Beth
by Allene
Chapter 26
I had all week to think about my experience. And managed to
rationalize my orgasms under punishment as a religious
experience. A sort of Rapture. I did even more study of the
Penitents and some of their descriptions of feelings as their
soul was cleansed seemed quite similar to my climaxes. I knew
that it was true that at least part of my session had been very
painful. If it was not right the priest would not have condoned
it and God would not have let me enjoy parts of it. I also felt
good because the priest had not even mentioned my masturbation. I
took this as approval and could use the memory of the experience
to reach a climax nearly every night. Naturally I could not hit
myself as my Dad would have heard the slaps. I found an
instrument that brought about just the right amount of pain to
get off without really hurting myself. I had bought a slicker
brush for our dog. This is a brush made of straight pins set in a
flexible rubber base. If I could not go over the top to a climax
I would pat my pussy and nipples with the brush. The pricks of
the pins were enough pain with no noise to get me over the edge
without making any noise my dad may have heard. Only on occasion
would I hit hard enough to form drops of blood.
I really enjoyed fantasizing about the many things that could
happen to me in that basement room. It turned me on to realize
that I was the priests total slave. No-one could hear me scream
from that room. He could even kill me if he wanted. I was sure
that since I was doing this to please God He would protect me
from any real harm. Since the priest had apologized for actions
which were not new to me I was sure he would not hurt me very
much. The one scary thing was that in my earlier experiences
there had been a third person to maintain control. With the
priest I had to rely on God, and the priest's control.
This made the week fly by and I almost ran to the church the
next friday before remembering I had brought the car.
The priest met me at the door and told me there were some
women there to discuss preparations for the Rummage and Bake
sale. He told me to go on down to the room and he would follow in
a few moments as soon as they left.
