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The Beginning Chapter 2
Yes, you and she are nude in the hot tub. Your mind has agreed to allow your body to explore. Next month, if you must you can be negative and critical. This week you agree with yourself to let go and experience new sensations. Bathing suits are neither comfortable nor appropriate for this adventure. You see her body and she sees yours. Each sees nice features in spite of the lists of defects each of you hold onto about your own appearance. Some of what you have lived through in the first half of life has changed the body you had at eighteen or twenty. You are however, much more interesting and sexy as a total woman than you were then. You like her. She likes you. Humor is how we reach across the nervous newness of getting to know someone.
Annie has picked well. You are an interesting couple. A real friendship may evolve here. You may become best buddies because what you will go through you will do together, each looking out for the others well being.
After the hot tub you both may enjoy a very leisurely massage. This is a real Annie treat. At some point, pleasant sleep takes over. The sleeping arrangement is structured for the next six nights but tonight has open choices. In time you will dream and in dreaming will come more completely into the warmth of the Retreat. You will dream and this is when you enjoy your greatest freedom to explore. Years from now when you think so warmly about this week, you will remember the dream parts even more clearly than the rest. You do not understand that process at this moment as you read these words but you will begin to learn this part of the adventure tomorrow night.
So, Saturday morning comes as it always does. You shower, enjoy a delightful breakfast and then you start to teach her who you are and how you came to be such a unique woman. Being cast in these roles means you are a rare and very desirable creature. If you are the teacher today you talk in the morning and the student talks to you in the afternoon. Maybe this first day you will each tell the other about the
first half of your life. You will also tell her what you felt yesterday as you began the trip here and what your thoughts and feeling have been so far about both her and the retreat. Each day you repeat this process. When its her time to be teacher she will tell you of her thoughts as well. In essence you continue to exchange roles.
The food is excellent at Annie's Retreat. After dinner you return to the hot tub. Tonight, and every night until next Friday, the teacher gives the student a massage. These are always long lasting. There is never a hurry. The teachers goal is always the same. She wants the student to dream. In your dream you explore sensations you rarely allow in your day time life. She spends the longest time massaging your back and neck, and arms and hands, and legs, and feet. Eventually, when she turns you over, she does your front. You allow the sensations to delight you. It is amazing how different it feels when another hand touches your skin. Her hands and yours may be virtually identical in size, strength, and feel. But her hands, anywhere on you, have excitement, pleasure, and delicious potential beyond any touch of your own hands. And tomorrow night she will feel your hands on her body, virtually with the same thoughts as you. Eventually she finishes the massage. You realize that because she puts a simple soft leather collar around your neck. This means you are now her student and you will sear this collar until after you explore this life and these awakenings with her tomorrow afternoon. Then you will take the collar off, and tomorrow night after you finish giving her the long massage you will put it on her.
When the magic collar is on, the fantasies begin. You allow her to learn how to excite you. You have no duties except to relax. She will learn by trial and error how you respond to touch. Some levels of touching are more arousing than others. Your body loves sensations. It may enjoy lighter touching in the early phase but as the night goes on, your body in growing passion will always seek stronger sensations. There can be rest breaks. The music may change. You grow thirsty after perspiring a few hours. Going to the bathroom is allowed. Those trips may even include new features and ceremonies. The evening is about how high you can be and how often and for how long and you allow it and enjoy it enormously. This fantasy is safe and real...you are not responsible for any decision making. No one but you needs to be pleased. Her turn is tomorrow. Tonight her entire life and mind and feelings and body are dedicated to learning in great detail what excites you. Once you both learn that, you can teach any lover you select how to share this experience. But first you through her, must learn.
It is in her embrace that you are cuddled into the deepest sleep. Her mind is on tomorrow night when its her turn to enjoy the pleasures you explore with her.
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