How I Quit Smoking

How I quit smoking part #1

This is the first story I have written. Any suggestions would be much appreciated. This is a true story with the names changed and possibly a few embellishments.

This is an adult story, which is intended for an adult audience as it is described in your jurisdiction.

       Well where should I start? I have craved to be dominated by a beautiful woman since I was old enough to fantasize. I have browsed fem-dom sites and read as many fem-dom stories as I could find throughout the years. I have had a couple of experiences with girlfriends throughout the years. Most of them just involved being tied up (always face-up or face-down on the bed) and spanked, teased, or something else basic. It really didn’t seem like they were doing it because they enjoyed it but because I wanted them to do it. This really killed the whole experience, because as we all know it is the loss of control that is what is exciting. All these times it was more like I was in control of what happened to me. Other times I was dumped and called a freak or pervert. Well I found the girl of my dreams and we got married. She was aware of my fantasies and also played a little to please me but it was still the same. I was controlling the situations for the most part.

       My wife is the greatest in the world. Whether she realized her dominant side or not she is the one for me. We have been through so much together we are inseparable. I would give my world for her and do almost anything she would want me to do. We have played with domination throughout the years. Sometimes she will tie me up and spank me. Sometimes she brings out the hot wax, or makes me drink her pee. We have an agreement that when I where a pair of panties then we are playing and I have to do everything she wants or get punished. I usually have to suggest wearing them though and there is usually no real punishment if I am not up to par. She used to love to pound me with a strap-on but she got a little wierded out on it after a few times of the strap-on getting dirty. Once we tried to go to a fetish club in San Fran but we left our ID’s at the hotel. All in all she has played with my fantasies and done her best to make me happy. I have mentioned to her quite a few times (even to the point of annoying her) that I need something more. I need to serve her and be her little slut, bitch-boy, slave, man-toy, French maid, etc…………. Lately it seems she has been finding her dominant side more and more. The other night as she was rubbing my cock through my pants she told me how she was starting to enjoy punishing me. I’m a little scared at what I may have gotten myself into but I have dreamed for it most my life. I just hope it is all I hope it will be.

       Well now that most of the history is out of the way, let’s get on with the story of how I am quitting smoking. I have asked my wife to use punishment to help me quit smoking a few times. She has even started tying me up and punishing me. Most of the time it has entailed spankings with a few different belts, the ones with metal studs or rings always hurt the worse. Sometimes it involved some smack to my cock and balls. Once I had quite for about 5 days, but my stupidity of looking at porn on the internet caught up to me and she almost left me. Now that I have cancelled all the accounts I was using to quench my lust for Fem-dom and will never look farther than my wife for my fantasies again, she has begun to forgive me. I hope she will once again be able to trust that she is my everything.

I asked her a few weeks ago to help me quit smoking again. I really want to quit these damn things and she really wants me too also. I figure this can be a good way for me to quit and also have some fantasy fun at the same time. She seems to really be getting into it this time more than before and it is exciting. It started out with her clamping my nipples with the really painful paper clips that are meant to hold together large amounts of paper. Once she attached one to each nipple and attached the rest one after another to the first making these large elephant trunks hanging off each nipple. My nipples were burning so much and she smacked them around and hurt them more. At one point my nipples went numb but anytime I moved it burned soooo much. She left them on for about 15 minutes. The whole time laughing at me in my thongs with clamps hanging from my nipples. While I was there with the clamps on trying not to move she brought out a bowl of a yogurt looking stuff with yellow fluid. She told me it was what dripped from her pussy when she gave herself a yogurt douche earlier with a splash of her pee. I felt so lucky to be fed such a special treat. She made me lick it out of the bowl like a dog while the clamps were hanging and bouncing around on my nipples. This wasn’t the first thing that caught my attention, as far as her seeming like she was starting to enjoy using me how I should be used. She has also been making me where a pair of panties more often. To my humiliation she has also started taking pictures. These will be nice though for my many masturbation forays. She did talk of selling them for money on the internet, which is really scary. I really don’t want anyone I know to possibly see them.

The next day I still smoked some cigarettes so she filled a bowl of cold strawberry oatmeal and topped it off with her golden nectar and made me eat it on my hands and knees. It actually tasted very good and I would love to have that for breakfast more often. She then made me stand in the corner with the clamps on my nipples and ass cheeks. It burned sooooo much. My nipples were still semi swollen and burning from the night before. I had tears in my eyes at one point but still knew that I needed it in order to quit smoking and also to realize that I am here to serve her and need punishment in order to train me to be the best I can be for her. She spanked me a few times with the super painful belt over the next few days, but then she had to go on a vacation and I started smoking a little bit again. I didn’t lie to her about it and told her about the cigs I had smoked. She told me on the phone that if I wasn’t careful she may make me eat dog food and trample me with her boots. She just got back a few days ago and she did make me eat dog food. She took a small bowl of dry dog food and peed in another bowl. She told me that all I could wash it down with was the pee. It was the most disgusting thing I have ever tasted and I don’t recommend it for anyone. It made my stomach hurt for 1 ½ days now and I have had severe gas and bowel issues. I told her today that I am going to have to set a limit on that due to possibility of health risks. Although, she may punish me for setting that limit she will respect that limit. Anyways, it took me a good 30 minutes and only puking about 3 times before I finished the dog food. The only way I was able to finish was by swallowing the pieces whole with her golden nectar to swallow them with. I had to ask for a refill on the liquid so that I could finish. Thank God that my wifestress is kind and produced more nectar for me. I have smoked one cigarette butt since then and I have a feeling I will pay for it.

Well this is the beginning of my voyage into being smoke free and my Wife and i exploring ourselves deeper. Like I said before this is my first story, please send suggestions on my writing, and my Queen may even enjoy some suggestions on ways to punish me.