An Alternative Life
Chapter 8
Amanda resumed her position on the bed. The one where she was when I
entered the room and satisfied my desire to eat her instead of giving
her the massage she asked for. Yeah, I guess I can not complain when
she does what she wants with me. That is what I did with her, almost.
What I really want is to fuck her. I get these incredible hard ons
which she ignores and makes me ignore them. The only relief I have is
when I am not in her presence. Yet I had rather be in her presence
receiving no sexual relief than be away from her fucking any other
person I ever met. In two days she has me worshipping her completely
and desiring to worship her even more. I would do anything for Amanda.
Much I have already done. As I massage her she cooes words of encouragement
as well as directions. Amanda loves attention. She demands it all of the
time. She objects when we are together and she thinks I am not thinking
about her and only her. It is like she wants to be sure she owns not only
my body but also my mind. Maybe even my soul. She is insatiable where
both attention and sex is concerned. I will probably be doing stuff for
her or being used by her the rest of the night. My thoughts were
interrupted by Amanda's voice.
"Larry, are you listening to me?"
"Yes Goddess," I answered.
"I said that was enough, and you kept massaging me. Why?"
"I heard you but I was doing it by count and lacked just a little
finishing the count. I wanted to do it to perfection." Not true, of course.
"Uhmmm, well, you did a really great job. Now, you take off all your
clothes and lay down right here. Do I need to tie you, or are you going to
be really, really good."
"Amanda, what are you going to do?"
"It is Goddess Amanda to you slave, and that is no concern of yours. I own
you. I will do anything I want to do. You are my willing slave, are you not?"
"yes, Goddess Amanda," I answered slowly and with much reservation.
"Larry, I am going to do anything I want to your body. You already know
you are going to get bit. I just love to bite and you have it coming.
I will do other stuff too. If you truly want to be my slave and belong to
me, you will not resist. if you resist, I will walk away and never return.
A slave that can not be totally trusted is a worthless slave that I will
have no part of. That is now and in the future. I own you, or you are
nothing to me. Wellll?"
"You own me Goddess," I answered as I stripped and laid down on the bed.
"Lay on your back first. There, give me your arm".
I lifted my arm up. She took it and brought it towards her mouth. She
moved her lips back revealing all the teeth she could. I know this
statement makes me sound crazy but I was fasinated with her teeth. It
was like I was in a trance. I knew she was about to bite me but could
do nothing to resist. Her brown eyes were beautiful. I looked back at
her teeth. Her mouth was open now. I watched as she ever so slowly
closed it over the inside of my arm about three inches below my elbow.
I watched mesmerized as she closed her mouth and I felt the pain of her
teeth. I cried out. It made no difference. Her expression did not change
as her grip tightened. I knew at any moment her teeth would cut into
my arm and blood would gush forth. She held her grip. It hurt alot.
She must have held my arm in her mouth for three or four minutes. My
begging fell on deaf ears. In an instant she snapped her mouth open.
Really quick. That hurt as much as her biting me. She watched the pain
on my face and in my eyes with no expression. She brought my arm to her
mouth again. She placed her mouth just a little ways from an already
turning blue bite and slowly applied pressure just as she did the first
time. I could feel the tears in my eyes as I begged her to stop. She
continued her bite. She removed her right hand from my arm and began
fingering her pussy. She was getting off on my pain. What have I got
myself into. I know I am crazy for allowing this. I hate pain, yet
I can feel myself getting hard. She is hurting me and I get a hard
on. I hope my arm is not in her mouth when she reaches a climax. If it
is I am going to lose a mouth full of flesh. Her mouth snapped opened
as before. Oh god that hurt. I begged her again as she reached for my
other arm, still fingering her pussy. Amanda was in her own world of
pleasure. My pain was just promoting that pleasure. The same ritual
was being performed. The same slow placing of my arm in her mouth.
The same slow closure of her mouth and teeth on my arm. The same pain.
How could she be horny. I just got through bring her to orgasm. I wish
now I had not and it would not take so long this time. She was seemingly
going to bite me until she reached gratification. She was on her second
bite of my right arm. Both arms hurt. Her eyes were now closed as her
grip on my arm tightened. She was biting harder and her nails were
cutting into my arm where she was squeezing so tightly. I knew she was
going to take a plug out of me this time. I could see it in her face.
I was actually crying and begging her to stop. The crying was as much
in anticipation of the hole I was about to have in my arm as the pain
from her teeth and nails were causing. Her mouth snapped open again.
She turned my arm lose. It dropped to the bed. With out saying a word
she straddled my face and lowered her pussy to my face. I opened my mouth
and had my tongue out reaching for contact. Her pussy was so wet I could
see cum in it. Her cum filled pussy rested on my mouth. Her cum was sweet.
It was coating all parts of my mouth as I moved my tongue in her pussy.
I felt her hands as they gripped my head. She began to hunch and move
her crotch around and over my face. I tried to keep my tongue in her
pussy but it would slip out. I have never seen so much cum. She had
never said a word since she started biting me. I would tell her how
sweet she was. How I loved eating her, etc. She never answered. She
just fucked my face. When an orgasm was near I could hear little cries
of pleasure. Her hands would tighten on my head and sometimes her nails
would cut my neck. I do not even know how many she had or if she would
get close, cool down and then heat up again. My face got one hell of
a workout. I was coated with cum from my chin to my forehead. Numerous
times my nose had been in her pussy just as I inhaled. I could barely
breathe through my nose for all the cum in it. When she finally relaxed
and was still I sucked the remaining cum from her pussy and swallowed it.
I licked her pussy, all of her crotch area and her thighs. When I finished
she still said nothing, just turned around and sat her ass on my face for
me to lick some more. I tongued out her ass just as she expected. I
thought I had licked enough but a bite on one of my fingers got me started
licking again and fast. She left my fingers near her mouth and every so
often she would bite a little. I never knew when I may lose a finger.
She never bit very hard, but the fear factor was there. I tried to get
her to talk. When I would she just bit me harder. After a few times
I got the message.
Amanda rolled over on her side. leaving me where I was but my left hand
was still near her mouth. I could feel her breathe on it. I had not
spoken in awhile. I had time to think. What in the name of all that
is sane am I doing. Amanda is the most beautiful, most desirable
little thing I have ever seen. How did she ever dream of doing all of
this to a man. She was not the innocent type that is a certainty. She
is so young. How did she learn all of this. How could one so young
even know that ownership of this nature was possible. If she is crazy,
which is possible, my very life is in danger. I lay motionless the only
sound I coud hear was the beating of my heart. I cringed as she brought
my hand to her mouth and place a finger between her teeth. I felt pain
as she increased jaw pressure. I tried to remain silent but the pain
was to great. I asked her to please stop. I begged her. I told her
I loved her and in spite of all she was doing to me that I wanted to
belong to her forever. I told her again how sweet she tasted and that
I would endure any and all things for her. I only cried out because
I could not handle pain even though hers was a sweet pain. I even told
her I got hard when she was hurting me. I begged her to quit for just
a little while. Somewhere she removed my finger from her mouth but
held my hand close as she went to sleep with my nose close to her ass
and me in an uncomfortable position on the bed and floor. I wiggled and
got all of me on the bed but in doing so she had taken my finger back
inside her mouth. I tried to go to sleep but found it very difficult.
One of her legs went over me and my face ended up in her crotch. Her
scent was stronger than usual, but why not she had had sex for more then
two hours. Her crotch was not nearly so hot now. I felt her teeth
tighten on my finger and just knew she would bite me terribly hard in
her sleep. She made little sucking sounds on my finger. I licked her
moist pussy. She moaned a little. I kissed her lips and licked her
again. She snuggled her pussy against my face. I was awake for along
time but somewhere I found sleep. The first thing I knew about Monday
morning was Amanda's voice saying.
"Larry, my Larry, wake up. I need to use you. I got to go pee. I
need you Larry. Larry! Wake up!"
I opened my eyes they were partially glued together with Amanda's cum.
My face felt pulled. I knew it was due to her dried cum on my skin.
It smelled as if I had got drunk and passed out in a fish hatchery,
I inhaled. All my breathe coming straight over Amanda pussy. I got my
eyes opened and focused. I could see the milky white goo in Amanda's
pussy. One swipe of my tongue and a swallow took care of that. I was
awake now. Amanda raised up, straddled my face and lowered her pussy
to my mouth. She had me alighned perfectly for what she was going to
use me for. I opened my mouth wide as she settled down tightly. Her
warm pee started flowing. I let my mouth fill and I swallowed her piss
in a big gulp. I exhaled and inhaled quickly through my nose as my
mouth filled again much to quickly. I swallowed. I was about to choke.
My nose was to full of her cum to breathe properly. I took a big breath
through my mouth. I shut off the air intake just in time as more piss
hit my mouth. I placed it tightly over her again and swallowed. I
managed to be her toilet without getting strangled and without getting
my bed wet. It later dawned on me, that was her skill at using me, not
my skill at being used. I was not the first man she had used in such
a manner. I wondered how many there had been and under what circumstances.
I licked the last drops from her and kissed her lips. I looked up at her.
"Do you still belong to me, Larry? Do you really want to be mine?"
I found my self answering yes.
"Kiss my ass."
I raised her cute little ass with my hands, set it on my face and kissed her
little brown hole. I licked it with the tip on my tongue and lovingly
kissed it again. I had a monsterous hard on.
"Don't relieve yourself Larry. Not unless I give you permission. I am not
going to do that now. Since it is my right, I way never allow you sexual
release. Do you like belonging to me?"
I had a hard on and I needed to piss. My arms hurt. I looked at them.
I had two large bites on each arm. Her teeth marks were very visable.
There was no doubt as to what caused the bruises. I already knew but
anyone else would if they looked. Close inspection was not required either.
"Yes, Goddess Amanda, I am yours to do with and use as you please."
She smiled for the first time since she began torturing me. So much beauty,
so much cruelty.
"My poor little slave. You have my permission to get relief. Go to the
bathroom. I will be waiting for you here."
I obeyed her command with gratitude.
"Take these with you," she hit me with her panties. "They could use their
special washing machine!' She giggled.
I put her panties to my face and heard her giggle again. She relished seeing me
do things could some would refer to as being humiliating. I put the crotch of
her panties in my mouth. I was looking at her beautiful face, watching her
smile, and listening to her soft throaty laugh. My gaze went down her body
before I entered the bathroom. She is so beautiful. I knew she was worth a
little pain.
When I returned Amanda was laying on the bed her gorgeous butt sticking up.
No clothes on. There were several cum marks on the sheets.
"May I kiss your ass, Goddess," I asked.
"Yes slave, but only because you have been so dedicated to my pleasure.
Kiss and enjoy."
As I kissed her beautiful ass she reminded me that today was the day we get
OUR apartment. She also said there was a possibility we could move in really
soon. They may have to install some stuff we wanted, like the wet bar, after
we moved in but she saw nothing wrong with that. She would talk to them about
that.
"Oh Larry, today, we lease our apartment today. I am so excited. Are you
excited, Larry."
I told her I was and tried to sound like it. With my pain it was not easy
to do. I hoped I sounded excited to her.
"Goddess, why did you hurt me so much last night? Have I done anything wrong
that I am not aware of?"
"No, not really, I am just like that sometimes. Larry, if you want out, now is
the time before you are on the hook for all of that lease money. As your owner,
I am giving you very good financial advice!"
I looked at her. Her face was so beautiful. Surely she would not be like
last night very often. She had that beautiful angel type smile. She had that
look that made men think she was very vulnerable and needed their protection.
I know that is not true. I also know I love her. I love her maybe for what
she does to me.
"Goddess, like I have said several times, I like being owned by you. I will
do all in my power to give you the pleasures you seek. You keep hinting that
you will walk away from me with only a word. I could not leave you nearly so
easily. Please do not walk away from me. Let me serve you. Use me. Take
your pleasure using me. Nothing is to good for you. You deserve a slave.
Please allow me to be that slave. Please Goddess Amanda."
"That is sweet Larry, I hope you will love me as much next year and the year
after. I am not easy sometimes. I will try not to be so hard on you. It
is my nature and will not be easy for me. You saw how turned on I was when
I was giving you pain. I do not think I will ever change. People never
really change. I will go on giving pain and using you, you will allow me
to use you and will gradually revile in your pain for my pleasure. But you
will not have changed. You will have just become who you really are. We
were made for each other. I have never talked about this stuff with a man
before. I just used them and discarded them. Yours was one Of about 127
replies I received I chose only you. See you are important to me. Last night
you went along ways to prove how much you love me."
"Larry, look at my teeth marks, you are so blue. My teeth show up so good
on your skin. Your skin made a terrif canvas. Give me your arm."
I held out my arm to her. She put it to her mouth and bit in the exact
place as before. She bit just a little but it was sore. I flinched. Her
eyes seemed to record my pain. She released.
"Uhmmm a perfect fit," she said with a smile. "Looks like you found a tiger!
I hope you like tigers. They are pretty but very dangerous and unpredictable.
Be very careful about taking one to bed. Don't end up in the belly of the
tiger."
Even though she was smiling and making that sound like a joke. I was concerned.
I would not want to spend my life worried that Amanda would take it in one of
her frenzies like I experienced last night. She seemed dangerous. But hey I
was not restrained by anything except Amanda's beauty. She said she would
leave. I could have left. I did not, neither did I want her to. I willingly
allowed her to do everything she did. If there is a fault, it is mine. With
these thoughts I got ready to leave for work. I reached in the nightstand
drawer and handed Amanda a key to my house and the spare garage door opener.
Compared to trusting her with my life, my possessions were nothing. Amanda
kissed my lips, a special Amanda kiss, long and passionate. I could not wait
to get to work and set up an account for my gorgeous Amanda.
