It All Began as a Dream

                

                

                        It All Began as a Dream

                           Chapter Eight

The more I thought about it as I cleaned, did laundry and mouth wash the girl's panties, and the more I realized how much I had hurt Jessica. She had every right to be angry with me and I deserved what I was about to receive.

There was a tremendous difference in her treatment of me at the beginning of our relationship and now and after only a few days later too. It was all because I could not control my dick. If only I could turn back time a few hours. If I could I would still have Jessica's love and devotion. I would see that look of love and happiness as I did things for her and she used me. That is what this relationship was supposed to be about. There was never to be, a Leah. I don't know what she expected of me. On one hand she shared me with her girl friend. On the other hand she became intensely angry with me because I responded to her friend's use of me. What the hell could she expect?

I found myself really chomping Leah's panties. This pair would need little hand washing. I removed them from my mouth and picked up a pair of Jessica's. My dick started to rise from her scent even before I put them in my mouth. I closed my eyes and inhaled her scent. The delicious feminine aroma from Jessica permeated my nasal passages. I loved it, I knew it. I worshipped her no matter what she did. I kissed her panties long and lovingly. I took them from my lips; put the crotch to my nose and inhaled her scent again with a long deep breath. I kissed

them again and put the tip of my tongue to the crotch. I licked and her hardened cum became moist and slick. It tastes so good to me. I kissed them again and could feel her cum on my lips. I stood still in true worship of her panties. I heard a giggle. I recognized that giggle. I knew it came from the lips of my

beautiful Goddess, Jessica.

I opened my eyes. Jess was so beautiful, standing only three feet away. Her pert little titties stuck straight out. I could see the outline of nipples through her frilly top. My eyes went down her bod to her belly button. She had the cutest one I have ever seen. She was showing about three to four inches of skin

between her top and her shorts. God, what a picture she made in her blue top and white shorts.

I wanted to kiss her belly button but was afraid to move or speak. Her abdomen had almost no bulge. She was not to skinny either. Just in incredible shape. Her legs were tanned, muscular, and beautiful. She was barefooted. I admire her slim ankles, her little feet, and slim long straight beautiful toes with light red polish that needed to be removed and repainted. I hoped she would allow me the pleasure of doing that for her.

The above seemed long but required only a few seconds. Well, maybe a minute.

"Maybe you have feeling for me. Or is that merely your perverted nature kicking in: rendering you unable to resist a girl's panties, any panties. Yeah, that's probably what it is. I see you just finished a pair of Leah's. You cleaned them with the same look of reverence you had while admiring mine didn't you?"

"No Goddess. I washed them because I had to. I was worshiping yours because I wanted to. You know my feelings for you. That is what got me here in the first place. I have never wanted Leah, only you. I begged you not to allow her to do anything to me. I am serving as her slave only because I love you so much I will do anything you wish."

"I can not control my dick. I don't know why it gets hard while I am being so treated. I did not know it did. I never did this for anyone before you. Leah was the second one. I had no experiences to draw from, only my dreams and fantasies which were all involving you and only you. You're the only woman I will worship.

You are the only one I will be a willing slave for."

She was softening to my words. She looked almost like her old self. I thought I could see a little love in those incredible blue eyes. They were looking at me now, not through me. I dropped to my knees. Every muscle hurt when I moved. Leah had really beaten my ass. I put my pain behind me and spoke again.

"Jessica, if I could but turn back the clock to yesterday, I would give ten years of my life to live twenty-four hours over again. I hurt you and never meant to. God I would not hurt you for the world and all that is in it. Your happiness is all I want. Your pleasure means everything to me. Please Goddess, please can you forget that brief period with Leah. If my dick gets hard again

while she is using me, have me castrated, kill me, do anything to me, but please, Jess, forgive me."

Her love look had returned to a pre Leah time, almost. I felt I had put on quite a performance. It was mostly true, except for the castrating and killing parts. She could not believe that part anyway. No one could.

"I will try to forgive you and your thing. There will be times I will remember. As you could not control your thing I will not be able to control the things I will do to you when I remember and get mad at you all over again. Yeah, you will

pay many many times for your thing's infidelity."

"That is probably as it should be. Leroy, you should pay. By looking at you, I think you have paid a little. Your arms look awful. I have never seen anything like that. You have bruises on your back, side, chest, and that eye is a shiner.

She beat the living shit plumb out of you! She had planned to do it once a week or more."

"I am going to the gym as soon as I change. I will leave my clothes in the bedroom. I think I will change panties too!" (g)

I smiled. "Thank you Goddess!" I was so pleased. She was being her considerate self again. I watched the wiggle of those cheeks walk away and got a hard on thinking about my face nuzzled in that ass.

"Bye slave!" She called out with a giggle as she left the apartment.

I said bye to her and rushed upstairs to her bedroom to get her panties. God I needed to eat them! I place them to my face and inhaled. I was inhaling panty aroma like smoking marijuana. I was happy again. I had Jess back. I loved her scent. I kissed and licked them. The sweet little thing had been turned on by

something I did or said. There was cum in her panties. It tasted so good. I was in heaven again.

I got all the work done. The house was spotless; the laundry was done for both girls. I did not wash the last pair panties Jessica wore. I laid down to rest and had them on my face when Jessica returned. My dick was still hard I had my hand on it applying a little pressure when she walked up to me.

"You dirty old man! Get your hand off your dick. It is alright to enjoy my pants but do not play with yourself. That is gross!"

She gave me a nudge with her foot. She hit square on a bruise and I winched in pain.

"Oh, I am sorry, slave. I did not mean to hurt you. God Leah beat you up. I did not know she was capable or would do that! She won't do that to you again. If you are giving me your life to use up, I have got to see it is better cared for. I am telling her when she returns that she can not hurt you again and can not use you as her toilet. I will expect you to be very sweet to her and be her slave. It would be no fun for her if she could not use you. How did you put that,’ Intimate oral attention”?

I was amazed with Jessica and very proud of her at the time. What I did not know, nor did I know for a long time that Jessica knew, Leah was returning to her home.

Jess was wearing her old tennies and gym clothes when she worked out. She was sweaty. She plopped down on my chest and stuck my face in her crotch. She giggled.

"You like ripe crotch odor so much, well enjoy this!"

She laughed as she rubbed her crotch in my face. She did that awhile with me telling her how delish her crotch smelled to me.

"Well slave, see if you like this."

She got off of me giggling and sat down on my face. When she did she farted. Her giggles turned to laughter as she pressed her ass down on my face.

"Well enjoy that slave!" Slave had about three syllables.

She had cut off my breathing. She knew that because after about a minute she raised up just a little. I gasped for breath and got my lungs filled with the pungent odor of her flatulence.

That is not all you get to enjoy. Seeing how much you like my stinky b o, enjoy this. She put both of her stinky feet on my face. She placed one tennie on each side of my nose. She laughed at me when my nose wrinkled.

"Remove the shoes from my pretty little feet, slave. My feet are hot and need a cool tongue all over them."

She giggled and gave licking and sucking instructions to a very willing tongue and mouth. Did her feet stink? YES, they stunk to high heaven. I enjoyed every stinky breath I got from them. I licked all the sweat and stink away. I sucked

on each toe individually and all of them on one foot at a time. I took all of her foot that I could in my mouth. She got tired of the foot worship game before I.

"I have lots of sweat for you to lick, Leroy. Lick my arm pit."

She lifted her arm. There was almost no odor but a lot of salt residue. I licked lovingly as I always licked my Goddess. I was leading a privileged life and I knew it.

While I was licking one arm pit she was removing her shorts. I smiled. I knew where my mouth was going to be very quickly. I wanted to lick her cute little belly button on my way down so I went straight to it. She giggled.

"You are insatiable Leroy Brown. You can not get enough of my bod."

As my mouth went on her pussy she started singing, "Bad, Bad, Leroy Brown tamed by the sweetest pussy in town". She could hardly sing for giggling.

"Leroy, Leroy, get your tongue out of my ass and, listen to me for a minute, god, all you want is to lick my pussy or my ass! If a tongue can wear out a pussy or an ass, mine will be worn out before I am thirty! I may put you on ration!"

She was giggling when I rose up to look at her. Her blue eyes were dancing. What a lady, I thought.

I have class tonight. I will be gone when Leah comes in. She is unhappy. No, it has nothing to do with us or you. She will tell you if she wants you to know. Be nice!

"Now, give me a bath and no playing. I do not have time for you to worship every little thing about me. All girls come with the same equipment I have."

"Yeah, but none of their c-u-m taste as good as your equipment!"

She giggled. Set her teeth, took both hands and shoved my head in her bath water to her crotch.

"Wash that with your tongue. I may hold you down until you bubble, smart mouth. Does that c-u-m taste good?"  (g)

She let me up after a few licks. The bath water washed away her taste from my mouth. I would get it back when I mouth washed her panties.

I bathed Jess. Boy did I love that. My dick was so hard. It may burst sometime I thought. I tried to touch it a couple times. Once she bit my ear, once she slapped my face.

"Leroy, I don't want you to touch yourself unless I give you permission. Denial makes you serve me better. Hey, serving ME is what this lil arrangement is all about, right?"

"Yes Goddess", I answered.

When she looked at me and spoke to me in that sexy voice if she had said. "May I cut your head off?" The answer would have been the same. I was reminded again that I was unable to refuse Jessica anything, no matter what the consequence was to me.

I had seen on the internet about dominate women who used torture and pain to keep their slaves in line. All Jessica had used was her gorgeous looks and sexy voice. I belonged to her and relished in the knowledge of it.

Jess went to her class and five minutes later Leah walked in.

I met her and could tell she was distraught. She looked so sad.

She was from Ankara, Turkey. She was returning immediately. Like tomorrow. She was pregnant. Her parents were not pleased. I felt sorry for her. She talked to me that night, just the two of us. Jessica had a night class.

"Leroy, I am sorry I did those horrible things to you and beat you up. That was really mean of me and I am not a mean person. I do not want you to remember me that way because I think you are very caring. It was totally unselfish of you to get us a place and be our slave. That was sweet. I could have paid the rent on the other apartment. Jessica just wanted for me to see how much power she held over you. Boy she held more than I would have ever believed possible for a woman to have over a man."

She looked at me very sweetly. Her large brown eyes had traces of a tear on occasion. I was moved, really moved.

She continued to speak. "You know I am pregnant."

I nodded. She had previously told me that.

"It will not go well for me back home. I am a disgrace to my family and I will pay, big time."

More tears appeared. I reached and wiped one away with a Kleenex.

She took my hand in both of hers.

"I am sorry, Leroy. I liked you when I first saw you. I thought, 'what a man', I let myself forget my first impression of you. I will always regret that."

I held her in my arms while she cried. I knew her tears were for her and not over sadness about her using me so harshly. Still I felt sorry for Leah and consoled her.

After she ceased to cry she looked at me and smiled. I thought what a beautiful girl. She pushed a little with her hands on my shoulder and I needed no other encouragement. I got on my knees to this beautiful Turk Goddess and placed my mouth exactly where she wanted it to go. First thing I did was inhale and lick her pubes. I meant to show her I was not turned off by her hairy pussy. I got a bunch of cunt hairs in my mouth but ignored them while eating her out with all the cunnilingus skills I could muster. She responded to the intimate oral attention by giving me a good face fucking.

I licked and sucked her clean after she was through fucking my face. Yeah, I enjoyed it, I enjoyed it a lot and the hardness of my penis confirmed that.

She looked at me and smiled. The first smile I had seen from her since she returned today. The warmest in a while.

"I think that was as good for you as for me."

She laughed. Not at me but for me. There is a huge difference.

I still had a mouthful of pubes.

"I would wash those down for you but Jess said no."

Her look was easy to understand. It meant. Can I.

"I would adore drinking your pee one last time. Go ahead."

She smiled a truly sweet smile and while looking into my eyes she pissed. I swallowed every drop and licked her pussy. Yeah, she washes down all that was in my mouth but I got another one. Leah laughed. It was good to see her happy.

I ignored the hair and went to her ass for more pleasure for the two of us. I kissed her ass, licked her crack and rimmed her rosebud. I truly worshipped her. She was giggly. She cooed words of encouragement to me. When I had slowed to a casual lick and kiss now and then she spoke.

"Leroy, come with me to Turkey. I could use your support. I need a slave to worship me. If you go back with me as my complete slave my parents would be a lot easier on me. I promise to give you lots of what you just enjoyed. You did enjoy that a lot did you not?"

She had turned over and was looking into my soul. All I could see were two pleading large brown eyes. If she could see my soul, and maybe she could, she knew a part of me wanted to go.

The larger part of me wanted to stay. I could never leave Jessica. Leah was a diversion, Jessica was my life.

"No matter if I want to, Leah, I can not. You know how I worship Jess. The worship of Jess is what got me into this. No, I could never leave her."

"Yeah, I know. I want you though. I have never had a slave. There are no slaves like you. None could be as sweet and caring as you. I promise to always love you Leroy, I will not ever hurt you again, I promise. My use of you will always be as sweet as you just experienced. Always, Leroy."

I looked into those big brown eyes, bent down and kissed her pussy. I frenched it as it was meant to be kissed. When I got up, I walked away without looking back. I did not know if I had the strength to say, "No", to Leah again. Saying no to a beautiful lady was something I never learned to do.