. I know you will wait patiently for me to return and won’t get into any trouble,” I went to take my shower, leaving him standing there helplessly tied, blindfolded and gagged. It would be a long couple of hours for the poor dear.

When I was finished getting ready to meet my new lover, I kissed hub on his forehead and told him I was leaving. He grunted something but with that rag in his mouth, it could not be understood. I got into my car and drove to the airport a bit early. I was very excited and had to force myself to drive reasonably so as not to risk being stopped by a cop. I drove past the passenger pickup for United 3 times before finally on the fourth trip around the loop John was standing at the curb with his bags. I pulled up in front of him, popped the trunk open and got out to give him a big hug and a kiss. He loaded his bags in the trunk and we got on the car for the drive home. I told him how delighted I was that he was here. He said, “ We will have great times together Patty my love.” I related what condition I had put hubby in and how he would be glad to be released when we got home. This caused John to burst out laughing. He told me, “ You did a wonderful job baby! Before we untie him, we will start feminizing him. Do you have a razor and shaving cream at home?” I assured him that I had everything we would need.

I drove the car into the garage and closed the garage door behind us. We unloaded the bags and went into the house. First thing we did was kiss each other passionately. His muscular body pressed close to me. God it was nice to have a man in the house again. Opening one of his suitcases John retrieved his switchblade knife and put it in his pocket. He said, “ It’s time to introduce me to my bitch. I led him to our bedroom and turned on the light. Sure enough, hub was still standing where I left him, although he had wet his pants sometime while I was gone. In his deep booming voice John asked me, “ Is this donna you have been telling me about?” I told him, “ Yes it is, but she needs a lot of work yet.” Reaching out and removing the blindfold, John gave donna his first look at her new master. He told her, “ To you my name is Master, do you understand girl? Nod your head if you do.” Donna nodded yes. “Your new name is donna now, you are to be my sissy slave bitch. Pat will be my lover and you will serve us well or be severely punished, nod your head if you understand girl.” Hubs eyes were wide and filled with terror and I knew he realized that he was to be used as a girl by this powerful black stud. I got a nod from John and went to get the shaving gear while John used his knife to cut the remaining clothes off of his new slave. He took the pee stained trousers, now mere rags, and handed them to me saying, “ Throw these away, we will buy our girl new things to wear.” Still tied and gagged, donna watched as we shaved every hair from her body below her eyebrows. I rubbed her body with scented lotion and told her, “ You will make a good maid for us donna. Obey promptly and cheerfully and there will be no need to suffer great pain, disobey at your own peril.” I grabbed his balls in my hand and gently squeezed them as I asked, “ Do you understand donna?” As I steadily increased pressure on them, donna nodded yes furiously. She was crying now.

We ripped the duct tape off and she gladly spit out the gag. She was naked, hairless and still tied securely. I asked her, “ Do you understand that you are now to be a girl and obedient to John and I donna?” She snarled, “ I am not a girl and my name is Don.” A quick blow to her stomach from John doubled her over and evoked a curt, “ Wrong answer bitch.”, from John. He then picked her up and put her down on her knees in front of him. He then asked, “ Would you like to suck on my big black cock donna?” I had to admit hub still had spirit, even though he was still tied and helpless he snarled, “ Never you big black bastard.” A big grin appeared on John’s face and he picked donna’s bound body up and took her over his knees. Taking off his belt, he told donna, “ You are only to speak the words yes Master when you talk to me. No other words are permitted for you donna.” He brought his belt down hard on her bare ass leaving a welt. He quickly followed that up with a matching welt on the other ass cheek. He kept raining blows on that small white ass until donna was crying and begging him to let him suck that black cock. When she did that, John put her back on her knees in front of his naked body. “ Ask me nicely donna, and I will let you suck my big nigger cock. Tell me you want to suck it donna and make it sound like you really crave it.” The racist pig now begging for the privilege of sucking a black cock and that was an image that was priceless to me.

Donna was forced to kiss the head of the John’s cock and then take it into her mouth. In a very matter of fact manner John informed donna, “ If I ever feel a tooth touch my cock, I will pull them all out of your mouth myself.” I was fingering myself just watching all of this. When John was hard as iron, he gave a thrust the shoved his cock down donna’s throat. She gagged and choked and had tears running down her cheeks. When John tired of the sport of it all, he turned donna around so she was facing the bed and told her, “ Now girl watch how a real man makes love to a woman. I want you to learn how to react when I fuck you.” We made love for over an hour before John finally came in me. He had given me three orgasms before he came. I was already in love with him through our chats, and I now knew he had won my heart. I looked over at donna kneeling there crying and only thought now I have a man!

My lover told me, “ Now move to the edge of the bed, I want donna to share in our lovemaking.” I guessed what he had in mind and spread my legs wide. Grabbing a handful of donna’s hair John pulled her face to my crotch and said, “ Pat tells me that you give oral sex like a lesbian, so get to it, lick her pussy clean and swallow every drop of my cum.” Even though I was exhausted and certainly well satisfied sexually, donna’s tongue brought me to another orgasm. I was in heaven.

When John lifted donna’s head up, her face was covered with my juices. I told her, “ I know this has been a big shock to you donna, but you must learn to be an obedient little girl. There is no way for you to alter what we have in mind for you, so you might as well accept whatever changes we make. You will save yourself a lot of pain and mental torture if you do. Do you understand donna?” She asked, “ Why are you doing this to me?” In his matter of fact tone, John told her, “ Because we can and she needs a man in her life girl.” Donna’s face clearly showed that she was doomed to being a girl whether she liked it or not. When I untied her hands her poor arms fell limply to her sides. They had gone to sleep after being tied for so long. I got my pink nightie out of my drawer and slid it over her head. Since her hands were useless, I reached down and untied her legs. She knelt there unable to move so John picked her up with his strong arms and carried her into her new bedroom. He told her, “ Sleep well donna, tomorrow we will get to know each other better. Answer me girl!” She meekly replied, “ Yes Master.” The poor thing had his entire world change in a very short time and she must have been in shock.

In the morning, I peeked into donna’s bedroom and saw her sleeping on top of the covers. During the night she had managed to get her arms through the straps and was wearing it properly. Her little peewee looked even more pathetic without any pubic hair to mask it. I was delighted that things were going according to plan. I crawled back in bed with John and cuddled up close with him. I loved that muscular body of his. I felt safe with him to protect me. He sat up in bed and hollered, “ Donna, get your ass in here now.” That shout woke her immediately and she scurried to our bedroom. He looked silly in that nightie, but probably felt even sillier, but was afraid to take it off. With a wave of his finger John motioned for her to get in the bed with us. He then told her, “ Your Mistress and I want to have sex again. You will suck me hard won’t you donna?” She blushed and meekly said, “ Yes Master.” With no other words said, she took that big black cock into her mouth and began sucking away. I said, “ She took to sucking cock like a duck takes to water.” I saw tears running down her cheeks. I knew she was mortified to be sucking any man’s cock, but even more so because this man was black. When that magnificent cock was rock hard John pushed donna aside and lifted me above it and slowly lowered my body onto it. It filled me wonderfully. I began to slowly raise my body and lower it again before long I was riding him wildly with my breasts flopping up and down and moaning with pleasure. Poor donna had never seen this side of me, not even when that little penis still worked. I shuddered with an orgasm like I had never had before as John’s semen filled me. I leaned my body down and kissed him passionately. I said, “ I love you very much my darling stallion.” He responded, “ We will be very happy this week Patty my love.” I smiled, knowing that he was letting donna think that her situation was only going to be for a week. I knew better than that, she was going to be donna for the rest of her life.

We held each other for a few minutes before John told donna, “ Lick us clean now girl.” She said, “ This has gone far enough, you had your fun with me, but I am neither a girl nor your slave.” Oh oh, I knew there would be hell to pay now! Lifting me off of his cock and setting me to the side, John got out of bed pulled his belt from the floor and without saying a word, took donna over his knees and began beating her ass with it. “ You silly thing, you are girl for me and your mistress. You will have to be taught never to question nor refuse an order from either one of us.”

The blows across her bare as were leaving welts and she was crying and begging him to stop. After 10 strokes jj paused and asked her, “ What is your name girl?” Sobbing pitifully she managed to say, “ It is donna Master.” “ That’s right girl and what is your function here?”, John asked next. She replied, “ I guess it is to serve you and my Mistress Master.” The belt crashed down five more quick times before he paused again and asked, “What is your function here donna?” She replied, “ It is to serve my Master and Mistress sir.” “ Now you are getting the idea girl. We have plans for you and they will be carried out either the easy way or the hard way.” John informed her. He then let he get up and told her, “ Now lick her clean as I told you to, Pat wants you involved and therefore so do I. All of my cum will wind up in you one way or the other.” She went to my gaping pussy to lick and suck it clean. Again she had to swallow it all. I said, “ Thank you donna, you did well. Now go fix us some breakfast.” As she walked away those big red welts on her ass were very evident. I knew she was in great pain, but she needed to learn to obey. For her sake I hoped she would not need another spanking.

When John and I got to the kitchen the coffee was ready and donna had an apron on and was frying some eggs. She looked so cute that way and I loved having her cooking for me for a change. After we finished eating, I would teach her how to apply makeup. She was college educated and should learn fast. Once she swallowed her foolish pride she would make a wonderful slave girl. She ate standing up at the counter while we sat at the table.

Once our meal was finished, John and I went to sit in the hot tub together leaving donna to clean up the kitchen. I felt free and it was an exciting beginning to a new way of life for me. My new maid would be doing all of household drudgery from now on. I would be free to play with my wonderful lover. Life could not be better.

When we had finished our soak we walked back into the house. The kitchen was spotless which made me very pleased with donna. She was learning fast to obey. I took her by the hand and led her into the bathroom where I told her, “ You have a lot to learn donna, a girl must try to always look pretty for her man. I will show you how to apply makeup now and you had better pay close attention. From now on you will be doing this every morning before we awaken. Do you understand?” She looked at me with a new respect and said, “ Yes Mistress, I understand.” I then showed him how to apply a foundation, put on lipstick and how to paint his fingernails and toenails. Bright red polish and dark red lipstick gave her the slutty look I wanted her to have. I then had her sit on the toilet while I plucked her eyebrows into a nice feminine arch. She winced badly when she sat down, but did not complain. I knew she didn’t dare resist any more. I put on a pair of long fake eye lashes on her and showed her how to apply mascara and use an eyebrow pencil. I put my brunette wig on her head and the job was finished, When she looked at herself she now saw a girl looking back at her. Her lower lip started to quiver and I told her, “ Don’t cry donna, you will spoil your makeup.” I took her by the hand and led her out to show John how pretty she was. He told her, “ You look very pretty donna, almost good enough to fuck.” I swear, she actually blushed.

Next I led her to her bedroom. I asked her, “ Don’t you think it was nice of me to fix this room all pretty for you donna? She now was sure that I had been planning this for sometime, but said, “ Yes it was Mistress.”. I went to her closet and took out a short leather skirt I had bought for her and laid it on the bed. A white low cut blouse soon lay beside it. I told her, “ Take off your nightie and put it in the top left hand drawer, you will wear it again tonight. She obeyed and was standing naked in front of me. I pinched her nipples to make them harden and handed her a bra I had purchased on the internet. A 42A bra was hard to find locally. Since it clasped in the front she had no problem putting it on. It was slightly padded, but her nipples showed anyway. When she had put on the skirt and blouse she looked like a streetwalker. Then I brought out the black 4" heels I had bought for her, they were a tight fit, but they did fit. She tottered on them just standing there. I told her to walk up and down the hall in them to get used to walking in heels. I watched the first few trips back and forth before I told her, “ Put one foot in front of the other dear, it puts a sexy wiggle in your ass.” She did as I said and before too long, she was walking like a sexy girl. I left her to practice, and went into my bedroom to move the male clothes into trash bags and make room for John to put his things. When donna walked by and saw what I was doing, she stopped dead in her tracks with her mouth agape. I told her,” Keep on walking girl until I tell you to stop.” She resumed her trips up and down the hall. Damn it was nice to have power!

I went to get John to carry the bags of clothes to the garage for me. He did and then brought his things to fill the empty drawers and closet space. The bags of donna’s former wardrobe would be given to Goodwill Thursday. She would never need them again. I told donna, “ You can stop walking now girl and start planning supper. You know where everything you need is now, you put it there. Better wear an apron again, you don’t want to mess your pretty new outfit.” She went to the kitchen while John and I were putting his things away. In his suitcase he had a strange looking device. I asked him what it was and he told me, “ This my dear is an inflatable butt plug. I will shove it up donna’s ass and pump it up until it is so big it cannot be removed. It will stretch her pussy so that she can accommodate my big cock going in there.” I giggled and kissed him then said, “ You think of every thing darling.” He told me, “ I try to. I will wait a bit before I rape her virgin ass. Those welts I gave her are still too tender. Not that I mind hurting her, but I want her to love being fucked by me and pain will work against that goal. By the time I get done with the bitch, she will be begging me to fuck her.”

My lover and I had stayed nude all day, while donna was dressed for going out. I knew her feet had to be killing her by now, but she had to get used to wearing heels as that would be all she would have to wear. I would find her some regular ladies clothes at the Goodwill store when we took the clothes there. The rest of the night went smoothly. Donna waited on us and brought us drinks when we asked for them. I even milked her while John watched. He thought was very amusing to watch me finger fucking her until she dribbled semen into a glass, then have to drink it. The poor thing was humping against my finger and down on all fours. When I finished draining her, I made her thank me for what I had done for her. At bedtime, she sucked John hard and after we had sex licked both of us clean. She went to bed with my juices on her face. I noticed she hung up her clothes and put on her nightie. She lay on her stomach to avoid the pain of lying on her sore ass. All in all it had been a great day for me.

Sunday morning after we had sex and donna cleaned us both, John had her lift her skirt and bend over. He then shoved the butt plug into her virgin little rosebud. The look on her face was priceless! Once it was fully inside of her, John began inflating it. As it grew bigger and bigger inside of her, her expression changed from one of surprise to one of pain. She was moaning with pain before John stopped and removed the pump. That bulbous thing would stay inside of her until John released the air pressure. He told her, “ You will get used to it in time, think of those pains as menstrual cramps girl.” I added, “ He is only doing that for your own good donna, you know he is going to fuck you and he doesn’t want to rip up your insides. You should really thank him for being so considerate of you.” She stood up with tears in her eyes and dutifully said, “ Thank you Master.” I knew she would be feeling like she needed to defecate all day, but that was her problem to deal with.

After supper that night, John released the pressure from the butt plug and roughly pulled it out. Donna ran quickly to the bathroom to empty her bowels. As she sat on the toilet, John showed her the shit covered plug and told her, “ You need to start douching your pussy donna, if there is any shit on my cock, you will lick it off. Now wash this up and put it in your bedroom until I tell you to fetch it for me.” She meekly said, “ Yes Master.” Monday and Tuesday were more or less repeats of Sunday’s activities. Each day donna wore the plug only now she gave herself enemas before it was inserted. It was cute watching her bring it to John, bend over and lift her own skirt. Her training was going well. She now anticipated what we wanted and complied no matter how she felt about it.

Part Four

Wednesday morning I awoke and knew this was the big day. This was donna’s last day with testicles. After they were gone, she would be a girl for ever. As a special treat John did not make her wear the butt plug today. She did all of the ironing in the morning wearing only her nightie until she had ironed her blouse. I would have to get her more clothes soon as I was tired of seeing her wear the same thing every day. At supper that night, we even let her eat with us and have a glass of wine. I told her how proud I was of her for the way she had adapted to her new situation. I told her she had become a real lady now. She bit her lower lip, knowing that I was telling the truth. After the meal was over and the kitchen cleaned up, John invited her to watch a movie with us. She was absolutely delighted about being treated so nicely for a change. The movie ended at 9:00pm. I went to the bar with John and watched him mix up some drinks, in the one meant for donna he dropped some powders into the glass before adding the liquor and mix. We carried the drinks back to the family room where donna was waiting on the couch. When we all had our drinks, John proposed a toast to our future together as a family, we all took a big drink from our glasses. By 10:00, donna was sound asleep so John picked her up and carried her to the car. He put her in the front passenger seat and fastened the seat belt. pinning her in place. I got into the back seat and John drove us to our appointment. Donna was out cold and remained that way for the entire trip. We drove around to the back of the building and John carried her into the back door. The veterinarian was an older black man and knew what we were here for.

We lay donna on an operating table and strapped her down spread eagle position. She started coming to just about the time she was firmly fastened in place. The timing was couldn’t have been better, now she would watch the entire procedure being totally unable to prevent it. The veterinarian was already wearing his mask and gown and holding a scalpel in his hand. Donna asked, “ Where am I and what is going on here?” I told her, “ Just relax donna, we are going to fix you so your panties will look better on you. You can watch in that mirror we set up and see the whole thing. There is nothing you can do to change things so be a big girl and relax. The doc sprayed his scrotum with something to numb the area and made an incision. Donna screamed when she realized what was going to happen. I shoved a wad of cotton in her mouth to silence her. Her eyes got wide when she saw the doc pull the first testicle out, cut it free and drop it in a jar of formaldehyde. As horrified as she was, she couldn’t take her eyes off of the mirror. When the other testicle was also resting in the jar with its brother, donna knew it was over, she was not a male anymore and would never be again. The doc then cut off most of the scrotum and glued the remaining skin together to leave her totally smooth down there. Her useless little penis we let her keep for now at least. The doc then gave her a shot that put her to sleep again.

We thanked the vet for his expert service, and he said, “ I love neutering white boys. It changes their lives for ever. That glue is the most modern method in use now, no stiches needed and even the small scar will disappear in a week or so. She will be fine. He gave her another shot which he explained was a massive dose of female hormones. He also gave us a starter set of feminine hormone pills saying, “ Without the balls, she will no longer produce testosterone and these pills will make her more feminine each day. Have fun with your new girl.” He was handed an envelope containing money, how much I didn’t know. We unstrapped the unconscious girl and John carried her back to the car where he laid her in the trunk. We drove home with me holding the jar containing the testicles. We both were giggling and very happy over how things had gone. Once back home, John carried her into the house and laid her in her bed. Before he left her, he put the teddy bear in her arms. She would wake up clutching it in the morning.

We set the jar on our bedside table as a sort of trophy that donna would see every day from now on. I had briefly considered making her fry them in batter and eat them, but the long term effect would have been gone. We fucked like rabbits the whole night.

The next morning we went to check on donna and found her awake, still clutching the teddy bear and crying. One of her hands was laying on her crotch feeling the new smoothness there. She looked at me and asked, “ How could you do such a thing to me Pat? And why would you want to?” I sternly reminded him, “ You are to address me as Mistress girl. We did it because we wanted to and could. What the hell, they were useless anyway. Now you are a girl forever and I own you.” She mournfully said, “ But Mistress I used to be your husband!” I said, “ Exactly right donna, you used to be a man, now you are my slave girl and your master’s bitch. If you raise a fuss, I will throw you out of here and maybe you can find some man to take care of you. Be a good, obedient girl and I will keep you.” He asked, “ You mutilated me and he is only going to be her for a week?” I informed him, “ He will be here for 2 weeks this time and will soon retire and live here full time.” He now understood that his situation was irreversible and permanent. I told him, “ Don’t just lay there feeling sorry for yourself, get your makeup on, get dressed and start breakfast. Don’t forget to douche.”

Even while we ate breakfast, she was still crying. I told her, “ You might as well accept it donna, nothing can change what you are. Take this pill with your orange juice.” I handed her one of the hormone pills and she swallowed it. I said, “ That’s a good girl that will make you feel better. We will go shopping this morning donna, we girls love to shop and you do need some more outfits. Cheer up girl, you can’t spend the rest of your life crying.”

John loaded the bags of clothes into the trunk of the car and donna and I were off to do some shopping. I was telling her that she should be a very happy girl. She had enough sick leave built up that she could still draw her full salary until she retired. I told her, you will never have to out of the house to work again donna, a few duties at home, but I did all of those for many years and still held down a full time job.” She nodded her head yes as she knew I was telling the truth. I went on to say, “ You could no longer have sex as a man anyway, you will get to love pleasing a man as much as I do in time. You know you make a pretty girl donna and you should learn to use your feminine charms.”

We pulled up at the Goodwill store and found a man to unload the bags of clothes for us. He told us, “ We want to thank you ladies for your generous contribution. Lots of people need the things we sell them for a low price.” We went into the store to try to find some clothes suitable for donna to wear around the house. I held each item up in front of her and although the most of the skirts were longer than I wanted, I knew we could shorten them. I paid for our selections and we carried them to the car. I drove us to our next stop, Victoria Secrets where I planned on getting her some sexy lingerie. I had her try on and model some very sexy teddies, nighties and even a corset for me. I then selected a few of them, purchased them and took them to the car. Donna was wearing the corset under her clothes and I made sure to compliment her on what it did for her figure. A guy even whistled at her as we walked to the car. When he did that, I noticed donna put and extra wiggle in her fanny which brought a smile to my face.

We went to a shop that sold leather and bondage gear I had her try on a leather collar that locked in place and decided it looked good on her. I had them engrave a brass plate with Donna on it and affix it in place on the collar. I paid for it and pocketed the keys. Our last stop was at a shoe store where she tried on and I purchased several more pairs of 4" heel shoes, all with open toes to show her polished toenails. I also bought her a pair of black boots that came to her thighs and had 5" high heels. Wearing those with her short leather skirt she would look like a slut indeed.

We drove home with the trunk full of packages. We carried them into the house and put the stuff away in her room. The sexy black nightie had cost a lot for very little fabric, but I wanted her to wear it when John deflowered her. I knew that was going to happen tonight and eagerly looked forward to watching the show. After supper I turned on some soft music, lit a couple of candles and shut off the lights. I wanted the mood to be romantic although the actual act would be a hard and rough rape. I told donna, to douche herself again and to wear nothing but her new black nightie. She sensed what was about to happen and nervously obeyed me. I knew she was feeling like a virgin bride on her wedding night, which in a way she was. She came back into the family room looking very sexy but nervous. John was already naked and standing proudly in the middle of the room. He said, “ You are now a girl donna, but tonight I will make you a woman. Kneel and suck my cock and know that you are doing it to get me hard for you this time.” She knelt in front of him and taking his big cock in her hands put it into her mouth. I was filming the entire thing with our digital video camera. I wanted to record this night to remember forever. When John was very hard, he lifted pushed donna down on all fours. I went to her and smeared her asshole with lubricant. John slowly pushed his massive cock into that virgin territory causing donna to moan from the pain. He assured her, “ It is always painful the first time for a girl, if you relax and don’t fight it, it will be easier for you.” The last couple of inches he shoved in hard making donna cry out in pain. When she was fully impaled on his cock, John lifted her from the floor by holding her titties. Her feet were off of the floor as she was supported entirely by that hard cock and John’s grasp on her breasts. John walked around the center of the room a few times holding his prize before he stood her back on her feet. Having her hold on to the back of the couch, John began thrusting in and out. He was now being very rough with her in order to teach her that was how sex for her would always be. I was sure that if she still had her testicles, she would have discharged semen from such an attack. Her little limp penis was flopping about as she was pulled forward and back by John. She would never forget this night no matter how many times she was fucked. The poor dear, was crying, moaning and begging him to stop. John told her, “ I will quit when I am satisfied and not before. Wiggle that ass bitch. Hump back against me and tell me you love pleasing me. Remember that is your function here.” Donna started humping back against John after every thrust that pushed him forward. She was trying hard to get John to come, so her ordeal would end. She was saying, “ Oh yes Master give it to me. Please come inside of me.” John smiled broadly he had her now and knew it. He stopped thrusting and made donna move back and forth on his big pole by herself. He was having her masturbate him using only her pussy.

Finally, Jack shot his load deep inside of her. He held her in place for a few minutes before pulling out of her. When he did his cock was covered in blood. He turned donna around and said, “ Look at the mess you made on my cock. Lick it clean bitch.” Donna knelt and started licking the blood off. When John was satisfied, he sat down and turned on the tv set. Donna was on her knees with her face to the floor sobbing. I looked at her pussy and it was bloody and gaping. I helped her to her feet and took her into the bathroom where I washed her up and inserted a tampex to absorb the blood. I told her, “ You did well tonight girl, it will get easier each time you do it. You may go to your room and rest now. I kissed her on the forehead and went to join John.

From that night on John made love to me in the morning and at night but every noon, he would fuck donna. It became our routine way of life. Donna would fix our lunch at 11 and promptly at noon she would take off her panties and assume the on all fours position. I was getting great loving and she was being used. Life was very good indeed. When John had to return to work we both drove him to the airport. There I kissed him passionately and told him I could hardly wait for him to return for good. He assured me he would keep in touch by E-Mail and entered the terminal. He had emptied his things from the closet and dresser drawers and only had a carry his bags with him.

I was crying to see him have to leave, so I let donna drive home. We arrived back home before noon and I immediately went to my room and put on the strap-on dildo I had bought to use on donna until John returned. At noon I went to her room and said, “ Assume the position donna, I will take your Master’s place while he is away.” She got down on the floor on all fours I lubed her ass and entered her. She dutifully humped back against me and moaned for me. The dildo I had bought was black and the same size as John. I screwed her for 20 minutes or so and then made her thank me for screwing her. Our new routine was established, donna would eat me mornings and evenings and I would screw her every noon. We still slept in our own rooms and of course donna still did the household chores. I was better off than I had been before meeting John but still needed a hard cock inside of me.

The next time I talked to John on the website, I told how I felt, how badly I missed him and that donna now loved the dildo. He consoled me and then said, “ Let me see what I can arrange baby. Maybe I can work out something to help you out. I do have friends you know.” I didn’t hear from him for a week or so, but one evening the doorbell rang and there were two big black men standing there when donna opened the door. One of them said, “ John sent us.” She let them into the house and led them to me. The bigger of the two told me, “ John told me that you were two horny bitches that needed a good fucking.” I stood up and told him, “ You tell him I thought it was nice of him to make such and effort, but I will wait for him.” The big lug punched me in the face knocking me to the floor. He told her, “ I am not john, to me you are just a horny slut who needs a good fucking. Take off your clothes and get ready bitch.” I was shocked to be treated like this, no man had ever abused me before. He pulled out a switchblade knife and asked, “ Or would you rather I cut them off of you?” My nose was bleeding and I knew he broken my nose. I was terrified of this man. I began taking off my clothes slowly and he ordered, “ Get then off quick or I will cut you up.” I ripped them off and stood naked in front of him. I said, “ Wait until John hears about this you will be in big trouble.” He laughed and told me, “ Shit babe you are so naive, he ain’t ever coming back here, he has already moved in with another couple.” The second man tied my wrists to the inside of my ankles. Now they could use me however they wanted to. The big guy now turned to donna and told her, “ You next pansy, I want you naked too.” When donna was also naked she was similarly tied. Then the doorbell rang again and 4 more black guys were let in. The leader said, “ John said you two needed a good fucking and we are here to see that you get it.

We were stood on out feet which, of course, left us in a bent over position A big cock was shoved in both of our mouths while another cock invaded our asses. No man had ever entered me there and he used no lube, I could feel my insides tearing. Soon we were both being shoved forward and back like we were on a spit. When they finished with us, 4 others took their place and we repeated that ordeal. I was bleeding and feeling terribly weak, but they kept shoving me back and forth on those cocks until they also both came. Donna was right beside me enduring the same treatment. Over the course of the night they repeatedly raped both of us. I think each of the six guys had use both donna and I at least 3 times each. I had a belly full of come and I am sure donna did as well. It was getting light outside, when the leader had each of his thugs piss in our mouths and swallow it. They were all laughing at us wretches tied helpless and naked. One of the men had found my strap on dildo where I had left it at noon. He rummaged around the cupboards until he found a bottle of Tabasco sauce. He coated the dildo with the hot sauce and approached me saying, “ John said you like a little spice in your sex life slut, her it comes. He forced that dildo into my now gaping and bloody asshole. He then strapped it in place. So I could not expel it, It burned my raw insides fiercely and I hopped around trying to get relief to no avail. I collapsed on the floor and suffered unbearably. The leader made donna stick out her tongue and he coated it with the Tabasco sauce. Now donna was also squirming like mad also. They finally left us still tied up. The leader said, “ Next time you need some fucking, just tell John and we will come back.”

Donna crawled over to me and kissed me for the first time in weeks. She then started chewing on the ropes that bound me. After a long time, one hand and ankle were free. I somehow got to my feet an hobbled to the kitchen where I got a knife and cut the other rope off. I then cut donna free even before I took of that terrible dildo. We held each other close and hugged each other. John had changed my life every bit as much as he had donna’s. She was now a gay cock slut and I a spurned and abused lady. We both went to bed in what was once more our room. I told her how sorry I was that I had gotten us into this mess and asked her to please try to forgive me. I felt the smooth area where there had once been a scrotum and even kissed it. I told her, we can buy you some male clothes if you want honey. He said, “ With these boobs they would look ridiculous on me now. I better stick to being a female. I will still be Donna, but we will be equals and share the housework.” I said, “ You are a very forgiving girl Donna. I thought you would hate me for being so mean to you and you would have every right to.”

This tale is about what happened 3 years ago. Needless to say I never again visited that interracial web site. We had both suffered more than enough to last us forever. Donna bought a gun in case those thugs ever decided to revisit us, but they never did. We now live as lesbian lovers. Donna has blossomed into a fine lady with breasts that are now a full C cup. When we do see a man he is white and a gentleman. We take turns using the strap on dildo on each other and it is always done lovingly. She does anal sex on me and I lick her asshole for her. Sometimes I even suck her penis just to feel close to her even though it never gets hard. My advice is to be very careful to know someone well before you gt involved with them. I was charmed, taken and used and discarded by John and he had been a total stranger. I had been in love with him, but for him it was just a game he played to exploit people.