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1Part Seventeen: Penance
Meryn was already seated in the passenger seat of the car when Jeremy arrived to get into the driver’s side. There was no acknowledgment as she stared ahead in silence. Driving home, Jeremy had to shift his position frequently to try to ease his discomfort. He would be feeling like this for several days he realized, but he knew it was going to be far worse for Scott. He had been very glad when Miss Natasha had stopped Miss Meryn at the end. He had already started to rise to do so himself, which would have broken all the rules. But he would have done it, and not just for Scott’s sake.
He had never imagined Miss Meryn like he had seen her tonight, and he still found it hard to believe. She certainly seemed to have been entranced with producing such pain, and he tried to understand what that would mean. He wasn’t a masochist, and never desired pain, and he doubted he could take anything like tonight again from any one else. But he knew in his heart that he could never leave Miss Meryn of his own volition. If she wanted, if she needed this from him, he sadly concluded that he would accept it from her, willingly. He knew he would always give her anything she wished from him, to be allowed to remain with her.
When he parked the car in front of the apartment, Meryn got out without waiting for him to come around to open her door. Without her key however, she was forced to wait at the front door. When he opened it, she walked in past him. After he had closed the door behind him, without turning around she simply said “Follow me” and walked briskly into her bedroom.
As he entered, she sat down on the side of her bed, looked up at him, and said “Undress.” He quickly rushed to obey, stripping down to his briefs when she added “Everything”. After he complied she told him to come stand before her, but face away.
She stared at his still darkly reddened behind. There were several areas that were already purpling, and would become major bruises. She briefly wondered what Scott looked like, but immediately dismissed that thought. With both hands she began to gently stroke each cheek of his buttocks. She continued this in silence for several tense minutes while Jeremy wondered anxiously what she had in store for him.
“So Jeremy, did you enjoy yourself this evening?” She asked evenly.
Or was it suppressed excitement he wondered. He thought he knew what answer she desired, and he always strove to give her what she wanted, what she needed. But he knew he could not, would not ever lie to her, no matter what the consequences.
“No Miss Meryn. I didn’t.”
Her fingers stopped moving but maintained contact. “Well you certainly seemed excited enough.” She contested. “You had a big enough erection when you were begging for my forgiveness.”
Oh God, she wanted him to enjoy it, he thought bleakly, and he despaired at not being able to give that to her. He could only continue with the truth.
“I’m always tremendously turned on when I’m allowed to kiss your feet Miss Meryn,” he barely whispered, “no matter what the circumstances. I know I wasn’t erect when I was kissing Miss Natasha’s feet.”
And Meryn remembered that this was true. She had seen it, but it hadn’t registered at the time in her anger. She pulled away her hands and sat still. The silence dragged on interminably as Jeremy wondered fearfully if she was contemplating more penance for him tonight. He remembered Miss Natasha’s final warning to her and suppressed a shudder. He did not know if he could stand more of what he had endured earlier. Or even worse, like Scott. He grimly gritted his teeth and knew that he would. He would accept anything she needed to give, and take it willingly. For her.
Meryn’s next words thus came as a complete surprise.
“Oh Jeremy, I’m so, so sorry. Can you ever find it possible to forgive me.?”
He was so shocked he turned around to face her without permission, and saw to his grief that she was crying. He knelt down in front of her, and took both of her hands into his.
“Please Miss Meryn, don’t. What could you ever think you needed to apologize for?”
She gripped his hands tightly
“Never, Never, NEVER will I ever let anyone hurt you like that again Jeremy.” Tears continued to stream down her face. “And I promise I will never do anything like that to you. Ever.” She continued to sob.
He looked at her in wonder. “Miss Meryn, I can’t tell you how much it means to me that you won’t allow anyone do that to me again.” He gripped her hands harder. “But if you ever want, ever need to do it to me, I will always accept it from you.”
She gazed at him sharply. “Want. Need. Jeremy, I hated every minute of that tonight.” She shook her head. “My greatest fear was that you wanted and needed it, and that I was going to have to try to find a way to give it to you.”
“God no. Never. Please believe me. I loathed every minute of it as well.”
Meryn sniffed loudly to stop her tears.
“So it’s settled then.” She started. “There will be no confessions in this house. And certainly no penance. Ever.”
He offered a cautious smile. “House rules?” He queried
“House rules.” She affirmed.
“And Jeremy.” She smiled through her tears. “You belong to me. You answer to no one else but me. Don’t you ever forget it.”
“Never.” He concurred.
“And I certainly have to learn how to take better care of my own.” She concluded.
He answered with one of his special smiles.
Fifteen minutes earlier it would have seemed inconceivable to either of them what transpired next. Meryn stood and bade Jeremy to lie face down on her bed. She then gently began to rub cooling body lotion onto his tortured buttocks. After a while she had him turn over and began to apply more lotion to his testicles, and then softly to his throbbing phallus. As his moans increased, she did not think it right to give him any more agony this night by teasing him further, and so with early permission given, she brought him, for the first time ever with her hand, to a prolonged and shuddering climax. They giggled like young school kids as he then licked his goo from her offered fingers. With this task completed, at her bidding, he carefully helped her remove her clothes, went down on her, and brought her to the three most glorious orgasms she had had since her first with him.
As she nestled into her bed, completely content, she had one final request for him. She asked him to bring the cushions and his blankets from the couch into her room. She wanted him to stay by her bedside tonight.
“And Jeremy”. She told him before they both fell off to sleep, she in her bed, and he settled on the cushions. “Tomorrow we’re going out to find you a comfortable cot. You’re going to be sleeping in here with me from now on.”
“Whatever you say Miss Meryn.”
As she drifted off to sleep, she felt a deep joy knowing that Jeremy was here with her. Safe. And he would remain so. She would take care of her own.
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