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A Detail of Intimacy – Aussiegirl and H Dean
Chapter 9
Tom woke first and lay looking at her beautiful face,
soft with sleep. He ran his hands over
her face, seeing her nose twitch as his finger trailed over her cheek. He did it again and this time she lifted her
hand to brush away whatever was on her cheek. He smiled as she slowly opened
her eyes, his stomach flipping as she smiled back up at him.
She opened her eyes to see Tom smiling down at
her. It seemed like the most natural
thing in the world and for what felt like the hundredth time she wished things
could be different. He moved so that he
was straddling her body and without him having to say a word, she spread her
legs wide for him. He kissed her gently,
his tongue playing with hers and then sat up as he rolled a condom on.
When she felt his cock enter her, it was so different
from yesterday when she had been bound and suspended. This time he took his
time, treating her more like a lover and she simply melted in his arms. She could feel the muscles in his back as he
gently rocked his body into hers and she closed her eyes as her feelings became
more intense.
He could feel her warm body under his, her breasts
soft and firm. Kissing her again, he
felt himself becoming lost in the feel of her mouth on his. Breaking off his kiss, he moved his mouth
down to her nipple and sucked it into his mouth. He could hear her little mews
of pleasure as he rolled her nipple in his mouth.
Moving to the other nipple, he again took it into his
mouth, this time biting gently. She
moaned and ran her hands through his hair, the feel of her fingers making him
shiver. As he continued to move in her,
his hands ran down her body to her hips and then back up again.
She felt his mouth on her nipples, her body on fire as
he nibbled and sucked them. She was aware of nothing else but the feel of him,
her body responding to his as if he had been her lover for years. She knew she was close to cumming but just
wanted the wonderful feeling to never stop.
His orgasm approaching, he sped up, seeing her clutch
at the sheets in response. He yelled out as his cum shot out of him, his body
shaking as he saw her cum also. He
continued to pump his cock into her a few more times before he collapsed onto
her.
She was still cumming when she felt his body cover
hers. In spite of the weight of his body, she loved the way it felt. She was still breathing hard when he rolled
off her. Looking over at him, she could see he was also trying to catch his
breath. After a few moments, he sat up,
his eyes reflecting the wonder of the moment.
Without a word, he removed the collar from around her
neck and helped her to stand. She still felt a bit shaky but as he led her into
the shower, she felt some of her strength returning. The warm water felt wonderful and she found
herself thinking about what had just happened. She could hear Tom entering the
shower and turned to face him. In silence, they washed each other and when the
shower was done, both headed down stairs to have some breakfast.
It was not until halfway through his bowl of cereal
that Tom started to think about the day ahead.
He had been so rocked by what had happened that he had all but forgotten
his plans but now he started to get excited.
He wasn’t sure how she would react, but it was yet another thing he had
always dreamed of doing with Marie. He
knew she would be hesitant and maybe even refuse to do some of what he had in
mind, but that wasn’t going to stop him from at least trying.
Marie could see his eyes sparkling and wondered what
he was thinking. She was tingling all
over from his lovemaking and wondered yet again why it couldn’t always be like
that. She finished her cereal, placing
the bowl in the sink as he walked up behind her.
“Well, if only every day could start that way, but now
there are some more things I want you to do for
me.” She felt the familiar jolt as she
thought about what tortures he might want to put her through today. He spun her around to look at him, his face
now all serious, which made her feel even more nervous.
He could see that she was anxious as he took her hand
and led her into his playroom. He had not shown it to her before, not wanting
to scare her, but now he was eager to see her reaction. He had spent many years
getting it just the way he wanted it. He
felt her stop and he turned to see her standing in the doorway, her mouth open.
He pulled her into the room and let her look around a
bit. Like he had suspected, she looked
shocked at the contents of the room, though he could also see some curiosity in
her eyes. He watched as she walked
around the room, touching some things while avoiding others. When he thought
she’d had enough time to have a look, he moved to stand beside her.
“Love, I know this is all a bit scary but I needed you
to see this. Today we are going to
explore some more of the things I like and I just need you to trust me. Can you
do that for me?” She felt the now
familiar shiver run through her body but looking into this eyes, knew she could
trust him. The only thing she was
worried about was could she live up to his expectations.
“Tom, of course I trust you but….” he didn’t let her finish, placing a
finger on her lips. She fell silent and
he led her over to a chair at the side of the room. It
looked just like a normal wooden chair except that it had an electric vibrator
taped down to it.
“Yesterday, all you wanted to do was cum, so today you
are going to get what you wanted.” She shivered as he removed her bathrobe and
sat her down on the chair. He spread her
legs wide and proceeded to tie her down securely to the chair. By the time he
was done, she could not move away from the vibrator that was sitting right
against her clit.
He brushed the hair out of her eyes and then used a
piece of rope to tie it back and secure her head to the top of the chair. Now not only could she not move her body, she
was unable to move her head as well. Out
of the corner of her eye, she saw him hold up a gag and took in a deep breath
as he pushed it into her mouth.
He looked at the beautiful sight before him, her body
held tight by the ropes and her eyes wide over the red ball in her mouth. He watched her eyes as he flicked the
vibrator onto low. As he suspected, they grew wider and then closed as it began
to do it’s job.
At first she quite enjoyed the feel of the vibrations
on her clit, allowing herself to let her orgasm build. When the orgasm hit her,
she rocked in the chair, the ropes pulling tight against her body. It was not
until her orgasm eased that she began to understand the real nature of her
situation.
With each minute that passed and each orgasm that was
ripped out of her, her clit became more and more sensitive until it was pure
torture. She begged behind her gag for him to turn it off, but all he did was
smile at her.
He knew she was reaching the stage where she would do
anything to get off the vibrator. He had
no intention of easing her suffering yet though, in fact this was the part he
loved the best. Watching her shake with yet another orgasm, he ran his hands
over her breasts, feeling her body quiver.
When she had stopped shaking, he brought his hand down
to her pussy, pushing her down even firmer onto the vibrator. He could hear her whimpering as he pinched
her hard nipples with his other hand.
Wanting to hear her begging, he removed the gag and moved his hand down
to the switch on the vibrator.
“Baby, do you know there is a higher level?” She
looked at him in shock and tried to shake her head, the pain making her wince.
He smiled at her and hovered over the switch.
“Oh God no, please turn it off. I’ll do anything else
you say. “ She
saw his smile get bigger and realised she had said just what he wanted to
hear. However she didn’t care, just
wanted to get away from the incessant buzzing.
“Ready, three, two.. “ He
flicked the switch before he got to one, her eyes glaring at him for a second
before they registered the increased speed.
He stood and watched as she bucked in the ropes, her body straining to
get off the chair.
“Marie, look at me, I don’t want you to close your
eyes. If you can keep them open until after your next orgasm, I will turn it
off. If you close your eyes, I will just
have to punish you.” He again suffered a
mild glare before she had to use all of her strength to keep her beautiful eyes
open.
She hated him at that moment, her body aching with the
strain of the ropes and her clit painfully aroused. Keeping her eyes open proved to be an almost
impossible task but one she managed until the next orgasm hit her. She was not
even aware of what she had done until she heard his voice in her ear.
“Oh dear, you closed your eyes.” She felt something
land on her chest and looked down to see him hitting her breasts with
something. She felt another orgasm build
as the pain in her breasts increased.
“Stop, please stop.“ Suddenly he stopped and took her chin in his
hand as she struggled to keep her eyes open.
She was surprised, but guessed he was not finished with her yet.
“I am willing to give you a choice, you can stay here
on the chair for another five minutes or I can flog you until you achieve one
more orgasm.” She could barely focus on what he was saying, but knew she had to
get off the chair.
“Flog me!” He
smiled and aimed the small flogger at her breasts. He watched as she gasped
with each strike, her breasts starting to turn a nice shade of red. When she orgasmed yet again, he kept his
promise and stopped both his flogging and the vibrator.
Marie was barely aware when everything stopped, her
clit still throbbing and her breasts sore.
Even when the ropes came off, she didn’t move, in fact she wasn’t even
sure if she could move. She felt him lift her up to stand and she all but fell
into his arms.
He held her close to him, feeling her heart beating
wildly in her chest. Brushing back her
now damp hair, he lifted her head up to look at him. Her eyes where still
unfocused and he knew he had to give her a break before he moved onto what he
had next planned.
Sitting her down on a low bench, he went to get a
bottle of water out of his small bar fridge. First he only let her have small
sips. As she appeared to become more aware of her surroundings, he allowed her
to drink as much as she needed to.
The water was wonderful and soon she was beginning to
feel better. Her legs were still shaking and her pussy still tingled, but she
seemed to be more alert. She looked up
as Tom came to sit beside her, his hand going down to rub her clit.
She almost spat the water in her mouth back out at
him, his light touch just about making her jump off the bench. Never had her clit felt the way it did right
now, but she feared he would not leave it alone.
He noticed her reaction to his touch and knew she
would be sensitive for a while yet. She
was still looking a bit dazed as he moved to the cupboard to get out the things
he needed. By the time he had things ready, she was looking much better.
He stood her up and led her to stand in the middle of
the room. He noticed she was looking a
bit wary, her eyes wide as she took in the items he had placed on the
floor.
Her legs were still feeling weak and she wasn’t too
sure about some of the items she could see in front of her. She saw him pick up what looked to be a red
leather bag with white cord to lace it up.
Wondering what he was going to do with it, he spun her around and began
to place her arms inside of it.
“This is another way I like to keep a girl’s arms
still.” She felt her arms being pulled
tighter until her elbows were almost touching, her shoulders aching at the
pressure he was putting them under. He tightened the straps up over her
shoulders, before he placed what felt like mittens over her hands and then her
fingers were forced to bend until they were in a fist shape.
He then held up what looked to be an old fashioned
corset and began to place it under her breasts.
At first it didn’t feel too bad but as he pulled the cords tighter and
tighter, she found it harder to breath.
She was relieved when he stepped back, though she wished she could take
it off.
He looked at her, the corset making her already small
waist even tinier. He ran his hands over her breasts, rising up beautifully
over the top of the red corset. He had
plans for them too, but that would come later.
Taking her hair in his hands, he tied it into a
ponytail and looped a piece of rope into it.
The rope he tied to a ring hanging from the ceiling. She now had no choice but to stay where he
had placed her.
Picking up the thigh high red boots, he saw her eyes
watching him as he lifted up one leg and placed it in the boot. They had a very
high heel and she almost lost her balance as he placed her foot back on the
ground. He held her still as he slid on
the other boot.
She wobbled on the boots, the rope in her hair the
only thing holding her up. She tried to
move back though as he approached her with what looked to be a wide belt in his
hand. Expecting him to put it around her already tightened waist, she was
surprised when he lifted it up to her neck.
Once he had fastened it around her neck, she found she
could no longer look down. The thought
made her panic, thinking she would not be able to see anything he did to
her. She saw him smile at her, that same
smile he had given her earlier when she had asked him to flog her.
He saw her panicked expression and ran his hand over
her cheek. This simple act seemed to be
enough to calm her down a bit, though he could feel her shaking under his
fingers. Moving his hand down under the
collar, he watched her eyes as he pinched both her nipples.
His fingers pressed down on her nipples, the pressure
building slowing until she had to scream.
He didn’t let go, the pain building and her cries growing louder. When she thought she could stand it no more,
he finally let go. However the pain stayed,
her nipples aching. At first she thought
it was from the pain of his pinch, but when the pain didn’t lessen, she worked
out he must have placed something onto them.
She didn’t have much time to dwell on this new pain as
he used his hands to spread her booted legs. She heard two clicking sounds and
when she tried to bring her legs back together, found them held in place. His hands ran along her inner thighs until
they reached her pussy, pushing in with what felt like two then three
fingers.
He was surprised by how wet she was, especially as he
knew he was really pushing her pain levels.
Part of him hoped she would find she really liked this after all, but he
knew it was more likely to be a reaction to her session on the chair. He picked up the tube of lubrication from the
table and removing his fingers from her pussy, added some to his already moist
fingers.
He braced himself for her possible reaction and was
not surprised when she tried to jerk away from his fingers as he pushed into
her ass. He ignored her moans and even
her begging as he pushed the lube into her. He could feel his cock straining in
his jeans as he worked his fingers in and out of her hole, but he knew he had
to wait a while.
She hated the feel of his fingers in her ass, memories
of the other night when he had used her there still fresh in her mind. When he finally removed them, she sighed but
then she felt him pushing something into her. At first she thought it was only
going into her pussy, but then felt something moving into her ass as well.
“Tom, please, it’s too much.” She knew begging
wouldn’t help but she just couldn’t stop herself. He was stretching her more
than she thought possible, her tears wetting her face as the pain increased, “God, Tom, take it
out.” It didn’t stop him and soon she
felt so full she thought she would burst.
Tom could see she didn’t like the double penetration
but wasn’t ready to ease up on her yet. He knew that if she really started to
panic he would release her, but until then he wanted to see just how far he
could push her. Fastening the end of the
strap holding the dildos in place to the bottom of her corset, he felt them
move just a little more into her. Her
cries told him she didn’t like it, but still he continued, securing the end of
the binder on her arms to a ring in the floor.
She saw him hold up what looked to be a hood and began
to shake her head no. She was still
trying to adjust to the pain of the two fake cocks and whatever he had put on
her nipples. The rope in her hair
limited her movement, but she knew he understand what she meant. Again he ran his hand down her cheek, but
this time it did little to calm her.
“I know this looks horrid, but I just want you to try
it for a while. If you really can’t cope with it, I promise I will take it
off.” She nodded, knowing she had
promised to do all he asked of her. It
didn’t ease her fears any though as first he put the gag into her mouth and
then proceeded to fasten on the rest of the hood. By the time she could no longer feel his
hands, panic began to fill her.
Her breathing, already limited by the corset, grew
even shorter. She could feel the sweat
on her face as she started to grow dizzy.
Her moans sounded loud in her ears, but she had no idea if he could even
hear them.
He could see her body shaking and hear her muffled
moans and knew she was starting to panic. As beautiful as she looked in the
hood, he realized he had to take it off.
As he lifted it off her, he saw her pale face and was surprised by the
rush of emotions he felt. As her friend he wanted to protect her, but the other
part of him just wanted to satisfy his need to see her suffer.
“Shush love, it’s ok. Not
everyone can handle a hood.” His words made her feel a bit better, though it
did little to ease her other pains. He placed the ball gag she had worn earlier
in her mouth and then covered her eyes with a blindfold. Again she was in the
dark, but this time she didn’t feel the smothering panic she had felt with the
hood.
Now that the hood was gone, she began to feel anew
what he had done to her body. She gasped
as she felt a buzzing in her pussy and ass, the fake cocks rubbing against each
other. With her eyes covered, it seemed like she was even more aware of her
body, the buzzing starting to have an effect.
Tom watched as she began to react to the low
vibrations, intrigued by the way she was trying to move. He moved around her, his hand running over
her bare ass. He could hear her moans as
her body shook, his hand slapping her bottom firmly a few times before he moved
back to stand in front of her.
He pressed the remote again, not to change the speed
of the dildos but to activate the pad resting over her clit. He only put it on low at first, but the way
she had screamed, anyone would have thought he had shocked her. Moving in front of her again, he placed one
hand over her clit while the other played with the clamps on her breasts.
She felt like everything was getting tighter as her
clit throbbed and threatened to send her over the edge yet again. She couldn’t even bend her knees or elbows
and it just seemed harder and harder to breath. Her
clit was on fire as she felt the dildos moving inside of her. Suddenly she was rocked by the strongest
orgasm she’d had all day, her body trying to shake in her binds.
Seeing the way she was straining, he knew she would
hate it even more when he upped the speed on the remote. Pressing the button to increase the speed of
both the dildos and the clit pad, he heard her high pitched squeal.
She didn’t think she could take much more as she felt
yet another orgasm building. She felt totally helpless and just wanted to
scream at him to stop her torment. As it was, all she could do was try to make
some sense behind the gag.
Watching her orgasm yet again, he decided to give her
a break. Turning everything off, he
removed her blindfold, seeing her eyes closed as her orgasm continued. He removed the gag too, wanting to talk to
her before going on.
Slowly she opened her eyes, aware that something was
different but not sure what yet. It took
her a moment to realize the blindfold and gag were gone, and even longer for
her addled brain to work out the vibrations had stopped. Flinching as Tom’s hand ran down her
tear-streaked face, she closed her eyes, not wanting to look at him.
“Marie, look at me.”
She could hear him speaking to her, but still kept her eyes closed. “Look at me!” His voice was firmer than she
had heard it before and she found herself not able to keep her eyes shut any
longer.
He saw her open her eyes, relieved that she had
responded to him. Taking her chin gently
in his hand, he could see her mistrust of him in her eyes. “Baby, you have done
really well and you are almost finished.
Do you think you can go on for just a bit more for me?”
She took a while before she could answer him, her mind
in a whirl and her body starting to feel very stiff and sore. “I don’t know, it feels too tight.” She could see
disappointment in his face and despite her discomfort felt like she was letting
him down. “Maybe I could go on for a little bit longer.”
His smile was wide as he came down to kiss her, his
lips soft on hers. She melted into him,
almost forgetting the pain she was feeling.
When he drew away from her, he stroked her cheek, looking deep into her
eyes.
“Thank you. I am so proud of you and for your bravery
I am willing to remove one item right now.”
She felt a rush of pride at his words and thought about what item she
wanted rid off the most. Out of all the
things, the one she just didn’t think she could take any more of was whatever
he had in her ass and pussy.
“Could you take those things out of me.” She hoped he wouldn’t make her say it more
explicitly. Relief washed over her when
he nodded and bent to gently remove the offending cocks. Once they were out, she still hurt but at
least she wouldn’t have to suffer another orgasm like the last few.
He had been almost certain this would be the item she
would choose and didn’t tell her it fitted in with his plans nicely. However, he had meant it when he had said he
was proud of her, and didn’t want to push her limits too much. After all, he
did love her and didn’t want to risk loosing her forever if things went badly.
He went behind her, bending down to release the rope
holding the arm binder in place. He then
undid the rope around her hair and pulled her arms up until her upper body was
forced forward. When she was in the position he wanted, he tied the binder off
to the ring above her. The effect was
that she in the perfect position for him to use anyway he wanted to.
She knew that he would want to use her body again and
wished it could be like it had been that morning. She just hoped he would be fast, the new
position making it even harder to breath. He came around in front of her and she was in
no way surprised to see his cock in his hand. It was buried in her throat
before she knew it and after only a few quick, deep thrusts, he had moved
around behind her.
She tried to move away from his probing fingers as
they pushed into her ass. She still
wasn’t fully comfortable with him using her there, but it didn’t seem he was
going to give her much choice in the matter.
His fingers left her ass, returning with some more lube before she felt
his cock take their place.
The other night she had only become aware of his cock
once it was already in her, but now it was like she could feel every vein and
ridge. He was taking it slow but still
it hurt. Crying out, she felt him rub
his hands up her back, but it didn’t ease her pain any.
He didn’t want to hurt her but despite going slowly,
she still seemed to be in pain. “Relax
baby and push out, it will make it easier.” He could feel her trying to do what
he said and he found his cock slipping in a bit easier. Her moans were still loud though and he
stopped moving for a while to try to let her get used to the feel of his cock.
With his cock sitting still within her ass, she tried
to catch her breath. Her ass felt so full and she knew it was only going to get
worse. It all seemed too much and she
started to cry. First her sobs were soft
but as her emotions took over the sobs increased in strength.
Hearing her soft cries turn louder he debated what to
do. Usually he would just continue, but
since this morning he found his feelings clouded. Never before had he so loved any of the women
he had played with. He found himself
feeling guilty for pushing her to do something she didn’t want to do and pulled
out of her ass.
Over the next few minutes, he released her from all of
her restraints, her sobs not ceasing despite his actions. He picked her up in
his arms and carried her through the house to his bathroom. Turning on his spa,
he placed her gently in the water, while he undressed fully and stepped in to
join her.
Marie became aware that she was in water, but didn’t
know how she got there. The last thing she remembered was his cock filling her
ass. She mentally checked her body and only felt his hands gently surrounding
her. Opening her eyes, she saw they were
in a different room and she was in a spa of some kind.
She closed her eyes again, letting the bubbles soothe
her tired body. His hands rubbed softly
over her breasts, but they did not worry her, so long as he remained
gentle. Her mind began to clear a bit
more and she started to think back more to what must have happened.
Suddenly she
sat up and turned to look at him, understanding now what he had done for her.
“Tom, I don’t understand. I said I would do one more thing for you and yet you
stopped.” He sighed as he looked at her
surprised face.
“I may love my bondage sweetheart but I do love you
more. I just couldn’t continue with you
being so upset. I know; it surprised me
too!” He pulled her to him and hugged
her close, feeling her snuggle into him.
They remained that way for a few moments before she pulled away from
him.
“Tom, I want you to finish what you started. I promised you I would give you a weekend and
you didn’t get to finish.” She took in a deep breath and said the words she
didn’t think she would ever say to him. “You can even put me back in all those
things if you want to.”
He was so amazed that she had asked him to continue to
even know how to answer her. Stroking
her hair, he could feel her shake and knew she would only be doing it for
him. He again felt a burst of pride at
her courage but hesitated in giving her an answer. He didn’t want to cause her so much distress
again, but he would love to finish what he had started.
“Love, are you sure?”
She looked down first and then nodded. It was all he needed to make up
his mind. Taking her face in his hands,
he kissed her gently before moving her face up to look at him again. “I think
if you are willing to continue we can but I think we can keep things simple
this time.”
Not sure what he meant, she waited for him to
explain. However, all he did was pull
her around so she had her back to him again. She felt his fingers gently
probing her ass and unlike before, didn’t try to pull away. In fact, she realized
that in her more relaxed state his fingers didn’t hurt as much.
She felt him replace his fingers with the head of his
cock, but unlike earlier, he didn’t just thrust in. She pushed down a bit, feeling the head of
his cock enter into her ass. It still stretched her but without the force of
him pushing, she felt so much more in control.
After a few minutes of pushing down on him, she was surprised that he
was fully in her ass.
He smiled as she started to move slowly on him. As much as he wanted to take control, he knew
by letting her set the pace, the more comfortable she would be. Then he would be able to take over in
time. He held her waist lightly, as she
rose and fell above him.
Moving his hand to tickle her clit, he was rewarded by
her moans. He slowly moved her till her
body was lying face down in the water, her chin resting on the side of the spa.
Taking a firmer grip on her waist, he began to thrust powerfully into her.
She was surprised that though she felt full, she did
not feel the pain she had felt earlier.
His hand returned to her clit and she knew she would come again soon. He
felt his cock swelling and soon he was cumming in her warm hole. He continued to pump her hard as he came, his
grunts mixing in with her moans.
Finally he was done and pulled out of her, her body still lying where he
had moved her.
She lay, sublime, pleased that she had been able to
take him in her ass. Her orgasm had not
been as strong as the others she’d had that day, but she wasn’t surprised. She realized he was no longer gripping her waist
and rolled over to look up at him.
He was smiling at her and she just couldn’t help
smiling back. Suddenly he was her old
friend again and she moved to hug him.
She couldn’t deny that the weekend had been a challenge, but now it was
over she was glad she had at least given it a go.
“Well, you made it.
I am very proud of you, though I can tell you
now I was worried you wouldn’t speak to me again, especially after today.” She snuggled into his chest, just wanting to
feel him holding her.
“Yes, I wasn’t so sure either. But I just want you to hold me for now.” She
heard him sigh as he held her close. She
didn’t know how long they stayed that way, but after a while she felt him
move. She looked up, his smile sweet as
he brushed her hair back. He held out
his hand and they both stepped out of the spa together.
He watched as she dried her body, seeing some faint
marks still on her body but nothing that would give away all she had been
through over the weekend. He handed her
a robe to put on and then led her to her room so she could get dressed.
Half an hour later, they were both eating a light
lunch before he had to take her to the train station. They had not spoken since he had left her to
get dressed and he knew he had to find out her thoughts on the weekend.
“Marie, now that the weekend is almost over, I have to
ask what you thought. Please, I need you to be honest,
I won’t be upset if you hated it all.” He smiled as she considered his
question. He was surprised at how nervous he was at hearing her reaction, if
only because he didn’t want anything that had happened to come between them.
She thought about what he had asked and despite having
thought of nothing else for the whole weekend, found it hard to put her
feelings into words. She knew that at
different times over the weekend, her thoughts had gone from pure hate of what
he was doing to pure bliss.
“Tom, I know you would love me to say it was all
wonderful, but I you know that would be a lie.
You were right when you said it would be hard and at times I hated you
for causing me so much pain.” He looked
a bit shaken at her response, but she continued on. “However, if I am honest, there were also
times when I also felt so wonderful.” He seemed a bit more pleased, and reached
out to take her hand in his.
“Marie, I did push you very hard but I needed you to
really know what I liked. If I had been less than honest about what I like,
that wouldn’t have been fair to both of us.” She nodded and he thought she
looked a bit upset. Standing, she went
to get a drink and when she returned, she seemed to be calm again.
She sipped her water, not sure why his statement had
upset her. She figured part of it was hearing him being so honest, but then she
also knew what he said was true. She had wanted to find out about what he liked
and now that it was over, she knew that it was not for her.
“Oh Tom, you certainly did push me but I am not sorry I asked you. You know,
despite my body aching in places I never knew I even had, I feel closer to you than
I ever have.” She lifted her face to his as he came around to hug her. Looking
up at the clock, she could see it was time for her to get her bag packed.
Moving away from him, she headed up to finish getting
packed, the reality of leaving his home starting to sink in. She sat down on
the edge of the bed, wishing there was a way she could stay with him. Sighing, she knew though she loved him
dearly and would do almost anything to stay with him, there was no way she
could satisfy his needs. Even if she
tried, she knew she would end up hating him or at least his treatment of her.
Finally, she roused herself and packed her bags,
heading back down to find Tom sitting on the couch. He seemed in a pensive mood
and she guessed he was having similar thoughts to the ones she’d had
upstairs. Sitting her bags on the floor,
she went to sit beside him.
He looked up as she sat down, her bags sitting on the
ground behind her. “All packed
then?” He knew he sounded more cheerful
then he felt. When she nodded he picked up her bags and headed out to the
car. Placing her bags in the car, he
moved around to hold the door open for her only to see the tears on her face.
“Oh baby, please don’t cry. I know saying goodbye will
be hard, but we’ll see each other again.”
He didn’t want to think of what could have been,
the thought just too painful. She smiled
at him, wiping away her tears.
“I’m sorry Tom, I told myself I wouldn’t cry, at least
not until I was on the train.” She
turned to get into the car, needing to get control of herself. Once she was seated, he shut her door and
headed to the driver’s seat. She didn’t look at him as he drove, her mind
drifting between the last time she had been in his car and the thought of getting
on the train.
It hardly seemed to take any time to get to the
station and before she knew it she was standing on the platform, her bags
already loaded onto the train. There was
so much she wanted to say and yet she couldn’t think how to say any of it. They both knew there was no hope for the kind
of relationship they wanted.
Tom turned to her and she only had to look into his
eyes to see he was hurting as much as she was.
Again her tears threatened to fall, but she managed to hold them
back. Without a word he kissed her, a
long, slow kiss that made her knees go weak.
He had to make himself pull away from her, his mind
telling him he had to let her go. The message over the speaker warned them they
only had a few minutes until the train departed. He brushed back her hair and hugged her one
last time.
“I have left a little surprise in your handbag, but
don’t look until you are on the train.”
He pulled back and walked with her to the door of the carriage.
“Bye Tom, I’ll ring you when I get home.” He nodded,
already thinking how much he was going to miss her. He watched as she entered the carriage and
took her seat, her beautiful face looking sad as she tried to hold back her
tears.
She so wanted to see what he had left her but knew she
should wait like he had asked her to do.
He waved to her through the window and she again wished things could be
different, or at least that she could be different. Finally the train began to move and after a
few minutes he was gone.
Looking around her, she was pleased to see that she
was alone in her part of the carriage. She didn’t know what he had left her but
didn’t want to risk prying eyes seeing something they shouldn’t. At first she couldn’t find anything, but then
remembered the outside zip.
Pulling out the small parcel, she saw there was a note and a piece of soft rope. Smiling she placed the
rope in her lap and opened up the note.
“My beautiful Marie,” she read, “ You are a
wonderful woman and I need you to know that I would love to spend my life with
you, but we both know why that will never happen. So instead, know that you are loved and that
anytime you want a bit of kinky fun, you know whom to call. Love Tom.”
She didn’t know whether to laugh or cry, but what she
did know was that it had been worth the risk to spend the weekend with
him. Whatever happened in
The end
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