Unrestrained Desires

I was aware that my wife was trying to educate herself via internet about these "strange" things she agreed upon taking on with me ; I also knew how she might easily get misled by what she was seeing there. But since we were on the verge of divorce, since she agreed to do something like this to save our marriage, as much as I wanted, I managed not to get too sagacious about it as I feared I would just irritate her and provoke some unwanted reaction.

For the next couple of weeks nothing changed between us and within the way we lived through each day ; she showed no change in her general behaviour so I started to think she got the wrong picture about it all or that she simply changed her mind without telling me about it.

But, after those few week she did something that I never expected would be her first move. It was Friday afternoon and our kids were again away with my parents ; I needed a pair of new shoes for work so, since there was nothing exciting going on between us even when we were alone, I decided to go out and buy a pair I already set my eye on, previously.

My wife was in her standard not-that-happy mood and doing some light chores around the house ; I was already dressed up and just about to put my jacket on when she came into the lobby and said, "Going somewhere?" It's not that I was about to leave without telling her where I was going but her voice was calm and cold with a touch of anger. "Yes, I was just about to tell you...I need to go to buy those shoes I told you about, you know...for work." She nodded her head lightly and said, "Hmm...don't you think you should ask me first if you can go?" she accented the "can" part of it. Before I managed to say anything, she just continued, "You see, I have decided that you are not going to buy those shoes today...instead, I will go out and buy something for me and you will stay in and finish some housework that I put on paper." She gave me the paper, turned around on her heel and left without another word.

In the past and at that moment, I was only aware of my submissive tendencies and desires but I had no practical experience. The way she acted took me by surprise a little but, I figured that this was her way of getting started with taking control so, after few moments of thoughts, I went along with her "orders". I took my jacket off and followed her to our bedroom ; she was already almost dressed up and I said, "Of course dear, I will do as you say." She looked at me and said, "I don't think darling is an adequate way for you to address me when we are alone. You will address me by my name, ok?" Once I confirmed she told me to go down and take a specific pair of her shoes out of the shoe closet and wait for her to come down. I complied immediately and went down back into the lobby. I took the shoes and waited; once she came down, she sat on a chair we kept nearby the shoe closet and told me to put them on her feet. I kneeled in front of her and placed each shoe on her pretty feet. She sat calmly and silently until I finished and then she said, "I'll go now and return around 7:30...you must finish those shores I put on the paper and also prepare something of your choice for dinner." I nodded my head, she stood up and said just before she left, "Good, nodding is good as I don't want you to talk to much anyway." This rather venial situation was the beginning of new type relationship for us.

I felt that this start could be very important for her to continue her role as I sensed she was still uncertain about it all, regardless to our little agreement. So I did my best to finsih all the tasks she gave me and to prepare a nice meal. When she came back, she swiftly inspected the results of my chores and then we had dinner. With just a little bit enthusiasm, she said that she was satisfied with my performance and obedience. However, she wasn't able to bring herself to smile even just a little bit. She used to smile a lot before and it bothered me a bit as I wasn't sure if she was faking it or not. But, I sustained myself of any comments and went along with this new, a bit awkward, atmosphere between us. The whole weekend passed in a similar way, she acted very cold, kept herself at distance but gave me more chores and tasks to complete. In fact, all of the housework was done by me, including cooking. The only thing that she demanded from me that didn't fit into chores category was a back rub on a Saturday evening. Then the kids came back and we raturned to normal way of living, I went to work each day, she stayed in and kept the hosue as she usually did. There were only short moments when she acted bossy with me, but only when we were certain that kids were not anywhere near us.

Then another weekend came and another week passed ; she was getting deeper into her role with orders, requests and her cold way of acting. Of course I didn't mind but one thing, that I was hoping will be included, was sex and any kind of intimate contact. However, to my disapointment, rubbing her back on ocassion was the only thing she asked from me. Frankly I was a bit frustrated with it but I managed to cope with my frustration for a while. After 3 weeks of no initmacy whatsoever, I decided i should talk about it with my wife. On account of my kinky mind, our sexual life got pretty poor but still we had some kind of sex now and then so this new situation drove me crazy. So I decided I should talk about it with my wife and see what was going on. We both had to mind our behaviour during weekdays because of our kids being around so I waited for Friday. Once the kids left, I told my wife I wanted to talk to her about something. We sat at the table to have dinner which again I prepared and I asked her why there was no phisycal intimacy between us anymore. As she calmy ate her dinner, she asked me back, "I didn't realize that all this was just sexual to you? As I recall, you explained me that you wish to be your wife's servant, isn't that correct Daniel?" Her cold calm voice was slowly smothering any self confidence I had inside me, before I started this conversation. "Well yes, of course...I mean that is what I said, what I want...but also, you know...I was hoping we would have sex now and then...or any other type of intimate contact." For a while, she contemplated on her answer and after a minute she said, "Ok, this is how it is going to be...yes, we will have sex and other physical interactions, but always and onla on my terms. This means that you will never fuck me again", at this point she changed the tone of her voice a bit higher, "and instead, I will be the one who is doing the fucking...in other words you will be fucked by me. Any other physical interaction will also be only the way I want it or no way at all..." as she continued, I began to feel excited, aroused and my dick got pretty stiff in no time.

"So I hope this answers your question and I don't see any other reason we should talk about this further...was I clear enough?" Again, I just nodded my head in consent.

"Goood" she exclaimed her feelings and said, "now I am going to the living room and I will wait for you there ; clean up this mess here and then join me there." She stood up and left the dinning room.

I hrried up with cleaning up the dishes and the kitchen and joind her in our living room ; she was sitting on the sofa, her legs curled up on it and she told me to sit beside her. As I did, she began, "next 10 minutes will be the last minutes of you using sofa or any other piece of furniture here, whenever we are alone. Your place will be on the floor, beside my feet always when kids are not here...is that ok with you?"...since she said she didn't want me to talk too much anyway, I just nodded my head again.

"Goood...now sit on the floor beside my feet, let me see you donw there" she commanded me an I obeyed. I sat on the floor just infront of her and waited for her next move as she was looking down on me. "Now, perhaps my action and my behaviour will appear silly in the beggining...but I am an amateur in being dominant so you will have to deal with that. Ok, why don't you get on all fours and crawl around a little bit, I want to see how that looks." We were getting somewhere finally I thought ; I did as she asked and crawled around like a dog for her. Now and then I'd glance at her but her face never showed any emotion, reaction ; she just watched me crawl around with stone cold face. I circled around the living room 3 or 4 times when she stood up from the sofa and said, "So...this is what you want? tell me!" she raised her voice a bit, "Well...yes...among the rest" I replied. "It is not just that you wish to be controled ,you also want humiliation ,right? Isn't that true?" I bowed my head a little in shame but I confiremd, "Yes Tina." She slowly walked towards me, "Hmmm...you look stupid this way, you know that don't you...I mean such a man like you crawling around the house just because your wife told you to do so...it's pathetic, don't you think so too?" I wasn't sure why was she saying all this, perhaps to see my reaction to her words. Since I was on my hands and knees, she could ee my newly appeared erection, my excitement. "Yes ,it is pathetic" I replied..."I am pathetic."

She sat back on the sofa and told me to come closer, "Well now...my pathetic husband, you will give me a good foot rub." She offered me her left foot and I quickly took it in my hands. I removed her sock just to find her toes carefully painted red ; her feet were nicely shaped, her skin soft. At that point she noticed my erection ; i was excited and couldn't hide it. "Well, if I only knew my feet had such an efect on your dick, we would never be without sex...now rub!" she ordered and I began to rub her feet. "Perhaps I should go and get some oil or something...I think you will enjoy your rub more" I suggested. "Hmm, yes I think you are right...go and bring somethnig." I rushed to the bathroom, grabbed a bottle of baby oil and came back ; I got on my knees and just as I was about to open the bottle, she stopped me..."Wait!...before you do that, you need to check if my feet are clean as I don't want you rubbing any oil over dirt." I put the bottle on the floor, took her left foot in my hands and brought it closer to my face, "It appears clean Tina, I don't see any dirt" I said ,took her right foot ,removed the sock and repeated inspecting her foot. "No, they are clean, I don't see anything" I said and looked up at her. Finnaly she smiled a bit and sid, "Oh Daniel....you really need some guidance in life, don't you...you didn't seem this stupid when i married you, but now...ah, never mind...you will clean my feet before you put any oil on them, do you understand?! Every time!" My face stretched into a smile as i sensed my wife was not only acting  she actually meant what she said and i liked it, "of course Tina, I'll do as you say" I said and stood up as I wanted to go and get some water, soap, towel to clean her feet. However, I didn't get far, "Where are you going Daniel? Didin't I say you need to clean my feet?!" she inquired, "Well yes...I was going to bring some water and some..." but she interupted me and said, "Stupid, stupid....you will clean them with your tongue, moron....water and soap! yeah, right...get down and start licking!" Her tone of voice, her behavior and her exposed feet got to me intensivly ; i was so turned on, I could barely breath. I dropped down to my knees, took her foot and began licking it like crazy...she pulled her foot away and said ,"What's the matter with you ,can't you do anything properly?! Easy, nicely...it's not going anywhere, moron." She was right, I really did start licking like a dog...so I took her foot again and gently began to lick her sole while holding it by the heel. I was in heaven but I also noticed how she wasn't completely indifferent to my licking, either. Her breathing ot heavier, she appeard not so cold like she usually did. After a while, she offered me her other foot again and I continued with my task I simply adored doing. "That's good enough...now grab the oil and start rubbing my feet" she commaned again with a strict tone of voice. As I took her left foot first and put oil on it, she placed her right foot between my legs and touched my groin, "Hmmm...now I see just how much you like all of this, you pervert...look at that! And I thought you became impotent!" I sensed anger in her voice, she was disappointed how she couldn't make me want her anymore except this way. I licked her feet, rubbed them but I knew she still hadn't set her mind to her dominant role, fully.