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Temptation
Chapter 1:
Introduction
Pam
Kingsley was the epitome of a successful young business woman. 28 years old
After an
uneventful four years at college, she hand wandered from one unfulfilling job
to another. One of her friends had suggested real estate. Two years later she
had her state license, and joined Century 21.
The first year or so was a lot of work and no money. She almost quit a
couple of times, but eventually one of her cousin asked her to sell a house in
an up-market suburb of Philly. Pam threw herself into it, and was able to sell
the house in a few weeks for what her cousin as asking. A couple of more houses
came on the market in the same neighborhood, and Pam got the listing for both
of them on the back of her success with her first listing. Besides that she was
very personable, and really hustled to help her clients. She now had the
potential to hit $100,000 in commissions in the next 12 months. For Pam this
was unbelievable, and she never too it for granted.
With her
first commission check Pam moved out of her parents’ house into a modern
apartment building near her office. The one bedroom on the 8th floor
was perfect for her. Large windows, air conditioning, high speed Internet to
connect to her office real estate listings and database, and a safe
neighborhood. The only downside was that her room faced a companion tower 50
feet away. Day time was fine, but at night she had to close the curtains. At
least she usually closed the curtains….
Chapter 2:
Childhood memories
For all of
her good looks and great figure, Pam had never had a fulfilling relationship,
and had no interest while she was building her brand in the real estate market.
Sure she had had sex in college, and given the occasional blowjob, but somehow
her partners never fulfilled her. At 5 ft 6 inches, 120 lbs with great legs and
firm high breasts she was a winner, and had had lots of opportunities, but
nothing seemed to click. She had learned how to give herself pleasure and she
thought that was enough for now.
But Pam had
a dark secret she had shared with no-one. She was an exhibitionist, and all her
sexual fantasies were some variation of her exposing herself to men. She did
not dare actually doing it, but the fantasy and the ensuing orgasm were very
powerful (aided by baby oil and her fingertips).
She was
pretty sure she knew when and why these desires emerged. She was 9 years old;
it was summertime, and August was quiet in the neighborhood with many children
away at camp or on vacation with their parents. Three older boys on the street
had pitched a tent under some trees on a vacant lot. Pam was curious and also had
her first case of puppy love with the boys each 13 or 14 years old. She was
determined to have them accept her and let her into the tent.
One day she
got up the courage and stood outside the tent calling “hello”.
“Go away” came the quick response from inside
the tent: ”Girls not allowed”.
Undaunted,
Pam replied, “but I want to come in!”
“It’s a
secret club”
“I really
want to join your club”’ replied Pam.
“You can’t
just join you have to be initiated.”
Now Pam did
not know what initiated meant, but she was determined. “I will do anything you
want” she replied bravely.
A long
silence ensued from inside the tent, then one of the boys, spoke: “Ok, you can
come in.”
Pam pulled
the flap back on the tent and entered, to see the boys sitting quietly on the
tent floor with some magazines (she later new they were “girlie” magazines),
and sandwiches and a plastic jug of Koolaid. Much less mysterious than Pam had expected.
She sat
without being asked, and one of the boys spoke to the others. ”She has to be
initiated.” “OK” said a second boy, “what do you want to do with her.”
Another
long silence and then one of the boys spoke. “Take off your shorts and show us
your thing.”
Pam didn’t hesitate, she wanted to please the boys. She stood up and
pulled her shorts down below her knees.
“Underpants
too”
Pam pulled
her underpants down, and the boys all stared thoughtfully at her hairless
pussy.
“Take your
shorts and underpants off right off and lie down.”
Pam did as
she was told.
The boys
edged closer, and a couple of hesitating hands touched her.
“Spread
your legs”
Pam
obeyed. More close looks and touching.
Pam began to feel warm and had the first sense of arousal in her young life.
She was then instructed to put her hands behind her knees and pull her legs
back and open.
“Wider”.
Pam obeyed
puller legs as wide open and far back as they would go, until her buttocks were
raised off the ground.
The boys
all gather close as she spread herself wide. She could feel their hot breathe
and probing fingers. Touching, probing, and arousing her to the first orgasm of
her young life.
She was of
course accepted into the club, and the “initiation” continued for some weeks
afterward until school started. It never progressed beyond looking and probing.
The boys were not interested in sex with a nine year old, only curious. But for Pam it was a sudden sexual awakening,
and she missed the pleasure it gave her when the boys’ interests moved on.
To this day
her fantasy was lying on her back, spread wide with men or boys seeing her
naked and vulnerable. It was such a powerful turn on that even at 28 she often
didn’t even need manual stimulation to get herself
off.
Chapter 3:
Awakening
Moving into
her own apartment for the first time in her life was a rush for Pam. She worked
hard during the day, and enjoyed coming home in the evening. One dark fall
evening Pam came home late, and without thinking about the open curtains,
turned on the lights and began to undress for a shower. She stripped off her
clothes in the bedroom in front of the window. Suddenly realizing she could be
seen from the opposing apartment she looked up with a start. Two men directly
across from her looked away quickly as she looked up. Pam pulled the curtains
closed…but something else happened. She felt a warm glow in her loins. She
quickly pulled out her favorite vibrator and brought herself to an explosive
orgasm.
Where did
that come from she thought? I was tired, needing a shower when bang, the urge
hit. She realized that her exhibitionism could be more than just a childhood
remembrance. She fell asleep without
eating, and dreamed vibrant and haunting dreams. Surrounded by strangers,
naked, vulnerable, humiliated?
Definitely
more to explore!